This is something that i could never anticipate coming from someone like him... I'm currently helping him to complete something that SHOULD been HIS work, but in the end... W and i nid to assist him to finish it. He overbudget, then y should i absorb his mistake?? If its something we should nid and its the right part then if its out of budget then go ahead, use mine... but how come i should absorb his mistake?? i kenot understand, i kenot accept, i just kenot .... Now helping him he is making such comment as if its our duty to do it.. SHIT man...
Do u honestly think i care a damn about u now?? All of use are gated coz of ur slow response n low efficency in executing task. Y cant u stand up n face the music??
Y dun u wan take responsibility for ur own things if not ur own actions??
WHY!!!!!!????
I can't help to think wat did i do wrong?? Because of this damn project, i've been screwed by Windz, quarrel wif Boa and raised my voice at Bliz... all for nothing. How come i end up in this mess?? I was a star when it comes to written assignment n other work but this time... i'm nothing but a beat up dog. I got about 8 days to complete my thesis but i'm still drafting it and the thing is, i cant think of anything to write the thesis today coz my mood now is damn unstable. Windz i'm sorry dat i've doubted u in the first place...
I've said this once n i'll say it again... ... God, give me strength, will power n determination to finish this project. Now i have to work 200% to finish the damn thing...
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
I can't take it anymore~~!!!
Hv u ever wonder just how far u can force urself to go before breaking down ? Have u ever give a thought of how fragile faith could be? Have u ever wonder how well u know some1 b4 seeing they r just not the person who u give them credit for?? Have u ever wonder how a drowning victim would feel just b4 they reach their end?
Before the day is thru all i wanted to write about is wat a bad day it had been today but in the end, i changed my mind... Got to know something dat had been less than encouraging from a fren (althought is nothing but it really brought down some mood)... Then was the power outage in the lab which wipe out my codes, all i left with is my Hex codes... Then the 68HC11 is finally up, now i nid to choose between the HC11 n the PIC which is a little hard to choose since i've done so much on both chips. Not forgetting the constant help request that i'm getting, god damn it, if i got time to spend to assist some1, i might has well use it for my own project, rite? Well all these stuff above can really bring u down but it was wat happen later when i was in windz place dat really got me thinking, "Wat sh*t have i got myself into??" Although i've got this problem popping in n out of my head a lot since the past month but today really gotten me to crack. Bliz was saying dat i got myself some bad company which i really can't help agreeing...
Well as of today i got about 18 days before the big day... i nid to submit my thesis. But as of today, my project is still less dat 50% complete. Yup, no kidding is LESS THAN 50% hahaha... wat can i say?? wat can i do?? wat hv i done wrong? If the task assigned is so simple then how come nothing is completed till today? Y do you nid keep dragging?? Y can't u make decision??? Y can't u come up wif solution to YOUR own problem??!!! Everyone is looking at me for answers but there is just no answers from me.. i'm only responsible for the brain of the project, like wat dabao said.. If we were to built a Power Ranger Zord, i'm just the control room, the bird.. wat else can i do??? I'm doing all i could for my part so that the project will go on well.. But you... do u nid me to take control n finish the this for u??
The once invinsible Leech is now being brought down by bad company hahaha... MUAHAHA~~~ the bigger u are, the harder u fall. I should have taken Shee's advice n bail when i still could, at least then i might be able to do something on my own n i might actually have finish my damn thing... hahhahaahahahaha~~~ i work better when i'm on my own at least i'm able to control all the factors but now...
To whomever that might read this post, if its not too much of a problem please leave some words of encouragement coz right now i'm really in need of some... Low confidence n moral.
Before the day is thru all i wanted to write about is wat a bad day it had been today but in the end, i changed my mind... Got to know something dat had been less than encouraging from a fren (althought is nothing but it really brought down some mood)... Then was the power outage in the lab which wipe out my codes, all i left with is my Hex codes... Then the 68HC11 is finally up, now i nid to choose between the HC11 n the PIC which is a little hard to choose since i've done so much on both chips. Not forgetting the constant help request that i'm getting, god damn it, if i got time to spend to assist some1, i might has well use it for my own project, rite? Well all these stuff above can really bring u down but it was wat happen later when i was in windz place dat really got me thinking, "Wat sh*t have i got myself into??" Although i've got this problem popping in n out of my head a lot since the past month but today really gotten me to crack. Bliz was saying dat i got myself some bad company which i really can't help agreeing...
Well as of today i got about 18 days before the big day... i nid to submit my thesis. But as of today, my project is still less dat 50% complete. Yup, no kidding is LESS THAN 50% hahaha... wat can i say?? wat can i do?? wat hv i done wrong? If the task assigned is so simple then how come nothing is completed till today? Y do you nid keep dragging?? Y can't u make decision??? Y can't u come up wif solution to YOUR own problem??!!! Everyone is looking at me for answers but there is just no answers from me.. i'm only responsible for the brain of the project, like wat dabao said.. If we were to built a Power Ranger Zord, i'm just the control room, the bird.. wat else can i do??? I'm doing all i could for my part so that the project will go on well.. But you... do u nid me to take control n finish the this for u??
The once invinsible Leech is now being brought down by bad company hahaha... MUAHAHA~~~ the bigger u are, the harder u fall. I should have taken Shee's advice n bail when i still could, at least then i might be able to do something on my own n i might actually have finish my damn thing... hahhahaahahahaha~~~ i work better when i'm on my own at least i'm able to control all the factors but now...
To whomever that might read this post, if its not too much of a problem please leave some words of encouragement coz right now i'm really in need of some... Low confidence n moral.
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