Love

Its another round of random thoughts from the Leech again... today's trigger... the radio.

While i was driving, on my way home, i was listening to the radio and today its talking about some psychological stuff. But wat that strike me to most is the guy who send sms to the host saying that he has admire a girl for 3 years now, although it doesn't make their encounter awkward but it is kinda tiring (i can imagine why). The guy was asking wat should he do.

Well initially i would expect the guest to say something like "Think is she the one and if she is, go tell her" etc... but instead, she begin by saying that while admiring someone, "it is the best time of your life" and i was like o_O" ... well allow me to elobrate... According the the guess, it is the time where "u'll be living in ur own world thinking and imagining how beautiful it is if u were together" and also its when ur "creativity is at its peak, u'll be able to do some marvelous artwork or handicraft, u'll be able to say the most romantic if not sweetest things".

At this point i was kinda convience coz it makes sense. Anyway besides wat she said about tis, it does makes me wonder... should i call the guy stupid or should i call the guy loyal; i mean he's been admiring the girl for 3 years now, 3 long years it takes a lot of determination to actually keep this admiration alive and to go on for so long, its even more marvelous. The point where i wanna call him stupid is, y din he make any move after all this time? Or has he made his move but was rejected and if it was, wat should i call him then?? Idiot?? Y do u still wanna keep this feeling going on even after she said "No" are u aiming for another big NO slamming at ur face again?? U might think she's ur cup of tea; ur angel; but to her u might not even qualify to hold a candle to her. Or maybe, to her u r just a fren, u may be a good good fren but u r still just a fren.

As for the girl... is she dumb or is she cruel?? How could u not notice a guy that has been admiring u for all this time? Is he such a nobody that u hardly notice him? Or did u know about this but u are hoping that he'll forget u and move on if u keep ignoring him? Is he so bad that u can't consider him to be someone else other than a fren to u?

As usual, there are no rights nor wrongs in relationship especially when it comes to admiration. If s/he has no feelings for u, then no matter how long u longed and wait, it just wouldn't happen. U can't blame those people around s/he coz the decision still lie in s/he hands. The oni thing u can say is, "Why am i so stupid to keep admiring s/he even when i know nothing's gonna happen?"

As blind as love could be, its those who fail to see the signal that causes regrets. To the guy.. u might wanna try to tell her ur deepest feelings for her and hope for best coz this is definately not the way.