Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Just another rubbish day

It seems to me that i've lost the umph to "put-my-back-into-it" today... maybe is due to the fact that i was working last week end or maybe its due to the fact that virtually everyone is on a holiday mood... i dunno.... haha.

I told myself that i need to finish at least 2 test today but instead... ... ... well i completed 0.75 of the 2 test hahaa... one was the resuming from yesterday and today... hehe.... lazy lazy me :p I need to really put effort tmr else i'm not going to get anything done.

I just heard that there are enemies under the blanket and there is a helping hand from above... @.@ 1 with me and another against??? I wonder... hahaa, dun u just love politics :p
... so i nid to get 2 things done here...
... ... 1st... make sure that the enemy has nothing on me;
and 2nd, dun let the hand down. I've always remind myself, if there is someone that is willing to stand behind u and back u all the way then the least u can do is to return the favour right?

Hey wat that dun kills u only makes u stronger... and we all need an enemy some point in life dun we?? Friends are there to make u a slacker but enemies... they do hell lot more. Friends dun force u to improve, that's the enemies' job. So next time remember... dun just make friends, make some enemies along the way, u might not like the company but u'll love the competition :p
Another 2cents from the Leech's mouth wuakakakaka....

Nid to WORK WORK WORK~~~~!!!!
PUSH PROGRESS !!!!! IKIMAS!!!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

5.5 on the Richter scale

Been having a jack hammer in my head the whole day, and every sound seems like another nail in the coffin... having a ball of a day today....

Today is the 3rd day that i'm unable to deliver any results to my "favourite" coordinator... reason, i cant vary the voltage... this is not one of my better days. By hook or by crook i really need to give him some "happy" news else it'll be our neck from breakfast, lunch and dinner again. Why izzit that things just go smoothly and let me have a good day at office... just why??!!!

When stress and frustration mix together, they just create te best of emotions; begin to have sleepless nights and going to work just feels like clocking to hell and ur boss... wel somehow u'll just feel like he's holding a fork in his hand and wanna satay u on the fire... I'm already having trouble to keeping my smile to my colleagues and even begin scaring them with my cold looks.

Haha.... i guess that's much i'm able to squeeze from this brain of mine tonite... nid to catch up on some alphabets especially Zs ... #yawn# oh.. my head...

Friday, September 12, 2008

Over overtime

To those who just started working, they would have thought that over time is good. Since overtime means more money so more overtime == even more money. But somehow most of them forget 1 very important factor that make up overtime... time itself.

Working overtime is to work pass working hours which means additional time, YOUR personal time. While it pays but it degrades morales and really wears you out. I've been working virtually everyday for the past month and i can feel that my soul is slowly slipping away. My best guess would be that the overtime i get will just be enough to cover for my medical... I've only fill in my claim for 2weeks and it's already reach my limit of 60hrs. I wonder what would happen if i didn't have went for my vacation... i might will clock 100hrs here...

Since i started overtime, i've been seeing less of my friends and it really feels like your in isolation. Then you'll feel like ur social life is slowly degrading till a point you'll wonder what happen to your friends.

Overtime = 0 social time + 0 personal time + 0 of what ever you plan to do after work. IS this life?? Hey even for a lifeless workaholic such as i, i'm calling for a stop... i'm physically, mentally and spiritually spend... i nid to recharge... i nid to balance my life back, hopefully it could be done my next week.

Damn... its geting vry late... nid my sleep so i can go back to my battlefield a little more refreshed...

Monday, September 08, 2008

Long awaited trip~~

I've been working my pants off throughout August so that i can go for my holiday... since end of july i've been working round the clock through the month to push my progress so that i can have a vacation and in the end... ... alas~ my vacation is here.... but to be honest, down the the last moment before i left Penang i was swearing and cursing myself for taking this vacation. I really need to learn to let go. Anyway lets get back to the real deal... My Bangkok trip

It was 430 in the morning and everyone need to wake up and get ready to go to the airport. Everyone is still in their blur mode getting ready. And the night before? I was told i slept like a log and snoore a lot... hey i was tired... cant blame me :p


At LCCT... .... in McDonalds for breakfast

My breakfast... kopi-o and bread... and... ...

Yupz... all boils down to this... a damn tired mind, body and soul. Me over breakfast b4 my morning coffee

After breakfast it was around of waiting game. Luckily it wasn't a solo trip else i might bore myself to death before i aboard the plane. Well the flight was on 0830.


All onboard who's going aboard


Sim city in the real world


Inflight view of the world


At 0920, local time, we have arrived... Bangkok International Suvarnabhumi Airport (BKK)


Cont next time ....
:)




She's back

Yupz... She's back~~
The one and only is back
Save the cheerleader and save the world hahaha

MeiGie is back... the sweet girl who's giggle will make u feel fuzzy is back to company I. And i did a idiotic thing; I crack a "Do I know you?" joke where to be honest it DID took me awhile before i can make in my mind that its her. If she's reading this then i'll be tomorrow's breakfast hahaa...

Well she's pretty much the same other than she looks ... erm... more "hang fok" but she'll still the nice girl whom i remembered ... i hope :p

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Rubbish day

Hahaha... yup i've rubbish a whole day... Slept at 3 am and woke up at 1145 and then i'm glued to my seat in front of my pc and what i did whole day???

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YES~~!! Bingo!! To those who know me, they would have guessed it right... i've been gaming the whole day~~ Only taking a few biscuits for my brunch hahaha.... And on today's gaming menu... Starcraft : Broodwar hahahaha.... Cant remember when was the last time i actually played but it was fun... had a LAN party and was gaming my afternoon away. And for dessert, i played a few mission on C&C3: Kane's Wraith hahaa...

My most rubbish day in almost 2 months... and tomorrow... ... ... well its back to the battlefield~~ but i guess its ok... i had my fun :p