Moody? How about from bad to worse ???

Feeling gloomy today, dun know wat’s wrong wif me today… well I suspect it started ytd afther the results thingy… life sux dun u think so??? Well at least it’s not fair, y izzit dat I put in so much effort and in the end … #sigh… …# I dun know wat I wan now, I just … dun feel like doin much today, just wanna end everything ASAP. Help me !!! Help me get out of this stupid idiotic mood swing of mine ARRRRRRR!!!

Went gaming later at night, Nen came over, played 2 rounds of DOTA b4 changing to battlefield2 but the damn thing is that we aren't able to link together. WTF!!!

After gaming we went 4 a drink at mamak but Nen have to take leave coz he gotta get home by 2, he got an agreement wif Rene. While drinking, i found out dat WY fail to achive 2.0 and thus... ... well wat can i say, i've been bugging him about this long long ago, almost as soon the sem starts but he din listen. All of us spend the night talking to him, advising him , asking him wat's his plans etc. They were advising n brainwashing him wif tis and dat, while me... i mostly kept quiet coz i know that i've told him all that i wanna tell him but he's still the way he is... wat more can i say, if i really start wif him i might even punch him. I got fed up. Like i always say, i'm helping by keeping quiet, if i start talking i'll b screwing u upside down. But above all else i do honestly wish that he's able to sucessfully appeal, i've been thru the slumps and it's not a good place to b; and i do honestly do hope that he'll change, not for us but for himself. If he keep tis attitude of his... well, it'll just b another history re-occuring itself.

Don't u think that life sux... i thought i was in a bad mood but wif tis news... #sigh#

Thinking of... ... ...

Have u ever have the feeling of missing some1 or thinking of some1; a person whom u wish to meet or hear from... ... a person whom you wish to talk to... ... #sigh...#

Attend the Working At Intel (WAI) class today... well overall it's not dat exciting but i just like wat was presented as i truely think i can use wat i've learn back in school later... but i wat i can't take is how my frens din show respect to the class, hey pls talk softer lar.... we're no longer in school where we can do almost anything we wish... #sigh...#

After my all the data collection from the test i've done, tmr is the day that it's going to be reviewed, since it's the 1st time i attend this kinda stuff so i'm a bit excited hehehe...

Stuck again....

Well tis is my 2nd time that i was allow or should i say asked to go home early in my time in Intel. The validation work i'm doing has come to a pause due to the dying of the silicon that we r using, and the prob is that we (well it should b CS coz he's the one who knows the board and not me) have no idea wat's wrong. Around 4+, CS told me that if i wish to go i may go... erm... well i dun wanna go home so early as i got nothing to do back at home ... so i stayed awhile longer do some chatting etc... around 530 i left.

For dinner, KT and i went to dabao a drumstick with his being a duck and mine a chicken. Then we got home and he start to cook rice. Wat a full dinner as there was a lot of rice for both of us hahaha... well it would b even better if there's some vege, it's difficult to get some vege in my diet whenever i'm outside Intel. The economic rice is sooooooo bloody expensive .. wtf .. still can't believe it ... sigh....