Short trip to Nilai part 2

Well tis is a follow up to my previous post about my short trip to Nilai (http://aleech.blogspot.com/2006/05/short-trip-to-nilai.html)

These r some of the photos we took... can't believe its been almost 4 months since i last saw AJ... Not forgetting YF whom i won't be meeting earliest next year .. hope she's fine over there...

well tis is everyone... smilling away in front of the camera

Hey i din know the camera has a remote control hahaha

Supper time... ordered some burgers coz every1 was hungry...

Well luv to share more photos but can't find any more suitable photos to be published publically hahaha... Oh ya.. did i mention dat i can actually see the Nottingham University from tis burger stall hahaha... coz ah Fatt is studying there .. he has grad from his Masters programme now and AJ is going to finish his degree in UK.. wat bout me?? still struggling and sulking .. sigh.. well lets not go there and let my enjoy tis hapi moment a bit longer

Its a cold cold day.. + some random thoughts

Well usually when i say cold i mean it literally but today.. i truely mean it. It's been raining since the afternoon and the weather now is just simply marvelous for sleeping yet i can't.. talk about torture... finals is next week and i've yet to master any of the topics from any subject.. and i truely wonder whether will i be able to finish everything in time for exam. I remember i told some1 dat "U'll have enuf time finish, so dun pressure urself" even though i noe dat i'm facing the same problem too... haha dat's me, always finding ways to make other ppl feel better while myself is walking the plank aboard the pirate ship. The end is near yet i tell ppl around me its not.

Been having a lot of thoughts lately... I'm in my final year now... in about 6 months time i'll finish my course here and graduate.
Wat will happen to me??
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Where will i work?
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Should i try my luck again back at Intel?
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Should i give a thought to wat TTL has offered me?

and for the more personal question... Will i be able to get that special someone b4 i graduate from this wicked place i call skool??

Recently wif all these so called "peer-pressure" dat i'm getting from everyone, i just cant help thinking will i gradute from uni STILL being single? Sometimes seeing some of my frens during their convo, having dat special some1 by his/her side during dat moment, well u'll notice dat they'll smile even happier dat others. Yea.. i have frens but i just wanna know wat does it feels like having dat special some1. If WY were to read tis the 1st thing dat comes to his crocked mind is "U have target o not?? Dun juz think.. must act la" [ hehe.. well WY if u r reading tis pls proof me wrong] Targets?? Muahaha... Yes.. No.. i dunno hahaha...

#wif sleepy eyes# spend entire day in library again today... due to the weather.. i reall feel tired no. just feel like drop everything n go to sleep... but i can't.. coz a lot of stuff i've not finish sigh.... i'll see how long am i able to push myself b4 surrendering to this wonderful sleeping weather hahha... the time now is 930PM hahhaha

Me easy to mix??

I've been getting a lot of this, "U knows everyone" or the "Can u name me some1 u dunno" and the "Lam kau yau" ( its chinese, for some1 who mix wif virtually every1, its usually to meant it a bad way) . Sometimes i wonder izzit a compliment or whether its an insult.. gheeze....

While havin dinner wif windz n irene we discussed about mixing aroud. Irene make a remark dat i belong to those hyperactive, talkative and easygoing type.. well basically i'm ok wif the remark is dat when windz say dat i "lam kau" dat got me a little uneasy... Irene says dat i could be a good housemate haha.. i wonder.. I told her about my little hidden temper and of my lifestyle well i'm not that easy going sometimes... it still depends on the Who, What, When, Why, and How factors.

So back to my question.. "easy to mix around" ... a compliment or an insult????

Wat do u all wan???

Well it's been less dat an interesting day today. Woke up in the morning just to know dat i wasn't able to connected to the internet.. i was thinking could it be the DNS thingy since it keep on saying unable to resolve DNS. I tried numerious DNS but still nothing.. after a few more tried i give up and went to uni to study.

In uni it was a bit boring since i was alone. At around 4++ WY showed up but i went on wif my studies without giving too much attention to him as there is nothign much i can help him now (i can hardly help myself) At around 6, after many hours of constant head stuffing and squeezing, i stop to rest. WY and i got engage in some rubbish talking it was quite a good way to relax until he started wif his "I know how u feel" and the "I know it doesn't feel good" etc ... sigh..

Well the thing is tis, those who know my little story, knows dat the story has taken a little twist and now the story has ended wif a totally different and twisted end. To the gang, everyone thinks dat i'm affected by it, when i mean everyone i do mean everyone, except for ccl and meng. I mean wat is there to be affected by? To me to engage in an emotion is difficult but to forget 1... hahah as easy as ABC 123. I din take 10 yrs to pratice for nothing. The thing is dat everyone keep on thinking dat i'm unhappy, sad and affected by it and they keep on thinking dat i'm faking it when i tell them dat i'm fine etc. No matter how many times i've explained dat i'm ok wif it so on and so forth but none of them wanna listen... wtf. I'm starting to think dat is them who is having a problem and not me. I'm still as cool as a cucumber on this matter and i dun feel upset at all but them... .. .. #sigh#

Y cant i be ok wif it?? Y must i be unhappy by it? Y ?? I'm an achiver, if i'm unable to drop things such as this then where would i stand? How would i go to achive my goals?? DO they wan me to cry or swear or be emotionally drain n down b4 they r satisfied? Gheeze... cant they just accept the fact dat i'm ok? Is it so hard to believe dat i'm totally ok and normal? If there is really something dat i wish to say, it would be "May u be happy and well" and i would like to tell them to lay off. Don't try to influence me to go into a bad mood... it just seems wrong .. Anyway dat is basically dat wat i told WY when he started wif tis nonsense again and i told him to just drop it. Hopefully he will.

At around 8 i went home just to find out dat the line is still down.. this got my bored-o-meter to shoot up to almost infinite. I linger around the house like a fish out of water, doing tis n dat just to pass time. At almost mid nite, dad got a phone call dat guy was talking about phone problem tis n dat which made dad really restless. So on the 3rd attemp i got the phone, and i too got restless, I manage to hear him out and then i appoligize for my behaviour which made him quite happy too. Just b4 i hung up the guy on the other end asked whether are we stealing his phone line which got me a bit angry, i just told him dat "Y should i, i even have my own streamyx here" he just said ok and hung up. After spend sometime thinking, i made a little experiment and found out dat the guy wasn't lying.. something IS wrong wif my phone line. The number dat is connected to my phone is not my phone number at all. I make it a point to go to Telekom in the morning to get tis settle wif...

Look at the time.. its time to log off and sleep like a log hehehe ... till next time

Tick-tock... tick-tock

Do u hear the passing of time? Wif each passing second, i'm getting closer n closer to the finals haha.. life sux. I always wonder, how come i've been facing exam since a young boy and its been more than 10 years, but how come whenever is exam time u'll get the shivers? Anyone who is anyone is worried... We discussing it wif Fatt Seng and a few others ytd, wif my current CGPA i wonder will i b able to pull it up to 2nd upper.. its so close yet its SOOOOO far... can i, will i, should i even think of getting a 2nd upper?? it's so mythical now... sigh...

Ever since i've step down from the position of chairman i start to get the initial study mood i once had back in year 2, i think its a gud sign.

Almost everyone is bugging me about my private life recently and i wonder y do they even borther wif it. I'm an average guy who has not given much thoughts of getting a mate and yet ppl around me r pushing me to get 1 saying dat its my final year in uni blah blah blah... well like i always say, u choose ppl and ppl choose u. DO u honestly think dat the person u think u wan, wants u? Or do u think the person u really thing u wan is the one u REALLY wan? Its not easy getting in a relationship and as much as i wan one. I've honestly tried to get involved but in the end ... ... ... just say i dun think i tried as hard as i think i could. Like the song from TLC, Waterfall

Dun go chasing waterfalls
Please stick to the river and the lakes dat u used to
I know dat ur gonna have it ur way o nothing at all
But i think u r moving too fast .. ~~

The moral of this song is dat u keep to the things dat u r used to and take things step by step. I was nvr good in handling relationship or feeling; the only thing i'm good at is legal-politics, adminstrative and management. Well i might not be really "good" but i feel more at place when i'm doing things like dat. The problem is ... will i ever get a "someone" to be by my side?? only time will tell... ... ...

Did the DiSC personality dat Patrick Han gived us. According to him, most ppl have their D and i about the same but how come for me my i and S is about the same while my D is WAY WAY WAYYYY low... just 1. Let me put it in a more readable format here, tis is wat i got for my tally box
........Most Least Difference
D .......1......... 9.......... -8
i .........8......... 5........... 3
S.........6......... 4........... 2
C ........3......... 2........... 1
N ........6........ 4
Total 24 ......24

So i'm the "i" type the Influencing type, i'm a peaceful, self-promiting, non-demonstrative and high standard kinda person.
my self perception? my pattern: appraiser
Wat people expects of me?? my pattern: the Counselor;
Wat instinctive response to pressure? my pattern : perfectionist

Haha.. well tis is my DiSC results.. to those reading this, care to share ur 2cents?

A nice chat

Well i know it's been like forever since i last updated my blog but i can explain hahaha.... damn tis makes me feel guilty ... previously there was a period where blogspot seems like dun let me blog, everytime i click on create new post the site just hangs there.. it went on for bout 2weeks ++ until i got fed up and then stopped... Well better late dat never rite? hehehe... well back to my blog ... ... ...

Today was a funny and gud day if i may add. Started the day wif my MP tutorial class, i was wonderin wat got into Charlie, she's like a bit "high" today.. i even asked her has she took her meds b4 class.. she was SO worked up wif the name Kah Chun and insisted dat Ah Wah was How Kah Chun until i told him to show her his IC which she really came n see.. swt... then she insisted Andrew as Lim Kah Chun too... hahaha... she's a bit out of orbit today i think.. may be is the fact dat it is out last class wif her and she's FINALY thru wif us hahaha. There was 1 joke when she told us dat Patrick (our lecturer) told their HOD dat the "EE students r hardworking" we were like "WTF ... was he drunk?" lolz... nvr in a million years i would hear dat coming from our lecturer hahaha... The only think dat i feel sorry was dat i wasn't able to take a photo wif Ms Chia today.. it's kinda sad u know, not having some memories of my teachers dat have tought me, so i've decided to get a camera ASAP so i can take photos of them later .

Well later today after all my class i was in the library studying when yanseng "reminded" me about my absence of blog material and not to mention the same reminder from WY dat i know there r actually ppl reading this piece of blabbing rubbish dat comes out of my mind hahaha... it feel good to have ppl admiring ur work muahahaha...

At about 3++ i went to the canteen to refill my water bottle and leong hooi's when i met Ms $$. It came to a surprise dat i dun recognize her, she said hi and then asked whether i recognize her o not which obviously i didn't hehehe (feeling kinda bad for not remembering ppl faces) coz tis is i think the 2nd time it had happen but each time for some reason, the 1st time was dat she has trim her hair which makes her look a little different and tis time she was wearing a pair of spectacles. U know.. when girls wear spectacles they r a totally different person, they look SOO different. Anyway we got engage in a conversation. It went from a normal "hi, how do u do" to a vry social and enjoyable chat and i believe tis is the 1st time i've talked to her since we knew each other. Standing in front of her n talking to her i found out dat she's from Sg Petani, Kedah; tis is her first time in Kl; she got involved in accident right before skool started; there r only 7 ppl in her course and she's the only female (tis explains the escorts); and she can cook hahaha, a skill dat is deteriorating among girls in tis century [no offence ladies]. The best part is about wat she told me about me hehehe.. she said dat she have a vry gud first impression of me and she thinks gud of me. I can't believe dat i'm still able to inspire ppl nowadays. Hearing dat i start to flirt around wif her saying funny if not crazy stuff (as usual) . All these chit-chat was broken when i got a call from LH asking me to buy something for him to eat and then we talk for aout 5 more mins b4 going in separate ways.

After refilling i got back to the lib to continue studying since i can't go anywhere.. it was rainin outside and i can hear *dogs barking and cats meowing outside so loud dat i worry whether could i go home o not. At about 6 the rain died down so i took my chance n rush home.

On my way home i spotted Inspector Lee's (he's not actually a cop, just a nick) car and was wondering where he's heading.. anyway i got to the pertol station to refuel and to get my rain coat since the rain just picked up again. When i got home, the rain went from medium to heavy... talk about in the nick of time.

Sigh... exam is so close and i've not finish my tutorials... could i live up to my promise dat i'll finish Lo's tutorials at least 3 times??? I hope i can.. i need to do VRY well if i wish to pull my grades ... wish my luck guys

P/s the * actually meant a idiom, it is raining cats and dogs.. there r no animals in uni.. only monsters hehe i.e. me hehhee