A tribute to Team Pilot

Taking a break from the dinner and pay a tribute to my buddies in uni... Team Pilot

Its kinda pathetic but i'm actually listining to Eyes On Me by Faye Wong while writing tis post.. its kinda a sad song and seeing i'm composing my pass memories wif my buddies, i kinda feel that i'm having a tear built up.. haha.. worse, now my winamp is playing I Swear by All 4 One.. sigh... my stupid playlist

We've been frens since diploma and it carry through uni. Ernie, Windz, Thin, Deric and i. As time goes by we pick up CCL then Jess. And after our industrial training comes in Meng and KT. Although Meng was our coursemate back in diploma but it seems funny that we hardly talk back then. I guess being coursemates back then doesn't mean that we are close frens haha. Anyway i'm glad that it all changed at uni.

I wanted to put some photos of our previous activities here to remind myself of our frenship journey but most of the photos is in my other hdd and i'm kinda lazy to plug it in haha. Well i try to get some of our memories from my frenster and some of my photo cd.

1st up.. the uni ball.. its not much but its an event tat all of us (most of us) took part.

Then ....
Orientation May 2005. Wat are we pointing ?? We are pointing at the missing Windz... he flew off wif a girl... and we were suppose to be a team.. Girls above frens sigh~~~

Result after running away from the gang... our "ah sou" .. i oso wan a chance like that but... sigh~~ Taken in KLIA, we are seeing KaiYik off to UK. 03062005. It was a gud trip i guess... sigh... it started off bad but it did have a gud ending i presume haha...

Next was actually my little sis 21st bday at Genting, which later went to Ernie's hse for cake..
Fatty crab dinner after final exam.. forgot which semester though...

The next thing i remember would be my industrial trainin... we had some good time there.. going on a penang food trip

Our day off in Seberang Prai... Megamall of penang haha

Celebrating Deric's bday,

What happen next all occur in kl.. too bad i dun have much photos to share .. oni tis.. my last bday celeb wif CCL, Windz and me .. its a belated bday celeb for everyone

And finally... our farewell lunch together 11052007.. The lunch we have together as students in KL from now on, all of us will go our seperate ways. May be years down the line i'll look up tis post and laugh at the stupid times we have together as frens...

Thin, Windz, Ernie, Meng, KT

Jess, Leech, Hikki_Boa, Deric

All the best guys~ may our path cross again in the future. Remember me not, forget me not. Thankyou for being my buddies for the past 6 years, will cherish the gud, bad and ugly times we shared.. Take care everyone

BTW, i'm now listening to I'm a Girl by Kiss... sad sad sad...

Dinner (Part 2)

Well after the feeding frenzy ended i started hunting.. snipping form afar and shotting when my pray least expected it... and in the end, i got scolded for taking un prepared photos of them hahaha.. hey its those photos that brings back the most tresurered and memoriable memories, it is the time where u look like u the most, the most natural look... well sometimes one might not look like an angel but at least that the most natural u.. anyway i dun care, i still carry on shooting and sniping whenever possible.

SK thinks he's vry cool hahhaa in tis pic heheeh, wat to do u think ?? lolz

When he noticed that i've taken tis pic... ... ..

But well, obviously he din hehehe.. sorry SK i did some editing muhahahahaa i can't help it hehe
Well enuf of photo editing, now i wanna dedicate tis few photos to my frens in uni.

Siting down(L - R): Me, Evanne, Walter KJ, Wah, Desmond, Joanne, Justina

Standing (L - R) : EL, FS, YH, TK, KahWai, Keng, HW

This are the guys and gals of the library gang.. when the finals is around the corner, u'll find us there in the library wif our "pik cik" face doing our revision (1 more member is missing, SK, he's the camera man) Now just the guys..
Next up, the moment all been waiting for.. the ladies of EE class of 2007, well some of them din show up.

Not everyone showed up for the dinner, so expect some absentism even from the girls.. but at least some are there hehe.

Let me try to expose all my coursemates here..

Well i've decided to keep my mouth shut, just concentrating on the pictures instead, i mean a picture says a thousand words. I think i'll leave the close ups for later... for now.. that's it hehe

Course Dinner (Part 1)

Well like i was saying in my previous post, my life as an uni student has ended and ytd was our course so-called farewell dinner. I din go there for the food, i just went there for the environment and frens. After this, i doubt there's another such event since all will go our seperate ways n chasing our own goals. Anyway lets begin tis post wif some pictures that i'll keep dearly in my heart and my mind (not to mention my pc hehehe)

First up... my lovely lady frens, Evanne and Justina. The closest girl coursemates in the course. I admit we might not be buddy-close but we are good frens and i seriously do cherish their company, coz they are the only girls i know who speaks english to me... else my english gets rusty hehehe. I remember Evanne was the 1st new girl i got to know in uni and it was thru Dr Lim SJ's assignment (kinda miss him too) ; and Justina... well actually we know each other since diploma but i seems to have forgotten about her coz i was closer to 2 of her other frens if i remember is Stella from materials engineering and.. er.. i forgot(that made me a little "pai sie" i forgot a fren again ^_^") Next up... Ee Liong and TK, who our frenship went from zero to close frens in a manner of 6 months?? lolz.. i din know who ee liong was until last semester during FYP hahaha.. i rubbish, i admit hehehee

Next we went into the restaurant with the idea that its meal time ..

MUAHHAHA Fresh Meat~~!!!

But since the food was not ready @_@. So my fellow generals cook up a strategy and before initializing the attack. TAKE NO PRISONERS~~~!!! Well i meant it literally but hey.. i dun care hahhaah

Well the next thing that happen was a feeding frenzy hahaha.. well it was meal time so i din take much photos until i was full... which did took awhile so keep waiting for updates hehe :p

Its over... all over... muhahahahahhaaha

YES~~!!!! After all these years, its finally over... its all over. No more working till the crack of dawn for assignments, no more doing tonnes and tonnes of tutorial questions, no more pressurised triple boiling notes for midterms, and no more 14hours continous study marathon for finals hahahaha.. its all over~~~!!!!!

I give out a big "yes" after my final paper, marking an end to my years of student-hood i'm glad there is somebody wif me else i would be like an idiot shouting for nothing hahaha..

YES.. a photo just outside the exam venue. Some memories to keep. Like i say previously, going to miss a lot of stuff in uni...

Gonna miss bullying frens...

Yamcha till late late at nite till early morning...

if u notice.. i'm not in there hahhaa

no chit-chatting in class, no going for movies in the afternoon and most importantly, no more gaming till i dunno wat time.. sigh~~~ but hey that's life and i'm prepared for all thats coming.. to all my frens who is reading this... all the best n keep in touch :( its gonna be a bored without u guys (and gals)

Wild wild day

Well its was a gud n nice saturday evening when i got a message from windz asking for a gamin session. I was quick to agree coz i too wanted to play haha.. got to js's place to wait then got a call from CK asking us to get ready for the trip. I was stonned coz i totally forgot about the trip he mentioned. Then JS was saying that CK came alone and was hoping that we could keep him company for the trip to Malacca.

After dinner it was gaming all the way. We started wif a round of C&C3 which end up in tradegy, then we shift to Call of Duty 2 which was fun since everyone was looking for "WashAquarium" ie me, to kill.. it has become a common name in our gaming circle haha. Then we went for the kill.. DotA. The match?? crazy.. we were on a losing streak.. ccl dun dare to attack and he's using chaos knight, me furion, js blood seeker and thin goblin VS windz troll warlord, meng sandking, kt n. weaver and CK luna. It should be a evenly match game but we din make full use of the game advantages, so as a result, my team lost .. with a hell of a margin but it was ok since it was kinda fun. After DotA we went to Stephen Corner for a drink. Where later i fetch ccl home.

Later Js and CK came to fetch me for a late nite supper.. it was 3+ in the morning and we went to Jinjang for the midnite Bak Ku Teh. It taste ok, well according to CK it taste gud but i dun have much comment on that hahaha ... stupid taste bud. While eating it started raining dogs and cats. To my suprise a vry long earthworm fell from the roof (well i assume it did) the thing was soooo long... almost 13 inches, damn. I saw it slowly moving away while i was eating but in the end it got the foot and ended coiled up in the corner.. pity earthworm. At about 5am we left and gone back to js's place. After bath (ck n js) we were on our way to Malacca.

It was crazy... it was 6 in the morning and there was a hell long of a que, but its on the other side. There was an accident mainly due to the rain i guess. The rain din stop at all and it followed us up to Malacca i think. At about 7 i fell asleep and when i woke up i was in Malacca, i oni manage to sleep about 30 mins i think.. at most 50 mins.

CK was blur.. instead of putting in diesel he went to fill in the car with petrol and i was too blur to say anything about it. Lucky he spot his mistake and oni filled in about 3.7L of petrol before mixing the fuel with another 33L of diesel. I remember hearing from TTL that diesel engine with petrol could be vry dangerous coz of the pressure produce by the engine itself and the combustion by the pertol. Anyway we called Tai Lee (ex coursemate) and he came to pick us up and show the way to his house. There Tai Lee went up to the room and came down ah liang... we chit chat a little b4 leaving (they r still sleepy hahaha). So JuMen and us went out for some sight seeing in and around Malacca.

1st stop.. the red house. I took out my camera n start shooting. Its not always i got a chance to just aim n shoot so i ain't gonna waste it. Too bad i'm not gud enuf to capture those gud pic. I'm an entry level cameraman hahaa.. gimme time and i'll brush up on my skills. Let me share some of my shots here.

yup its not even 9am and we r at the red square hahah ... no sleep la, good luck catching us doing the same thing in class hahahhaa

little roundabout and the little windmill near the clock

next stop.. er.. well i dunno wat's its called anyway but we still went up the hill and here we are.. well minus me basically , some1 nid to hold the camera u know

well there is just 1 thing i wanna add.. we spend RM1.20 for 2 hrs parking and in then end we oni spend 20 mins there. $_$ but basicall we were just plain boring, there arent much to do there so we decided to make a move, not to mention ck little urge to "go" .

Went to McDonalds for a quick breakfast, i wasn't hungry but i am a little sleepy #yawn...# so i had another cup of coffee (the 1st cup was at TL's hse, his landlord made it for us) after the meal we went for some sight seeing around town again. Not to waste the chance i snap another picture of the town.

and yes.. i dunno wat is this ship nor wat place it is but i just happen to be there and i took a photo of it.. basically the sight seeing din go as well as any of us would expect. Nothing much to see and do for youngsters like us, we end up looking for a cyber cafe for another round of DotA. To our suprise we are unable to find any around malacca town.. -__- We went all around town but still nothing. We finally decided to give MMU a shot. On our way there, we got a call from TL so it was end of our journey to MMU and its time for LUNCH~~!!!!

We had the fishball-liked chicken rice at a shop at Jonker's street. Accodring to them it is the best but i dun feel any difference, even JS is on the same side wif me on this. We talk about work mostly over lunch, basically asking about each other's job etc.. me n js??? we just kept quiet most of the time.. hey we re still students. Oh ya did i mention that Jumen got promoted. He's in a manageral position now; well we think its a scam i mean he's been stood up but still, its a good position. The company is not vry big but he is still a manager hahaha. The 1st manager of DMH and its Jumen.

After lunch we went to Mahkota Parade and later to this new mall just opposite the road. We got tired of walking in and around Mahkota Parade. There is nothing much to see n do there. Some of the guys manage to fool around wif the sony camera sales girl whom did kinda remind me of Veron, same hair style, same face shape but its not her. Anyway at that new mall, we came across a fashion show. Its on wedding gowns and we just sat there n watch the whole thing.. Just imagine a bunch of guys just sitting there n watchin the show, and none of us is planing for a wedding yet hahahaa... anyway one of the model did catch our eyes not to mention the dress she was wearing do look good, i prefer that dress more over the others.. dunno y but i just feel like it.

yup tis is the best shot i have.. i really need to work on my camera skills.. miss a lot of nice shots

anyway after the show it was time for good bye. CK was tired and so am i, so we exchange good byes n started to go home.. but not before a group photo...



a little candid i took of the guys hehee.... now for the real thing


well its been more than 3 years since i last seen ah liang and tai lee. so its good to have some memories of them ^_^. After tis photo it was the journey home.


North South highway on the Seremban- KL part is a vry deadly region. We saw 1 bus, 1 rexton type jeep, 1 car, 1 taxi and 1 bike got involve in an accident and there were 2 guys being covered wif newspapers.. ugly scene. The jeep got hamburgered and the top of roof got pin down.. we wondered how that happen, and the taxi.. the passanger seat door got twisted 200 odd degrees but the car is scratchless... the bus, got a marks on both the front and back. Amazing accident but dunno how it happened.


NO i did not take photos of the incident coz i din wanna have nightmares looking at it..

Well i guess that's it for my crazy day. Oh not to mention, when i got home it was around 6++ and i din sleep till 1am.. so i was awake for 40 odd hours hahaha.. i'm mad ~~~!!!

Me, my fcuking headache n exam

Today is the first day of my last exam in uni and it turn out to be hell. I got a headache as soon as i woke up and it continued till now (it still hurt as i'm blogging) . Personally i think i did vry poorly in tis paper, can't concentrate during the morning session so din do much revision, and in the exam i was findin it hard to concentrate on wat i'm writing... i'm utterlly speechless now coz .. well it just sux... i was aiming for an "A" for tis paper but after wat had happen i doubt i'll even see a B+.. ARRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~~!!!!!! i nid a bloody "A" to pull up my grades and the following papers is damn tough... i dun wan to watch my 2nd upper to slip away.. i kenot, i must not. Hopefully a miracle would happen and i will get a "A-" else all my effort will be down the drain and so is my hope.

Wat is wrong wif me?? Headache please be gone, i nid to revise my work~~!!!! :'(

my head is killing me~~~!!!!!

make it stop~~~~!!!!

Kelly??

Well the oni reason i could think of doin tis post is coz i was meeting TTL today to basically help him out with his resume. Somewhere into the resume 2 girls came and sat on the next table next to us... both of them caught my eye as they were just in front of me and this one girl really really reminds me of my dear fren Kelly. Same sweet smile and nice hair but the only difference... tis girls smokes.. which almost spoil the impression aih... anyway that reminds me, its been awhile since i contacted kellly... i think i should just sms her jst to ask how she'd doing.

Back to TTL.. i give him a copy of my resume and he basically changed all my details to his. My 3 weeks work, he finish in 3 hours.. WTF... talk about plagarism. And that's not all i even help him with his cover letter for the job appliation.. sigh... i feel so used.. but we are buddies so wat can i say ... that's wat frens are for ... hahaha .. .

Its a SONY

Today is my third time interviewing. In total i've applied 15 jobs + 1 interview from Finisar.... the day started out wif a rush.. I took a wrong turn from dad's place and again another wrong turn that caused me to miss the Seremban Highway... i dunno whether did i got caught for speeding... i was driving 9x on a 90kmh highway.. my day has just started off bad... but i wasn't going to let it interfere wif my interview.

Since i miss the Seremban highway i went through Kajang. I got to the 1st Sony building i saw... it wasn't the Sony i was looking for, so i got some directions from the guards there and was on my way. To the actual building, i parked the car and went in. After bring brought to the waiting room i began to notice that i'm the only Chinese there. The first thing that came to my mind was "This is a tough one". The interview began wif some tests. IQ test, english test and a math test. During the test i notice that the guy sitting next to me were not as strong as i throught he would basically i saw that i'm kind faster than him in the test so i made up some reason to calm myself i guess. After the test we went for our lunch. We started off as a group but as soon as i came out of the gents.. all of them were missing... so i had a lonely lunch in an alien environment. Although their cafeteria looks vry similiar to the PG4 cafeteria but at least they got more variety.

After lunch i went back to the so-called waiting room n waited. Later i was called and it all begin. The interview lasted for about half hour, they asked me about myself, my preference, my job expectations, n tested my knowledge on my IT skills but basically they hardly touched on the technical stuff. The fun part was when they asked me whether am i "attached" and when i said no, they further ask why and was that i have high standards.. feeling that this is meant to be a casual question i just aim and shoot back... i answered
"Well a relationship is not a simple thing, I mean if its a grade i wan for exam i can work hard and i can get it but its not the same case for a relationship. Its a very complicated thing, even more complicated than engineering"
Everyone just laughed when i answered and Mr Gan jsut had to agree with me hahaha

Anyway, after the interview i was asked to wait outside. At which i call bro and chatted on the phone and when i try to enter the inital room again, i found out that the waiting room i was just now wasn't really a waiting room.. its another interview room and i went barging in.. i felt so embrased.. About 10 min later i was ask to go back into to interview room and later... ... ... Mr Gan, the hiring dept manager went throught some details wif me and later asked his peers and b4 i know it... ... Mr Gan said that i was confirmed... and i was like.. "I'm hired???" hahaha .. it went so fast that i dun even know wat happened.

Later i went for the medical check up n collected my offer letter and went straight home.. it was a bit tiring for being out whole day, over panic etc... but i still feel good coz now i do not nid to worry about job... hehe but i nid to worry about my transport n logging... sigh.... well think about it later coz i nid to get my stuff straignt now... till then.. ciaoz

Some quick updates

Well as my ben tan meimei remind me, i've not updated my blog for a long long time, about 2 months now... i remember a lot of fun things that i wanted to write abuot but after so long i've forgotten most of them haha .. other that those i got pictures hehe.. my trusty Camera hahaha. Basically i've oni got AJ's convo and my belated bday celeb, others i can't seems to remember since i dun have photos of those stuff.

Another thing to add is b4 my uncle pass away i did had fun wif the gang, it was during CNY. We met for a short gathering n dinner which was on the 6th day of CNY. HY, 018 and i was early at FP's hse and when FP n Aj arrive things started rolling and then SY came wif the "yu sang" yea.. it was nice. Too bad YF is not around.. kinda miss her, its been more than 5 months since we last saw her... anyway we did lou sang and then went for dinner. Hehe.. felt kinda sorry for sandwich-ing HY hehe.. hahhahaaa

Welcome the HY sandwich

CNY 2007 [22/2/2007]

Then the following day HY, SY n 018. We went to sing kareoke at mid valley.. as usual i've choose my usual routine songs, O-town:All or Nothing, MLTR, but most suprising is there is Innuendo's Belaian Jiwa which really got me excited... and i indeed chose it n sang hehehe. HY was really suprise that i remember all the verse including the spoken part, hey wat can i say i like that song hehehe...

Then next on the list was basically Aj's convo... tis is the 2nd time i've attended his convo. Each time is with a different feeling. The 1st was during dip and now this... how time flys. Anyway gratz Chiun. ^^To my suprise i manage to ran into some of my dip coursemates and 1 of them the group C leader, Tan Chee Weng, he's currently in China working, forgot as wat though hahaha

The next day it was my OB presentation and after the presentation it was my so-called belated bday celeb which was basically Jessie's idea but in the end she n thin din came... so it was just a few of us.. Over dinner i remembered that i promised Windz that i'll make up to him the cake that was not celeberated so i make it a point to put his name on the cake too. After dinner, JS went to get the cake and later we chow it down haha.. it was an ice-cream cake. It was indeed delicious hehe... yummy~~

BoA, Leech n WIndz

Well last year during ccl and my bday both of us had the Sange & Yasha on WY so i dun think it should be anything different tis year hahahaa... Thx guys for the bday celeb... really do cherish it .. thx

There are still things to say but i gotta prep myself for monday's midterm.. Chong KK + Shee YG = Laguna blade + Finger of Death + Dagon hahahaa... god bless me

And 1 more thing.. Hapi Bday to my ben tan meimei Chien hehe

R.I.P Uncle...

Well i've been taking a long holiday during CNY, and i've been in holiday mood so much that i've forgotten to update my blog, well like the title suggest today i just wanna note that today is the funeral of my my uncle. He's from my father's 2nd elder brother and he pass away yesterday 27 Feb 2007 at around 915 - 945 am due to heart attack. I know this because i was talking to my cousin after the prayer service yesterday when my family and i went over to pay our last respect to him.

The news came vry shocking, i was in lecture when my dad called. When he told me the news i was totally shocked.. i mean we just saw him in CNY, he was still well n kicking. Then all the sudden he's gone?? I couldn't believe my ears when i heard it... He suffered from mild stroke some years back but he made a full recovery and now this... well i guess there are just somethings that u can't run away from, anyway uncle.. rest well now, go and enjoy ur time wif other family members... the uncle and grandmother that i've never met, my aunts and grandfather.

Funny.. i never thought that i would actually be sad but in front of him when i pay my last respect.. i honestly do feel sad. Sad from the bottom of my heart. I was not as sad as i was when my aunt pass away last year but i still do feel sad. I guess blood runs deeper than water... anyway today was the funeral service and its all over. Well death its the begining of life so, life goes on.. and as bad tis may seems but please cherish all the people around coz u'll never know wat will happen the next minute.

I got a new toy~~

After waiting for soooo long.. i've finally gotten myself a digital camera hehe.. Now i can go do my stupid trigger-happy stunts and take photos of my frens when they least expect it and later blackmail them MAUHAHAHAAA...

credits to http://www.dpreview.com/

i've always have a thing for photography but i have never got the camera to fool around with. I mean i got a normal camera but if i wanna play around with the pictures it could be costly since film is not cheap so i've finally got this baby.. its my own personal Canon PowerShot S3 IS and it cost me a bundle too... so i'm kinda dry now :'(

"Will take photo for cash" i think this will be my motto for the next few months hahaha

Anyway just wanna share some of my 1st shots

Ppl ask u study u go sleep... aih, no eye see

Next are something more .. more...

Something sweet

Something violent

Well having my soul taken away i guess i'll just do wat a monster should do.. feed on innocent souls MUAHAHAHAHAHAA~~~!!!! poor soul ... NOT!!! hehehe

Something nostalgic... my baby.. the Mobile Security Robot (MSR) but that's not my work.. i'm doing the MCU oni this is my handy work.. then all my program is downloaded into the chip and here we go hehe

Well this should be the first of my more interesting blogs i hope.. wif this baby i now can add in photos to beautify my blog..

Hic... hic~~...

Yesterday was a day of stupidity, was a day of of madness... was the day that i actually know wat it feels like being drunk. I've drunk so much that i actually throw up 3 times before i drop and 4 - 5 times after i woke up... i vomit so much that i got nothing else to vomit sigh~~...

Ytd vinc, kenny, antony, vamp, koak wah, ai ling and i went to vinc's place for a "drunk" party.. initially i was very relectunt to go since i got basically nothing much in common with them anymore, all are working while i'm still studying and we dun exactly click i think so sometimes i'm kinda relectunt to met wif them, but my mum was saying that i should keep in touch wif my buddies so i went wif them.

I got to OngTaiKim and followed koakwah's car to vince new hse in sg buluh was damn far... the total traveling time was about 20 - 30 odd mins from The Curve (which i finally know where the hell is that place). Once we got there, anthony started wif a red wine. The wine was nice but its a bit warm, it'll taste better if it was chilled 1st... anyway that was the first of the evil.

After the wine was down we went to a game, each person take a card n put on his forehead and each take turn to fill the cup wif liqour.. kenny was smart, he KO-ed early so it was down to 6 of us. I was got about 1 and half cup coz round 2 was with 2 cards where the lowest number drink, i shard wif vamp. The reason i was drunk was i tried to help vince and kenny so i did drank a bit more that i should have.. but that din stop me.

Round 3 of the game was a simple game of Dare. Each person was given a card and the one holding King can name a dare to anyone of his/her choice and if u dun wanna do it, u can choose to drink down a can of beer. We did stupid n some repulsive stuff like kissing each other, biting etc .. well it was a crazy nite. We even took some photos of the game.. but i shouted that the photos are for internal circulation oni coz some are really .. well.. not for the eyes of the public hehe.. I din know wat time i was finally down for the count but i remember the last thing i did was vomiting and then i sat on the couch n then i was gone...

In the morning i was awaken by the voices of Ah Wah and AiLing chatting on the mahjong table. As soon as i wake up i went to the toilet to vomit again. Since i got nothing else to vomit, all that came out was water and some juice, i dunno wat it is called in english but its the yellowish juice in ur stomach, each time i vomit i drank a cup of water and then i fell asleep again and when i was awake i went to vomit again... back and forth i vomited 4 - 5 times that morning.. and it was sick... i was so weak after all that ordeal that i can hardly move.

On our way back, i remember that i forgot my specticals so vince U-turn home n got it for me.. which remind me, i nid to drink some essence of chicken to stop my vomiting, i had this vomiting problem once and after consuming the essence of chicken i stop vomiting and with my weak state a bottle of essence of chicken can actually provide me that suppliment i nid. We went to a projet station wif a 7-11. Each of us brought something to eat n drink. After that bottle i feel better being able to drink somehting.. i was dehidrated i can actually feel my lips crack. While we were there we talk a lot of everything, the gud and bads that had been going around them, and all i could do was sit there and listen as most of the stories doesn't involve me in any way. Vince's love life, kenny's working live.. vamp.. well he just sat there like me .. jsut listening.

Late vamp's ride came and we all went off. We got back to Sentul and had chicken noodle, it tasted quite nice too.. may be i was too hungry but it was gud... over there we met ang kean pin too.. it's been awhile since i saw him.. after the meal we went off.. i got home and doze off soon after...

Moral of the story : Drink but dun get drunk.. it not nice

Oh ya.. din i mention that i nid to do my assignment and i'm still a bit beat from ytd hahah.. i'm dead meat tmr hahahahaa

Wednesday Thursday Friday

I was suppose to post this yesterday but i was totally wiped so i din spend time in compiling this post.. what i wish to say is "Welcome to U***" First u ask me to prepare my project to demo to industrial advisor then when we finished preparing for it, u din even glance it.. WTF!!! i skip my class to ensure my MSR work like a charm and u din even come n take a peek at it.. Dr. Tan tried to pull them over but Dr. Lim YS jsut keep on walking fuk it man... all of us prepare our thing nicely so to show to u wat we can and wat we have done but instead u din even show some interest in our effort.. fuk u fuk u fuk u ~~~

The next time u ask for a demo i'll just say that i've took the project apart n fed it to the dogs... !$&%#^*)$!$_($!%)*#)$!^&(%!

Power out = no work = no progress.. sigh~~

Well today has been a ball... i went to uni early to start to prep for my little MSR for tmr's demo until its time for class and around 1110 i went to the gents and when i got back, the whole uni dun have electricity.. all the class got canceled i stayed on just in case the power comes back. The day was sooo bored that i can kill myself...

After lunch we got back to uni and went to the lab... i still can't figure out wat's wrong with the MSR ... i try to debug it but i can't.. sometimes the program runs smoothly and sometimes it doesn't.. going around in its loop again n again.. but lucky the demo is not for LAN or for EAC its for some industrial panels, i so to hear.. so if it don't work as it is suppose to, i'll just bluff myself into the history book like i always do... anyway i still hope the MSR will behave properly tmr.. so help me god

My day

Had a bad day in tutorial today.. i dun get a single thing Dr Chew is trying to teach... and her in-class assignment... i handed in a black piece of paper hahaha.. i must be nuts... and coz of that i got a 1-on-1 lesson by her which brought some senses back to me. Later KT, jess and i went for lunch and after lunch i went to the lib coz for my appointment.

At around 115 i think YTz came and i handed to her the notes i promised. While she was doing her thing i was reading my OB. Somewhere in between we chatted and fooled around a bit. She's a nice gal and frendly too so its nice to be around wif her. Besides fooling around wif her i tried to help her out wif her maths too... and its kinda embraressing coz my maths is really lousy so i can't help her much, i tried to explain to her what i know and what she nided to know the best that i could. Then i went off for my OB tut.

After the tutorial we got into a discussion about the assignment and later i went back to the lib. Well like the flower attract the bees, there is always some1 around her hahaha.. Later she asked me a little about my past which really suprises me, i mean as far as i know, my history in uni should be quite low profile now since i've left the orientation committee for 2 years now but some how she knows something about me... i began to wonder who had leak out this information, never the less i still told her what she wanted to know. Later ChuanXin appeared and all the mystery is resolved.. it was him, he is the only person that had lived thru my past. Well i guess i am who i am so no use killing some1 for tellign the truth haha... anyway i'm no longer that deadly as i was previously since i've been stripped of all my power oops i mean i've been relieved of my positions.

At about dinner time i wanted to had dinner wif her but looking at the sky i decided to have a take out instead, so i just sent her home n went home myself.. that nite was a little lonely, i was eating my dinner alone at home and the sky din rained.. i should have had my dinner wif her, at least i wouldn't be so lonely now .... sigh...

Well enought whining... i betta get back to my work...

Wedding dinner

Well today has been a gud day, today is my cousin's wedding, kelly tang n her sweetheart alfred goh. It has been awhile since i last saw kelly, and her sis ashley; they've been in australia for a number of years now and i cant remember i the last time i saw them so it was wonderful to see them again.

The day din started well actually, we were almost late for morning ceremony. We arrived at the same time as the bridegroom and we were suppose to be in the bride's house earlier than that... so its kinda odd for us coming in late. Lucky they open to door for us. The ceremony went well, and it was funny how it went, i dunno wat they call it in english but the wedding lady (serious i dunno wat is the word in english) she was good, she was saying the most perfect things and it sounded so good. Everyone enjoyed her... Everyone of the family drank the "tea" from the newly weds (it is chinese custom) and alfred is so gud, i like him already althought tis is the 2nd time i saw him, the first was way way back which i forgot when haha.

Later while having breakfast, Lynn was being disgusting by saying all those disgusting things to me, i dun mind coz i did some sort brought it haha.. it was funny how we played, i mean althought we were family i weren't that close to her when i was still young and we only got close later on, so today i really enjoyed fooling around with her. Its nice being in a family. Later we went to the bridegroom's place and then all my uncle came to my house and chatted awhile.

Next it was dinner time, we arrive at the restaurant on time but as usualy, not more than 10% arrived yet.. its kinda funny how malaysian chinese are always late... i wonder could i start earlier without them next time when its my turn.. i hate waiting for ppl... just hate it. Anyway as soon as the dinner started, it was fun.. Lynn, Ashley and Yin Yi sat with us and it really felt like family. The fun started again when it was time to toast the new weds. Ivan, me n bro was really into it, we went around the family tables and give the very best, raising our voice n prolongin the toast.. it was really fun... hahaa what can i say family is the best...

Well i'll try to get some photos of the wedding n post it here later.. so to those who r intrested do keep login in ok hahah... ttfn

The ol' days in uni

Today was my faculty's talent nite, it is like a talent show where contestant will go up n perform.. since tis would be my last talent nite show that i'll be attendin in uni it did brought back some memories. It was in talent nite where Ram (the student affairs officer) discover me n brought me up to the position of Orientation Committee VChair thus begin my little legacy in my faculty... but all that remains now is just a memory of yesteryears n sweet incidents. The name of CH Lee has been removed from all existance in the faculty and now i'm just a nobody in uni. After studying OB i wonder am i those type of person that seek continous sense of respect and recognisation from people? because i've pass on my position in all uni activities i do feel a void in my life now... maybe my frens are right, may be i really do nid to get a ... ... life haha.. all this while my life has been basically revolving around my work, and now i've pass down the candle it seems so empty. Well may be i should just concentrate on my studies n make the very best that i can be this sem as a compensation to myself for the past 2 years for my under achievement.

Anyway, back to the talent nite, it has been wonderful. It made me feel like a kid again.. it brought back the memories of me being back in MBS where i would just shout n make noise to my heart content in an event. As i was sitting wif KK and gang, we really clicked.. we were the noisiest gang of students there. I forgot how good it felt to shout like a madman again... and now i really feel like i'm in peace wif myself.. all those long bottled up stress has been all shouted out... haha.. thx guys... u've did me a wonderful favour.

The show?? well the contestant did manage to spoil 2 of my favourite song so its not too much of an enjoyment haha... but i still like it coz i did manage to get to know a new fren, pei ling, i think not forgetting that fren KK brought, althought i din get the name but its ok, haha and the show .. well it did felt as great as the shows in the previous years haha.. may be i'm just trying to keep a wonderful memory of my past.

The end of FYP cont..

Just remembered that i got something i wish to add to that little title... after all these time working on the robot it feels nice that finally i can take a break awhile... but this is not wat i wish to say.

On sat, after my presentation, i actually have urge.. an urge to hug some1 and shout till my heart content.. i mean its been a moody, stressful n hectic month. Since its all over i really wanna let got a big sigh so i was seriously looking for some1 that i could swing my arm around to.. but too bad, i got none... to give some1 special a big hug n let it all out, it should feel wonderful but i guess i'll never know.

Anyway currently i'm still working on the robot but its to refine the thing, if i'm able to get it to function as wat i hope it would then i would call Shee to take a look at it again.

My little baby (front view)

Here it is again, tis time fully "dressed" look complex??

The end of FYP

After months n months of slaving myself away today its over... all over. Today mark the end of FYP oso my oral presentation . Ytd was the demo of our work and well basically the thing is not working as well as i wish to be.. there r still some bugs left undone and if oni i have more time then it will be flawless... Time... the oni element that i dun have, that i kenot control, that has killed me.

The group was in total choas, work was not done properly, there was a lot of finger pointing and much much more... wat can i say, i agreed to work wif a bunch of ppl that i thought is capable of handling themselves and i guess i was wrong. If i knew that it would come to this i would have took shee's offer to do a new title under him and work SOLO .

The damn thing is oni completed on wednesday 10pm and i nid to demo the damn thing on fri 2pm.. i only got thursday to debug my program.. 1 day to do wat ppl would nid 1 week or 1 month to accomplish, do u think i can do it? Please .. i'm oni human i have been so tense lately dat i can hardly keep my emotions stable. I still tried my best to get the thing i wan but its not complete.. the program is still buggy yet i went through wif it n demo it to my supervisors n moderators.

Overally my moderators were hapi wif the results except my supervisor... he saw through my bug and i got a scolding from him... i mean come on, wat do u expect from a 1 day work.. but no matter wat i can or may say, it is still my own fault so i guess i just have to pay the price on this. Through this time i've learn to be more indepedent and i should, group work can reduce work load but it also increases the probability of error and a whole lot more stuff dat i couldn't begin to explain.

Through this project i've seen the true nature of a lot of my frens and it scares me. People dat i thought i knew aren't really the person i thought i knew them to be. Plagirism, lack of backbone n commitment are among the things dat really suprises me. Not forgetting that i've really tested myself again this time. I've push myself to another limit, i can take more stress and process more stuff now because i've found out my limit... the limit where i would snap..

Finally i wish to say that the oral presentation went much more better that i expected and after wat shee told francis, i was lucky Dr N stood up for me else i might really get it from him.. so all the best to me, hopefully i would get the grades that i hope i would get.

Leech scared???

Well tis is the time to be pathetic again.. all my life i've spoke in front of so many people and even screwing 400 people wif the F word but now i'm here unable to practice for my oral presentation... wat is this man? u can screw the world wif the F word n now u can't read from the slides?? hahaha .. well i guess i'm not gud in readin, i'm more of the think-and-say kinda person, i hate scripts n i hate to rehearse. I usually calm during the actual event but i dunno whether can i pull this off again coz i'm really nervous. Partly coz the damn robot is not complete and partly is coz of this presentation hahaha.. god...

Actually send out some sms-es asking for words of encouragement from some of my frens, well it kinda work i guess... I think i'll try this script thingy, write down wat i wish to say even though it is all in the slides, i nid to arrange my words so i dun sound unorganized... I still got time... 1 more week for me to get prepared so y worry rite??

Man has nothing to fear but fear itself.... be confident in urself ^_^

No rest. No mercy. No matter what

This is actually the flavour text from Akroma, Angel of Wraith from the MTG: Legions deck and it seems to suit my mood recently. I've been vry cold lately, not just cold, i'm totally emotionless that my glaze spells fear. I can concentrate better too. This is the feeling i've been looking for, this is the feeling that i wanted to have when i was doing my FYP last 2 months, this is who i was back in my days of secondary.. this is Lee. This feeling feels so comfortable, its like a old fren that u've not seen in a lifetime. I dunno wat cause me to turn but i glad i did. Based on the time frame that we have, i have to work twice as fast to finish all our project. 1 is bz preparing for presentation, 1 is utterly unbearable leaving oni me n ccl. I wasn't able to help him a lot coz he got his stubburness too.. He jsut dun wanna draw out his plans so dat i can help.. so wat can i say. I just do wat i can n should do oni. Anyway i dunno izzit coz i've become dat cold-blooded SOB i used to, but i'm totally spent each day i got home after uni. jz spend... i still nid to hang on till 27th where by then i should be free, well should... hahah.. nitez

Random thought

Well frankly i dun have much to write here.. i should be working on editing my thesis since i SHOULD be submitting it tis sat (which is tmr hehehe) but my supervisor gip us permission to submit it on monday BUT it must be early in the morning. So i plan to use my weekend to edit it nicely n add in watever i think i should. I still nid a photo of my robot... but i really doubt it'll be up my tmr... god help me ~~~ The robot is not up, should i b blamed?? I seriously dunno, i'm oni responsible in the development of the brain rite??? then how come its like i'm responsible too?? maybe if i had follow up it tis wouldn't had happen.. well may be ..

Betta get back to my editing work.. just feelin kinda bored so login n read emotionalistic's blog haha, kinda like her blog since it has pictures.. i wonder if that's the reason her blog has more reader n comments, unlike mine... :"(

New yr countdown??

Well ytd Vincent n gang call me out to their den... well they hang out there a lot so i guess its oni natural to call it their den.. Neway the place is called "Xiao shu" i dunno wat's the name in english, its in Genting Klang. They've been visiting that place since it open so they r the regulars there... The owner is a guy called Max whom i still wonder is he like Vik, a Chindian? Well no racesism here.. He was singing n there was a girl who requested to sing wif him n boy the girl is so sweet, u'll die of diabeties... she pretty, n her voice is so .. so.. cute haha.. i would equate her wif Irene if i do say so myself hahah... well they say "tomolo i'll marry u" by david tao n jolin and it was nice.. hehe gud harmonics.

After the nite was though, max was asking the gang to go wif him to countdown n to accompany him to fetch his sis in KLIA, i was ok wif the idea n so is kenny but it just seems dat vincent is not vry keen to it.. i dunno y n i dun think i'll ever will... there was some cold moment as i dunno wat to do o say to them, well i oni drive a EX5 while they r driving a car so there is just no place for me to voice my opinion.. The situation was a bit cold if not intense, no count down, no shouting, no fireworks.. basically no nothing... we have to create our own mood by saying crazy things like "i've been sitting here for 1 whole year" etc... After some debate between us n between us n max some how some way vince agreed to go. Oh did i mention i got a peep into her purse n notice she's in TARC haha.. well dat's all i wasn't able to get her name coz i wasn't wearing my specs n the lighting was a bit dim..

Well the story was a bit like tis; while waiting for the others, suddenly Max miscount heads and there wasn't enuf seats to go wif the amount of heads. Well i was in Max's car so he can't carry 1 more coz he needed the place for his sis n her luggage, so he called Vince to help pick up 1 up guy. Vince complain dat his car dun have much space too and after some "this n that" the phone was passed to me n Vince asked me.. well do i mind not going, well previously i did volentere not to go but it was Max who insisted dat no1 should be left out so i agreed to leave.. i think Max dun feel gud having to have to sacrifice myself but i was ok i guess, since i'm not vry close to any of them other dat Vince n Kenny.... so dat's it.. dat's how i celeb my new yr eve.

Not a vry gud eve celeb but is better dat my usual count down.. usually i would countdown while playing game hahaha .. at least tis year there r some human faces to go around...

2007, a new begining

Well another year has pass... adding another year of experience to my book. Like most ppl, i've gen a thought about my new year resolution and frankly it is until i pop this question to Camy dat i actually given it some thought, hey i'm a pathetic guy, wat can i say...

Anyway i think my new year resolution would be :

1. Graduate!!!! Else u can kiss the others gudbye

2. Land a gud job dat i'll like

3. Be more human n get a life

4. Get lucky wif the ladies?? hehehe (a guy can hope rite?)

5. ???

Well simple things dat i wish to do tis year ... no 5 ?? well can't think of any but i'm sure there's a no. 5.. or 6, or 7 blah blah blah... Sometimes i wonder y cant i be more .. er... wat's the word... relax?? well i dunno... i mean i'm the kinda of ppl who besides working, i dunno how to have fun.. am i so bored?? sigh... well hope i can change dat in me tis year hehe.. n HAPI NEW YEAR!!!

"Can u finish it by today?"

This is something that i could never anticipate coming from someone like him... I'm currently helping him to complete something that SHOULD been HIS work, but in the end... W and i nid to assist him to finish it. He overbudget, then y should i absorb his mistake?? If its something we should nid and its the right part then if its out of budget then go ahead, use mine... but how come i should absorb his mistake?? i kenot understand, i kenot accept, i just kenot .... Now helping him he is making such comment as if its our duty to do it.. SHIT man...

Do u honestly think i care a damn about u now?? All of use are gated coz of ur slow response n low efficency in executing task. Y cant u stand up n face the music??

Y dun u wan take responsibility for ur own things if not ur own actions??

WHY!!!!!!????

I can't help to think wat did i do wrong?? Because of this damn project, i've been screwed by Windz, quarrel wif Boa and raised my voice at Bliz... all for nothing. How come i end up in this mess?? I was a star when it comes to written assignment n other work but this time... i'm nothing but a beat up dog. I got about 8 days to complete my thesis but i'm still drafting it and the thing is, i cant think of anything to write the thesis today coz my mood now is damn unstable. Windz i'm sorry dat i've doubted u in the first place...

I've said this once n i'll say it again... ... God, give me strength, will power n determination to finish this project. Now i have to work 200% to finish the damn thing...

I can't take it anymore~~!!!

Hv u ever wonder just how far u can force urself to go before breaking down ? Have u ever give a thought of how fragile faith could be? Have u ever wonder how well u know some1 b4 seeing they r just not the person who u give them credit for?? Have u ever wonder how a drowning victim would feel just b4 they reach their end?

Before the day is thru all i wanted to write about is wat a bad day it had been today but in the end, i changed my mind... Got to know something dat had been less than encouraging from a fren (althought is nothing but it really brought down some mood)... Then was the power outage in the lab which wipe out my codes, all i left with is my Hex codes... Then the 68HC11 is finally up, now i nid to choose between the HC11 n the PIC which is a little hard to choose since i've done so much on both chips. Not forgetting the constant help request that i'm getting, god damn it, if i got time to spend to assist some1, i might has well use it for my own project, rite? Well all these stuff above can really bring u down but it was wat happen later when i was in windz place dat really got me thinking, "Wat sh*t have i got myself into??" Although i've got this problem popping in n out of my head a lot since the past month but today really gotten me to crack. Bliz was saying dat i got myself some bad company which i really can't help agreeing...

Well as of today i got about 18 days before the big day... i nid to submit my thesis. But as of today, my project is still less dat 50% complete. Yup, no kidding is LESS THAN 50% hahaha... wat can i say?? wat can i do?? wat hv i done wrong? If the task assigned is so simple then how come nothing is completed till today? Y do you nid keep dragging?? Y can't u make decision??? Y can't u come up wif solution to YOUR own problem??!!! Everyone is looking at me for answers but there is just no answers from me.. i'm only responsible for the brain of the project, like wat dabao said.. If we were to built a Power Ranger Zord, i'm just the control room, the bird.. wat else can i do??? I'm doing all i could for my part so that the project will go on well.. But you... do u nid me to take control n finish the this for u??

The once invinsible Leech is now being brought down by bad company hahaha... MUAHAHA~~~ the bigger u are, the harder u fall. I should have taken Shee's advice n bail when i still could, at least then i might be able to do something on my own n i might actually have finish my damn thing... hahhahaahahahaha~~~ i work better when i'm on my own at least i'm able to control all the factors but now...

To whomever that might read this post, if its not too much of a problem please leave some words of encouragement coz right now i'm really in need of some... Low confidence n moral.

Jz call me Mr. Assembly

Well, so far most of my peers has start to know me as mr assembly.. not oni has i produce my motorola code, i've produce my PIC codes too. I've done both the assembly and using the PBasic Pro version.. now jess ask me to teach her the Atmel codes too... according to the notes she have, it is said dat the Atmel codes are similiar wif the Intel codes, if i were to teach her about the Atmel assembly codes then i might start speaking to people in assembly instead of English hahah..... i'm going crazy!!!

The end is near...

Well.. after been missing from blogspot for so long, i would expect the 1st thing i might actually blog about would be somethng nice n sweet but on the contrary it isn't. Let me see.. today is the 28th of November, i still have 24 days to complete my final year thesis and with 24 days left one would assume that the things would be about 90% completed right?? mUAHAHAHHA.. if it was i would be blogging about something else.. i've really allied myself wif the wrong group this time, i just coudn't believe that after more that 6 months since the project begin, till now i still have nothing... WHY!!!! wat have i done to deserved this???

My personal progress has reached 65% since all i nid to do now is to test my program n do some debugging, that is dispite all the mishap i had of NOT having the adapter to program my chip. I've took the initiative to learn a new chip and i've even finish dat set of program. U see i started using the MC68HC11 which was a microprocessor dat we've learned in uni and when i actaully use it, there was no programmer dat i could use to program the chip so the uni nid to buy the adapter to use wif the universal programmer, so i waited n waited n waited n waited which brought me to come up wif a backup plan.. use a PIC chip so i spend some time to learn up the assembly codes (actually just 2 days) n produce a whole new set.

When the adapter came, no1 in the uni know how to use it so we asked the supplier to come to teach us and it ended wif more dissappointment.. we still can't program the damn chip.. so i made up my mind to switch to PIC. Tien Kai keep on asking me to learn the PBasic Pro so i did.. and after 3 days, i produce ANOTHER set of codes which brought me to 3 sets of coding...

A miracle happened.. choong en happen to found out wat was wrong wif the programmer and now we can program our chip hahah ^^ yippie... but my happiness was short lived... after 2 WHOLE months my group has yet to produce the hardware for me to test my program. I've finished n finalize my 6811 codes since a month ago and yet the guys have not gimme a hardware... now we r down to 24 days....

Well i can't blame everyone, just that one of the member has yet to show me anything concrete that i can use which is really... REALLY ... REALLY got me worried... the power supply n the whole motor drive system is not up yet... and we oni got 24 days.. brother... i still nid to debug the system after integration but now all i got is just plain air to integrate my program wif...

HAHAHAHA... MUAHAHAHAHAH.... god... please have mercy on my soul... i can slowly but surely see my FYP "A" flying away from me... could this be the end for my 2nd upper??? .... i dun dare to think... all i can do now is to produce wat i could n hopefully i can make it in time... Lee.. hang on in there... when the going get tough, u get tougher.. u can n u MUST do it...