Monday, October 31, 2005

Moody? How about from bad to worse ???

Feeling gloomy today, dun know wat’s wrong wif me today… well I suspect it started ytd afther the results thingy… life sux dun u think so??? Well at least it’s not fair, y izzit dat I put in so much effort and in the end … #sigh… …# I dun know wat I wan now, I just … dun feel like doin much today, just wanna end everything ASAP. Help me !!! Help me get out of this stupid idiotic mood swing of mine ARRRRRRR!!!

Went gaming later at night, Nen came over, played 2 rounds of DOTA b4 changing to battlefield2 but the damn thing is that we aren't able to link together. WTF!!!

After gaming we went 4 a drink at mamak but Nen have to take leave coz he gotta get home by 2, he got an agreement wif Rene. While drinking, i found out dat WY fail to achive 2.0 and thus... ... well wat can i say, i've been bugging him about this long long ago, almost as soon the sem starts but he din listen. All of us spend the night talking to him, advising him , asking him wat's his plans etc. They were advising n brainwashing him wif tis and dat, while me... i mostly kept quiet coz i know that i've told him all that i wanna tell him but he's still the way he is... wat more can i say, if i really start wif him i might even punch him. I got fed up. Like i always say, i'm helping by keeping quiet, if i start talking i'll b screwing u upside down. But above all else i do honestly wish that he's able to sucessfully appeal, i've been thru the slumps and it's not a good place to b; and i do honestly do hope that he'll change, not for us but for himself. If he keep tis attitude of his... well, it'll just b another history re-occuring itself.

Don't u think that life sux... i thought i was in a bad mood but wif tis news... #sigh#

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