Well this was something i wanted to write awhile back but seems to keep sliping my mind so i'm taking the courtasy of writing it now before it slip into some crack within my scramble brain again.
Super supporter ... a term that doesnt mean much to most but it suits me almost too perfectly. A funny word to be used but that's me. To me being a super supporter, it meant that i was there whenever i was needed. The reason for this post was basically of what SMing said during our last gathering with Lee and Jay. She triggered this thought when she said that my presence felt most after i resigned, i will always be around to help, regardless in advice or in manpower; which ironically leads me to remember what the ladies once said too coz its a similiar thing.
I guess i've always played the role of the supporter. Backing up those who needed me, just like those who would backed me up when i needed them. I understand the need of having some1 to support you in whatever u do or decided and i also know the feeling of going through s***y days without support. Its not easy to be a solo-ist so i always try my best to be there whenever i'm needed. So whenever u nid a ear or a sponge to soak up all your unhappy thoughts, whenever u nid some cheering up, whenever u got a task that u can't handle on you own... i'm there to lend a hand. But being the supporter that i am,
i wonder do i have a super supporter for myself.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Work, life effectiveness
WLE... something that my company really promotes and encourages but ... well till now i've yet to find that "life" part in the equation and it really bugs me...
Which part of the WLE do i have besides work? I'm currently spending >12 hrs at office and i do hope its just temporary, but i think its kinda hard. I guess this is something i carried from my previous employment... sigh~ of all the things i brought this paradigm with me.
I wan a life~~~~!!!
I've been working 7 days a week for almost 3 weeks now, and its a scary thought and even scarier when u are actually doin it. This really reminds me of the clip from South Park... "How do u kill something that have no life" I really nid to get a life... maybe get a new hobby, maybe i nid more friens, maybe i nid a girlfriend, maybe i nid to start thinking straight... a lot of maybes but not many answer haha.. life sux.
Its a scary thought that in 10 years time u look back and wondered what have u done outside the office and nothing came up... a BIG nothing.. it give me the chills just thinking of this thought. Nid a change.... nid a serious change... nid to start looking for something outside of the office. May there be light on the other side of my life... damn this is gloomy hahaa.
Which part of the WLE do i have besides work? I'm currently spending >12 hrs at office and i do hope its just temporary, but i think its kinda hard. I guess this is something i carried from my previous employment... sigh~ of all the things i brought this paradigm with me.
I wan a life~~~~!!!
I've been working 7 days a week for almost 3 weeks now, and its a scary thought and even scarier when u are actually doin it. This really reminds me of the clip from South Park... "How do u kill something that have no life" I really nid to get a life... maybe get a new hobby, maybe i nid more friens, maybe i nid a girlfriend, maybe i nid to start thinking straight... a lot of maybes but not many answer haha.. life sux.
Its a scary thought that in 10 years time u look back and wondered what have u done outside the office and nothing came up... a BIG nothing.. it give me the chills just thinking of this thought. Nid a change.... nid a serious change... nid to start looking for something outside of the office. May there be light on the other side of my life... damn this is gloomy hahaa.
Monday, August 11, 2008
Buhbye cash~
Wuakakaka... did some serious spending today. The last time i did such serious spending was when i bought my lil baby, my Canon S3 IS which cost me a fortune. Today i almost repeat broke that feat, i spent almost 1.9k. Yup... 1.9k, damn that hurts, it burned hell of a hole in my wallet and bank account. But its for something that i wan and need i guess so... so... so... hell that's still a lot of cash.
A camera for mum and dad; a monitor, mouse and headphone for myself... what do you guys think? Is that a lot? I came to Penang with my rig WITHOUT any peripherals. I have to resort to my friends to have a working PC. I guess this is a part of my spending that i can't run away from. Anyway there goes my savings.. And i just remembered that i got another sum that i nid to pay out soon... wuakakakaakakaka.... i'm broke~~~~
In short... tis is wat i've got ... well generally, since i arrived...
Sunday, August 10, 2008
D dark black day
Damn damn damn... that is generally what i wish to convey. Its just not my day )!$Y!)$!
Drove to PISA for the PC fair and after the fair... my car got attacked... yup attacked~
My car was covered with bombardment from the sky... RUN~~~!!! TAKE COVER!!!! Its the evening and the birds are making their way back to their nest and just my luck... my car is just under one of their stop.... DAMN!!! WTF!!!
Later while having dinner with Bert. My curry mee slip from in between my fingers and ... ... splash~ my pants is covered with curry soup. Luckily i was able to take gobble down a portion of the soup else... but come to think of it, luckily its not hot else ... but anyway its just not my day... Hope there won't b a next time else, i really need to do some serious prayers.
Drove to PISA for the PC fair and after the fair... my car got attacked... yup attacked~
My car was covered with bombardment from the sky... RUN~~~!!! TAKE COVER!!!! Its the evening and the birds are making their way back to their nest and just my luck... my car is just under one of their stop.... DAMN!!! WTF!!!
Later while having dinner with Bert. My curry mee slip from in between my fingers and ... ... splash~ my pants is covered with curry soup. Luckily i was able to take gobble down a portion of the soup else... but come to think of it, luckily its not hot else ... but anyway its just not my day... Hope there won't b a next time else, i really need to do some serious prayers.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Stupid thought
Haha... was watching the Olimpic opening ceremony yesterday and seriously... it was great, it is magnificant how coordinated they are. 2008 people in a show, doing their performance but when viewed from an arial view... damn they are perfectly aligned... not a step more, not a step less... all aligned... it almost remind me of the rubber trees in a rubber plantation, all are spaced 1m apart and regardless which angle u look at it, its still perfectly aligned... magnificant~!
Too bad the things start to get boring when the countries starts to come in... hehehe... i dun like waiting :p. To make it more interesting, the countries came in not alphabetically, well at least not following the greek alphabet but following the chinese notation. U have totally no idea what country will come in next unless you are vry vry good in your chinese. So for me... i'm totally blurred, dunno wat the hell is going on hahahaha... But while watching that part of the show... i got a funny thought hahaa... there were bunch of girls dancing something like welcoming the athletes, the uniform they wore really reminds me of a dress my friend wore :p. It remind me of one of Camy's pictures hahaha... just that her's have soem green on the sides while theirs was all white hahaha... damn, its been long since i seen them...
Anyway now for some bad comments about the opening ceremony. Just one thing that kinda spoiled the ceremony, the lighting on of the torch, The Olympic flames, the guy was hung in mida air and was running to the torch but the background was moving at a slower rate making it not in sync... sigh~ spoiled by something so simple.. anyway to me it would be better if they change the scroll thingy to like a dragon flying through the stadium heading to it cauldron or if they change the last bit where the guy lit the flame to some sort of a dragon design that would be nice, coz the liting of flame part looks kinda plain...
Too bad the things start to get boring when the countries starts to come in... hehehe... i dun like waiting :p. To make it more interesting, the countries came in not alphabetically, well at least not following the greek alphabet but following the chinese notation. U have totally no idea what country will come in next unless you are vry vry good in your chinese. So for me... i'm totally blurred, dunno wat the hell is going on hahahaha... But while watching that part of the show... i got a funny thought hahaa... there were bunch of girls dancing something like welcoming the athletes, the uniform they wore really reminds me of a dress my friend wore :p. It remind me of one of Camy's pictures hahaha... just that her's have soem green on the sides while theirs was all white hahaha... damn, its been long since i seen them...
Anyway now for some bad comments about the opening ceremony. Just one thing that kinda spoiled the ceremony, the lighting on of the torch, The Olympic flames, the guy was hung in mida air and was running to the torch but the background was moving at a slower rate making it not in sync... sigh~ spoiled by something so simple.. anyway to me it would be better if they change the scroll thingy to like a dragon flying through the stadium heading to it cauldron or if they change the last bit where the guy lit the flame to some sort of a dragon design that would be nice, coz the liting of flame part looks kinda plain...
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