The end of FYP cont..

Just remembered that i got something i wish to add to that little title... after all these time working on the robot it feels nice that finally i can take a break awhile... but this is not wat i wish to say.

On sat, after my presentation, i actually have urge.. an urge to hug some1 and shout till my heart content.. i mean its been a moody, stressful n hectic month. Since its all over i really wanna let got a big sigh so i was seriously looking for some1 that i could swing my arm around to.. but too bad, i got none... to give some1 special a big hug n let it all out, it should feel wonderful but i guess i'll never know.

Anyway currently i'm still working on the robot but its to refine the thing, if i'm able to get it to function as wat i hope it would then i would call Shee to take a look at it again.

My little baby (front view)

Here it is again, tis time fully "dressed" look complex??

The end of FYP

After months n months of slaving myself away today its over... all over. Today mark the end of FYP oso my oral presentation . Ytd was the demo of our work and well basically the thing is not working as well as i wish to be.. there r still some bugs left undone and if oni i have more time then it will be flawless... Time... the oni element that i dun have, that i kenot control, that has killed me.

The group was in total choas, work was not done properly, there was a lot of finger pointing and much much more... wat can i say, i agreed to work wif a bunch of ppl that i thought is capable of handling themselves and i guess i was wrong. If i knew that it would come to this i would have took shee's offer to do a new title under him and work SOLO .

The damn thing is oni completed on wednesday 10pm and i nid to demo the damn thing on fri 2pm.. i only got thursday to debug my program.. 1 day to do wat ppl would nid 1 week or 1 month to accomplish, do u think i can do it? Please .. i'm oni human i have been so tense lately dat i can hardly keep my emotions stable. I still tried my best to get the thing i wan but its not complete.. the program is still buggy yet i went through wif it n demo it to my supervisors n moderators.

Overally my moderators were hapi wif the results except my supervisor... he saw through my bug and i got a scolding from him... i mean come on, wat do u expect from a 1 day work.. but no matter wat i can or may say, it is still my own fault so i guess i just have to pay the price on this. Through this time i've learn to be more indepedent and i should, group work can reduce work load but it also increases the probability of error and a whole lot more stuff dat i couldn't begin to explain.

Through this project i've seen the true nature of a lot of my frens and it scares me. People dat i thought i knew aren't really the person i thought i knew them to be. Plagirism, lack of backbone n commitment are among the things dat really suprises me. Not forgetting that i've really tested myself again this time. I've push myself to another limit, i can take more stress and process more stuff now because i've found out my limit... the limit where i would snap..

Finally i wish to say that the oral presentation went much more better that i expected and after wat shee told francis, i was lucky Dr N stood up for me else i might really get it from him.. so all the best to me, hopefully i would get the grades that i hope i would get.

Leech scared???

Well tis is the time to be pathetic again.. all my life i've spoke in front of so many people and even screwing 400 people wif the F word but now i'm here unable to practice for my oral presentation... wat is this man? u can screw the world wif the F word n now u can't read from the slides?? hahaha .. well i guess i'm not gud in readin, i'm more of the think-and-say kinda person, i hate scripts n i hate to rehearse. I usually calm during the actual event but i dunno whether can i pull this off again coz i'm really nervous. Partly coz the damn robot is not complete and partly is coz of this presentation hahaha.. god...

Actually send out some sms-es asking for words of encouragement from some of my frens, well it kinda work i guess... I think i'll try this script thingy, write down wat i wish to say even though it is all in the slides, i nid to arrange my words so i dun sound unorganized... I still got time... 1 more week for me to get prepared so y worry rite??

Man has nothing to fear but fear itself.... be confident in urself ^_^

No rest. No mercy. No matter what

This is actually the flavour text from Akroma, Angel of Wraith from the MTG: Legions deck and it seems to suit my mood recently. I've been vry cold lately, not just cold, i'm totally emotionless that my glaze spells fear. I can concentrate better too. This is the feeling i've been looking for, this is the feeling that i wanted to have when i was doing my FYP last 2 months, this is who i was back in my days of secondary.. this is Lee. This feeling feels so comfortable, its like a old fren that u've not seen in a lifetime. I dunno wat cause me to turn but i glad i did. Based on the time frame that we have, i have to work twice as fast to finish all our project. 1 is bz preparing for presentation, 1 is utterly unbearable leaving oni me n ccl. I wasn't able to help him a lot coz he got his stubburness too.. He jsut dun wanna draw out his plans so dat i can help.. so wat can i say. I just do wat i can n should do oni. Anyway i dunno izzit coz i've become dat cold-blooded SOB i used to, but i'm totally spent each day i got home after uni. jz spend... i still nid to hang on till 27th where by then i should be free, well should... hahah.. nitez

Random thought

Well frankly i dun have much to write here.. i should be working on editing my thesis since i SHOULD be submitting it tis sat (which is tmr hehehe) but my supervisor gip us permission to submit it on monday BUT it must be early in the morning. So i plan to use my weekend to edit it nicely n add in watever i think i should. I still nid a photo of my robot... but i really doubt it'll be up my tmr... god help me ~~~ The robot is not up, should i b blamed?? I seriously dunno, i'm oni responsible in the development of the brain rite??? then how come its like i'm responsible too?? maybe if i had follow up it tis wouldn't had happen.. well may be ..

Betta get back to my editing work.. just feelin kinda bored so login n read emotionalistic's blog haha, kinda like her blog since it has pictures.. i wonder if that's the reason her blog has more reader n comments, unlike mine... :"(

New yr countdown??

Well ytd Vincent n gang call me out to their den... well they hang out there a lot so i guess its oni natural to call it their den.. Neway the place is called "Xiao shu" i dunno wat's the name in english, its in Genting Klang. They've been visiting that place since it open so they r the regulars there... The owner is a guy called Max whom i still wonder is he like Vik, a Chindian? Well no racesism here.. He was singing n there was a girl who requested to sing wif him n boy the girl is so sweet, u'll die of diabeties... she pretty, n her voice is so .. so.. cute haha.. i would equate her wif Irene if i do say so myself hahah... well they say "tomolo i'll marry u" by david tao n jolin and it was nice.. hehe gud harmonics.

After the nite was though, max was asking the gang to go wif him to countdown n to accompany him to fetch his sis in KLIA, i was ok wif the idea n so is kenny but it just seems dat vincent is not vry keen to it.. i dunno y n i dun think i'll ever will... there was some cold moment as i dunno wat to do o say to them, well i oni drive a EX5 while they r driving a car so there is just no place for me to voice my opinion.. The situation was a bit cold if not intense, no count down, no shouting, no fireworks.. basically no nothing... we have to create our own mood by saying crazy things like "i've been sitting here for 1 whole year" etc... After some debate between us n between us n max some how some way vince agreed to go. Oh did i mention i got a peep into her purse n notice she's in TARC haha.. well dat's all i wasn't able to get her name coz i wasn't wearing my specs n the lighting was a bit dim..

Well the story was a bit like tis; while waiting for the others, suddenly Max miscount heads and there wasn't enuf seats to go wif the amount of heads. Well i was in Max's car so he can't carry 1 more coz he needed the place for his sis n her luggage, so he called Vince to help pick up 1 up guy. Vince complain dat his car dun have much space too and after some "this n that" the phone was passed to me n Vince asked me.. well do i mind not going, well previously i did volentere not to go but it was Max who insisted dat no1 should be left out so i agreed to leave.. i think Max dun feel gud having to have to sacrifice myself but i was ok i guess, since i'm not vry close to any of them other dat Vince n Kenny.... so dat's it.. dat's how i celeb my new yr eve.

Not a vry gud eve celeb but is better dat my usual count down.. usually i would countdown while playing game hahaha .. at least tis year there r some human faces to go around...

2007, a new begining

Well another year has pass... adding another year of experience to my book. Like most ppl, i've gen a thought about my new year resolution and frankly it is until i pop this question to Camy dat i actually given it some thought, hey i'm a pathetic guy, wat can i say...

Anyway i think my new year resolution would be :

1. Graduate!!!! Else u can kiss the others gudbye

2. Land a gud job dat i'll like

3. Be more human n get a life

4. Get lucky wif the ladies?? hehehe (a guy can hope rite?)

5. ???

Well simple things dat i wish to do tis year ... no 5 ?? well can't think of any but i'm sure there's a no. 5.. or 6, or 7 blah blah blah... Sometimes i wonder y cant i be more .. er... wat's the word... relax?? well i dunno... i mean i'm the kinda of ppl who besides working, i dunno how to have fun.. am i so bored?? sigh... well hope i can change dat in me tis year hehe.. n HAPI NEW YEAR!!!