Sigh~~ There is no doubt in myself that i'm not really in a mood for anything lately and to make things worse is that i am behaving like nothing happened, i'm still the same ol' me to everyone. Just that how succesful i've been on this is a little controversial.
I'm hiding myself behind another me who is incapable of feelings and emotions just that i don't look "different" in front of everyone... well on the other hand, i might look like a zombie that way.
How long will this prolong? How much longer do i need to be like this?
I feel like screaming my lungs outWhy is that all the suddenly being lonely sounds so scary to me now? All this while i've care less abuot it but recently even the thought of having dinner alone seems so scary to me now.
I feel like i wanna cry inside
I feel like there is a torn somewhere in my body and i can't take it out
I just dun feel like me...
Tomorrow is another day .... now where have i put that damn mask of mine... ... ... ...
2 comments:
you're under a lot of stress there...maybe you should go for a holiday, quit your current stressful job and get something better.
pls take care of yourself & health :)
I'm still learning to cope with mounting stress Lynn... the stress level here is beyond what i can handle
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