The Memoirs Of Leech 2005

Well i got tis idea of writting my past yr events n ativities after reading my fren's blog, found dat it's kinda fun recap wat had happen throughout the yr... the ups and downs, turn n turbalance dat had happen in my life througout 2005.

Well let me start wif my experience as the Vice Chairman of the faculty Orientation Committee which came by suprise.













Orientation Jan 2005 Main Comm

Well it did came as a suprose, I was previously just the asst. sect for the Talent Nite thingy, but after DSA decide to have a total reshuffle of all the committees... well guess wat.. Ram (the officer then) promote me to VChairman of the orientation committee... haha he said dat it'll b a waste if i were to go now n asked me whether was i interested. Since i was working on the event so long now, it is a little heartbreaking for me to drop everything so i accepted but nothing is w/o its cost, the existing working committee for the TT walk out, every single one of them except Cat, Danny, SiewFai and Toma well not forgetting me so 5 of us just have to start all over again from nothing. Anyway as the VChairman i was only asked to supervised the TT coz i know the thing while Carien took care of the rest. Anyway nobody in the committee actually knows dat i'm the new VC so i just act like normal helping out in everything and getting my neck in everything. I still remember when I was asked to give a briefing to the students and some of the committee asked me why am i giving the briefing, when i told them dat i'm the VC all of them were shocked and ask me when i got promoted hahaha.. its been more dat a mth since i'm the VC n still nobody knows bout it hahaha... talk about low profile.

Well not only i was involved in TT i was also involved in the IceBreaking where i was put as a facilitator for the Kiwi group. Well b4 i was even assign a grp i got to know a freshie.. Liz.. hahaha.. she's... well she's noisy.. damn noisy hahah.. we just introduced to each other n we r already fighting hahaha... talking "friendly" hahaha.. anyway, to makes matter worse, Liz was in my team... ^_^"" ... just my luck hahaha... anyway we have a slogan of "Win, win, win... Kiwi win, win, win" haha... which was came up by SC haha... SC was a vry shy girl who seldom talk but we manage to exchange some words hehe... and guess wat, just bout 2 mths back i found out dat liz actually hates it, n she kept on bragging at SC for coming up wif dat slogan hahaha













My Little Team from IceBreaking Jan2005 (during Read My Body Language)














B4 we said good bye


Really enjoy myself leading the team, although they were a bit too pasive... even me as the best freshie of May 2004 wasn't able to bring out their mood... #sigh#














The gang in "Read My Body Language"














Aunty Khoo n her team

Anyway, it was during dat too where windz and gang was the GM for 1 of the games... wtf they purposely wanna make fun of my team where they ask us to do wat the birds did in "Finding Nemo" they wan us to "mine" our way into the game... ><" sigh.... .... ... Then aunty khoo (tis is another game station) did something even worse.. she ask me to sing after MY team WON the event... wat the... how come wining team need to sing ??? But i have to sing coz she's the station master so if i dun do it then we might lose... ARRRRRR... teruk... but still it was fun hahaha...

Yea.. not to forget a quite memoriable event... the time where i was treated a lemon by a freshie... a pretty n fair lady whom i have no idea off... it was coz my so-called-buddies challage me to go to her n ask her for her name and contact number, which i failed hahaha.. damn dat felt bad ... hahaha ... stupid stupid me hahaha...

Oh.. there was also the time where i represented the Ice breaking and talent nite committees and fire at the DSA student event manager. W/o going thru Carien who was the chairman, i represented both the team n fire the manager for poor management, poor coordination, and poor guidelines for event... both Ice Breaking and Talent Nite team was broken coz of her last minute decision to reshuffle the entire Orientation committee from top to bottom.. with dat decision alone a lot of ppl was hurt and many things left undone. All of us made sure dat she heard us out and loud so dat the same thing won't happen again to the next batch of committees.

After Ice Breaking, it was the talent nite. I dunno y i volenter to b the emcee for the event. Well i like emceeing coz i like to talk.. well after the committee walk out we have to rebuild the team from nothing. Well the event was tough... a lot of bumps .. but we pull thru. In the event i saw how danny train up the contestant, how Cat coordinated the things, got to know Camy who later caused ma tonnes of trouble hahaha and a whole lot more. During TT there was a slot where me and annys will interview the contestant, while i was interviewing SC she actually shed tears right in front of me... i still remember when i ask her do she have anything to say to Cat and she said dat she wanted to thank Cat for giving her words of encouragement when she almost given up on the event, then in the back stage cat hugged her and i can see Cat cried too.. Then in the finals when i interview the last two... i accidently put my arm around Camy (who was the HOT dancing queen) and disaster strucked... 99% of the students almost riot coz of dat hahaha... and due to dat i was called... aihhh... dun wanna say la ..ahahaha... still it was for a good caused, at least the students got entertained .. anyway wat is wrong for putting my arm over a girl?? After the talent nite was over... I attended the other faculty Talent nite, at FAM i bump into Connie, wow she's still as stunning as ever... anyway at the FAM talent nite, an incident happen when they suddenly have a power shortage coz they were sharing the same power point for the spot lights and the PA i guess.. it draw too much current dat the fuse trip i think... anyway after the thing, the SoTalk gang, Carien, alxis and a few more went for satay at kajang haha.. it was fun... we ate and chat a long time too hahaha













Me as the Emcee of the event in FES














The SoTalk + FICT + FES gangs in kajang for satay yum yum hehehhe

After the FAM TT, i remember going out wif nightcat to go watch Phantom Of The Opera at Midvalley... damn good movie haha, really loved it and i'm glad dat there is actually some1 else who liked it too if not it'll b a bored move. I remembered dat i actually bump into Mr n Mrs Thum, damn... it'll b hard to explain to them wat am i doin here wif a girl... arrrrr. Then I think is CNY celeb... dat time i went out wif Grn to watch Constantine oso at Midvalley it was nice movie... like the movie.

Let me see... wat happen after CNY... basically nothing much i think.. if not mistaken the next available event was my 22nd bday. It was a wed if not mistaken, in the morning i had a meeting wif all the societies and Ms Sum, it is on the society thing, as on today my UTAR Engineering Society is officially established well wif pro-tem committees of course. Anyway dat night, i remember the gang said to met at 10pm, so i LEFT my hse at 10 and arrived at the place at around 1020... n guess wat happen... NONE of them showed up yet... i was thinking to myself tis guys r hopeless.. aihhh anyway iI got a big suprised Jessie showed up, i was thinking who invited her to come??? Well she did call me bro so i din mind dat she was here just dat who ask her to come??? i was puzzled.... the gang bought a terimisu (izzit the correct spelling??) cake and my dear fren KY push my head into the cake.. in the end 60% of the cake remained on my face... well i dun mind coz i've said dat i'll play by the rules but the thing is dat KY expect me to resist which i didn't so .. hahaha he felt bad after the thing hahaha... but still it was fun...

Bout a mth later i got a big news... my dear fren Mr Pang is actually dating my sis Jessie.. wtf... the fellas actually gang up on them forcing them to admit the thing... and the best part is.. I weren't there!!!! they forced the truth out of them w/o me being there... i missed a good show. I also found out dat they officially started on the 4th, 2 days after my bday... so tis explains wat happen dat night... Mr Pang... u r good .. using me as reason to ask her to come out ... but i dun mind, i feel happy for them too.. well not actually but still i'm happy for them... i just worry bout 2 of them... hahaha...

Well i think i'll end here for now... i still need to rearrange some details b4 i continue hehe.. stay tuned

War .. war ... war!!!!

Did a proud thing today... i actually fought with the Ms. S hahaha... i was so loud dat i think the entire room dun dare to say anything i even slam on the table dun think any student in uni has ever done dat to her b4, luckly i'm not the student rept if not ... well all i could say is dat she's gonna have hell of a time hahaha.. felt good heheh... but no matter wat, it was for a failed caused, in the end, i wasn't able to fight for wat i wan... aihhh... I might won the battle; but i've lost the war.

Feeling frustrated after the meeting wif her... really feel like closing down the society now. How am i suppose to ask ppl to come in the society when i got nothing to give??? She wan us to have some activities but HELLO!!! wake up n smell the roses, the uni is basically a dead town during sept to jan where most of us we either on holi o was in intrnehip how the hell u wan us to have activity?? Ask us do newsletter?? hahah y waste the money, the student dun even read their notes, do u honestly think dat they'll even care about ur newsletter?? U no need a brain to tell u dat. So in the end... i just wanna quit tis damn job, shut down the society and refund the money to my members so dat they won't feel cheated.

She wan tis but dat is now wat student wan so how to do?? I've been talking to my members n asking wat they wan etc, so who knows wat they wan more?? aihhh... talk dun listen, listen dun execute, execute wrongly, know wrong dun change, change wrong again... wat they hell the student affairs can do for the society exco members?? u tell me ....

Wasted 3 precious hours of mine

Today was quite a bz day for me .. having 2 meetings wow.. i really cant stand it. Had the 1st sessionat 9 then another at 2... so basically i hve no time to take my breakfast nor lunch. After the meeting i feel a bit odd as now my society have not more activities. Previously i had a few thing arranged for Feb but now ... well it'll b luckly dat we even have 1... i'm so confused... not to mentioned tired .. life sux

Got a little reminder when i went to lib to return a book from Florence dat the ladies will gonna perform in the canteen today, so ask me to go promote around... and whie Florence told me dat, YK was looking at her with the "i'll-kill-u-4-tis" look. When i said dat i'll b there she have even larger set of eyes haha.. then i went telling her dat i'll even skip class for it just to show support. She became "overwhelmed" haha in fact she keep on tellng me not to show up hahaha...

At 1pm i went to the gents n caught up wif windz... he wanted to walk off not attending lecture .. he went taking me to the canteen when i told him dat there will b a show there. So in the end i still went to canteen to watch the ladies performed although i din plan it... Well the did ok.. vry entertaining... hehe funny too ahahha...

After my 2nd session meeting it was a bit too late for anything ... so CCL and i went to library to do some stuff... I went to print some of my assignment related stuff... then went to continue wif my studies... while waiting for 530 coz KT said dat we'll go do some soldier work awhile hehe (i.e call of duty 2) hehehe . At 515 i msg him asking to confirm the time etc but in the end nothing ... at around 6 i got a call from JS saying dat windz was tired after their badminton session so wanna take a nap will meet us at 7. CCL and i agreed to dat so we went to TBR and had our lunch... i tried my best but i still finish my plate early... at around 7 i got another phone call saying dat windz need another half hr b4 he can arrive... so it'll b 730... when i heard tis i was way over my top... i dun believe this fellas... i went telling ccl dat if it wasn't for him i would have went home n leave them to die.

Went back to the old block to kill time. I was reading my things while ccl slept. We actually spend more dat 1 hr there... At around 820 CCL got fed up and wanted to leave so i give them a call and they ask us to go tbr now. When i saw them all i was able to say was just @#$%^&*%)*&^(... .i can't believe dat they made us waited for 3 bloody hours .. plz... if i were to use dat 3 hrs i would have done a lot of stuff but in the end .. wtf... nothing i really cant stand this fellas... no sense of time .. .shit ... shit shit .

LAter tonight while chatting wif liz and HC i dunno wat happen and i stepped onto their tails and now they wanna boycout me... wah... i dun even noe wat i did wrong if i did then it would still b ok but now ... well if they wanna play it tis way so be it... I'll let them know y i was call the emotionless back in my ol' skool days .. they wanna play boycout.. so i'll play wif them... it't not the 1st time i did something like tis anyway.. I've try to apolize to them but they still wanna continue wif it so fine... let's play ball.. u mess wif the wrong person at a wrong time .. i'm burning up and u still wanna play wif fire izzit.

BW = Fmax - Fmin

Given Fmax = 24 , Fmin >24. Calculate the Bw of this system?

Tis is currently the most difficult i've yet to solve. I din even know how to start calculating hahah... After 3 long months of internship, i'm now back to my uni life. To get things straight out, i need to follow up on the my society, pushing for activities. I've already got members screwin the society for not doing anything for the past year. The prob is dat when we got elected it's almost to the finals so no activities there, later it was the intrnship.. wtf..

Now dat i've planned some activities DSA came to me saying dat some of the activities kenot approve... wahhhhhhh.... been bz preparing for meetings and proposals for events and all Tong is able to say is dat?? Well i dun blame him coz its he cant' approve them.. still .. aihhh

I can't swallow wat he told my bout the camp cant b approved coz it doesn't not goes inline wif the society's constitution... i just told him straightly... Students need to have fun too right?? Student also wanna get to know other ppl rite?? So wat do they intend us as course based society to do??? just do Talks, seminars, exihibition and factory visit ar?? walau if like dat how to attract members to come in?? Use some brain power la ... the officers really eat till blur izzit?? Well if they wan more "technical" related so i'll just add in a knowledge sharing slot in the camp, make it as a outside class activity somehting like a non-formal class la. See how they wanna say.. i'll execute tis damn thing. Ask the manager to talk to me la .. give tis stupid reason.. see i fight o not, tis not the first time i did it so wat .. i dun care, i wanna exercise my rights as society chairman.. dun care a damn bout them.

Really getting worked up on this, i spend my study time to prepare a proposal and now they r telling this .. wahhh.. where won't get angry, my time oso precious leh Wanna reject can just reject ar... i'll fight till the end... it kinda makes me wonder y i din go for student rep election last time hahah... well i glad i din go coz if i did then i might have to carry 2 burden hahah...

Tired tired tired

Wow... jsut the had the best day of my life.. a 10 hour marathon... Started my class at 8am and it was all work ... During lunch hr i've arranged a society meeting, which by most is not very pleasent to everyone but that is the only time dat our advisor is free... so wat the hack... after the meeting at 2, i got another lecture till 4. After 4 have another replacement lecture till6... wahhh 8 - 6 non stop... no break... all i had was bread to keep me alife... wow.. dunno i was able to take it ... hope i dun have to do it again

Felt great coz the society meeting went on smoothly, with a well set agenda and time management, i was able to settle everything in one short.. but everything was just in brief; will have another meeting to get into details

Tmr is bout the same too... after class at 1 have a replacement class till 2 then meeting till 330.. hope it won't drag till 4++ like always.

Y??? I just dun get it

Been having mood swings lately, dunno izzit coz of Hong Y's thing.. well.. hope it'll end soon...

Dad just return from Johor today after visiting my aunt, she's sick, vry sick. This really makes me feel down... she's one of family dat i really feel close to. Dad told me dat she's not had any solid food to her stomach since Nov 27... it's been more dat 6 weeks now. Ytd she had one scoope of white rice and she was so happy dat.. well i could say dat it feel like she struck a gold mine. At night she felt sick, so sick dat she was rushed into hospital. She insist not to stay in hospital, the Dr only give her pain killers and she went home.

According to dad, her small intestine is spoiled, almost like rotting inside her body. Hearing this almost drove tears to my eyes. Dad oso said dat she's been suffering from this pain for the past 10 yrs, but she din tell any1 and keep it to herself until dat time where she was rushed to the hospital and the Dr checked using an endoscope. At the small intestine the scope can't go further so they have to do an operation on her n finally the truth was revealed. If she had went to the doctors earlier then may be, she wouldn't have this problem. She always says dat she wanna see me and my bro get married, dat she wanna cook a big dinner for everyone as she likes cooking for the event etc... but now, she's so weak dat ... ... suddenly feel like going there and see her, but i got my studies and work to do in uni.. well.. Tai mo, please get well soon, i wanna see u for the many, many chinese new year more... ...

I think wif this my mood swings will continue for a bit longer...

A little present

Well i've finally manage to give SC the little late xmas gift i promised, i wonder wat will i get in return hehehe. SC promied me a present if i prepare 1 hehehe. It came a little difficult to actually pass her the thing... i mean previously there we so much thing going on dat ... well.. if i were to give it to her it'll just b worse. Today just my luck i found her alone so i quickly gived it to her.. .#smack myself on the head# i should have put a little message along wif the thing too.. aihhhh .. .stupid stupid me well nvm la ... Just hope she liked it..

Are my co workers crazy?? haha if u r refering to the EVians then

Is Your Coworker Crazy?
CH, your coworker is The Unknown Comic

Hey, have you heard the one about...? Yep, you've heard it. A few times. You're working with the life of the party. From whoopee cushions in the conference room to bawdy email jokes and a never-ending stream of one-liners, this coworker just wants to have fun.If it seems like all too often your colleague is the only one laughing, remind yourself that all work and no play makes for a looooong day. Keeping things light in the office can help make the workday go faster and more enjoyably. After all, laughter is the best medicine. And that's no joke.

Hahaha.. another funny outcome from the test

Steamboat party

Well... windz was saying dat he wanna do a steamboat. It was previously planned to compensate for the amout of unsuccessful plans we made during our 3mths. First we say we wanna go Langkawi which ends up in smoke, then we say wanna do some climbing which end up wit nothing; not forgetting during the 3-day christmas holi where i was told dat we'll met up but in the end only me, windz n meng aihh. Last but not least the little plan of going to Genting whih also ends up with nothing.. LOL this is the best 'airplane'rs i've ever met.

Anyway, I asked windz since Sat saying dat if he needs help then let me know and i'll come by earlier to help him setup stiff and all he said was ok, sure. Then on the faithful day itself i called but he din pick up, then i sms him but no reply, so i called again.. and again he din pick up I was starting to loose hope... Later i got a call from JS asking me to go their place and ask me to pick up CCL too. After picking up CCL i got a call asking to go wait at uni instead, so i went. At uni we waited for more dat an hr for every1 to finally show up. When they did we went for lunch, at 2+ . While eating we were bragging whether can we make it in time and we manage to blabber out us being the "Last-minute-King"

After lunch, all met back at windz house for further planning. When windz went out to do shopping for the food, i was left stranded coz i have no idea wtf can i do there. 1st being not my house then i have no idea wat else can i prepare with so limited resources. They got back the house around 430+ and they start to prepare. The best part is dat it was suppose to start at 6o'clock hahaha. A trival question here, we are suppose to start at 6 but currently at 430+ almost 5, we basically have NOTHING. Do u honestly it is possible to make it in time to start the meal at 6??? U got 5 sec to ans ... .... ...
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Correct, it is virtually humanily next to almost imposibble to get it done by dat time. We still have chicken wings to fry and it is not even properly seasoned yet.

During the round 1 of the preparation, it was the guy team who was doing the work. We were washing n preparing the veges, fixing the stove etc. I ended up saying dat a grp of engineers and we can't make a decent meal for everyone hahahaha, windz replied with a simply replied, we're engineers not cooks hahahahah... wat chaos hahaha well not really chaos but just a bit rush and worried coz nothing is actually prepared. Later WY, Irene n I were asked to go out n do some shopping to get some kitchen utilities to speed things up, went to WY's hse to get the stuff then off to Mr. & Mrs Smith's place, only to get the actual reason y they dun wanna come, they r in th living room and their keys is in their room... locked ... ><" Got back the appartment, bought water n everything n rushed back up.













While the ladies was bz in the kitchen hehehe













Another look at us, loitering around waiting for food

Tis time we were more prepared... but not long after we got home, the kitchen got invaided by Irene's frens and the only remaining person from the initial grp was MC.. she was the commander, she can work wonders in the kitchen.. wow... Well i still try to help all i could in tis round, coz i'm starting to get hungry so the earlier they finish, the earlier i can eat.. I was holding the pan filled with the tom yam soup for so long dat the next time i did it again my right arm was shaking and tis continue for almost the entire night hahaha.. felt like i'm a parkinson hahaha (touchwood) Well in between time i took the camera and start snapping away, the ladies at work, the guys at play hahahahaa... but try to keep myself out of the way so dat i won't b a pest to them (although i think i am one)














All the food #slurrrp# but cant start... coz no soup














The soup is STILL here ar??? walau... i'll die of hunger soon :'(

Alas, at around 1030 we can start hahahah the 6o'clk even can finally start.













Finally the soup and the food are in the right place... wait wait .. not yet... the correct place is in my stomach heheheh. Dig in guys

Most of us were hungry i can tell, but i dare not say it out coz it would b bad but some of us were already complaining, quite loud too. I feel dat they shouldn't coz the ladies were cooking n they din even help so ... .... well its their mouth anyway, nothing i can say bout dat. Anyway although we start but the ladies still finishing up on the chiken and fish but they ask us to start 1st so wat the heck hehehee.. windz and JS took up some food for their lovely other half. I was bz eating hahaha...

Then we clear out our food to prepare for round 2 for the ladies, we put in stuff into the pot and tell them to eat. I was again trigger happy and snap photos of every1 eating, crapping, gaming etc hahaha... wat a way to spend a holiday i would say. With bounch of frens who is on the same channel... nice nice.













The ladies turn to the food after a hard days work

While eating i went to the balcony to have some fresh air n a piece of mind. I really like the night sky especially from somewhere high. The view of the night, the silence.. simply marvelous... really like this kinda feeling... I go out the balcony almost everynight back in penang ... just too bad dat its different here in KL haha. Come to think of it.. its been a week now since i got back from penang... do miss those jokers there hahha.. just remembered i wonder wat was sister sizzling reaction towards my email of wat i remembered bout the EVians haha hope she won't wanna kill me when c me next time hahaha. Hey miss emotion if u reading tis pls update me wilya hehehe thx wo haha













Wat a nice view from here ... haha.. really like the feel... cool, silent... well.. just like it


Well we ate a lot.. especially me, i din even stop, the others was watching Gundam Seed episode 51 which got them glued to the screen. Wow... round after rounds of food haha.. i even did wat i did last time when Pierre treat us to steamboat " I'm full... I'm full" (i was stuffing my mouth when i said dat) hehe... basically it was vry much guys to Gundam and the ladies to the food. The ladies talk n laughed... vry loudly too hahaha... we have to ask them to lower down their voice as it's quite late already.

After meal, its already around 1 if not mistaken coz i din notice the time coz there is no functional clock at his place. We clean up and then went for gaming. Spend around 2 hrs gaming till every1 is half dead when all retire for the night .. or should i say day hahaha .. damn i'm sleepy hahah luckly tuesday is a public holi hehehe

2 Hp missings wat the heck

Wat a day.. 1st chris then CC .. both oso lost their hand phones... chris say she go washroom them missing, dunno how dat happen... CC.. well on CC's case i feel a little responsible..if i were to left the hse earlier then may be, just may be the phone won't got snatched... he was replying a msg near his hse when a bike came n snatched it. It could be some1 from his neighbourhood.

Next time i think i'll keep my phone in my pocket and only bring it out when i'm sure no 1 is watching ... well dunno how he'll handle it la, say going to take EL to go maxis tmr...

Oh ya.. i finally saw where the 10e-3 came from hahaha... i din notice that there is a "m" next to the given value hehehe... dat explains the 10e-3 hahaha i was thinking how come i dunno how to differenciate the damn thing haha. impossible i've grown so stupid

EM ... Solid state.. aihhh... not to mention the uni cheat me

Got a "exciting" news when i was in the office after lunch.. We were suddenly told dat our internship WILL be graded... walau, previously say it won't be graded only PASS/FAIL now say got grade.. lucky i did my report nicely.. but it wasn't perfect coz i got lazy at some point but if know its gonna b graded then no matter how lazy oso do my vry best la... hope can get an A for it.. then my CGPA got chance to see light again ... if not.. aihh... coz of tis almost need to sit it over a cup of tea wif the dean, althought i did spend a lot of time talking to him.. aihh.. not student rep oso like tis already, if i were the student rep then more worse ... so dat decision to not to get involve is the right 1 hehehe

Had the most extruciating class, my dear dr.. can u speak in a different manner ??? u r so monotoneous, n the best part is dat u teach while ur siting down... wtf... aihhhhhh i dunno whether will i b able to survive in ur class... wat to do .. wat to do

Was working on 1 of the eg from the book.. OMG.. after 3 mths i've fogetten how to differentiate ARRRRRRR!!!! any1 know how to differenciate 4 sin 10e6 t ?? how come is not -4 (10e6) cos 10e6 t??? how come it is given as -4 (10e-3) (10e6) cos 10e6 t... where did the 10e-3 come from???!!!! arrrrrrr i wanna cry already ... if tis so simple i oso kenot do then no need to continue already... HELPPPPPP!!!!!!!

Got a miss call from liz, and when i called back all she said was "I'm sorry" which i have no idea wat had happen until i talk to SC it was coz i look damn serious dat it scared them hahaha she worry bout wat happen ytd bout the little joke she pulled on us. While talking to SC, she was saying dat i like to act "wei ta" (mandrine)... well i dunno.. mayb i guess, but it has been a way in me since long long ago. #sigh# its not easy to put up a face dat would make ppl feel at ease. I tend to act like mr invurneable, i dun get hurt, not feel sad and can work 24/7. Seriously, i dunno y.. i jsut do... its not easy to be me ... i oso wanna find some1 to talk to when i'm sad etc but the problem is dat it's almost impossible for me to open my mouth to actually express wat i feel. I would also wanna find some1 dat i can talk to n share my feelings but the fact is, it is not easy... if it were i dun think i would have tis blog lol.. i guess tis is my only space to express my feelings i guess. hahaha...

Got me thinking too y izzit dat we hardly talk when we see each other in uni?? hahaha weird indeed... according to her is dat if she talk to me then the ladies there will start bombardment hahahaah.. dunno dunno dunno hahaha

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I can't pretend i wasn't lonely
Solitude is all i knew
I was so afraid of pain
So afraid to let luv in my life again

U dun have to b an angle
I protect u as u are
Loving u for love own sake
Let me hold ur heart n it'll nvr break

I do understand
A woman n a man
The strength in tenderness
There's a power in luv
U have given me
A vision out to see
I believe luv
Just bcoz of u...

Lyrics from I believe in love from James Ingram and Sally Yeh

just feel like writing it suddenly hahaha... i really like tis song, too bad i dun have it

Frens... #sigh# [feel like changing the title now...]

I'm getting vry irritated by my frens here ... those bugger shouted out my name again.. like wat they did for Ms Yap's lectere, and to make matter worse, i was asked to go to ICT to get the lap top for Dr Yeong so he can start his class... if i drag then the class no need to start already... %(*@^ wif frens like them who needs enemies... aihhh

A funny thing happen in lib... well i was bz wif my things coz i ned to settle quite a lot of unfinished business wif the society since its been sleeping for the past 3 mths, i'm begining to feel sorry to Dr Ng... anyway i was in the ICT printing somehting when i got a call from liz asking me to go down to the 1st floor asap... so i quickly finish up my printing then went down, i din even pack coz she sounds urgent... on the 1st floor... the 1st thing i heard was "here he is" ... ... ... i was dumbfolded... wat just happened here??? only then i know.. they r playing green.. then liz start to twist her words.. wahhh really beh tahan la ... i was laughing away. Later she say she wanna go.. but after awhile she came back .. ?_? wat happen .. wat she wan?? anyway liz still keep up wif her jokes and i was really laughin.. hahha really cant stand tis ladies.. aihhh

ANyway, talk to tzong jye about the camp thing today, dunno how my guys gonna react to it wif the new changes he planned.. hope they'll accept it nicely .. well see how it goes. Went gaming wif the gang later , w/o ccl.. it;s kinda different w/o him.. but wat to do, he neeed to do his report .

Was IMing wif a few frens here ... and i heard of a terrible news from my CCC; its 23.01 on tis faithful day ... a close 2ndary sr of mine... got involved in an accident last wed... now.... he... ... ... he... is ... unable to walk anymore... ... he got a broken spine... i'm greatly shaken by this.... dun talk about feeling.. currently i can't even put on a smile even if u were to tell me dat i won a million dollars...

well some of u might say, "hey look on the bright side, he's still alive" ... .. well if u wanna put it tis way then i got nothing to say but i just can't think of it dat way; i just cant. I know the guy, heart to heart ... wow... there is no words dat could express my feelings now... it feels like a total void here... Last i saw him was in TARC on a career fair, he was working in Genting .. now... tis news.. wow... ... really makes u think, how fragile our body is...

some how i think i'll b a gloomy for the next few days... i think i'll tell bro about tis when he returns later...

End of internship back to skool

Aihhh... Got to know dat i have classes every morning from 8 to 5 ... hahahaha.... almost like last time back at Intel... but the only difference is dat i dun get to scan my badge for morning bread and coffee heheheh.... aihh.. sure miss dat crazy place in the lab hahahaha Oh well, its another chapter in my life anyway so i guess i just have to live wif it rite?

1st day back in uni.. haha..meeting a lot of my ol' classmates again, kinda funny not seeing them for 3 mths... we've basically have spend the entire yr together hahha... now wif everyone of us after attending training i think we have a much more different mindset now, well at least dat's wat i think since we've now seen n learned different stuff but hey... every1 is different rite?

Met the "ladies" again and hahaha.. started the greeting wif some meows which really got HC really irritated hehehe well wat to do 3 mths din c her hehehe.. then i took off her shoes too ahah.. i'm kinda mad hahahahhaahahahahahaha.... fooled around wif YK too

Got a lecturere from India..wow... he's slang.. simply marvelous.. hahah i can hardly catch some of words hahaha... wow... i've heard stories about being taught by an India guy b4 but tis is the 1st time dat i'm actually gonna experience it hahaha.. hope i can catch him in class if not its gonna b a long long long semester ^_^

While waiting for the next lecture, i bumped into Liz hahaha.. well give her a few "greetings" and then i rush to class hehehee.... after lecture she was complining to her grp and i took the advantage to give her a few more "greetings" heheh. I think i still haven't got the EVians virus cleared yet hehehehe....

Anyway mostly the day in uni is kinda slow... mayb coz there is not much classes yet (hopefully is coz if tis) hope dat next week will b better if not i really dunno how i'm gonna pass my day... ... ... well i'll find a way, i always do.

The Leech is back

Well been back in KL for 2 days now... it seems like i'm still having some difficulities adjusting myself hehehe... well i have my dinner around 6++ to 7 but back here my dinner time is around 830+ so its kinda hard hehehe.... I need to keep FIT hahaa.. i'm now FAT, how do u change the view of the A so dat it would look like an I from the sides ?_? hehee i wanna know, any1 willing to share the secret??

Its kinda nice having people ACTUALLY reading my blog hehehe... initially i just wanna use as a my online diary but now hehehe.... thx chien n emotional for supporting hehehe now it would be more exciting when i check on my blog... hehehe btw i think i forgot to share wif u some of the intern's face














Me, SW, SY n EC... the EV's intern :)

Was reading emotional's blog... make me really miss the EVians, well its been 3 whole months there so can't help it dat i start to develop feelings for them rite? Had dinner wif Maz ytd and talk about tis n dat hahh... he almost blurted company secrets hehehehe i should have recoreded it then send to meng chai heheheh well anyway its just for fun la hahaha...

Will start skool tmr... dunno will i b able to cope wif the "new" environment again hahaha.. wish me luck... my aim tis sem, well its like my previously sem, push my CGPA up again... its been falling like our malaysia stocks .. :'(

I'm so confuse...

3 and half months in penang and all i'm able to come up are those little things?? Well actualyl there r just a lot of things i would like to write down in my blog but is just dat .. well some of the things i seem to have forgetten or its too hard to write down... #sigh#..

It's like tis.. on my 1st day i arrive at Pg, at dinner i was't able to order water coz i dunno how to speak hokkien.. tis are the things i wish to write down but some of the things r so vague now.

1st day at intel? Arrive at shinca at 730 just to find to b trap in the rain at the car park's shuttle station... damn intel is SOOO big... well this are the things dat came to mind on my 1st day hehehe.. realyl stupid then.. dunno wat is wat, where is wat etc hahhaha but after bout 1 week there can run already hehehee... but now... i cant even go back there coz i dun have my ID wif me aih...

let me see.. anymore interesting things dat i wanna share... ... well there is the "Jinggle Bell" song dat i sang especially for CS hahaa... Hey MG ur too young to listen to those kinda lyrics :p hehehehe hope they like it hahhaha dat only happen 3 days ago if not mistaken hehehe.

On my last day, well.. its kinda sad. Got to know my team mates so well and now its time to say good bye... sigh.. I actually bring along my eye drop just in case there is a sceen dat need me to cry and i can't find tears hehehe... Anyway had a farewell lunch together at Secret Reciepe just too bad there were no photos , some1 got a camera but forget to bring it out.. aihh... The food was good n filling too, after eating we just sat there and talk... had a few good laughs usually bout MG hehe... dunno y, it seems dat everything dat happens there will always be MG's name on it hahaha.

Bout 240 we went back to office... got there, well basically i just slack there coz there is just nothing left for me to do... i've finished my report, got everything signed for... just dat i've not gotten the company stamp and submit my attendance to payroll. After doing all dat its time to go. At 5 got bro's call saying he's here, i went up to cub coz MG is going to escort me out. Got there took some photos in and around the cub and then around CKT. Gonna miss every1 .. especially Li Shun... she's a funny fren hehehe.. like to disturb her hahahaha, she kept her promise of letting my leech stay on her white board till my last day of internship... will miss her blur blur laughs :) ....

I actually spend another 50 odd mins b4 leaving PG2 coz i know after this dunno when will i b able to come back, o will i even b capable to come back... hahahaha this 14 weeks has been a blast... good food, wonderful environment and excelent company of frens wat more can i ask for

How time flies #sob#...

Little dat i know it, it's been 3 whole months i stayed in penang, away from my family. Well undergoing this internship was fun, i learned tonnes of stuff, met tonnes of ppl and having loads of fun. 1 word... amazing. The team... lol... i'll show u wat they did n u'll be the judge of dat

This was me when i initially join the team













And tis was wat became of me after i went in... (Notice i'm actually wearing the same shirt)















Those guys in EV are monsters i tell ya .. they almost rip me limb to limb hahaha luckly i manage to survive tis ordeal hehehe... wat dat dun kills u only makes u stronger MUAHAHAHAAHa

Well enuf of crap, actually i really do enjoy myself there, had tonnes of fun. My seniors treat me like ... well basically everyone in the team treats everyone like family so i dun have any problem joining them and having fun.

Really wanna thank my "buddy" CS, he thought me tonnes of stuff, gimme a lot of advice and remind me a lot of my childhood stuff, its like anything i know he knows too hahaha vry in sync hehe;
Mazlan: wonderful friend, nvr hessitate to teach ... just a great guy to hang around wif;
MG: a naive looking girl, but dun be fooled by it she will say things like bridges ^o^ .. really like the tone of her voice so really like talking to her
Jason: Next to CS he's the largest joker around. There will always b a talk of shit wif him and MG around hehehehee, have the best impersonation of MG dat will really laugh ur sox off hehe
SL: The dangerous one heheh.. always like it when i give her massage hehee
Juo: Another crappy guy haha... can play a fool like there's no tmr hehe
Zul: well.. another joker dat is always smilling

Tis are jsut a few of my closest seniors in the lab... they r just wonderful to be around wif, can learn a lot from them so i truely cherish their frenship... thx guys.. n girls , hope dat will b able to join all u guys for another round of fun n exciment in the future

Funny, i never felt anything when i left for Pg, i dun miss anyone or anything... at all.. but when its time to return to KL... i just feel... sad, its like the "i dun wanna leave" kinda feeling well there r just too many things dat have happen there dat is really nostalgic to me. The time i spend wif the team and not forgetting my wonderful fren kelly... just feel like dat there's a void in me now whenever i think back on the things i did there... well talk about being emotional...














The EV team
Has, Jason, SL, KJ, Maz, Juo, Zul, SY, BH
MG, Me, Randy, AK, David, CS, Pierre

MIA: SW, EC n Irene

Thx for everything ...