Well they did arrive at my hse, but they were *&^%$#% away as it took them more dat 2hrs to get to my place coz of jam.. lol, nvr expect dat coming to my place could b so difficult even at 12pm. When they got here, i went and greeted them at the door. Blue looked like a dead fish hahaha so is Irene... JS ... well like usual. Stayed and chatted for awhile.. till bout 2 actually where by then blue and Irene oso soundly asleep hahaha...
Thx guys, for coming over and visiting me... guess i do have a bunch of good friends hahaha
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Friday, July 29, 2005
The fear in life
It was 330am and i just wanna end my work... went to toilet and when i come out, i felt dizzy... my vision was blur, vry blur, never have tis kinda feeling before. I was lucky to b able to turn off the PC walk to my room and wake my bro up and then ask him to wake dad. When they came over and touch me, my bro said dat i look pale, my lips has completly lost it's color, and my dad says dat i'm cold... freezing cold. Althought i only feel tired and dizzy but i was scared as i've never experience tis b4.
Dad suggested we go to check up and at General Hospital. When i went in and told doctor dat i've been working till3++ the doctor said dat she studies medical and yet she is not as hard working as i am.. lol.. well i've just trying to finish my work.. mayb i need to cut down on my gamin hahaha... Got home around 5 am and went to bed.
Got a call from dad at 9 then from mum at 10, no later dat 5 minutes later from bro... how to sleep??? So i started my work again, later saw KW in MSN to comfirm whether we got class today o not. Dr Lau is not in uni, i dun have lab so the only thing is Dr. Lim's tut... according to Jess there is not tut, but he say got... so i ask KW to tell Dr about my absent.
At around 6, when dad got home, he check me again and said dat i'm still cold so he suggested we go to have another check wif my current dr. Went in and told the dr about my condition. He ask me to give a sample of urien to check... came out dat i have urien infection.. ><" and i need to stay away from acid food (ie orange) and protien (meat, fish, egg) so now i'm a vegen lol...
SC rang me up and we talked for awhile on the phone then WY call me up around 1030 saying dat they r coming over to visit me.. still waiting for them though... well nvr had tis kind experience b4.. so need b more careful next time
Dad suggested we go to check up and at General Hospital. When i went in and told doctor dat i've been working till3++ the doctor said dat she studies medical and yet she is not as hard working as i am.. lol.. well i've just trying to finish my work.. mayb i need to cut down on my gamin hahaha... Got home around 5 am and went to bed.
Got a call from dad at 9 then from mum at 10, no later dat 5 minutes later from bro... how to sleep??? So i started my work again, later saw KW in MSN to comfirm whether we got class today o not. Dr Lau is not in uni, i dun have lab so the only thing is Dr. Lim's tut... according to Jess there is not tut, but he say got... so i ask KW to tell Dr about my absent.
At around 6, when dad got home, he check me again and said dat i'm still cold so he suggested we go to have another check wif my current dr. Went in and told the dr about my condition. He ask me to give a sample of urien to check... came out dat i have urien infection.. ><" and i need to stay away from acid food (ie orange) and protien (meat, fish, egg) so now i'm a vegen lol...
SC rang me up and we talked for awhile on the phone then WY call me up around 1030 saying dat they r coming over to visit me.. still waiting for them though... well nvr had tis kind experience b4.. so need b more careful next time
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Tis is not my day
Wat a day it turn out to b... nothing seems to b going my way from early morning. Got to lecture and made the announcement about our society AGM only to b told dat whether can we postpone it to another day... wtf... y can u say dat ??? How could u??? HOW could u ask me to changed something dat have been set??? ARRRR!!!
Well during lunch time, i went wif JS just to know dat he'll b going home later on.. and he promised me dat we'll study together in library the other day, yea... rite... anyway, it took me a millenium to get my lunch, i was walking up and down TBR and i dun even know y... and when i did buy my lunch i walk over blue's car and ate there. It look funny ad tonnes of ppl dat walk by will look at us haha.. well mayb not at us but at Irene i guess. I later got a call saying dat we might have a prob wif the venue wif the AGM which got me sweating. Got back to uni just to know is a false alarm...
2pm, AGM is suppose to start but we still dun have enuf members... i was already starting to sweat... in my confusion, i got a mis-step on the stairs and fell, wif my ankle first to the floor where it left my leg numb. It was... excruciatingly painful, i couldn't stand... i was just sitting there ... just sitting there. Until YW came and gimme a hand. Then when i wanted to go look for Tong i felt dat my foot was also vry painful so i took off my shoe and socks just to find dat i've injured my toe too. Walked up the stairs just to know dat the music club actually hold their AGM else where. So i called up Tong and told him of our little problem of member attendence. We use our little "attedence trick" to make up for the missing members :p
During the AGM, CCL was a real discrace as he couldn't express himself properly outside as he read out our activities, he even included a "sh**" as he could make out a word he scribbled out. ><" anyway at 3pm it was all over, wif the nomination list filled haha... now is to finish up the paper work and wait for election.
Finish up my lunch in canteen and went back to the books. It was really hard to study as we have no idea on wat we are doing. At 6 i went to TBR to retrieve my stuff from KS. On my way back to uni i notice dat my bike was wobbling and i know dat i must have a puncture... (WTF!!!!) so i drove slowly to the workshop and get it fixed, only to know dat i dun have enuf cash. Called up Kah Wei for a quick loan. When everything was finish it was almost 7. I remember YW said dat he'll leave at about 7 so i din go met up wif them and move on to blue's hse to continue.
Had a RM2 noodle which was cheap since it was quite a big packet of noodle and started engine. Around 1030, i got a major headache and it was "men down!!" slept for awhile and continue later... but i couldn't hang on so around 1130 i sleep again and when i woke up it was already 0045.. push a lil more but i couldn't so i drove home.
Rested, bath, checked my mail and then it was Zzz to dream land at aroun 230.. damn i'm tired...
Well during lunch time, i went wif JS just to know dat he'll b going home later on.. and he promised me dat we'll study together in library the other day, yea... rite... anyway, it took me a millenium to get my lunch, i was walking up and down TBR and i dun even know y... and when i did buy my lunch i walk over blue's car and ate there. It look funny ad tonnes of ppl dat walk by will look at us haha.. well mayb not at us but at Irene i guess. I later got a call saying dat we might have a prob wif the venue wif the AGM which got me sweating. Got back to uni just to know is a false alarm...
2pm, AGM is suppose to start but we still dun have enuf members... i was already starting to sweat... in my confusion, i got a mis-step on the stairs and fell, wif my ankle first to the floor where it left my leg numb. It was... excruciatingly painful, i couldn't stand... i was just sitting there ... just sitting there. Until YW came and gimme a hand. Then when i wanted to go look for Tong i felt dat my foot was also vry painful so i took off my shoe and socks just to find dat i've injured my toe too. Walked up the stairs just to know dat the music club actually hold their AGM else where. So i called up Tong and told him of our little problem of member attendence. We use our little "attedence trick" to make up for the missing members :p
During the AGM, CCL was a real discrace as he couldn't express himself properly outside as he read out our activities, he even included a "sh**" as he could make out a word he scribbled out. ><" anyway at 3pm it was all over, wif the nomination list filled haha... now is to finish up the paper work and wait for election.
Finish up my lunch in canteen and went back to the books. It was really hard to study as we have no idea on wat we are doing. At 6 i went to TBR to retrieve my stuff from KS. On my way back to uni i notice dat my bike was wobbling and i know dat i must have a puncture... (WTF!!!!) so i drove slowly to the workshop and get it fixed, only to know dat i dun have enuf cash. Called up Kah Wei for a quick loan. When everything was finish it was almost 7. I remember YW said dat he'll leave at about 7 so i din go met up wif them and move on to blue's hse to continue.
Had a RM2 noodle which was cheap since it was quite a big packet of noodle and started engine. Around 1030, i got a major headache and it was "men down!!" slept for awhile and continue later... but i couldn't hang on so around 1130 i sleep again and when i woke up it was already 0045.. push a lil more but i couldn't so i drove home.
Rested, bath, checked my mail and then it was Zzz to dream land at aroun 230.. damn i'm tired...
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
i drive myself crazy
wat is wrong wif me lately.. can't seems to get "it" out of my mind i think i'm really into it now... looking forward for something to happen but when it doesn't feel a little dissapointed hahaha...
i think i'm really going to b mad soon hahaha... i got 2 mid terms around the corner and 3 assignments waiting for me and i'm thinking of something not so important.. well it could b important but i dun think is the time... arrr... keep focus PLS!!!!
Open my eyes will pop out, then b4 i sleep oso will pop out.. wahhhh... how am i going to manage tis?? i wanna get it over wif but i'm bz wif my stuff.. anyway i dunno whether can it b settled just like dat... hopefull i'm succesful ^_^ nvr been good wif it since i've no experience .. sigh.... wat do i wan for myself now?? FOCUS!!!! PLS!!!!! ARRRRRRRRR!!!!!
Society AGM is tis wed... and i haven't finish wat i was suppose to finish... i'm going crazy!!! help me!!!
i think i'm really going to b mad soon hahaha... i got 2 mid terms around the corner and 3 assignments waiting for me and i'm thinking of something not so important.. well it could b important but i dun think is the time... arrr... keep focus PLS!!!!
Open my eyes will pop out, then b4 i sleep oso will pop out.. wahhhh... how am i going to manage tis?? i wanna get it over wif but i'm bz wif my stuff.. anyway i dunno whether can it b settled just like dat... hopefull i'm succesful ^_^ nvr been good wif it since i've no experience .. sigh.... wat do i wan for myself now?? FOCUS!!!! PLS!!!!! ARRRRRRRRR!!!!!
Society AGM is tis wed... and i haven't finish wat i was suppose to finish... i'm going crazy!!! help me!!!
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Together we stand hahaha
Well recently i find dat my group is very united and cooperative hahaha. Just few days ago i skip lecture and my group leader helped me sign attandence, not only for me but for almost entire class, as all of was talking about skipping lecture, even then i felt dat we r very cooperative, din think so many of us would skip hahaha... then today during Digital Systems, Ms give us some question that we need to submit at the end of tutorial. I was jumping around here and there discussing the answer b4 finally them telling me and Magician to concentrate on question 12 which require us to write out the Verilog code for the output displayed. Both of us discussed on the answer while the others finished all other question... Ms was just looking at us when we copied each other's answer hahaha... 1 answer in exchange for 3 others, i think it was a fair exchange, just dat i wasn't able to get the first few answer as they were all busy coping the programming question.
later we moved on to the next tutorial. In the class most of us din do the tutorial given since we were all bz preparing for the mid term... but some of us did manage to get some answer out. and again we cooperated exchanging answer everywhere hahahaa...
After lunch on my way to lab i saw the dance club ppl rehearsing for something and then i say camy standing outside the door and then provoking me (dat's a nice word to use hehehe) she asked me y did i cut my hair, and as usual i give the "i got dumped" answer haha.. but she ended up saying izzit coz i miss "some1" @_@ ... ... .... i guess the little mouse din lie about spreading the news... ... ... well i wanted to say something to make defence for myself but i was late for lab so i let it slide.
Saw the ladies in library whent i went there after lab. They were talking among themselves while i went on wif my studies. At around 6 after the ladies went off i went to talk to Ann as i was packing. She then told me dat "I know who u... ... ... " again @_@ talking fast spreading news... wahhhh it's getting a little out of control here. I dun wan the entire uni to know about it, but if it keep up at least the entire course will know... wahhhhhh.... die lor die lor...
Better not think too much about it, need to focus on my mid term. i'm not getting the signal Dr. is trasmitting which makes me more dat a little scared, i'm terrified... dunno how the mid term is going to b like.. hopefully i can do well it in...
later we moved on to the next tutorial. In the class most of us din do the tutorial given since we were all bz preparing for the mid term... but some of us did manage to get some answer out. and again we cooperated exchanging answer everywhere hahahaa...
After lunch on my way to lab i saw the dance club ppl rehearsing for something and then i say camy standing outside the door and then provoking me (dat's a nice word to use hehehe) she asked me y did i cut my hair, and as usual i give the "i got dumped" answer haha.. but she ended up saying izzit coz i miss "some1" @_@ ... ... .... i guess the little mouse din lie about spreading the news... ... ... well i wanted to say something to make defence for myself but i was late for lab so i let it slide.
Saw the ladies in library whent i went there after lab. They were talking among themselves while i went on wif my studies. At around 6 after the ladies went off i went to talk to Ann as i was packing. She then told me dat "I know who u... ... ... " again @_@ talking fast spreading news... wahhhh it's getting a little out of control here. I dun wan the entire uni to know about it, but if it keep up at least the entire course will know... wahhhhhh.... die lor die lor...
Better not think too much about it, need to focus on my mid term. i'm not getting the signal Dr. is trasmitting which makes me more dat a little scared, i'm terrified... dunno how the mid term is going to b like.. hopefully i can do well it in...
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Wat give her dat idea??
On our way to the lecture hall to our doom, bump into SC and mouse.. she look really student like .. wif her hair and her dress .. lol... cute hehehe... well at least i got something nice to think about b4 my doom... lol ... nah.. just kidding.
45mins for 3 question... seems harmless enough, but as expected, each question broke up to few more question... and the end of 45 mins, i was only able to finish 2 question... #sob... # Q3 was so easy... but not enough time... o mayb is just dat i'm slow, there r a few who was able to finish all 3 question...
During lunch, jess say to me dat Ms. ask her just now whether am i her boyfriend... =_=" wat happen??? wat give ms dat idea??? Well most of the time jess and i spend a lot of time together, in class and i do treat her vry good, mayb dat trigger it.. but if tis come out i think i need to b more careful wif my attitude towards. I dun wan thin to feel awkward again
After my tutorial class at 3 i decided to skip class coz i'm really tired, but blue ask me to go DOTA whif him... i'm moved hehehe... gaming ^_^ .. ended up playing at JS's place.. lost all of the match hahaha... if not computer have problem.. wtf... no mood hahha...
Well i think i'll stop here.. mayb write some msgs hehehe... but mosly wanna do some revision b4 turning to the nite...
45mins for 3 question... seems harmless enough, but as expected, each question broke up to few more question... and the end of 45 mins, i was only able to finish 2 question... #sob... # Q3 was so easy... but not enough time... o mayb is just dat i'm slow, there r a few who was able to finish all 3 question...
During lunch, jess say to me dat Ms. ask her just now whether am i her boyfriend... =_=" wat happen??? wat give ms dat idea??? Well most of the time jess and i spend a lot of time together, in class and i do treat her vry good, mayb dat trigger it.. but if tis come out i think i need to b more careful wif my attitude towards. I dun wan thin to feel awkward again
After my tutorial class at 3 i decided to skip class coz i'm really tired, but blue ask me to go DOTA whif him... i'm moved hehehe... gaming ^_^ .. ended up playing at JS's place.. lost all of the match hahaha... if not computer have problem.. wtf... no mood hahha...
Well i think i'll stop here.. mayb write some msgs hehehe... but mosly wanna do some revision b4 turning to the nite...
Monday, July 18, 2005
Wahhhhhhh
ARrrrrrrr... Having EM midterm the next day!!! Study Study Study... arrrrr... The day went just like normal expect for the part where i got a "lecture" from Prof when i ask him to sign my society minutes... #sigh#... Prof commented on the english used by my dear secretary... saying is not vry professional... wahhh.. all bz wif mid term leh .. wat he expect from us??? Anyway at around 525 i went to library to continue wif my studies...
At 6 i went to the canteen just to see the mouse there studying alone. Since i wasn't able to get hold of JS so i decided to stick around a bit longer while trying to finish up on my tutorials. As usual, we studied and we chatted away whenever we get tired haha... tis went on for about 2hrs b4 i got JS's call... wahh boss wat time aldee... u now only return my call.. #sigh#. Anyway during our conversation (b/w me and mouse) she told me dat she's told her sisterhood about wat i told her last time... ... ... i was dumbfolded; at least for a moment... i din know wat to expect from her nor din i know wat to say. She asked me whether was i suprised, and i told her i wasn't.. just dat i dunno wat to say, i really dunno whether is a good thing o a bad thing 4 me .. well at least i know some thing happen ... lol ... mayb it has made something clearer for me... mayb not... who knows... only time... i guess ...
Got to JS's hse after a little detour to Thin's place to return something and to steal some information for the tutorial hehehe... went to order a take out at 1 of the stalls outside his hse.. for RM4 mine was really filling hehehe... then i even got desserts. Wow.. was i full... then it was full speed ahead. I studied till bout 120am b4 heading home.. slept at 3++
At 6 i went to the canteen just to see the mouse there studying alone. Since i wasn't able to get hold of JS so i decided to stick around a bit longer while trying to finish up on my tutorials. As usual, we studied and we chatted away whenever we get tired haha... tis went on for about 2hrs b4 i got JS's call... wahh boss wat time aldee... u now only return my call.. #sigh#. Anyway during our conversation (b/w me and mouse) she told me dat she's told her sisterhood about wat i told her last time... ... ... i was dumbfolded; at least for a moment... i din know wat to expect from her nor din i know wat to say. She asked me whether was i suprised, and i told her i wasn't.. just dat i dunno wat to say, i really dunno whether is a good thing o a bad thing 4 me .. well at least i know some thing happen ... lol ... mayb it has made something clearer for me... mayb not... who knows... only time... i guess ...
Got to JS's hse after a little detour to Thin's place to return something and to steal some information for the tutorial hehehe... went to order a take out at 1 of the stalls outside his hse.. for RM4 mine was really filling hehehe... then i even got desserts. Wow.. was i full... then it was full speed ahead. I studied till bout 120am b4 heading home.. slept at 3++
Saturday, July 16, 2005
How?? Just tell me how
Well almost the entire gang is absent today, they dun have tutorial and no lab so most of them decided to skip lecture. After lecture, attended my tutorial, and later took lunch in canteen. In the canteen only i remeber dat is the music club's presentation. Over there heard Cat, Danny, Wen Jun and Reebin's presentation.. a good mood to take my lunch hahaha.. live music. Then i do my tutorial there as Jess say it's cold in the library, not to mention it's cold virtually the entire campus. The sky was dark and it was raining.
While eating, J told me something about C's bf... Jess say dat he's kinda a playboy, initially i was ok wif it coz mayb C will see the real him later on, but looking at their relationship progress, well it scares me.. well tis remark really toubles me... as a fren i think i should tell C but how??? how do i tell her about tis kida stuff, and they've just started... I worry about C coz we r frens and i dun like seeing my fren getting hurt. If i dun tell then i might b watching her get herself into trouble, but there is a chance dat the guy have change rite?? but still.... %&*%^& wat should i do??!!! Should i sit and watch how it goes?? Or should i just find a way to tell C??? May there b light to guide me in tis area.
While eating, J told me something about C's bf... Jess say dat he's kinda a playboy, initially i was ok wif it coz mayb C will see the real him later on, but looking at their relationship progress, well it scares me.. well tis remark really toubles me... as a fren i think i should tell C but how??? how do i tell her about tis kida stuff, and they've just started... I worry about C coz we r frens and i dun like seeing my fren getting hurt. If i dun tell then i might b watching her get herself into trouble, but there is a chance dat the guy have change rite?? but still.... %&*%^& wat should i do??!!! Should i sit and watch how it goes?? Or should i just find a way to tell C??? May there b light to guide me in tis area.
Friday, July 08, 2005
piggy day
the for Dr. Lo's tutorial, Dr. asked us a simple question dat no1 dare to answer... "Do you understand wat i'm teaching in the lecture?" lol... basically i just understand wat he's talking about but when it comes to application of wat we've learn i have no idea wat to do... ><" well hopefully Dr. can understand our problem and will try to understand us and help us.
After tutorial i went to library to study, and dat would seems like how my day is going to end but something funny happen... around 520 i heard some raindrops so i went to check it out, when i was on my way back to my seat, i saw florence waving something at me... my curiosity got the better of me.. went there to take a look.. it's a.. PIGGY!!! haha it's a cute piggy, then she told me it's a present to YK. Chatted awhile there as the library is closing and i've not much mood to continue studying... later YK came back and florence and i started to torture the pig haha... later liz came back. haha all 3 of us were fooling around wif the pig so much dat some1 else sitting around them left haha.
We made stupid stories and crack idiotic jokes wif the pig haha.. then liz took her glasses and put it on the pig, it's so adorable, a piggy wif specs hahaha... YK said dat we r grown ups acting like kids, and i end up saying, it's friday and it's already 5++ so it's time to unwind hahaha and all she manage is just a #sigh# hahahaha ><"
After tutorial i went to library to study, and dat would seems like how my day is going to end but something funny happen... around 520 i heard some raindrops so i went to check it out, when i was on my way back to my seat, i saw florence waving something at me... my curiosity got the better of me.. went there to take a look.. it's a.. PIGGY!!! haha it's a cute piggy, then she told me it's a present to YK. Chatted awhile there as the library is closing and i've not much mood to continue studying... later YK came back and florence and i started to torture the pig haha... later liz came back. haha all 3 of us were fooling around wif the pig so much dat some1 else sitting around them left haha.
We made stupid stories and crack idiotic jokes wif the pig haha.. then liz took her glasses and put it on the pig, it's so adorable, a piggy wif specs hahaha... YK said dat we r grown ups acting like kids, and i end up saying, it's friday and it's already 5++ so it's time to unwind hahaha and all she manage is just a #sigh# hahahaha ><"
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
The unexpected
Among the 1st things i see when i got to uni today... My course mate won the student election!!! wtf.. really unexpected ... lol ... well like they say, the worlds is round, anything could happen hahhahaa. 135 to 99 wow.. simply amazing. I should have go for it hahahaa.. but enuf bullshit
Today really shocked me... Dr. Lo just burst out just like dat... i mean no slaid on OHP, no "OK, let's start" no nothing... he went out hoping to get something to fix the damn OHP, and when he came back, he just got fired up and he scolded all of us. He scolded us rubbish, useless etc... Thx to those 2 guys.. @#$%^&* coz the entire course got scolded for nothing, the best part is dat not only the course but all other unis in msia, which later got to the entire msia.. OMG, entire msia was against him today... like we blue, ccl and i said, he not only scolded Junon, but he scolded Zant and later the entire channel.. wow.. lol. Later Dr. Lo did something unexpected, he said "I've lost my mood to teach, class is canceled" then he just walk off, just like dat... wow.. #applause!!!!# i'm starting to like my faculty ^^
Got to DSA to print my minutes as i forgot to bring it (ICT was full) after printed pass to ccl so he can past to Dr to sign, in canteen bump into SC and i got a shock... she has a different hair cut WOW... hahaha she reminds me of aniki... hahaa... kawaii hahaha wanted to stay to chat but blue is waiting for me. In the car, blue make a round when he saw ccl.. when ccl came to the car he scolded me for not doing my work, i was suppose to get comfirmation from KahWai whether should we postpone our AGM.. so i answer ccl back by telling dat i'm just doin wat all of them wan me to do.. so am i wrong?? hehehehe... sorry lo ccl... hahahaa
Later at 2 i went for my 1st EM lab hehe... well it went on well until ccl came to me asking me to give a dead line on the meeting date.. i was dumbfold, i thought it was agreed to have it on the 6th but then they all wanted to postponed it.. after some dicussion, we came to an aggrement to postponed it till the 10th week, hopefully it won't b postponed again... well back to the lab, we were doing MatLab, it was ok in the begining, but as the things get longer and complicated, the entire PC hang when we ran a simulation on the things... i waited > 10 mins for the bloody graph to come out .. really feel like crying ... after 3 long hours, i'm finally done hahahaa... but since it was raining i went to library to do my tutorial.
Got a phone call from KahWai around 6 telling me dat our notice for AGM is already out on the intranet, which really give me a shock.. i quickly went to take a look whether Tong was still in the office o not, then i ask the mouse whether can she gimme a ride later, coz i wanna go to the old block to continue my tut. I went to DSA talked to Tong about our postpone... ... initially he wasn't vry happy wif it, but later he aggred to it.. Thx Tong... later got to mouse's car just to find Kucing in there too, lol a cat and a mouse in the same car...well we chatted awhile coz she was waiting for her bro. Then she asked me a vry vry suprising Q; "Do u ... " hahahah save by the bell .. her bro came and she has no choice but to leave hahahaaha.... nvr felt better hahaaha...
In old block, i was studying and studying and studying till i got a headache.. i decided to leave not to mention it was getting late and i'm hungry hehehe... i went to tell the mouse about my little rules, "i'll nvr tell u anything as long as i'm in the uni's area" the 1st reaction was dat she say she'll drop me off outside just so dat she can hear something she wanna hear hahah... but she wanted to stay longer but then she got a phone call and just my luck the mouse is about to leave too. ^_^" Follow her car till outside where she drop me off. Just b4 i leave she still wanna hear my ans... i stalled a bit still struggling whether to tell her o not.. but in the end... i told her... and now thinking about it.. i dunno whether was it a right thing to do or not??? Only time can tell i guess ...
Today really shocked me... Dr. Lo just burst out just like dat... i mean no slaid on OHP, no "OK, let's start" no nothing... he went out hoping to get something to fix the damn OHP, and when he came back, he just got fired up and he scolded all of us. He scolded us rubbish, useless etc... Thx to those 2 guys.. @#$%^&* coz the entire course got scolded for nothing, the best part is dat not only the course but all other unis in msia, which later got to the entire msia.. OMG, entire msia was against him today... like we blue, ccl and i said, he not only scolded Junon, but he scolded Zant and later the entire channel.. wow.. lol. Later Dr. Lo did something unexpected, he said "I've lost my mood to teach, class is canceled" then he just walk off, just like dat... wow.. #applause!!!!# i'm starting to like my faculty ^^
Got to DSA to print my minutes as i forgot to bring it (ICT was full) after printed pass to ccl so he can past to Dr to sign, in canteen bump into SC and i got a shock... she has a different hair cut WOW... hahaha she reminds me of aniki... hahaa... kawaii hahaha wanted to stay to chat but blue is waiting for me. In the car, blue make a round when he saw ccl.. when ccl came to the car he scolded me for not doing my work, i was suppose to get comfirmation from KahWai whether should we postpone our AGM.. so i answer ccl back by telling dat i'm just doin wat all of them wan me to do.. so am i wrong?? hehehehe... sorry lo ccl... hahahaa
Later at 2 i went for my 1st EM lab hehe... well it went on well until ccl came to me asking me to give a dead line on the meeting date.. i was dumbfold, i thought it was agreed to have it on the 6th but then they all wanted to postponed it.. after some dicussion, we came to an aggrement to postponed it till the 10th week, hopefully it won't b postponed again... well back to the lab, we were doing MatLab, it was ok in the begining, but as the things get longer and complicated, the entire PC hang when we ran a simulation on the things... i waited > 10 mins for the bloody graph to come out .. really feel like crying ... after 3 long hours, i'm finally done hahahaa... but since it was raining i went to library to do my tutorial.
Got a phone call from KahWai around 6 telling me dat our notice for AGM is already out on the intranet, which really give me a shock.. i quickly went to take a look whether Tong was still in the office o not, then i ask the mouse whether can she gimme a ride later, coz i wanna go to the old block to continue my tut. I went to DSA talked to Tong about our postpone... ... initially he wasn't vry happy wif it, but later he aggred to it.. Thx Tong... later got to mouse's car just to find Kucing in there too, lol a cat and a mouse in the same car...well we chatted awhile coz she was waiting for her bro. Then she asked me a vry vry suprising Q; "Do u ... " hahahah save by the bell .. her bro came and she has no choice but to leave hahahaaha.... nvr felt better hahaaha...
In old block, i was studying and studying and studying till i got a headache.. i decided to leave not to mention it was getting late and i'm hungry hehehe... i went to tell the mouse about my little rules, "i'll nvr tell u anything as long as i'm in the uni's area" the 1st reaction was dat she say she'll drop me off outside just so dat she can hear something she wanna hear hahah... but she wanted to stay longer but then she got a phone call and just my luck the mouse is about to leave too. ^_^" Follow her car till outside where she drop me off. Just b4 i leave she still wanna hear my ans... i stalled a bit still struggling whether to tell her o not.. but in the end... i told her... and now thinking about it.. i dunno whether was it a right thing to do or not??? Only time can tell i guess ...
Monday, July 04, 2005
I dunno wat ppl want from me
i have ppl always asking me, y i dun study at home.. but the thing is dat i can nvr, ever study at home. Y??? i dunno, i just can't, is dat a crime??? izzit so difficult for every1 to accept the fact dat i can nvr study at home??? every1 got their own method of study and so does i. Mine is NOT to study at home, i can study anywhere but at my own home. Dat's that, foot-stop, end of story.
I could also nvr understand how come ppl r so demanding of me??? Arrr..... i dunno... wanted to express how i feel tonite by writing it out on the blog, but in the end... i'm having trouble putting everything out in words. Have a... well u could say a quarrel wif a fren the best part is dat it's done over the net. I dunno wat can i say about tis fella... I can b playful and take watever ppl can throw at me (sometimes) but when the same thing happen over n over again... well it can really tick u off and where do I stand in all of this?? At the line where every1 is always crossing. Wat u wan??? Sometimes the jokes dat u pull is... well is not easy for me to take. I have a temper oso, just in case every1 forget. Like they say in hokkien, "Beh tahan". Tis pc of mine is shared wif my bro, so izzit so hard to accept the fact dat sometimes dat is not really me in front of the pc??? I really dunno... #sigh..#
I wan to b friendly towards every1 all the time, but sometimes i cant help it if i'm feeling a bit pissed rite?? When dat time happen, who can i go to?? Wat can i say?? All i CAN do is dat i keep everything bottled up within myself and hope dat all those feeling will go away. I just hope dat all my frens can try to understand me once awhile, is not dat I dun wanna help/listen but … I have my own life too. I’m no longer the superman I was back in my 2ndary skool days, I’m not as young as I was last time. I’m getting more fragile … … I guess tis is the price I pay for getting my emotions back, I miss the emotionless me. Things were much more simple when i was emotionless.
Is not easy to be me. I'm the kinda person who will put on a smiley face in front of ppl even when i'm way WAY depressed... well i dun wanna keep on bragging about it. I better get back to my work. Tis is the 7th week into my uni 3rd yr, i need to b more aggressive wif my studies now
I could also nvr understand how come ppl r so demanding of me??? Arrr..... i dunno... wanted to express how i feel tonite by writing it out on the blog, but in the end... i'm having trouble putting everything out in words. Have a... well u could say a quarrel wif a fren the best part is dat it's done over the net. I dunno wat can i say about tis fella... I can b playful and take watever ppl can throw at me (sometimes) but when the same thing happen over n over again... well it can really tick u off and where do I stand in all of this?? At the line where every1 is always crossing. Wat u wan??? Sometimes the jokes dat u pull is... well is not easy for me to take. I have a temper oso, just in case every1 forget. Like they say in hokkien, "Beh tahan". Tis pc of mine is shared wif my bro, so izzit so hard to accept the fact dat sometimes dat is not really me in front of the pc??? I really dunno... #sigh..#
I wan to b friendly towards every1 all the time, but sometimes i cant help it if i'm feeling a bit pissed rite?? When dat time happen, who can i go to?? Wat can i say?? All i CAN do is dat i keep everything bottled up within myself and hope dat all those feeling will go away. I just hope dat all my frens can try to understand me once awhile, is not dat I dun wanna help/listen but … I have my own life too. I’m no longer the superman I was back in my 2ndary skool days, I’m not as young as I was last time. I’m getting more fragile … … I guess tis is the price I pay for getting my emotions back, I miss the emotionless me. Things were much more simple when i was emotionless.
Is not easy to be me. I'm the kinda person who will put on a smiley face in front of ppl even when i'm way WAY depressed... well i dun wanna keep on bragging about it. I better get back to my work. Tis is the 7th week into my uni 3rd yr, i need to b more aggressive wif my studies now
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