Finally its over ...

After a long suffering.. its finally over ... just had my final mid term today and since its over, it felt damn good hahah... i smell freedom today hahaha...

Well wanted to blog few days back but was preparing for the damn mid term.. anyway, i had a talk wif the "Fly" bout 2 days back on something quite personal.. well i'm glad that i'm able to talk to her coz i really wanna hear some constructive stuff for once... i hate that problem... i hate having something on my mind that i'm unable to settle, i hate having problems involving feelings n emotions, i hate myself for having that problem... but after talking to her it did felt better. To advance or to retreat; to hang on or to release... sometimes the answer is not so easy after all... deep down i wanna continue but some part of me is saying that it won't work so just drop it n move on... i dunno... should i ?? could i?? would i?? After our little discussion i've decided to hang on.. giving 1 final go at it after the finals... i think just hanging on is no use, i need to take some initiative n make it work, or at least get an answer because i find it stupid doing wat i'm doing, and waiting or should i say hoping that something will happen. I need to win some battles to gain experience, courage and chances before i move in to the real war. Instead of sitting here admiring the green grass on the other side of the fence, i wanna get myself that green grass. Admiring will only make u sadder as time goes by, so i wanna try get it o die trying.

Anyway... i'll do it slowly coz finals is around the corner and i still got tonnes of stuff waiting for me. Need to get some bricks layed out for the society event, need to finish up Yeong n Niranjan assignment, need to do my presenatation on sat, need to finalize my FYP title and most importantly, i need to ensure that i will score at least an average of a B+ in all my papers this sem if i wanna see a 3.0 again. With my half sick, half broken body, will i be able to accomplish so much?? Well i've done it before so y not do it again..

OH yea... went to the Parlimen ytd.. the trip was fun haha.. i spend my time looking and studying the CCTV system and the sound system in the hall instead of actually understand wat the representative is talking about hahaha... i guess i'm too much being an engineer now. Before going in the Parlimen i made some funny remarks that really turn around everyone haha.. i guess the pratical joker side of me will always remain but the fact is that ppl enjoyed my crazy n most of the time silly n stupid jokes haha...

Hey tis reminds me.. its been bout 2 weeks now since i decided to become Lee once again, so far nothing much had happen... i wonder is CH still hanging on ?? Well i guess he is as die hard as Lee is too hahaha .. i wonder... .... ...

Lee, keep it up!! The world is tough.. but u r as tough if not tougher...