Sunday, June 29, 2008

Flash Update

Its Sunday 712pm... and here i am alone in my lair in penang. My housemates are either sleeping or outside somewhere doing something. All the sudden i remembered that its been awhile since i last blog about anything that happen to me in penang. Sometimes i wonder izzit coz i'm tired after work or just that i'm plain lazy? Either way i know its not vry right for me to do its. This blog acts like my diary to all that happen in and around me and the things that goes thru my head each day... I wan it to be something i can look back sometime in the future to remind myself of the person i used to be....

Well since i can't backdate everythign that has happend around me lately i guess the least i could do is to have a summry of the things that happen.

Earlier tis month th FS team had a gathering here in Pg. I heard a lot of stories and had a great time. YF is back from the states and planning for her wedding; fatt seems to be on the move to "catch" himself a friend; chiun might be heading to Sg; FP n HY is both worring about their studies and me ... hahaha i'm still me, the noisy, pesky creature.

And jsut last week, EV had a team building session. And we went to watch Wanted. Well personally i would give it a 8 for action and 6 for its plot but overall i will still give it a most of 7. Its jsut plain stupid. But i do like the bullets that they use in that film haha.. i wonder could i buy 1 :)

And jsut yesterday.. ... we celebrated Jess's bday well her belated bday to be exact. Went for lunch and then .. ... er... we went our seperate ways hahaha... coz we have plans but she is not a part of it. We went to watch Wanted again ... :s i feel like i'm gonna puke~~ It takes a lot of courage to walk in that cinema again watching "that" show again $%^*(!$ but wat to do... sigh~

Overall... i regret for not going back to KL last week. There are so many activities and i dun have my camera around to snap the "happy" moments... I guess i really nid to get another camera so there will b 1 here and there :p hahaa....

Better prepare myself... i'm getting hungry hahaha

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Working life

Working life

Sitting here all alone
Wishing to have someone to call my own
Slaving in the ofice through the day
Thinking there is nothing else to do if i'm away

Sometines I wonder ain't life great
Work like a dog yet with a smiling face
Sometimes I wonder at the end of the day
Will my work be my partner when my hair gone grey

I work today I work tomorrow
I work hard so i won't think of my sorrow
What's there in life that's left for me?
Just an empty world for the empty me

From the pages of the Pathetic Poet

Monday, June 16, 2008

How ? How ? How?

How??
Ok or not?
Nid change?
Can handle?
Can follow?
Nid to change ?

This are among the question that i'm recieving recently from my supervisor. How do i find it to my liking? Not good... Shyt... i do not want other's job to hang over the thread line due to wat i say... the pressure is too intense... But on the other hand, if its not going to be a part of the solution, it could only make the problem worse.... ...

To be or not to be... that is the question...

Sigh~ Everyone deserve a second chance, more opportunity should be given, more chances... one can only grow when given the space to spread their wings... but do i have the time to consider so much and give so much room for error ?

Do i ??
Can i??
Should i???

It has been two weeks, i nid to intensify my effort to push, to train, and to teach and at the end of another 2 weeks, i shall decide... if i fail to improve the current condition then, i guess i do nid to change. May god have mercy on us both....

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Tiger #Roarrrr#

Tiger or Panthera tigris is a mammal and one of the 4 "big cats" from the cat family. Nope, i'm not blogging about a documentary about tiger today but i am going to talk about tiger in today's post hahaha. Now... ... how should i begin my tiger story ... ... Ok here goes...

The thing is this, since uni its been hard for us (my coursemates and i ) to escape this tiger thingy. This is because we had a lecturer who basically "followed" us thru our uni years and that is no other than Tiger Lo. Well it is kinda bad for us to call him tiger but there is a reason behind this. His paper is the hardest paper throughout our whole uni life and it is also his paper who score the highest casulties in 4 out of our 5 semesters with him, minus the last one where Dr N actually over take him by 5 more students. And this is my 1st experience with Tiger... ...

My 2nd encounter with Tiger was during my internship, where one of my senior, out of the blue started calling me tiger... ... swt... ... =_= ??? But back then he was too called tiger but its white tiger hahaha... anyway even till i left i never actually found out why i was called tiger... so the mystery continues.

Next is at work... I got caught up with a project and guess what... its called tiger too hahaha... well in Sony i was involved in a project called tiger and that was the worse time of my life there in Sony. Due the all the last minute changes, my colleagues and i often OT till that we need to come back to work on sat and sun. And besides EX1, Tiger is the worse thing that could ever happen to me in Sony .... ....

And now... ... i've left Sony in hope to move to a new environment, in a new place, doing a new scope from a new field and guess what... ... oh yea... ... there is another project coming soon and it too bear the Tiger name ahhaah... ain't life grand.... and ooh... did i mention, i have regained my name as tiger because i'm now back in the same dept as i did my internship 2 and a half years ago... ...

So i'm wondering... why tiger?? Y do i keep bumping into it even after so many changes i made in life? Haha... hopefully i won't get a tigress in my life, else.... .... ... .. well... that is to be continued... ahhahaha... that's all for my tiger story.. nitz