Wednesday, June 27, 2007
A sudden thought
Quick updates
Anyway some recent updates.. Its been almost a month now since i got my car... and i've not wash it yet hahahaa, not to mention i've clocked 1000 KM in 3weeks of driving, imagine 90km a day for 4 days... i'm still wondering whether should i drive my car to work on fri. The highway is a scary place on fridays >.<"
I remember telling a fren that all the sudden i feel like a senior in uni, i nid to support wy wif his projects, then there are juniors asking me about projects but wat i dun understand is how come some of them tend to think that i know a lot?? Do i look like a know-it-all?? I dun mean it in a bad way, its just that i feel that i might not be the best person to answer some questions sometimes, i worry i might bring them to "holland" and i wonder wat makes them think that i'm able to help?? I din know i'm so capable haha.. Ytd some1 added me to his msn and start asking me about projects, i was shocked, where the hell did tis guy got my contact?? My thesis is not even been released, how come he knows that i'm doing robotics?? How do he know i'm doing software?? And how come there are so many robotics projects lately??
At work, i've found out that there is some1 who basically dun quite enjoy my presence... according to her, i those who like to blow-their-own-trumpet type of person o.O?? i mean am i??? huoywoon seems to enjoy my presence.. i'm wacky enuf to make her laugh wif my stupid yet creative lines such as "put ur eyes long long n see" and my "cute and adorable" looks hahaa.. i seems to know how tis feeling arise but all i have to say is that i have my principles to uphold n protect so i'll now bow to her words but at the same time i respect her thoughts... tis is a free country, if i were to be misunderstood for upholding my personal principles then so be it... I'm now learning C++ all over again and its really a killer >.<>.<"
Well thats all from me for now.. suddenly i've ran out of stuff to write about, not to mention i'm kinda sleepy.. its a brain drain to read text book all over again.. sigh~~~
Friday, June 22, 2007
Sleepy~~ I am so sleepy~~
Is there anybody
That can wake me please~~
Sleepy~ I am so sleepy
Working is just so eery
So help me please~~
Ohh sleepy~~~
Today is the 1st day i drive my bike to work tis week and it din turn out good... ytd i went out to the mamak wif Pek n TTL and got home about 1240 which was almost 1hr pass my bed time. As soon as i got home i doze off almost instantiously and b4 long its morning =_=
Was in a dilemma to whether to drive my car o my bike coz its friday and the KL-Seremban highway is going to be flooded wif cars but on the other hand, it is rainy season so the probability of it raining is vry high, in fact the sky was cloudy n dark tis morning.. i came to work wif a grim feeling inside me, praying tat it won't rain. For now, i'm in the comfort of the office waiting for the group meeting at 8 n later my test at 3... sigh~~ test again, i dunno how will i fair tis time; my score should be better since its the same question... aih
Well i better sign off now, my group just arrive n i dun think its good for her to see me blogging in the office hahaha =p
Ciao~~
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Thursday's Random Thoughts
I just have things going into my head , in and out, in and out.. its kinda troublesome sometimes, especially when there r things that u dun like but there is nothing u can do about it.
My latest trouble is actually my grades.. I remember posting saying that i'm glad that i graduated with the grades that i wan, but not exactlythe grades i wan but its the level that i wan. Sometimes i wonder whether the big guy up there likes me o not. I see myself as an achiever, a doer, so i set goals for myself and strive to achieve them regardless wat it takes. In terms of my studies i've set 2 goals and i've achieved them but why does it have to me the margin of my goals?? Y can't it be better than wat i've set?? For my degree i've set my goal of 2nd upper and in the end i got 3.02 =_= ... Y cant it be 3.1 why does it have to be 3.0?? I just dun understand. Does it feels good to achieve ur own personal goal?? Of course but not tis way.. not like tis, if it were a better grades then i would hve feel better coz then it wouldn't look like i'm not serious about my studies; soem of my coursemates hardly studies and their grades is Way WAY WAY~~~ better than me. WAt do i lack in myself that limits me to b better than the oters?? can somebody tell me?? Please~~~
Well its getting late.. its now 741 and i'm suppoer to start work at 730 =p i guess i'll sulk till here for now.. will continue sulking after working hrs =_=
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Where are you~~~???
WAT IS WRONG WIF ME???? o.O??? Where is the gamer in me?? Where are u my gamer-self?? are u lost?? :'(
I really nid to find another passion, else there will be no reason for me to return home, i might as well stay in office n do my work till god know when. I dun wan to be a workaholic, i wanna change my workaholic personality in me. I wanna be like a normal guy-next-door and, go out, hang out, and flirt around.
I'm loosing myself to the cruel world .. please help tis leech.. plllleeeaaassseeeeeeeee~~~~ :'(
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Again???
Anyway went to uni to find uncle ho and to my suprise, i saw sister Song. After some catching up i got to know she is now working in an consulting firm doing electrical stuff which was kinda suprising, i mean we are electronics students... she said that she will b registering wif BEM n later sitting for the professional exam. Well i mean she should her line of job requires her to do so; as for me, i'm bout to give up on my professional exam goal.. but i'm still considering i'll see how it goes b4 making decision.
Not long after i got to WY's hse i got down to business, he dun have much time n yet he is still .. .. well he's still WY, how could he be so steady in time like tis. I really dun understand him if it were me i'll be jumping out of my socks. I try to guide him as much as i could, i just hope that he will not dissapoint me. I dun wan to see him as a 3 generation senior in uni but i could oni do so much.. My lecture to him went a bit long winded.. it drag till bout 4pm b4 we went for our lunch >.< lunch at 4pm.. i was too hungry to move.. we got to Ayer Panas and just as we begin to eat, it rained... it rained cats n dogs, no.. its more like pouring instead of raining. I mean the amount of water that fell to the ground was immense. We just sat there n ate slowly coz we cant go anywhere due to the heavy raing and the place starts to get flooded wif rain water. Whenever i would go find WY it would rain gheeze.. and each time the rain will dragged till late at nite. When the rain died down a little we rush to the car n headed back to WY's place. I got to know Irene moved again, n i was kinda suprised, it was not long ago when we help her to shift hse n now she shifted again.... aih, somethings i'll never understand.
Later that evening, WY got a phone call from a fren.. its adelle. She's in KL n she called WY for a gathering, me on the other hand felt kinda lost, coz i wasn't actually invited but i was so damn hungy.. i haven't had my dinner yet and its 9++ almost 10. We went to met adelle n her fren for err.. supper?? Well its nice to see her again, she haven't changed much jsut that she lost weight. I got to know she's working in Sg. Anyway meeting her tonite brought me to my regret.. i din bring my camera AGAIN!!! missed again... it would be nice to take some photos wif her, we dun see each other often. I think we last saw each other was more than a year ago and i wonder when will we met again next time???
Seeing her again really brought me thinking. We r frens n we oni met by chance the last occasion was oso by chance n later when WY goes back to PG then i'll lose that chance too... I'm really loosing my frens 1 by 1 and there is nothing i can do to change tis. Why is that?? o.O ??Y izzit my closer frens are all from other states, Pg in particular?? Has i brought tis on myself?? Sigh~~~ =_="
Its time to grow up n face the music i guess.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
T.... i.... r....e....dddddd......
When i got home i begin to look for my missing wallet n still i can't find it... i was like WTF~!!! where is it???
Then i look in my car n i found it.. i place it in the drawer ytd after taking out sometings from my wallet hahaah... clumsy me hahahaa. =p
Well i'm too tired to cont.. so adious
Monday, June 11, 2007
Cameron graduation trip 3
From where i left off. We stock up on vegetables n then headed straight for our apartment. As soon as we got there every1 started gettin lazy.. All was laying around doing nothing especially the drivers, KT n JS; they went to take a nap (or should i say sleep) haha.
Caught in the act haha
Well while some were resting, some of us started preparing for tonite's dinner.
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Giap doing the veges
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While i was bz snapping photos hahahaa actually i did help just that no1 came n help take a photo of me :(
And in the end... dinner is served~~~ The calm b4 the storm ATTACK~~!!!!
Later since we still have a lot of leftover soup we decided to settle it wif some round of cards. The loser will drink a bowl of soup.. tis went of for awhile that later all of us was so full we din wanna drink anymore haha. Js wanted to be a gud guy by preparing a small bowl but KT return the favour wif a BIG bowl haha. Classic..
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Cameron graduation trip P2
The shop we had our hakka noodle hehe
The tau fu fa is marvelous as it's really smooth, a must try in Ipoh town, but the milk is nothing special.
White coffee anyone?? lolz
After coffee it was the uphill journey. KT's 22year old Colt has prove the be the stonger beast on the road than JS's 2005 Civic (tis show's the power of manual over automatic gear) KT was flying uphill, since his car is kinda old he nid to maintain its monentum to go uphill. There were some incident where his car got slowed down that it took him awhile to regain the power. So he can't risk losing the power.
We stop halfway for a toilet break n to regroup. We nid to discuss on our activity. We decided to get some vege then go get our apartment to rest.
Phone check???
Cameron shopping
Arriving at Cameron we went to get some vege for tonite's steamboat. We got some corn n lots of vege. 1 stall offer us 12vege for RM10 then the next stall quickly offered 13 for the same price >.<
Plants looks so much betta n fresh in Cameron.. i wonder y @_@ ??
Cameron graduation trip P1
Saturday, June 09, 2007
1:1 ; Good : Bad
B4 the test i was in the bank to apply for a new ATM card since i've lost my previous card, so i din have time for lunch. Then i nid to go n do tis test which was a total mess ... to make it even worse is that my PC is giving my problem agian (my company pc). I kenot run the SST program again, i got tht problem last time, and in the end i changed to another PC n now the same problem occur again, PS was suggesting that it could have been due to my "actions" but i hardly check my personal email at work, and i dun even surf in office. I oni google for infomations; but this is my words against hers where her words r so much louder than mine. To makes matters, while Leslie is helping me to resolve my problems, some how Microsoft give me some problem and my Outlook inbox got deleted which was a shock to me since i got some unread emails. Afte some clicks, somehow i got my emails back when i saw that PS wan us to resit the test again.. :`( I totally give up on that day... and i thought the day sux.
On my way home i stopped by McD to get a cheap burger to supress my hunger and that was a wise choice, as usual the traffic is "magnificant" and most ppl thinks that traffic dun affect motorcyclist but they r all wrong. I mean when cars get jam up, they will find alternatives which usually meant cutting over to the next lane or driving on the emergency lane which basically serves as a motor driveway and not to mention other bikes which flys by just like that, i mean how fast can u go in conditions such as tat? So on that day, it took me 1hr 30mins to arrive at my home which usually takes oni 50mins on normal days.. sigh i can't imagine how would it be like when i start to drive my car to work. I vowed not to drive to work on Fridays and some times monday.. i hate traffic... it wastes time n not to mention the expensive resources, the petrol.
When i thougt the day was bad i got a good news from n unexpected source.. my uni. Our results were released today so i went to check my grades and .... ... ... ... YES~~~ i manage to achieve my goal of an 2nd upper honours. I was a little dissappointed as i did hope to be on the Dean list at least once in my years of study and yet i failed but i'm kinda happy that my goal of a 3.0 is achievable.
So that's its... 1 good vs 1 bad. Wat do u think?? Hv the lord shown me some mercy?? Maybe... may be not.. but who am i to judge, i'm oni human.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
I'm scared~~~
"Since next week is the trial so we will have the assesment test on this friday" (not the exact words but tis is wat it meant anyway)
I was like "WHAT~~!!!! >.< "
Gan (my manager) said it ca be until 22nd June but now... now... arrrrrrrrrr. Then to make matters worse, of the 4 things that we are going to be tested on, i oni know 1 of them.. sigh~~~ I try to study all the other 3 topics today but in the end all i got was a major headache. I nid to study the design specs and the safety regulations which i have no totally no idea wat it is about.
I'm suppose to be studying the notes i brought home but i just dun feel like doing it... i dun wanna study ~~~ i wan play game~~ i wan blog~~ .. wait.. i am blogging hahahaa ; i wan msn chatting.. i wan everything but study~~~!!!! help~~~~!!!! :`(
I heard that PS is a vry detail person and that she likes going deep into stuff.. shit, all i know is just the surface of everthing, will i be able to survive tmr's ordeal??? Will this be the end of the undying Leech??? Am i being too dramatic? may be, but i just feel frustrated, i thoguht skools over but wtf, i still nid to take a test, so cham.
Better go back to my notes now.... :`(
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Tension + scare = mix emotions
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motorbike * accident = ouch
motorbike * rain = ouch
so if i factor out the motorbike thingy
rain = accident = ouch
so i can conclude that rain is as bad as being involved in accident, both r bad for a motorcyclist anyway its like the "guy" up there knows... the rain stopped about <5 mins later haha.. so i ended up in office, in a raincoat which is completly dry haha.
Nothing much actualy happen at work today, just that LS and i got a bit closer to that new girl SMeng who is the jr to Han Yi. Both of them r from nuclear physics so we were joking abuot them making a bomb to blow us up if we mess around wif them hahaha.. kinda funny hahahaa
Just b4 i got pack to come home, i was clearing my email when i notice the email from Gan (my manager) he just reminded us about the assesment and to my suprise, out of the 4 things that i'm gonna be tested on.. ... .. .i oni know 1 of them.. 1/4 that's like 25% and its like a sure fail thing.. GOD~~~!!!! wat am i to do???? help~~!!!! I guess i'm gonna bug leslie tmr hahaha .. try to soak up all i could in tis 2 days since next week it's gonna b a bz bz bz BZ week . going to production again for the next trial run.... plz let it be like tis monday.. smooth sailing all the way.. i'm keeping my fingers crossed >.<
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Its a Cold cold morning~~~~
I hate mornings... today morning is so cold, and the oni logical thing to do is to continue sleeping yet i nid to come to work :s sigh... wasted a good sleep... hopefully i can sneek away early today, i'm kinda sick always doing OT at work, especially when i dun even have work to do hahaa.... i rather go home early n continue my Warhammer 40000: Dark Crusade ^.^ yeaaaaa~~~
Better get back to work b4 someone sees me heheh
Monday, June 04, 2007
Its blogging time
I just got a comment from a little bobdog ytd saying that my recent post is vry work related >.<
Wat do u mean by too work related??? @_@"
Well when come to thing of it.. its kinda work related, coz i've been talking about my work place and my work life recently. To me, its the most related things i could talk about, i mean since i started work.. or should i say, ended my studies, not much exciment happen in my life. Everyday is just wake up - eat - gaming - sleep... but now since i've started work things changed a little... tis reminds me... i still got a post that i've yet to finish, its about my little trip to Cameron, hehe its actually my graduation trip wif the gang but it din went as well as i hope it would, but still... i had a gud time... .... i guess hahaha... anyway will start on that post asap.
Well my lil' bobdog, if ya reading.. let me share wif u something that just happened tis weekend. B4 i more on, i wanna express my regret. I regret that i din wear my specs that saturday, and the other thing is that, i din have my camera ready... sigh..~~~~
Last sunday was KK's bday, and deric n frens planned to celebrate it wif him; but the fact is, it was planned by Chai Ping hahah .. talk about a cheeky suprise hahaha. Anyway i was the uninvited guest there and tis wat wat happen....
I was at Deric's place helping him out wif his progress report which was suppose to due 2 weeks AGO . But my fren there was so relaxed that time that he din even hand in that report. Talk about courage, he sure have guts... ^_^" anyway, i was conned into helping him. Ended up i was telling deric that, whenever he is in deep shit, w/o fail, he will sure to contact me to lend him a hand. WTF~~~!!! since when i become a superhero?? If i'm Superman, could i have some1 else be Lois?? Damn i dun wan to have an episode of BBM.. @_@.
Anyway, the sky started raining and i couldn't go home, soon deric told me that it was KK's bday and he asked me whether do i wanna join them to celeb. Well... ... ... it got me thinking for awhile, i mean we r frens but we were never close frens; if i go would it be appropriate?? Then Deric started wif his brainwash (i couldn't believe i actually fell for it... sigh....) In the end i went wif Deric and... ... it was fun.
We went in a little late, around 1230 (due to some miscalculations), we went to Feeling and the singers there even started a bday song for us (there were another party celebrating bday too haha) . We give KK a suprise and its fun... i mean i've not given any1 a suprise b4 and personally i was nvr a fan of suprises coz each time i get 1, its usually something bad so its kinda a phobia for me hehe... Later we sat down and started chatting. Oh~~ Did i mention there was actually 2 other girls there.. well i dunno how they got to know them but there were Deric's "sisters" (not related wat-so-eva) and their frens. Well both of them are atteactive in their own way. One of them have beautiful eyes, they were BIG and the other.. well, she have some childish feeling around her that makes u really wanna melt haha.. but i guess the attraction factor is their pure heart?? well they r kinda naive in some way, and i guess being naive is a girl's attraction points. i was nvr gud at describing girls haha... i grew up in a all boys environment so dun kill me =p. At the end of the whole ordeal... Deric actually went up stage and performed a song for us hahaha.. well i dunno wat's the title but he did it..
Sometimes i can't help but to wonder... is this the same deric i used to know?? he's no longer the same guy i used to know. He is more confident in himself now, previously he nvr do tis kinda stuff but now.. he can flirt like there is no tmr... sigh~~ seeing him like tis makes me miss my skool dayz.. it makes me feel old.......... ~~~ :`( Oh... tis oso brings me to the reason y i'm kinda upset. i din wear my specs so i my vision that nite was a little blurry hehe.. and i went to a bday celeb without a camera!!! god... the is a bad... i mean there were a lot of magical moment that i missed... ARRRR~~~~~ talk about being unprepared... sigh~~~
Well after Feeling we went for another round.... no its not DotA tis time. We later head up to KK's place for a round of hard liquor. CY brought along a bottle of Absolute Vodka which was vry vry vry strong. CY pass me the cup and ask all of us to the first cup, neat. As soon as that liquid touches my tongue, i felt its power and as i swallow it... my throat was almost like burning. There is oni 1 word to describe wat i went through... Wow. From that glass onwards, i decided not to have it neat again... wtf the thing is so strong that my little ulcer in my mouth actually healed after i woke up (and i hardly slept).
The so-called drunk party was initially between few of us until the girls, noman n nbt came along.We ended up playing card games n the loser is required to drink the vodka. There we were playing card games till morning.. we started around 4+ and we end at around 7. I was so tired that i fell asleep as soon as i game in the final round. Hey gimme a break, i was working the day b4 u know. The card game was fun, seeing retnouc, kk n cy trying their best to pin the girls round after round hahaha.. well it was fun.. a nice memory. But alas, in the end of the whole night, i still hardly know the girls hahaha... mainly coz the girls were bz wif kk n others (they know them best) and i was the alien there... well nvm, i enjoyed the moment, not tie girls anyway hahaha.. and NO i din get drunk tis time, i've learn my lesson and i hold my liquor vry well tis time, i was fit enuf to drive my bike home after it was all over.