Frustration part 2

Well since i'm no longer in a good mood then might as well i continue with another frustrating thing that happen to me tis same week too. Seriously tis week is the best week i had in a vry long time coz i got to spend a lot of time wif a lot of my frens but i got a few frustrating things happning to me too.

The most frustrating thing is wat WY did, which have totally devestated my happy moment. The 2nd was when my boss asked me n Thong to try to develop a a program that could simulate stuff more like a CAD application and i was like 0_O" OMG.. wtf~~!! But i won't spend time talking about this coz its oni business so regardless of my frustration i still nid to solve it. The last thing was about Chien. Few day back we were chatting on MSN and she ask me to attend our forum gathring coz Kira its his IGN, is in kl. I told that i mingt not be able to make it coz i already have an appointment wif a fren. It was HY's bday gathering and it was already decided even b4 Kira's announcemnet. IT was still ok until she use the 'Guilt' on me, saying things like, "If you got heart u'll sure come." etc.. To those who dunno who CH Lee is, i'm not the type of person who give in to guilt. And i surely damn hate it if u try to use guilt on me.

So ytd was the actualy date where we were suppose to met and in the end i chose not to go coz i still unable to swallow the guilt thingy she used on me. Then she say another sentence wif the similar meaning to me, althought its not from her, but somehow i snap so i scolded her back on the phone. Sorry but i just dun like feeling guilty coz its not in my blood. If i'm going to be there wif a black face i rather not b there at all... i dun wanna be the reason everyone have a bad day.

The Ying and Yang on 28/9 My Frustration

Today (28/9) is the bday of 2 of my closer friends, Hue Cheng and Hui Ying. Both are equally important fren to me because, HC is one of the my uni's lady frens and HY is a close fren whom somehow i've assumed as a sister i've nvr have. Anyway, on this date i were to celeb the bday of HC. So after work i went to Green Box (again haha) for (another) kareoke session.

As usual there were a lot of singing and laughing. Camy and CO were singing their heart away to numerous chinese song, YK choose those really challanging english songs. Liz... well she took her time with song selection but usually sings along. HC, after 'refueling' she too was in the mood. Flora well i think she could sing but she chose to be the background instead. SYen well i coulnt tell much bout her she was in the mood for a lot of songs too. Lastly me.. well ... me.. i do a lot of sings along coz this is my first time singing wif them so i din know their "flow" still i really enjoyed myself.

Half way i got a call from a person whom by now (i do mean NOW) i'm damn fukin frustrated with. That idoitic, lazy, hopeless S.o.B .... WY. YES, i chose to put the name coz i wan him to know how frustrated i am towards him. He called my up asking me to go to 'guide' him althought i ask him to call CCL instead. CCL did a damn good move, he ignore this SOB and he came back to me. I was celebrating a bday and he called me up to just spoil me mood. I do nid to clearify something here, i'm not mad at him calling me, i'm mad that he's asking me to go to his hse to help him wif something and when i did arrive at his hse he's asking me something damn fuking basic that i've went throught wif him again and again, still he still wan me to go there, u know how frustrating it could be to give ur full commitment to help and teach but in the end the guy is just not instrested to learn.. AT ALL.

"For the love of god, its not my problem. Its your fuking problem, NOT mine. I've taught u all that i could, the best that i could and if u still dun wanna put in effort then my god have mercy in ur soul coz i'm totally dissapointed wif u. If u do have another problem wif ur thing... DON'T borther to call coz i'm NOT going to pick it up. U solve ur own problem ok. TQ and goodbye. If u do know me, u know that i say wat i mean and i mean wat i say."

Oh ya.. that surely disturb my blogging mood... I've lost my mood to write, I nid to cool down b4 i continue. TTFN.... WY if u r reading, until u repent and change ur ways of doing things, please dun call me coz i dun wanna F u to the ceilling again and this include going out or yamcha, or watever shit u have installed for me coz whenever i thought about wat happen that nite and u ask me all those question, my blood boils. I dun wanna be associated wif u for wat ever reason.

P.S. Tis is suppose to be a happy post about a bday celeb but it turns out to be my frustration window.

Thong Bday celeb

A piece of a bday cake

Ytd was the bday of my senior cum sifu. So HuayWoon had plan that we go GreenBox to celeb it. So after work all of u got there n sang our monday blues away, and it din take long for us to do that too heheh... all of us was basically fighting to get hold of the remote and skipping each other's song just to sang their favourites hehe.. talk about being "chin kak" hahah

I sang some of my usual songs, All or Nothing by O-Town, Kau Ilhamku by Mambai, a MLTR song etc... but the best part was singing the "Ah Ngo's Ji Lam Cheng Ko" (the most romantic love song) haha the lyrics of the song was damn funny and to sing it out in the open hahah.. the best feeling i had in a vry long time of my kareaoke history. Then i got to see (or should i say hear) my colleagues sweet, sweet voice over the microphone. It was really fun.

The stars of the day or should i say month... although ytd it was Thong's actualy bday

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As usualy KP did a few priceless jokes, especially wif his "Thank you, thank you for shutting up" (well it sounded better in cantonese) . YahLi was hogging the remote most of the time, Hong had a ball singing love songs, Thong.. well he might be holding to the mic but sometimes u can hardly hear his voice. VT and HW was .. well.. doing their thing. Wong was basically the most quiet among us, coz we made hell a lot of noise. SW was being her hehehe and Lee was really singing away. Really enjoy singing wif them coz everyone was singing to each other's song and we basically nid to fight (hehe literally) for the mic coz everyone just wanna sing.

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Well there is another incident where VT went behind Thong, blurt out something that i recorded on my camera hahaha.. haven't watch it yet but i bet it's damn funny hahaa.

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Well i'll leave u guys wif some of the hapi moments during the night coz i nid to say good nite hehe.. nitez

Tis is without a doubt the cutest version of VT i've ever seen hahaha

Leech, HW, VT, Hong, Thong

3 8 wuakakakaka

The crowd... w/o me of course hehehe

and here i am....

Hapi bday Thong... and Lee wish u an early bday coz u'll be in Ipoh during urs

HTML refresher crash course

Its been about 7 years since i did something wif HTML coding. I remember i learn it from my senior in MBS erm.. dun quite remember his name, i just rmb his nick was UK-Killer. Anyway using wat i still remember i finally did some modifications to my bloggie hahaha.. well it might be much but at least now i dun nid to memorize my frens' blog site hehee... If i'm able to recall more, i plan to edit some of the page's layout... but not so soon.. nid to spend time on my work 1st.

Anyway its time to hit the sack.. tmr got another bday celeb that i'll b attending, it's Thong's bday and Lee's too so going to celeb it by singing... i dunno how long do they intend to stay but i'm not taking any chances... going to bed now to slow charge my battery :p hehe nitez all

Vincent Bday

CCC, Vince and Leech

After for more than 4 months we finally met again... i mean my MBS buddies. Its been really awhile since we last met, i was busy wif my fyp + finals then wif WY's fyp making my available time to met wif guys greatly reduced. Anyway ytd i were invited to vincent's bday "dinner". Well it was suppose to be dinner but its just that its around 10+ which was way pass my dinner time, and i had somehting to eat at home b4 goin.

We went to Summers in Sunway for the buffet steamboat and there were quite a number of us... anthony, tony, ang chai, kenny, ah wah, ccc, vampire, ah b... then there was vinc's frens. Overall it was ok just that i din actually got a chance to get to know his frens more...

Actually i dun have much to say haha ... dunno y just dun have much to say ... so i'll let the photos do the talking.

Feeding time ~~~ ^o^

Ah B, long long long time no see... almost 4yrs i think =_="

Dunno who, Maryl, dunno who hahahaa

Was only able to got to know 1 of them :p and it was towards the end after we were at the parking. I just put this in to get some publicity hahaha :p Actually vince did intro but i only rmb Maryl coz we formally intoduce each other later on. Well lets see how long am i able to remember this name... i'm bad wif names

Anyway HAPI BDAY VINCENT~~~

oops.. almost forgot... Hapi bday to u too Min hehehe... almost forgot about ya ^-^

Feeling

Time has pass through and through
But why can’t I just forget you
The thought of your presence made me blind
Your scent lingers on my mind
Your voice echoes in my head
Your images appears when I go to bed

Why is it so hard?
Why it is so?
So much that I’ve lost control
Why is it be?
Why it is so?
Why can’t I just let it go?

If I’ve done it before
Then I can do it again
But why this time doesn’t feels the same
What had happen?
What did I miss?
Why can’t I again repeat this feat?

Nothing is as fragile as a human heart
The simplest things could tore it apart
When a heart is broken everything hurts
When it’s shattered it gets worse.
A simple word could sound so tough
A simple gesture could feel so rough
That’s when simple words could hurt me so
That’s when simple gesture delivers a heavy blow

It hurts me so
To delivered a heavy blow
Right now I feel so cold
I am tired and it got me weary
Last thing I need is to add to my worry
If something is there please don’t stay
I just want this feeling just go away

Another page from the Pathetic Poet

Cousin's Wedding

The meaning of happiness... sweet n beautiful

Last Sun (210907) was my cousin's wedding... My cousin is getting married... i wonder when... when will it be my... ... ... bro's turn wuakaka. To those of u who even think i would even consider to ask this question, i got 1 thing to say to u. U dun know me well enuf yet hahaha... Actually there aren't much i wanan blog about, just wanna share tis 2 photos i took which i think is really nice.

Last word: Congratulation Veng Yew ;)

Clarity

Who am i??

Who am i in DTS? Initially i thought i was hired to do the programming thing (which i've currently stopped :p) but when i first came to job i was a troubleshooter then it felt almost like i was a shadow of Thong... and as time goes by it felt like i have more responsibilities as compared to Thong, i was doing more SSTs. Then I was in charge of the wire harness for EX1. It felt like my role in the department is kinda ambigous... i'm doing everything that is related to the department, which seems to be the right thing to do but now... Now i felt like i'm a trainer, Gan is asking me to prepare some materials on the basics of digital and there i was, working on the presentation slides.

With all these stuff i'm wondering wat is my role there in I.E.?? Wat am i suppose to fill in for my assumed responsibilities portion of my MBO??? God i'm confused...

From programming -> troubleshooter -> SST issuer -> I.E. related issue -> trainer

my question is... do i still nid to do the programming assignment?? Well ya.. but its at my own pace. But i really wanna finish it ASAP. I dun wanna have something stuck behind my back... i nid time to think ... ... ... @_@"

Expression

What you feel is not always relevant
Not until it’s out in the open
Speak from the heart and don’t you veer
Coz some things should be crystal clear
May truth is out and the truth be told
Because silence is not always gold
Speak the truth and let it be known
Coz not all things can be easily shown

Some say actions speak louder than words
But actions doesn’t always works
Actions are better when accompanied with words
It works even better if one rehearse
To tried and failed is better than never had tried at all
For all that matters just make that call

Once cat is out of the bag
There is no such thing as turning back
The ugly truth has to be told
What is left shall be unfold
During which I’ll wish for the best
If it doesn’t turn out then I’ll put it to rest

“What have I done??”
I began to regret
But the damage is beyond repent
“How could this be?”
Things get out of hand
I should just stuck to my plan

Once said nothing’s the same
Once decided the verdict remains
Good or bad I have to swallow
Just hope that I’m not that shallow
May I forgive and may I forget,
May what I’ve done I’ve no regret
All my sadness may you be gone
Because is time for me to move on

From the Pages of Pathetic Poet

Tired + hungry = bad combination

As of now, its been 12hrs since i've had anything proper to eat. Was helping a fren that i've not taken anything solid so i'm now damn hungry ... My last meal was the RM7.50 chicken teriyaki i had in the canteen (yes i'm working today.. oops or should i say yesterday)

Got carried away with the design of the board that i hardly felt my hunger and when i did feel it was when i wasn't doing anything on the pc. But since i saw him so hardworking working on the board i jsut couldn't disturb him so i waited for him to finish and in the end... i starved...

When i can't take it anymore i rush to leave the hse so i can have something to eat but minute after minute of waiting i begin to lose my mood to eat, i was just too damn tired to eat... ytd slept around 1++ then went to work whole day then were to skip dinner... i dun think my body is able to handle all this stuff...

My dinner?? A cup of Quaker Oat breakfast, those 3-in-1 instant drink.. i hope it'll last me till morning... god i'm sleepy.. n hungry. :'( i dun even know wat i'm talking about here now.. i better go off to bed... ciaoz

Gud bye Kenny~~

Goodbye Kenny~~~!!!

Today is the 20th week i'm here at Sony and today is our farewell to Kenny, my most senior-senior in the department. Kenny has finally decided to resign and move to Singapore to search for something better b4 making another move to Australia. Although i'm not vry close to him but during my time in Sony he has been vry kind to me and he is the 1st few person i've met in Sony, i first met him in my interview to Sony.

We had dinner together wif Mr Gan and Ms Ta our manager and AM. Over dinner we see another side of Gan and KP which we've never seen b4 (well i've seen KP's funny side b4)... A lot of hillarous stuff were said and shared among the members... we had a nice time. Oh did i mention HY actually din follow us but instead have a friend to send her to dinner ^o^ . Well HY congratz?? hahaha

Big Lee, SM, Small Lee, Wong

A toast to Kenny... all the best and have a safe journey

And after dinner, the engineers (which is us :p) went for 2nd round in Halo Cafe in South City Plaza. Well the usual things happen.. had a drink, rubbish about everything on anything about everyone... Not to mention this is the 1st time i actually spend time wif my colleagues (jr + senior members) after working hours.. i really like this feeling

My Idol Frens

From the title one might think that i know frens who are now idols but no.. wat i meant is frens whom i think of them as an idol to me. Hard to believe that i have idols too coz most of the time i am the one who give inspiration to myself to push harder but the fact is there are a few of my frens whom i really adore, respect and envy if u dun mind me saying.

Well the 1st person on my list is no other than Raymond Soo, my buddy from my early skool days. One of my best macha i've ever have. The one of the few who finish wif 1st class honours from UTAR and during his time, 1st class was still 3.8. Why do i respect him? 1stly he got a brains made for an engineer but he took up programming instead.. then there is the things tht happen within his family.. I remember once when i told him that i have problems that made me unable to focus on my studies then he told me his problem which really shut me up. What i'm facing is nothing as compared to him.. his mother was diagonise with cancer and none of us knew until his mother's death. All this time he kept it to himself and nvr once neglected his studies. His determination, his love, him as a person has really inspire me... He showed me the meaning of "When the going get tough, the tough get going"

The next person is a girl, is a girl whom i've always thought of as a pretty girl even till today and she will remain pretty regardless wat happen. She's Kelly Chua. The girl i know in my days of diploma, she graduated with merit but due to family, she cannot continue her studies so she has no choice but to work. While working, she took part time courses and took the Engineering Council paper just to qualify herself as an engineer. Using her hard earn cash she would pay for her fees and the exam... and she even told me that she a few A's for her exam.. an A for an exam where 90% of international students would and may fail... not a feat that could be done by anyone. Her determination and her passion inspire me above all else.

Last but not least (at least for now) is a fren i got to know in my uni days. This person is David, David Wong, although he's my junior in uni but he is a much better man that i am. The reason behind me idolizing him?? He's everything i ever wanted to achieve in uni. He's active in clubs and societies; he has good grades; he's well known by uni officials and students... he's godlike to me.. When comparing me n him, it makes me look like a total failure. He's somebody that i'm not, i'll never be, somebody i've hope to be. I've tried to be him but i failed.. sometimes it takes more than pure determination, it takes some talent i guess. Did i mention he his doing his FYP and taking part in a competition while in admist of his final exam in his final sem? SO is this guy god like o wat?

So this are the 3 person whom i truely respect and look up to. Two of them is of the same age wif me, one is a girl, another is younger than me.. all sort of life, background, and stories. All with one thing in common.. they have done something i could have never done and they are somebody that i'n not. Their stories, my inspiration... Whenever i feel that i can't make it, i'll just think of my hardship is nothing compared to them, and then... i will keep on pushing myself harder n harder coz i know if someone can do it then so can i.

I jsut wanna tell the world about my frens that's all.. thx for reading

Society Networking Test Result

I was kinda bored so i did this test from Tickle.com today's test is "The Society Networking Test" and guess wat's my results?? There are a few categories..

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1.Activity Partners - Everyone needs an Activity Partner — someone to do things with, who enjoys taking part in all kinds of adventures and taking you along for the ride. Activity Partners are great fun to hang out with, and thus these are the people you should try calling when you want to get out and do something. These are also the people who are always there to lend a helping hand, and you can count on them to get things done.

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2.Connectors - Connectors are the matchmakers of the social world. You know the type — they're likely the person who got you your job or helped many of your friends make an important connection, whether work or romance related. Connectors have a sixth sense about who needs to know whom, and they can't help but try to get them together. They love hosting events and get-togethers, often with the express desire of helping you connect with others.

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3.Listeners - The Listener is the embodiment of tender loving care. They enjoy giving others sympathy, encouragement, and support, and they're open and welcoming to those who are suffering. You may see these people as your unofficial therapists — the ones you can go to when you're faced with a tricky dilemma or a painful loss. They genuinely enjoy listening to others, and they're skilled at helping people find solutions to their problems

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4.Experts - Experts are walking, talking resource libraries — the ones you can go to when you need technical assistance, or advice on how to bake the perfect cake, or facts about WWII treaties. Whatever the subjects of their expertise, these people are generous in sharing their hard-earned knowledge with others. You can trust their advice because they take their areas of expertise seriously.

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5.Extraverts - Extraverts thrive off the adrenaline rush they get from meeting new people. These are the people who talk to as many people as possible and leave parties and social events with the numbers or email addresses of people they've just met. Because they're such social butterflies, their social network is likely bursting with lots of fun acquaintances and friends who appreciate their great energy and vivaciousness. They enjoy having casual relationships with lots of friends.

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6.Perceivers - Those who are Perceivers are experts on what makes people tick. While they aren't pushy or bossy, they're often happy to lend you their refined gauge on people to help you decide whom to trust. They can tell who is the real deal and who is bluffing, and it generally makes sense to take their lead in matters of personal judgment

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7.Sidekicks - Sidekicks are the people you can always count on to be around when you need it. They crave time with others, and this means that they're almost always up for hanging out. They're rejuvenated by socializing, so they're likely to follow up with you after you meet. Sidekicks are highly reliable companions.

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8.Outspoken Voices - Those who are Outspoken Voices tell it like it is, and you can count on them when you need an honest opinion or a reality check. They have inherent faith in the value of their opinions, and they're willing to stand up for their point of view. They're not likely to tell a half-truth just to be nice, or let people get away with injustices. They speak up for what they believe, even when it's difficult or unpopular to do so.

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9.Referrers - These people are in the know. They're clued into all the best deals, they can help you get virtually anything you need, and they're generous with sharing their leads. They're particularly talented at separating the superior from the mediocre. They seem to remember all the interactions they have with merchants and service providers, which makes it safer to trust their recommendations.

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10.Secret Keepers - can confide in these people, as their lips are sealed. They're happy to play the role of confidant, and they take pride in their exceptionally discreet nature. You can go to Secret Keepers to pour your heart out, as they have the unique ability to listen respectfully and soak up the most private and personal of stories.

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11.Negotiators - Negotiators are open about their feelings and they feel best when others reciprocate with this line of communication. They're fair and talented mediators, and they prefer to have clear communication in their relationships so that everyone knows where they stand. It's important to them that all sides are heard and that any issues are resolved fully and respectfully.

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Try to guess which is my strongest strength. See do u agree to wat Tickle has to say bout me haha. The results are quite ok.. there are things that i'm not vry sure about but its explaination does kinda make sense but either way, i'm hapi if i had other strength besides this. I'm still me.

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CH, your greatest social strength is to be a Secret Keeper

I scored a 9/10 for this point.. next in line was listener, expert and extravert where i score 8/10 not bad if i say so myself haha... so do u argee wif wat they've said?

A dream??

Today i woke up to a funny dream. Why do i say its funny... well basically its because i dreamt of someone, someone i know. I believe this is the 2nd time in my life that i've ever dreamt of someone i know but i can't recall who was the 1st person i dreamt of, it happen a few years back. Haha i wonder wat trigger me to dream of that person. I must be thinking too much lately hahaha...

It begin with us fooling around then both of us making a lot of noise then an accident and then ... ... RINGGGGGGGG~~~~ yup my alarm triggered.. its time to go to work =_=..

Good dream?? I dunno.. just that i find it kinda funny for me to actually dream of someone i know and me seeing the face hahhaa...

Sick sick sick...

Again i'm down wif my usual problem.. flu then sorethroat then cough... sigh~~ its always the same thing but tis time i think it got a little worse than i expected... as i was try to spit out ht flam.. phal.. err dunno how to spell lar .. the "kahak" u know, the thick greenish or sometimes brownish stuff usually comes when u start coughing... well guess wat, tis time its neither green nor brown... it was red.. It felt really thick and when i spit it out it look kinda odd color so i turned on the light to see that its actually reddish and not the usual green o brown. I was a bit stun actually.. i was like wtf~!! My throat does felt like hell now its dry, harsh, coarse, a bit itchy and who lot more... I'm lucky that i can still speak although it dun feel good when i do talk.

Ghees.. i think i betta see the doc tmr... i dun wanna lose my "beautiful" voice ... i think its gonna b a few quiet day in the office since i won't be making fun of HW or anyone in the office... :'(

Convo~~ again

Today i attended another convo... another convo of my good frens.. frens who stood by me in my deepest and darkest hour... frens who i really cherish for all the right reasons.. do i feel hapi for them?? Of course, they graduated last year but oni now is their convo. Can u imagine?? Waited for 1 whole year.. i can oni begin to imagine their feelings... i'm going thru the same damn thing right now. But some how.. as hapi as i am to be there conveying my congratulations, i feel as sad as i am hapi. This is the 2nd time i attend their convo... 2nd time in our 4 yr frenship but they've nvr attended any of mine. Yea i've been bragging about me having no convo for many many times now but i can't help it... I work so hard for this and in the end wat do i get?? A big NOTHING

I rushed to UCSI for my frens' convo oni to end up in a small dissapointment. Everyone was rushing to leave after the convo coz the damn convo took too long so everyone was tired.We took some photos and that's all. I was thinking that there might be round2 but there just any... As for me... i tried to find some1 to spend my evening wif coz i din really wanna go home but ... well u guessed it.. i can't find anyone. I basically made 2 phone calls. 1 din pick up my call and the other is not around so i went home feeling a little dissapointed and to add to my frustration it the road i use is having a damn traffic jam... SHIT~~~!!

A week in the office

This week has been a hell for me. I got a call from my senior last sun saying he nid to take emergency leave and i was like !_!" wat about the trial??? So i nid to cover for him in the trial in north plant (there r 2 plants in Sony) at the same time i got bunch of SST to complete... So in the morning i would go to north to do the trial then after the line closes i go back to south to continue my SSTs. Imagine, after standing for 8hrs (i'm in produciton do u expect a chair on the floor??) i nid to go back to my office to continue my work of which by then i'm already a bit too tired to think. I would put in an additional 1 or 2 hrs for it b4 going home. So i spend almost 12 hrs at work almost everyday last week. Tired i am... *yawning~~*

But its not all that bad in production, there was 1 day that i din wear my company shoes to north so i nid to take a cover for my shoe. I went to replace my shoe cover coz the one i'm wearing was torn, as i was leaving the lobby, i saw a girl walking pass me... at first glance she almost look like phoenix; a pony tail, light make up, fair ... well u get the picture. And it was like "Wow... a pretty girl in North" Later we were talking among ourselves where i found out that was the same girl Lee told us about... the cute girl in ME (manufacturing engineering) dept. That sure got our spirits up hahahaha... so wat if i'm a little pervert, i'm still a guy rite?? ;Þ

Over the next few days, we were paying a bit more attention on the people around us especially girls hahaha, coz we are oni here for 5 days so there aren't much chance to bump into her next time haha. And having something else to keep our tired minds off work sure took some tension off our back. I remember when Lee told SM bout tis girl, it felt like SM was a bit curious + jealous of us talking so highly bout tis girl but we were just teasing ... fun though seeing her give us that expression hahahaa...

Today is saturday... a day where i really nid to rest but i can't, later i nid to go to a fren's convo in UCSI or previously known as Sedaya College. These are among my best frens whom we know and clicked almost immediately after we first met which was about 4yrs ago. How time flies... it was back then after my diploma now i've graduated from uni...

Malaysia International Fireworks Competition

The MIFC is the first malaysian event that i really look forward to going. In fact i've attend 3 of the 5 competition shows and witness the finale show and my comments.. worth every minute of it coz i really like the show, followed by the company going along with me to the show.

My first show was actually to watch Team Australia, Lee, HY and i started to plan to go for the show early in the week and we started asking for more company. Too bad, in the end it was down to 3 of us, SM got down wif fever so she din join us. So after work, we went to have our dinner b4 heading to Putrajaya. That nite is the first time i actually had a meal besides breakfast n lunch (and that dept dinner :p) wif my colleagues since i started working bout4 mths ago, i wish that i can do things like this more wif my colleagues, i mean hang out after work.. the feeling is nice. Anyway, we got there around 8++ and went for some sightseeing since it is the first time either of us been here. At about 930 we started moving, move as front as possible hoping to get the best view and we got a decent view of the fireworks and the show was simply mesmerizing. Really like the show, and their finale was simply breath taking... So from that point onwards i've been looking forward to going to the show.

Few n00b shoots of Australia's nice display.. sorry not as nice as l33t cameras..

My 2nd show was actually to watch Team Italy, this time i went wif the mouse and the cabbit. The day started off well but its jsut that later when we are going to putrajaya we were caught in a big massive jam. It was later that mousey ask me to pull over since its no point getting wif the traffic... so i pulled over and parked somewhere. To my suprise, we were able to see some fireworks from where we are. Well its not as magnificent as Australia but its better than nothing. I was a little dissapointed on missing the show but well at least i'm able to catch a glimsp of it here. Wasn't able to get any shots nor photos since we were sooooo far away. That night,

Words were said, things were done,

Just let the event run,

Tears were laid, sadness delayed,

There r just things better left unsaid

From we guess, why not invest,

In the truth n put our faith to the test.

When truth revealed n nothing is concealed,

Why can't the thing be real?

I had mix emotions that nite. Had it even b4 i got to Putrajaya. I guess there were things goin on in my head that really got me thinking... sigh~~~ i dunno.. just felt ... ... empty? I even said out something that i thought i've put behind to mouse but dunno y, when i was telling the tale, my eyes got watery.. OMG~~!! wat is wrong wif me???? How could i feel sad over something that i've put behind ??? Damn, i must be sick... Anyway, its not one of the best day in my life nor was it the worse... Guess i was in a mood swing that nite after i cleared some self-thoughts of mine so was kinda down after seeing the real picture. I guess this was true for all of us there. Well enuf bout that.. moving on...

Next show was Team Japan, it was on the eve of our country's indepedance day... i manage to get hold of Deric to go watch the fireworks together. He manage to get hold his frens which include Nobita, David, and the twins (jz a nick) . That night i was all alone in the office waiting for him to arrive. I sat there in the office seeing one by one, my colleagues leave... until i was the oni one left. Luckily for the Japanese in the product planning dept else i would be the oni soul in the office. We went to kajang for satay b4 moving on to the show which was by me impossible to get to. We started our satay at 10pm at kajang so by the time we left it was about 11... how do u expect to get into Putrajaya in 1 hr?? Mind i remind u the traffic.... In the end we manage to get a spot to watch the show.. its not that good but its better than Italy but nothing compare to Austrilia. Afte the show we went for some photoshots which lasted few hrs... After putrajaya we went to Petaling Street for breakfast... by then its been 24hrs since i slept.. damn tired... fun but damn tired haha...

After 4 hrs of waiting... finally, dinner.

Din take any shots of the fireworks but i did take some photo of the gang i went wif.. this is 1 of my favourite shot of the nite.

The last show was last sunday. It was the finale of the show.. it was suppose to be team global but somehow it end up to be team canada. Overall, the fireworks is just so-so... From a scale of 1 to 10 i would most likely give it a 6.7 tops. The trip was fun too. It was just the 5 of us, Deric, Nbt, David, Colleen and me. Took some nice photos while experimenting wif my camera. Its not picture perfect but i guess its a breakthrough for me to be able to play around wif the camera.. haha..A beautiful night scene bridge in Putrajaya.. tis is taken using Manual mode + some after photo editing using photoshop... its not that good but at least is viewable.

Warning~~!!

Well jsut for fun though..

To those who wish to use my piece please at least inform me that u plan to use and ur purpose.. i dun wanna see my work being used by others n claming it to be theirs... it hurts.. it really do, felt it once back in 2ndary. After my fren read my poem, everyone liked it and althought my fren din take credit for writting it but he did get credit for using / reading such an original poem and as for me, i nvr got any credits neither from the crowd nor anyone else for that matter. But Jan, nvm u have my permission to fool around wif it. I trust u won't put me into hot water :p.

Anyway to those who have read it (my poems), please... please leave a comment n tell me how u find it. I welcome all comments and i will take them as constructive ones. So no hard feelings. And to those who've read it.. thx for reading them.

PS: Nvr thought of writing a notice like this but Jan reminded me hahaha... and btw the previous poem i wrote is in March 13, 2006 entitled "The Leech w/o CH " manage to find it after some search. It was posted after my bday celeb... another reason y i think i'm pathetic, i think i should cut down on that word... its begin to get to me hahaha

nitez...

Erm...

U know wat... i was really hoping for some comments for that few poems i posted but there aren't any.
Dissapointed??
A little.
Why??
Erm... well coz basically i wrote all that poems, this is another personality of mine that i seldom, or should i say almost never shown to others. I usually show my poetic skills when i'm writing greeting cards coz i wanna make them special. I just used the name Pathetic Poet coz i guess i'm feeling pathetic when i was writting them so i took that name.

I begin writting poems in 2ndary skool after i wrote something for Ethan as a speech for our librarian board installation in 1999, entitled "Event of the Century" . Then again after i posted in the school magazine talking about my class mates,entitled "The Class of 5S3" which turned out to be a disaster after the skool's teachers edited it, since then I've always thought of writing poem kinda enjoyable almost as much as blogging, but the greatest problem is i nid inspiration to begin writting. I've wrote a few poems after that but usually ended up unfinished coz i just lost the "feel" somewhere in between. I posted at least one poem i wrote on my blog too it was about 8 months back if not mistaken and yes.. that was kinda a pathetic poem too so if u have time please feel free to venture into my archives and find it out.

This time its kinda different... Instead of writing my usual "1-time-wonder", i wrote 3. All while working in the office. I actually begin with "I Regret" but somehow, down the line, more and more ideas came about and i begin to write even more till the point "I Regret" almost turned into a story. So i begin to seperate them out into different pieces. Jan pointed out that sometimes when we put poems on blogs is usually when we felt that the poem can be tied to our current mood of that moment... may be its true... maybe its not... I dun know... may be~~ ^_^

haha but the key for me to finish this 3 pieces is i just keep on writing when the ideas came, even when i felt that the words are not rhyming i still kept on writing until the ideas stopped then i check for words or to improve on what i've wrote. So is it tied to my emotions?? I could only guess. I just feel like i should be more expressive nowadays, nid to learn to be sensitive to my feelings and if i have some talent then i should just flaunt it right? hehehe... ;Þ