The broken... ... hearted

I think this would be an easier piece to understand ; )

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The broken hearted.

Who is the one I saw that day,
Who took my heart and ran away.
What was that I saw in you,
That got me mesmerized like a fool.

Got to know you through a fumble,
Seeing you and I start to mumble.
Honestly I don’t think you are that pretty,
But to see you I began to act silly.

The feeling was neutral when I first know you,
As time goes by the feel grew and grew.
At one point I’m addicted to you,
So much so that I think I’ve lost a screw.

I’ve given it up, I’ve given it all,
All for something I’ve never felt before.
Never know it felt so nice,
Not until we talked that night.

Your beauty is beyond skin deep,
Your love and kindness to say the least.
Being around you made me feel,
That I’m more of a human than a tool.

When I’m with you I feel complete,
Feel my life is being balanced bit by bit.
Can’t help to feel that its fun,
To see how you balance my Ying and Yang.

When I’m angry, when I’m blue,
All I want is to talk to you.
Hearing your voice made me calm,
Seeing you is a charm.

The beauty I saw is beyond words,
But is that beauty that got me hurt.
I hope in time the wound would heal,
I hope in time will destroy that zeal.

You and I weren’t meant to be,
I should have just let things be.
Seeing the sky and see the dove,
Will I ever again... learn to love.

From the pages of The Pathetic Poet

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Anyone out there??~~~~

The time now is 1026 (on my pc) and YES, i'm in the office... working (supposingly) but obviously i'm not coz i'm here blogging wuakakaka... Well its actually approaching the end of my morning break but i got a little curious n pay a visit to Kennysia.com when i read this...

" blogging about work could mean automatic career suicide.”

Hahaha can’t say that I agree to it but I can’t deny it either haha…anyway this is not why I am risking my neck for blogging here now.

What I wanna talk about is basically my blog *duh~~*. I’ve posted 2 poems but I can’t see any comments, its either nobody been coming by (which I hope it’s the actually reason :p) or nobody understands it. Please dun take it as a negative post (again) its just something that pop up and I dun wanna miss this idea… I dun wanna suffer from a writers blank when I do wanna write later.

Something I learn from the writing class I attend and while writing my thesis is always write down ur ideas when they pop up, write them on anything.. just jot it down, else u’ll forget ‘em b4 u r able to find the time to actually write it. A friendly reminder to those who are into composing or are currently composing stuff i.e. thesis hahaha :p

Gtg now… hope that no1 saw me :p ciao

Me...

Another piece that i find i'm able relate to

Me...

People wonder how I’m me
How I remain normal as I can be
Little they know of the things I hide
All unhappy thoughts that I keep inside

Gloomy and sadness
Sorrow and pain
Are few of things that remain
Not shown to you and that I’m just the same

I'm only human if one can tell
I’ll keep on fighting until one ring the bell
Keeping my feeling in a cell
Until a point where I’ll yell

When the moon is high and my mood is low
And just when no one knows
I’ll retire the hole below
Licking my wounds before it grow.

I come as I like, and I go with the wind
Nobody knows where I’ve been
For all the work that I’ve show
But to most people, I’m just a shadow.

To think making friends is my ability
Never thought it too is my liability
People see me as a sign of reliability
So much that I consistently maintain my credibility

Never have I felt this stupidity
Even after lying down in blood, down in fatality
I need to hide my wound and stand up in fidelity
To whom I owe this absurdity

To myself of course…. Who always ignores reality

From the pages of The Pathetic Poet

I Regret

Something meaningful that i wish to share...

I Regret.

For the aims I’ve set
For the dreams I made
For the all things I unattained
I regret

For the wrong I’ve said
For the wrong I’ve made
For all the pain that stayed
I regret

For the time I’m there
For the time I sway
For all the time I din stay
I regret

For the things I felt
For the things unsaid
For all the people I forsake
I regret

For the things I’ve done
For the things I do
For all the things I din do
I regret

For the challenges that came
For the opportunity that left
For all the things I din grasp
I regret

I regret for who I was
I regret for who I am
I regret for who I’ll be
But mostly, I regret for being me…

From the pages of The Pathetic Poet

Convo....

Was at Wisma MCA on sunday evening to attend my "ben dan" sis convo... got there at around 4pm oni to know that they've not come out yet. So there i was waiting for her... waited n waited n waited... until 5pm. Wow, that's tiring. Saw Micheal so went to have a chat wif him, its good to know that there is still someone who remembers me. I'm sterting to think that i've been long n forgotten again.

While taking (or should i say helping to take) photo with that Chien, suddenly i felt so sad again. The last convo that i was suppose to attend, i wasnt there.... seeing my friends going up the stage taking their scrolls but not me... the feeling grew even stronger as it approach down the name list.. that was a sad case for me... I held back some tears, i held back some dream, I held back my sadness. This time, althought its not as sad as it was last time but i couldnt help but to think... .... "Hey i'm suppose to be wearing that Barney gown too" but i'm not. I couldn't..... again... My course hasn't yet been accrediated by the EAC so the uni can't arrange a convo for us. So wat's with me and convos?? When will it be my turn to go up that stage to recieve that piece of paper that i've worked so hard for?? When???? WHEN?????!!!!!!!

To add to my sadness... it was a convocation with studens from all 4 faculties, i saw those from mine but i din see anyone that i know. NOBODY... this brought me to think, all my years in uni as an organizer, as a leader, as an individual is nothing at this point in my life. I've become nothing but a memory from the deep beyond. The forgotten past. People, and the so-called-frens i made in uni is nothing here. The once and i should highlight ONCE bigshot of the faculty is nothing but a nobody here. A pathetic ending in another chapter for a pathetic person.

To my frens who participate in the convocation, i congratulate u from the bottom of my heart. To those who din like me, well... .... ur time will come... ... ... eventually... ... ... i hope
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Stupid or naive??

I did something vry vry vry stupid last friday, so stupid that till now i'm unable to forgive my stupidity. How could i have been soooo stupid??!!!! WHY, u idiot!!!!! WHY!!!!

I got a call from Intel asking me whether am i still interested in the position that i interviewed for 3+ months back and wat did i told them??? I actually said "NO" could u believe it?? I actually declined Intel... my dream organization, my hope was to work in Intel, in a semiconductor industry... and i said NO. WTF were i thinking about???!!!

When they called and asked me this there were 2 things that occured in my mind (well there are more but this were the significant factors) . First, was my promise to my manager saying i'll be staying until i have finish my assignment, which is to develop that program. I'm the type of person who hold true to wat i say so i declined that offer it was due to my determination to honour my promise which i felt really stupid later. And the 2nd reason was my stupidity and me being naive to think that something very unlikely thing could happen.

I often ask myself, how much would / could i sacrifice for something i believe in? And after this incident, i know... the answer is... a lot. I sacrifice something i really really wan for a promise i made, for a hopeless dream, for an impossible outcome. For this few reasons i have sacrifice my dream and my possible future and career.

What did i learn from this experience? I am too naive. Too naive to think that if i strongly believe in something, hold true in something... ... it could might possibly happen. So what if i were to finish my assignment that my manager give me?? Wat do i get in return?? I'm now in an industry that i, myself still doubting about... and i give up my dream career for this?? For a promise?? For something impossible ?? My loyality, my career... which is more important?

I shall put an end to my stupidity and my naive once and for all. I shall concentrate on this task in hand, focus on my job and work hard for my career. I shall not allow myself to indulge in feelings nor emotion once more until i know, i think, i confirm it is time. I shall once again initialize something i've not initialize for quite sometime... something i took years to learn and years to master... something i call the "emotional-lock". To myself... I shall focus once more on something i do best. My work; and when the next oppurtunity come once more, i shall not give it up again for some promise. Emotion shall not be a key factor in this body anymore, instead, my work, my future, n my career. Its time to learn to be selfish, to think more about ME instead of others, to be more assertive in wat i hold true, in wat i wan. Shall be a more objective person from now on. Place an aim and shoot for the stars.

Achievers are dreamers, but they are dreamers who put their dream into actions. I am an achiever and if it is going to require me to sacrifice my emotions once more to get there... i'm willing to do it again if you are going to do something... be the best. That is the way, that is our way in MBS. So may the undying bird rise once more from the ashes and reign chaos to this soul once more.

A blog i posted on TheStar

I do not know whether will this actually come out on TheStar later on but i just wanna make a point... This is basically in response to wat i saw ytd

No more Mandarin as job requirement? No more Mandarin for exam?

I was having breakfast together with a few of my colleagues when I saw this on the TV; the announcers were highlighting the top stories on the day’s newspaper. I felt really disgusted when I saw it. Mandarin is one of the most commonly used languages in the world just like English and French; and somehow it felt like the ministry is trying to demote the use of Mandarin in the country and implying that Mandarin is not as important as our national language. Personally I do not come from a Chinese educated background but even I see and feel the importance of Mandarin in today’s world.

We can see that more and more non-Chinese Malaysia children are enrolling in Chinese education so I do not see how or why having the language requirement could be a disadvantage to the non-Chinese community of Malaysia. If the hiring company is hiring someone to be stationed in China then knowing Chinese especially Mandarin is a must. Of all the countries in the world I strongly believe Malaysian has the best linguistic skills because on average, each Malaysian knows a minimum of two languages, the Bahasa Malaysia and English or their respective ethnic mother tongue. So by stating or even implying that we should not use any other languages for our daily activities diminishes that linguistic pride of a Malaysian.

I c Yun

Ytd not long b4 i go to bed, Yun send my a youtube clip that her bro did and after watching it for the 1st time it din actually tickle my funny bone its kinda funny but not hillarious (maybe i was still "high" from my day's experience hehe) but when my bro came in the room i showed the clip to him again but tis time, it manage to tickle my and i find it really hillarious on how her bro put the things in context, the spontanous action etc... when Yun told me that she actually just played along with her bro (since she dunno wat the hell is going on) it got even funnier haha.. nice sis hahaha.

I've always thought of myself as a computer geek (well not always but sometimes... actually not even sometimes, its just some-sometimes) but i've never done anything creative using the PC where i can or dare to show it to the world. I wanted to edit the photos that i've taken of my frens n edit it b4 i put it in my blog but too bad... my laziness got the betta of me so instead, i jsut resize it haha... dun flame my laziness, it comes naturally wuakakakaka. I think i'll include the link later after i got home, i'm currently blogging using my company PC but its my break time so its ok

Hapi hapi day

It seems like a lot of nice things happen to me today... not to mention quite some suprises. When i got to work i found that almost the whole IE is not there. So the whole IE is only left with me n leslie hahaha.. The day seems to go quite slow too.. i was doin SST whole day, but my progress was kinda slowed down due to SM. She sounded vry bored today so i was searching my email for something that could cheer her up, it took me quite a lot of time to look through my email as there are a lot of mails stored up. Anyway, today is the day were Lee n i got a email from HR asking us to go to sign our letter so now we have officially ended our MTP n go into probation... 2nd phase into my employment. So i guess there is no turning back now... Leech, u can do it.. yea yea yea~~~

Another thing that brighten up my day was that i manage to say out something that i have kept inside for a vry long long time. Instead of my usually non verbal communication, tis time i've did it verbally... it was vry difficult in the begining but once it came out, it seem easier to use the same word again. I guess it was a physicological barrier that i nid to overcome or its just maybe i think too much... but come to think of it, i dunno whether can do it again if i were to asked to again... hahaha hopefully i'm able. Its just that the response i got is not as positive as i was hoping for. But i guess its not as bad as it seems, althought its not a yes but its not a no either. And it somehow felt like that i still have a chance thus its not a total loss.

With this response, i shall keep the fire burning and keep on going. I'm certain that 1 day i'll be able to get there... I'll reach the finish line and achieve wat i've longed for. ^_^

HunYee Bday + gift

As i mention in my previous post, it has been a busy week for me, a lot of appointments and things to attend to. Another thing on my list is actually the bday + gift. We (Lee, SM n i) plan to make some sort of bday celeb for HY so on HY's leave all of us, well excluding me since i was attached to my SST, make for HY a bday card me only pintching in once awhile giving some ideas. Anyway on Wed we were workin on the card till 7pm; 2 hrs of OT just for her haha. On thurs, there was our monthly bday celeb organized by HW but we were the ones basically running it. There was a celeb in the office.. where HW bought a cake and we ate in the meeting room.

Everone was waiting for the party to begin

On Thurs, we still haven't printed out the card so everyone was vry quiet doing it, dun wanna let HY know. We nid to finish the card by 3pm coz that is when we r celebrating. It was a vry suspicious morning as we were still working on the card not wanting to let her know yet. I think HY was vry uneasy the whole morning coz Lee, SM n i were relatively vry quiet n din say much to her like we normally do. We were bz finishing up the card, to make her feel even more uneasy was when SM ask her about the printing setup of the printer. Even after the card has been printed out we were still vry suspicous hahaa.... The card however created quite a commotion, well not realyl commotion but everyone found it to be very funny how we arrange the card's content with puppies n babies haha... allow me to illustrate, everone was so curious bout the card that we made

Bday card reaction

So this is the actual content of the card

The ladies of the department + our intern, Kamal

The guys

Poor poor KP hehe

SO there i am....

The credits hehe

It felt good after the thing is over... nvr knew that i could be involve in it haha... for part 2 of this story, i'll include it next time.. i nid to get back to work now haha.. ciao

A quickie update

Hehe.. its been a few days since i've last updated my blog. Its been quite a bz week for me, after Camy's bday there were a lot of smaller but equally interesting n important event happened. There was the bday celeb + gift for HY, then there is my sudden visit to Cheras. next is the unplanned dinner at KLCC and last but not least our FS gathering to celeb AJ's bday + bird park visit which happen today... but i'll update it later coz i'm kinda tired now.... anyway that is wat happened throughout this week. A vry busy week for me since i got abuot 10 SSTs to complete and all these events but nevertheless it has been a wonderful n happy week for me. I'll give the more detail discription later, after i get a good nite sleep hehe.

Teddy bear???

Well basically i dunno wat happen but over lunch all the sudden Lee pointed at me saying tat i'm SM's teddy bear ^_^" so there i was being called bear-bear for almost the whole afternoon. But its kinda funny, when Lee said tat i was her teddy bear, without knowing shame i open my arm and ask for a hug from her, i even said that i'll print a large "Please hug me" n paste it on my shirt for her haha. I seriously dunno wat happen but all the sudden i'm now known as "bear-bear" hahaa...

Bday~ Bday~ hehe

No its not my bday, but it is my frens bday.... and its none other than my leng lui fren Camy, a pretty name for a pretty girl hehe (i'm basically saying tis coz its her bday, so i'll put tis text vry small so she won't read it wuakakakaka) and not to mention today is my 2nd MTP presentation which almost mark the end of my MTP here in Sony. Wait a minute.... its not today but ytd hehe... din get a gud sleep ytd, kept on waking up in the middle of the nite, it must have been Yun's little dessert that i ate... I've been cursed~~~ =_=" quick, call me a bomoh, call me the Ghostbusters... call me Yun i nid the antidote~~!!!

So ytd, after my presentation i quickly rush down to town... the traffic has just started to build up. I got to the Time building at 6pm and it took me another 35 mins to get to UOA. Since Yun has just arrrived i asked her to wait for me. It was a happy moment for me coz Yun nvr told anyone tat she invited me to tis celeb so nobody expected me to arrive especially the bday girl herself. When Florence saw me she got a shock and when Darien saw me she quickly ask me to hide from the bday girl but it was kinda late coz she has already saw bits of me from the far end. But she still couldn't believe that it was really me. She look vry suprised n hapi to see me which was pratically wat i wanted to do.. give her a suprise, so for this... Thx Yun ^o^

The food was ok, there was a lot to choose from and i was really confuse as i dunno wat to take initially... while everyone was starting, HC, Yun n i was still sittng there. After awhile oni we went out n started our little massacre on the food. I think i started a lil fast, i should have started wif some vege n fruits then oni went to the heavier stuff but instead i started wif sushi and after my 10th piece i felt my food-o-meter raise by 1 level. There was just too much variety there that i could help but to get a piece of everything hehe.. sorry, but tis time, i din take any photos of my food... i din know y but i just din feel like taking it.

Just went to have another look at my photos that i took... i can't seems to find any photos that i can put on my bloggie... coz not many of them have me, i was always behind the camera, i guess i nid to wait for the photos from the other camera boys n gals but I did manage to take a lot of candid shots of the bday girl hehee.. (dun kill me ;p) i'm still finding which shots that can really highlight tis 1 day princess. Well she got a new hair style and its really nice. Her previous haircut always give me a.. how should i say it... She just transformed from the wildfire to tis matured Madonna look hahahaa.... i better stop making more comments, i start to feel my brain burning up @_@

Throughout the night i really enjoyed myself although most of the time i am not in-tune wif them. I mean they are coursemates who virtually sees each other everyday while i'm oni the guy on the street whom they met once awhile. But lucily i am able to in-sync myself to them and they are fast to accept my goofy actions. I enjoy how they can make a joke of virtually everything and talk on EVERYTHING under the sun. I mean there were no taboos there, and tis are something i can oni feel when i'm wif HY, SY, FP and YF. We were laughing out loud virtually throughout the night... there r even guests looking at us, but we dun care wuakakaka

Well i'm basically still searching for some appropriate photos to add to my blog collection coz i nid some time to sort out those "allowable" with those "post-n-die" with those "dun-even-think-about-it" so i guess its gonna be some time b4 u can see new photos hehee.. so meanwhile enjoy some of the more general photos.

Hands of frenship

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Some photos b4 we exchange our goodbyes

The ladies + bday girl~~~

Now is the the guys turn ~~~

A memorable night with a bunch of memorable frens.

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As happy as i was celebrating the bday, not all things are as pretty n beautiful as i hope it to be. I'll talk about it some other time as for now... let tis happy, warm n fuzzy feeling stay awhile longer...

Tiring sat~~~

Ytd was my 1st sat working day in Sony, its for the long holiday that we are going to have in Dec.. its something like an replacement working day so on sat it was a FULL working day and not a HALF day. I decided to drive my bike to work since its a sat and its been awhile since i last drove my bike to work. The feeling?? Wonderful.. so long din my bike. The wind at ur face, jsut nice.

At work, i started helping wif the chassis benchmarking n started counting the AI n HM parts.. it took me almost a whole afternoon to finish counting em. I din know counting parts could be so confusing @.@ ;so sleepy after counting them. Not to mention i was doing some SSTs so i was multitasking. While i was busying wif my IE stuff, over at Trial, everyone was just lazying away on a quiet saturday.... the manager is not around n the asst(s) are on leave too so it was a quiet n peaceful saturday hehee.

After work i went of to do my "part time" -_-'' i went to met WY to do my weekly FYP tutoring. Sometimes i am kinda frustrated tutoring tis guy that i would just say out things like

"Y aren't u a gal?? If u r a gal then at least i can be a bit more enthusiastic in coming here"

hehee.. ya i'm kinda bad saying this but wat do u expect from a lonely guy like me hehehe. Althought i say words like this but i still end up helping him... I guess i'm a softy afterall *shy~~* >.<

After dinner on our way back to WY's place we bearly was able to watch a goal from the Bolton match. We stop at a traffic light just b4 the goal came about .. haha could u say that we were lucky ?? We got home n i started wif my things again.. going thru his work n ideas trying my best to squeeze the living daylights out of him, i wan him to give me his ideas, his plans, his everything he wish n wanna do. In this remaining short period of time i nid to push tis bugger to the max else it will be almost impossible to finish. God pls help me to help him...

At about 1+ we went for supper... well basically i think its WY wish to watch Liverpool Vs Aston, we've basically missed the 1st half but we were able to watch the last 2 goals; 1 by Aston via penalty and the next by Liverpool by Gerrald; and i can tell u that goal by Gerrald was just beautiful.. just high enuf to miss the wall and keeper and just low enuf to go into the goal.. simply marvelous. After the match we got home again n continue but tis time its a bit slow.. since its late n we r tired stuff like that.

Around 4 it was lights out (what was i thinking???) , i decided to spend a night at his place since my parents is not around n i am kinda lazy to go home... i've been up for more than 20 hrs i can't take it anymore but b4 i manage to close my eyes we "rubbish" awhile longer, talk about the rubbish stuff tat we usual talk about till around 5 where i was totally spend... as soon as i declare that i wanna sleep i doze off within a few mins.. thinking about it now makes me sleepy haha.. i guess i betta get ready for bed... i oni slep around 5+ hrs today so i nid to rest earlier so i won't fall asleep in tmr's dept meeting ... damn i got 2 presentation tmr not to mention a little plot that a piggy cook up... i betta get some rest soon .. ciaoz *yawnin*

With time all wounds will heal

Since mum n dad is not around tis few days i went to ask a fren to accompany me for dinner... while driving to find my fren, i got a call saying that she'll b late so she ask me drive slowly, since i've left the office i can't turn back so i drive slowly keeping to the speed limit (which i've not follow since i started driving, wuakakaka) . She give me an ETA of 45 mins so i took my time in going to her place, in the end i manage to hit the 45 mins ETA but no sign of her, so i waited... after 10 mins i called to inform her that i'm here and it still took her an additional 15mins b4 arriving...

While we were on our way to dinner, she suddenly ask me whether are we good frens. i was like

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Wat kinda question is this???

I still able to muttered out a "Yes" even though i was kinda relectant to answer that. While i was pondering on my answer, i got pointed here n there but still i can't go to where i'm suppose to go. Since i ask her to think of a place for dinner so i've completly no idea where to eat. She ask me make a turn here, turn left there, turn right here and she keep give me that "oops wrong way" look .. it really got my head spinning... but in the end we settle down for a meal in another location which was off by the original spot by about 5km?? but nvm.. at least i can now eat.

Over dinner she told me that she no longer feel unhapi and she's felt that she's back to her old self again.. good for her, i guess the saying that time heals is true. But i still wonder whether.... .... ....

While eating, the waiter came told us that for every purchase of RM15 we get a free dessert so i ordered a red bean but when it came it look more like red bean paste. The taste?? well there was a sour taste to the red bean, i suspect they cook it together with the orange peel anyway not wanting to waste the thing i still finish it.. it wasn't as tasty as i hope it was.

After dinner it was getting late.. after sending her home i went home myself... tmr nid to go to work.. sigh~~~ anyway todays blog seems kinda dry haha.. let me collect my thoughts n i'll update it wif a lil extra.

That song

haha, i can't believe it... i actually got a fren who knows that song i mentioned in my previous post hahaa.. kinda hapi to have gotten that song, as much as i like that song i'm currently to control myself from listening to it over n over n over again. Thnx Jan for the song

Talk about my day at work... i finish the design counter checking that my manager ask me to do last week so i sent it out to those involve in that design but to my suprise.. i forgot the title in the email and i got a little reminder note from my leader haha.. how absent minded i am, how could i have forgtten the title?? I quickly resend the mail again asking to ignore my previous mail. After sending the mail, my manager came to me n ask me to present my findings to the dept... i nid to prepare myself again.. hopefully there arent any tricky question during the presentation

While i was doing my SST, i got a msg from mr pilot asking me to help him wif something... tis guy got a job in a company doing something that he is completely blind.. how come so many of my frens r getting jobs that i wan?? WTF~~~ i nid to login my msn but my pc can't so i nid to go down to the other pc to do so... while chatting Lee n SM came down to keep me company.. its 3pm so its our break time. So there we were chatting away our break time till its time to go home hahaha.. we have just "anaconda" ourself the whole afternoon hhahaha.. if my manager sees this we are all doomed hahahaah... hopefully no1 tells him wuakakak a if u ever read abot me being sacked then u'll know the partial reason hahahaa...

Oh ya.. a little footnote i wish to add, Jan to that question u asked me previously, i guess u just have to stay tuned to find out wuakakaka... wat's the fun in tell u straight right??

A song

While driving i heard a nice song on the radio, the DJ give quite a good intro to the song which really got the mood started.. according to the DJ, its a song the will speak the heart of all those who are admiring or deeply in luv wif some1 but nvr got the strength to go tell the other side, a sad case?? Of course and this is what makes it nice, i like sad songs and this sure a meaningful one. There is a part of the lyrics where it went "U r the oni one in the world who doesn't know that i love u" well too bad i forgot the name of the song, its a chinese song sung by Coco Lee.. i curse my bad memory aihh.. if i can remember i oni rememebr the title has 2 chinese character. i'll be sure to update this post, to those who know which song i'm talking about do let me know the title please~~

me, myself n my blog

It seems kinda pathatic for me to be saying this but recently i feel a bit attached to my blog, may be coz i got a lot of things popping up in my mind ... u know like when u go to a website and all those ads just pop up in ur screen and it seems like ur pop-up blocker is not working.. sigh~~

actually i just got things i wanna say but i dunno who to say it to, then there is the problem of not being able to tell ppl things... i feel so confuse at times, how could u have things to say but u dunno how & who to say it to? to make matter worse, when i know i got more frens reading my posts, most of the time i nid to encrypt my post to ensure that the person/thing i meantion is not being directly refered so i won't "haress" it. well i could start another blog to put those "so-called-secret" post but wat is the fun there? sometimes i post stuff coz i wan some feedback from ppl around me but somehow, most of the time all i get are "0 comments" at the end of my post... frustrating?? yup... i guess my blog is not as exciting as others... but wat do u expect from me??

Ytd went dinner wif ccl, wy, pilot n irene then we went to cafe and had few round of multiple games. WY is sure a vry selective gamer, there aren't much games that he can play which really got us scratching out heads... in the end its still DotA hahaha... and now... ... now i'm damn sleepy coz its been 2 nights where i went to bed at 1am and slept for about 4+ hrs... how will i manage till 6 today?? god i nid coffee ;Þ

Boo ???

Well i'm back~~ today's Criminal Minds reminds me of a movie i saw at the mamak stall wif JS, WY n KT. The Saw. A sick movie where blood was virtually flowing like pipe water.. Anyway the story was that 3 girls nid to sacrifice one of them to earn their freedom and in the end, 1 did died... Anyway tis is not wat i wanna talk about

Today at work, i got to the car park bout 5mins earlier and i was slowly getting ready to walk into the plant where i saw SM's car parked in front of me. So i do wat i've always done, walk to her car n wait for her to come down but today was a little different. She din saw me walking to her car, she was listening to the radio and when she turn around n saw me... she got the shock of a lifetime, i literary scare the living daylights out of her. She got down the car n immediately started nagging at me all the way. When we reach the lobby she finally hit me to let of steam. I was kinda supprise that she could hold on for that long, my first reaction was that she will hit me till her hand got tired as soon as she got of her car.

Bout 12 mins later, Lee n HY arrived and she told them wat happen jsut now, and still she could take it off her mind to... she is still nagging me saying that i'm the bad egg for scaring her like that. How was i to know that she din notice me... @.@" well i admit that i was kinda in the wrong but u can't put all the blame on me right??

So that she was almost the whole day, she was holding that grudge against me haha.. i dun think i even say sorry to her the whole day.. so here i am appologizing to her on my blog...

I'm sorry SM...

I'll find another way to scare u next time ^.^ wuakakakakaka

Arrrrr its Pilot~~~

Ytd a funny thing happen. While i was enjoying my cup of White Coffee gao outside Old Town at Prima, i saw a reflection of a girl who looks like some1 i know off the glass at the shop... it struck my curiosity, i look again to confirm. It look like Irene and wait a minute... .... ... she is walking with a guy??? That struck curiosity even more so i turn around to quiet down my suspision... ... to my amaziment, i saw the King of FFK himself... its Mr Pilot. I quickly ran towards them and made my entrance... both of them turn around and got a shock wuakakaka... Mr Pilot has just landed in KL and he din even report to the control tower hahaha. The first thing he told me was

"Jinx~~~ WTF, wat r u doing here??"

After some chitter chatter we agree to met later for gaming with TTL n Patrick. Well nothing much to say there, we got in the cafe n started gaming till our heart content.. we started about 6++ and ended at around 1120, i was beat after that, i haven't even taken dinner nor lunch since my family had brunch around 11 that morning.

After my supper i got home and doze off soon after just to do something more "fun" the next day i.e. today, i'll get back to u later, now its time for Criminal Minds ~~ c ya later aligator

My lady frens

Today is another round of FYP presentation for my frens from Biotech and i've promise one of them i'll be going to show my support not to mention give them a suprise (which turns out to be a failure since some1 sold me out... sigh) I've miss quite a few of their presentation since most of them were on wed.

I went in to watch the cat present. Well honestly i couldn't give high marks to her since her performance is below par, she was talking too fast since she was rushing thru her materials and she can't explain well. I got scolded by Liz n Green for such comments and warn me not to tell HC this coz it will crush her.. wat can i say, i dun wan to pour salt on other ppl's wound so i kept quiet.

After HC and YK's presentation it was photo fever, everyone was taking photos thus i was in my trigger hapi mode again. Well i wasn't as trigger hapi as i normally would since i wasn't even the "official" photographer today, i was erm... a last minute part-timer?? lolz.. anyway i din take as much photo as i normally would and as usual there weren't excatly that many photo of me, i was the guy behind the camera.

Here is a photo of me after saying something bad wuakakaka...

This is me after got busted :'(

This is when everyone is around ...

So guys, the lesson here is DUN mess wif the ladies hahaha... actually they are not as aggresive as u see here. Its just a trend of us taking photos, i always get beaten up haha.. we've never taken a serious photo together haha. Too bad 1 of them is missing from this last pic. haha.. They remain my best lady frens i have in uni.. really like their company a lot. :)

After the "photo session" we went for lunch at PizzaHut. After finishing out pizza we sat there n had a long long chat. Topic?? everything under the sun. Had a few good laughs.. A nice day i would say hehe.. really miss their company, miss my uni days ... sigh~~

The oni thing that could make tis photo even better is with everyone there.. but too bad it wasn't.. hope that the next time we can get together is with all of u... Miz ya all :)

There are some vry nice photos that i really like but i'm kinda afraid to show coz i might not live to see the next sunrise if i did wuakkakaka...

Long time no see?

Some days back chris told me that she'll be in KL for a few day so i took the oppurtunity to arrange a meeting wif her, since its been awhile since i last saw her. It wasn't not too long ago where we would see each other in uni almost everyday but we seldom talked... and now, after we've graduated it seem like its impossible to see each other again. I really was looking forward in seeing her again coz its been almost 3months since i last saw her.

Got to Brickfields to pick her up and then we were off to Midvalley. We went to bought tickets for The Simpson and then we went for dinner. Over dinner we talked about a lot of stuff, mostly cathing up on lost time. Updating each other on virtually everything from the weather to our luv life not that i have any right now.. sigh.... Its a wonder how 3 months could change a friendship. And as much as i hate to admit it, i have to accept that we r no longer students and we r on a different path now.

The Simpson was a nice movie, its a short movie but its a nice movie... we basically laugh from the minute the movie begins till the credits, it was hillarious hahahaa. To those who in nid of a laugh i would really recomend Simpsons hehe.

Anyway after the movie it was getting late so i sent chris home and it wasnt until i was on my way home that i remember that we did not take photo.. sigh... how stupid of me... i guess i would have to wait till next time for that photo... i wonder when will that be~~

To my frens who are reading this, please do keep in touch wif me, if u r reading tis blog then u'll know that i'm alive so let me know that u are too... leave me a comment to update me of u k.