Fallen

Falling from mountain high
Falling from the clear blue sky
Falling into the shadowy abyss
Nothing can compare to a fall like this

How such fall could mean so much
How a fall could hurt that such
Fall from the sky into a deep ravine
A fall that originate from within

Fallen into something that's so deep
Leaving a scar that still bleeds
What kind of fall could be so cruel
Its a fall when i say ... ... ...
"I've fallen for you"

From the Pages of the Pathetic Poet

The poetic leech

Oh yea... been feeling pathetic poetic lately dunno wat's wrong wif me either... sigh~ Wrote 2 pieces but dun dare to show one of them yet... Nothing wrong for being poetic right, but thing is that whenever i feel poetic i'm usually on the down side on the emotional curve but tis time i dun feel like i'm being unhappy and yet i'm being kinda poetic, and my pieces... ... ... yea.. if u read them u'll feel that something is wrong wif me too... hahaha i'm going bonkers or may be i'm just under stress. I nid to prepare my MBO and yet i've no idea wat to present, ***t. I'm still trying to figuring out who i am in this dept and now ur asking me to write an MBO??? WTF~~~ well i guess that's life.

Bad MBO = bad review = bad bonus... ... ... wat should i do?? Wat should i write??? Please give show me light and guide me~~~~~~ >.<

Busy busy busy 2008

2008 has begin with a bang for me... to date, i've average a 12 - 13 hrs of work everyday since Jan 4th and its been a tiring month and to make it better.. Feb is going to be even worse wuakakaka... i'm doomed and after work the last thing on ur mind would be to blog about wat happen today haha... well i wanna but i'm too tired to type or should i say, to use my brain :p. Anyway i'm just here to brag about something that came to mind tis few days...

I think i've mentioned that i've gotten into making things wif my hands... and i've manage to made some small accessories using things i got from work. I've given them to a few of my lady frens and somehow... well their reaction was kinda dissapointing... i was kinda expecting a more enthusiatic reply but it came out to be a normal thing~ sigh~~

am i hoping for something more?? maybe... i've told mself this year that i wanna b a more selfish person... i wan more than usual... i've been too kind to others for so long that i've pretty much neglected myself, so i'm gonna make it up for myself... be more selfish and hope, wish and get more out of life. Sometimes i cant' help but to wonder... izzit so bad to wan more out of life? Out from our frens?? I used to think that it was but now... ... ... well i just dun wanna think about it.

Edited on 25 Jan, 0023

The Lonely Moon

Lonely Moon

Looking at the moon in the sky tonight
Wondering how such beauty can be so lonely and yet so bright
Alone it stood, alone it glimmer
Alone it remains to shine and glitter.

Where does it get its mighty strength
To illuminate the sky and yet not find its place
It’s free to travel to wherever it goes
But none of which can be called its own

Clouds will come and the moon will go
Covering the moon and all its glow,
What if the moon does not show,
Will it be forgotten like the winter snow?

Is the moon another wonderful entity?
Or is it just a shadow of another’s identity?
Out to shine in the sky at night
Going away in the day of light
As it goes away and out of sight.
Does it go away and out of mind.

Maybe that’s just who I am
Just a shadow of another man
Will I ever outshine you?
Or will I just remain…
As the lonely moon.

From the Pages of the Pathetic Poet