Today is the day where my aunt is going to be cremated... everyone was there around 9+ and after some final rounds of prayers and some last words, she was brought to the cremation center. Along the way its kinda sad, seeing my cousins crying as they walk the final mile with their beloved mother... as a member of the family, we were excluded in this tradition and while walkin i can't help feeling sad too... In my mind the whole time was just the same old words, "Rest well now aunt... ur sufferin is over" it went on over n over n over again in my head... ain't there anything else dat i wanna say to her before she's cremated?? Guess i had a mind block then... Anyway.. its all over now... the ceremony, the tears... everything ... life goes on as usual. Me back to my assignments n studies and my cousins back to work and my nephews go back to skool...
Aih.....
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Saturday, March 11, 2006
My feelings n emotions
Tis week has kinda hard one for me, having a few of my frens calling me up n telling me how frustrated, sad and heartbroken they are with me borrowing them my ear, listening to their sorrow accepting their tears... it got me down too as i was feeling for them as well. Then later i found out dat my aunt pass away. Sometimes our life is just like a random signal waveform, like my lecturer say in class,
"For an information signal to be useful, it has to be random. If u r able to predict the waveform then it wouldn't be a useful information signal."
(hey i'm an engineering student aren't i) and in a signal there r always peaks and valleys, sometimes when u think dat u've reaced the max/min point... there's another higher point and that is life, unknown, unpredictable and unbelievable.
I'm kinda jealous dat my frens have some1 to call n talk to; even the person is me. In a sense i'm happy since they choose me as their medium to release all their hard kept secrets, coz tis means dat i've have earn a certain level of trust in their life and has proven dat i'm a good fren. Sometimes i feel like i'm a big sponge, able to absorb a lot of things. Wait... sponge might not b the best example since the things i know are their secrets so i have to keep them well lock up within me. The more secrets i keep the more pressure i feel.. coz i need to be more alert on the things i say in from of everyone else but i dun mind coz having the feeling dat u've earn ur fren's trust means a lot to me and i like dat feeling.
Anyway today's post is not about keeping secrets or about being a sponge.... ... ... ... Like i say, lately has been a tough week for me. Had a few sleepless nights, have tonnes of homework piled up, test, mid-terms, assignments, #blah blah blah#, etc... I'm the type of person that dun feel tired as long as my mind is strong and remain focus but having all tis negetive things happenning around me lately has really make me lose focus... thus.. i'm bloody tired n weak; physically, mentally and emotionally (hey tis is new haha, nvr know dat i have emotions).
Like i say, i've jealous dat my frens have some1 to talk to when they r down but wat about me? Do i have some1 dat i can speak my mind, heart and soul to?? Frankly... I dun think i have one. Despite dat i've start to believe in frenship, i've not start to believe in ppl when it comes to my personal issues. Always keeping things to myself sometimes drives me up the wall. Yea.. i got frens like SC, Liz, HC, then i got my "sisters" and the gang that i can share my thoughts with adn willing to listen to me; but the fact is that i can't... i cant make myself to open my mouth n start to spill the beans to them. Is not that i wanna act macho, that i'm invincible n immune or anything nor that i dun trust them but... well the only reason that i can come up with is that, they r just my frens and i dun like to trouble my frens with my problems. I got a good lecture from SC bout tis b4,
"That frens are there for u to share ur problems, and by doing wat i'm do i'm not treating ppl around me fairly. I dun have to be the listener all the time, always being there for them when they need me but has never open myself for them when i need a hearing ear, never go to them when i 'm down. It is just plain selfish of me to do that."
So i've learn to take her advice to open up to others but there is a limit to wat i'm able to convience myself to talk about, and the things r just a tip of the iceberg compare to what i have inside.
Sometimes when everything starts to go wrong and problems start to pile up, i start to go hay wire and it makes me really frustrated, sad n unhappy. During those time i really wanna find some1 that i can spill eveything to. Making me sometimes vry desprate to find another half that i could throw myself to, throw all my feelings, my emotions, my burden, and everything else that i've been carrying around wif me for all these years. My frens have been bugging me bout tis but... like i always say, u choose person that u wish to be with, it's the same for there other side. Is not that u like the person and that person will sure to like u too. You might think dat she's ur miss right, but she thinks otherwise... wat can u do then? Sometimes to make matter worse, she might be in love or like some1 else... then wat can u do?? I too wish to find some1 to call my own, some1 that i can luv, some1 that loves me, some1 that can be there when i need her the most ... ... the list goes on, but the fact is ... is not easy. I was never good in feelings n emotions since i've lost touch with them for quite a number of years so sometimes i dunno have i really fallen for some1, but if i do, i really do hope dat she feels the same for me too.
May be is for these reasons i start to take up blogging. Writting everything here, where ppl that i know, i dun know or those i might know might or might not read. Sometimes writing down ur problem IS easier that saying them out althought by saying it out u feel better awhole lot faster and having a voice to listen to is really nice. To me, the best thing any fren can do for u is to be there n listen to you when u got something to say especially when u r feeling down in the dumpster. I know i'm capable of doin it for all my frens but will there b that 'some1' dat can do the same for me?? Only time can tell...
"For an information signal to be useful, it has to be random. If u r able to predict the waveform then it wouldn't be a useful information signal."
(hey i'm an engineering student aren't i) and in a signal there r always peaks and valleys, sometimes when u think dat u've reaced the max/min point... there's another higher point and that is life, unknown, unpredictable and unbelievable.
I'm kinda jealous dat my frens have some1 to call n talk to; even the person is me. In a sense i'm happy since they choose me as their medium to release all their hard kept secrets, coz tis means dat i've have earn a certain level of trust in their life and has proven dat i'm a good fren. Sometimes i feel like i'm a big sponge, able to absorb a lot of things. Wait... sponge might not b the best example since the things i know are their secrets so i have to keep them well lock up within me. The more secrets i keep the more pressure i feel.. coz i need to be more alert on the things i say in from of everyone else but i dun mind coz having the feeling dat u've earn ur fren's trust means a lot to me and i like dat feeling.
Anyway today's post is not about keeping secrets or about being a sponge.... ... ... ... Like i say, lately has been a tough week for me. Had a few sleepless nights, have tonnes of homework piled up, test, mid-terms, assignments, #blah blah blah#, etc... I'm the type of person that dun feel tired as long as my mind is strong and remain focus but having all tis negetive things happenning around me lately has really make me lose focus... thus.. i'm bloody tired n weak; physically, mentally and emotionally (hey tis is new haha, nvr know dat i have emotions).
Like i say, i've jealous dat my frens have some1 to talk to when they r down but wat about me? Do i have some1 dat i can speak my mind, heart and soul to?? Frankly... I dun think i have one. Despite dat i've start to believe in frenship, i've not start to believe in ppl when it comes to my personal issues. Always keeping things to myself sometimes drives me up the wall. Yea.. i got frens like SC, Liz, HC, then i got my "sisters" and the gang that i can share my thoughts with adn willing to listen to me; but the fact is that i can't... i cant make myself to open my mouth n start to spill the beans to them. Is not that i wanna act macho, that i'm invincible n immune or anything nor that i dun trust them but... well the only reason that i can come up with is that, they r just my frens and i dun like to trouble my frens with my problems. I got a good lecture from SC bout tis b4,
"That frens are there for u to share ur problems, and by doing wat i'm do i'm not treating ppl around me fairly. I dun have to be the listener all the time, always being there for them when they need me but has never open myself for them when i need a hearing ear, never go to them when i 'm down. It is just plain selfish of me to do that."
So i've learn to take her advice to open up to others but there is a limit to wat i'm able to convience myself to talk about, and the things r just a tip of the iceberg compare to what i have inside.
Sometimes when everything starts to go wrong and problems start to pile up, i start to go hay wire and it makes me really frustrated, sad n unhappy. During those time i really wanna find some1 that i can spill eveything to. Making me sometimes vry desprate to find another half that i could throw myself to, throw all my feelings, my emotions, my burden, and everything else that i've been carrying around wif me for all these years. My frens have been bugging me bout tis but... like i always say, u choose person that u wish to be with, it's the same for there other side. Is not that u like the person and that person will sure to like u too. You might think dat she's ur miss right, but she thinks otherwise... wat can u do then? Sometimes to make matter worse, she might be in love or like some1 else... then wat can u do?? I too wish to find some1 to call my own, some1 that i can luv, some1 that loves me, some1 that can be there when i need her the most ... ... the list goes on, but the fact is ... is not easy. I was never good in feelings n emotions since i've lost touch with them for quite a number of years so sometimes i dunno have i really fallen for some1, but if i do, i really do hope dat she feels the same for me too.
May be is for these reasons i start to take up blogging. Writting everything here, where ppl that i know, i dun know or those i might know might or might not read. Sometimes writing down ur problem IS easier that saying them out althought by saying it out u feel better awhole lot faster and having a voice to listen to is really nice. To me, the best thing any fren can do for u is to be there n listen to you when u got something to say especially when u r feeling down in the dumpster. I know i'm capable of doin it for all my frens but will there b that 'some1' dat can do the same for me?? Only time can tell...
Friday, March 10, 2006
R.I.P. to my aunt
After few months of fighting... she has finally laid to rest. My aunt whom has been absolutly a dear to me n my bro has finally pass on. Glad dat everyone manage to come back in time to see her off. I guess she must have been hanging on, beggin time from above to let her stay till ytd. Went to see her last sun in the hospital she was already vry weak... weaker that the time me and dad went to see her b4 she got admitted to hospital.
Came back from uni early today because i was so tired dat i can hardly keep my eyes open. As soon as i saw my dad, he give me the news that she pass away tis morning around 10am. I was stunned for a moment but i did expect it to happen soon. During dat time i was still ok i guess... but little do i know dat i actually have small droplet of tears building. Guess i really do miss her. Hard to believe dat i would shed a tear for her while i din even show any expression when my grandfather pass away. Guess i wasn't human yet then... ....
Got back from her funeral not long ago... going again tmr n on sun to see her off for the last time. I'm really sadden by tis news... cant help to have tears even while i'm writting tis little post ... guess my emotion lock is not as good as it used to ...
In memories of my dear aunt, an execellent cook and a "happy fruit" that nvr frown, always giving every1 a warm smile .. ...
Came back from uni early today because i was so tired dat i can hardly keep my eyes open. As soon as i saw my dad, he give me the news that she pass away tis morning around 10am. I was stunned for a moment but i did expect it to happen soon. During dat time i was still ok i guess... but little do i know dat i actually have small droplet of tears building. Guess i really do miss her. Hard to believe dat i would shed a tear for her while i din even show any expression when my grandfather pass away. Guess i wasn't human yet then... ....
Got back from her funeral not long ago... going again tmr n on sun to see her off for the last time. I'm really sadden by tis news... cant help to have tears even while i'm writting tis little post ... guess my emotion lock is not as good as it used to ...
In memories of my dear aunt, an execellent cook and a "happy fruit" that nvr frown, always giving every1 a warm smile .. ...
Monday, March 06, 2006
Introducing Raiden of Infinite City
did a funny test ... and here's the results
I am Amano Ginji.
Which GetBackers Character Are You?
Did it out of curisioty as i like the manga and the result is a bit out of my expectation. I was thinking dat i was more like The Forbidden Eye Mido Ban instead but ...
I am Amano Ginji.
Which GetBackers Character Are You?
Did it out of curisioty as i like the manga and the result is a bit out of my expectation. I was thinking dat i was more like The Forbidden Eye Mido Ban instead but ...
Sunday, March 05, 2006
The seal to the Pandora's Box is broken
After some agonizing weeks i finally know the answer to the mind troubling question. I guess that sometimes, honestly is the best policy. Thru honesty i was able to know the answer. Thru honesty i was able to keep a friendship that i cherish. Thru honesty i was able to put down tis weight off my shoulder.
When you have put so much into something, its not so easy to forget it. I wonder will it go away or will it continue to live on within me; haunting me?
"I dunno wat will happen in the future ..." Is this some sort of a hope or is this a cliche...Tis is the 2nd time tis happened yet i've not learn and i dun seem to wanna let go. Am i too stubborn?? Or am i naive? But until i hear those words i dun think i'll ever let go of ... ...
Either way... does it really matter, what happen had happen.... ... #sigh# I dun think i'll ever let go unless i know the truth to those words... may be honesty is the key to the truth.
With the seal broken the truth finally revealed... as a result... mix emotions now
Anyway to make matter worse... Went to visit my aunt today. She's been hospitalized. Looking at her weak body really makes me weap. As much as i hate to admit it but i can't help thinking dat it would b better for her if she were to go in her sleep, at least she won't have to endure this suffering. I couldn't understand how she could b so weak all the sudden. She was still ok when we last saw her during CNY. I dunno wat to say anymore...
When you have put so much into something, its not so easy to forget it. I wonder will it go away or will it continue to live on within me; haunting me?
"I dunno wat will happen in the future ..." Is this some sort of a hope or is this a cliche...Tis is the 2nd time tis happened yet i've not learn and i dun seem to wanna let go. Am i too stubborn?? Or am i naive? But until i hear those words i dun think i'll ever let go of ... ...
Either way... does it really matter, what happen had happen.... ... #sigh# I dun think i'll ever let go unless i know the truth to those words... may be honesty is the key to the truth.
With the seal broken the truth finally revealed... as a result... mix emotions now
Anyway to make matter worse... Went to visit my aunt today. She's been hospitalized. Looking at her weak body really makes me weap. As much as i hate to admit it but i can't help thinking dat it would b better for her if she were to go in her sleep, at least she won't have to endure this suffering. I couldn't understand how she could b so weak all the sudden. She was still ok when we last saw her during CNY. I dunno wat to say anymore...
Saturday, March 04, 2006
My CNY Holi Part 3
Well like i was saying previously (in part 2)... we went to bed and woke up quite early too.. around 9 i think ... hey we were tired... so 9 is quite early since we've been travelling whole day ytd. After we got ready, we went to the market to have breakfast... they say the noodle there was marvelous and indeed it was, there was a long crowd there waiting for it. After breakfast we went home and we waited for Phoon's jeep to return... if we dun go by jeep then it is vry difficult to go to the orchard. The road to the orchard was a bit bumpy... well, we need to pass thru some oil palm estate so the ride is bumpy... after bout 1/2 hr later we r there... W/o further ado we went fishing ... i was having trouble jsut casting the hook ... :~( but in the end i was able to get hold of it...
After a few try i given up coz there weren't enuf hooks so we have to share; the other fishing rod dun have a hook (but only to find out that there were enuf hooks). While i was playing wif it i manage to get a small fish... those bout 3 inch type... when i called for help (coz i have no idea wat to do) the line got caught in the weeds in the pond, when Phoon came to me it was a bit too late... the little fishy manage to escape the hook... according to Phoon, not many is able to catch those small ones, and wif those small ones we can actually use them it as bait for some other bigger fish, live bait is the best bait to catch those fish.. but too bad it got away.
Anyway, Phoon give me a tour of the orchard.. basically it is just mandrine oranges all the way (well at least i think it's mandrine orange ... a sub set of it at least) the place look quite big too.. i would assume it to be around ... erm.... er.. well i dunno how big but its big haha.. While walking i felt thirsty so i got a orange from the tree n jsut ate it on the spot haha.. talk about fresh hahaha.... "Peel fresh.. if it were any freshier, u have to pluck it from the farm" hahahaa.. guess wat... i did :p hahaha.. It was really amazing...
After the walk Meng and KT were still fishing... suddenly Meng got a bite... it was a BIG fish... w/ no experience he quickly called for help... i was around but i myself dunno wat to do so i just stand there n watched... he tried to reel it in .. but too early... the fish was fighting... spalshing everywhere ... and ... suddenly ... ... ... the line snap... the fish was too heavy and too active to be reel in... so it got away... wow... wat an expericne haha... With tat .. Meng got more enthusiasm to get a fish... he stayed on... bout 20 mins later ... guess wat ... he got another bite... Man... wat luck tis bugger has.
Tis time he quickly ask for help and when the guys came he quickly pass the rod to 1 of the worker there... he ask him to reel the fish in for him. KT played around wif the fish awhile then the worker reel it in... well i dunno wat fish it was but it was big, bout 14inch from head to tail... We put it in a container n then continue fishing. By then KT was a bit too restless, Meng got 2 bite but he din even has a nibble haha.. well he has actually but just no big fish to be reeled in. Even i got a small fish to talk about hahaha...
At bout 2 we start to leave coz i need to get to Pg. I got another appoitment there haha. I told Phoon to weight the fish, and it came to bout 2kg.. wow.. Meng is sure lucky. Phoon give us some fresh oranges dat he just plucked from the trees and we went back home. At Phoon's hse we all took our bath and then had our lunch... Delicous food, fresh fish (not the 1 Meng caught, it was caught by Phoon's bro) After we finish the meal it was bout 4+ so we went to the bus station and bought the ticket to Penang.
At 5, Meng and i got on the bus and left for Pg. The bus left Kamunting around 530, i msg dad, CK and Grn (i think); CK replied that to call him again when we bout to reach Pg. In the bus both of us had a short nap... coz it was really tiring... not enuf rest ... At bout 615, i called CK again, he told us to get of at the toll gate. And we waitied for him. While waiting, i notice dat i had sun burn around my arm.. it was itchy and a bit painful hahaha. At buot 640 CK arrived and we went to his hse straight. He told me bout his interview stuff tis n dat. 1 thing dat i really wanna comment is how CK drives... he's no longer the dare-devil driver that we once knew. Amazing
After a short rest, CK, Meng and i went to Island to look for JS. CK and JS argue awhile bout where to eat haha.. 2 penang-kia arguing on where to eat hahaha... Well we had dinner at a place quite near to Kek Lok Si coz we plan to go there later.
Kek Lok Si was vry beautiful.. it lights up like a lighthouse its so bright dat u can see it from afar. We stop quite far coz the traffic was terrible, we had a 20 min walk to the place which was quite a lovely walk minus the noise pollution from the car haha. Once up there, we walk around here n there taking photos, prayed and make some blessings. Later we took the er.. cable car??? to the top to look at the bronze Buddha. Its magnificant. Later i went to take a photo with my chinese zodiac "The Boar" hehe.. i think i look quite funny there.. too bad the photos not out yet.. CK still holding onto them.. i think i need to rush him for it.
After Kek Lok Si we went to McDonals to met wif Ai Ling... i wanna a payback.. while i was half dead she took advantage n mock me.. i wan a rematch !!! Got to McD 1st... CK just gotta race wif JS haha... Anyway in McD we did chat... made some "smart" remarks bout each other but pretty much normal, no nukes flying around as i expect. WY is as usual... acting damn cool, Meng... well he's just being him. Around 1230 we left for home.
Once back we just drop dead n slept. The next day CK say wanna bring us to go badminton wif his frens. Anyway the following day was a bit boring actually except for dinner and the short meeting wif my lil sis, CK ask meng and i to join his family for a family dinner ... both of us were like.. well.. we felt like strangers there but got to met wif CK's girl, and she look stunning dat night in her dress. Good ol' CK.. hahaha.
After dinner CK brought us out for some sight seeing around BM. Then we jsut went home... The next day we were to go to island again where Meng n i will spend a night at JS's place.
I'll talk bout it next time haha... its tiring having to write all these stuff, i wanna keep them detail yet dun wanna make them so long .. haha well i wan my blog to be my online diary anyway
After a few try i given up coz there weren't enuf hooks so we have to share; the other fishing rod dun have a hook (but only to find out that there were enuf hooks). While i was playing wif it i manage to get a small fish... those bout 3 inch type... when i called for help (coz i have no idea wat to do) the line got caught in the weeds in the pond, when Phoon came to me it was a bit too late... the little fishy manage to escape the hook... according to Phoon, not many is able to catch those small ones, and wif those small ones we can actually use them it as bait for some other bigger fish, live bait is the best bait to catch those fish.. but too bad it got away.
Anyway, Phoon give me a tour of the orchard.. basically it is just mandrine oranges all the way (well at least i think it's mandrine orange ... a sub set of it at least) the place look quite big too.. i would assume it to be around ... erm.... er.. well i dunno how big but its big haha.. While walking i felt thirsty so i got a orange from the tree n jsut ate it on the spot haha.. talk about fresh hahaha.... "Peel fresh.. if it were any freshier, u have to pluck it from the farm" hahahaa.. guess wat... i did :p hahaha.. It was really amazing...
After the walk Meng and KT were still fishing... suddenly Meng got a bite... it was a BIG fish... w/ no experience he quickly called for help... i was around but i myself dunno wat to do so i just stand there n watched... he tried to reel it in .. but too early... the fish was fighting... spalshing everywhere ... and ... suddenly ... ... ... the line snap... the fish was too heavy and too active to be reel in... so it got away... wow... wat an expericne haha... With tat .. Meng got more enthusiasm to get a fish... he stayed on... bout 20 mins later ... guess wat ... he got another bite... Man... wat luck tis bugger has.
Tis time he quickly ask for help and when the guys came he quickly pass the rod to 1 of the worker there... he ask him to reel the fish in for him. KT played around wif the fish awhile then the worker reel it in... well i dunno wat fish it was but it was big, bout 14inch from head to tail... We put it in a container n then continue fishing. By then KT was a bit too restless, Meng got 2 bite but he din even has a nibble haha.. well he has actually but just no big fish to be reeled in. Even i got a small fish to talk about hahaha...
At bout 2 we start to leave coz i need to get to Pg. I got another appoitment there haha. I told Phoon to weight the fish, and it came to bout 2kg.. wow.. Meng is sure lucky. Phoon give us some fresh oranges dat he just plucked from the trees and we went back home. At Phoon's hse we all took our bath and then had our lunch... Delicous food, fresh fish (not the 1 Meng caught, it was caught by Phoon's bro) After we finish the meal it was bout 4+ so we went to the bus station and bought the ticket to Penang.
At 5, Meng and i got on the bus and left for Pg. The bus left Kamunting around 530, i msg dad, CK and Grn (i think); CK replied that to call him again when we bout to reach Pg. In the bus both of us had a short nap... coz it was really tiring... not enuf rest ... At bout 615, i called CK again, he told us to get of at the toll gate. And we waitied for him. While waiting, i notice dat i had sun burn around my arm.. it was itchy and a bit painful hahaha. At buot 640 CK arrived and we went to his hse straight. He told me bout his interview stuff tis n dat. 1 thing dat i really wanna comment is how CK drives... he's no longer the dare-devil driver that we once knew. Amazing
After a short rest, CK, Meng and i went to Island to look for JS. CK and JS argue awhile bout where to eat haha.. 2 penang-kia arguing on where to eat hahaha... Well we had dinner at a place quite near to Kek Lok Si coz we plan to go there later.
Kek Lok Si was vry beautiful.. it lights up like a lighthouse its so bright dat u can see it from afar. We stop quite far coz the traffic was terrible, we had a 20 min walk to the place which was quite a lovely walk minus the noise pollution from the car haha. Once up there, we walk around here n there taking photos, prayed and make some blessings. Later we took the er.. cable car??? to the top to look at the bronze Buddha. Its magnificant. Later i went to take a photo with my chinese zodiac "The Boar" hehe.. i think i look quite funny there.. too bad the photos not out yet.. CK still holding onto them.. i think i need to rush him for it.
After Kek Lok Si we went to McDonals to met wif Ai Ling... i wanna a payback.. while i was half dead she took advantage n mock me.. i wan a rematch !!! Got to McD 1st... CK just gotta race wif JS haha... Anyway in McD we did chat... made some "smart" remarks bout each other but pretty much normal, no nukes flying around as i expect. WY is as usual... acting damn cool, Meng... well he's just being him. Around 1230 we left for home.
Once back we just drop dead n slept. The next day CK say wanna bring us to go badminton wif his frens. Anyway the following day was a bit boring actually except for dinner and the short meeting wif my lil sis, CK ask meng and i to join his family for a family dinner ... both of us were like.. well.. we felt like strangers there but got to met wif CK's girl, and she look stunning dat night in her dress. Good ol' CK.. hahaha.
After dinner CK brought us out for some sight seeing around BM. Then we jsut went home... The next day we were to go to island again where Meng n i will spend a night at JS's place.
I'll talk bout it next time haha... its tiring having to write all these stuff, i wanna keep them detail yet dun wanna make them so long .. haha well i wan my blog to be my online diary anyway
Friday, March 03, 2006
A not so happy birthday Part 1 (part 2 will be w/ the photos)
Like my title imply... well actually the day start up quite well. I was ready for skool, i was ready for the guys, i was ready to spend a nite at either of their hses... but ... well i wasn't ready for wat they did.
Well having lunch the ladies came by and well.. they wanna make it big, initially i think they just wanna fool aroud wif me so i din care a damn bout them n continue eating. When we've finish they went to buy some drinks and to my amazement the ladies were havign their lunch nearby, witing hearing distance. The gang of course weren't content wif making my life miserable they wanna see me crack down n die... they keep on forcing me to say ask them to join us... din do anything bout it. But they keep on yapping on and on and on bout it dat i left n walk to the bus stop to wait for them. Then something really unbelievable happen... they did somehting dat i myself feel like slapping each and every1 of them to the ground and grind them using a bulldozer.. they've "helped" me to convey the msg.. At least dat is wat i manage to find out later in class.
DAMN... coz of their stupid actions i was so bloody angry dat i couldn't concentrate in class. Listening to wat Niranjan wish to convey is hard enuf but have to listen to Dr. talk bout Nyquist criterion n explaining everything is a killer... i need to give my fullest concentration to grasp wat he says but coz of them... i could even hold myself together... i can't even concentrate on wat Dr wish to convey... I was like wat we chinese say "fire blocking your vision" damn i was angry. I totally just wanna screw them up the wall n leave them there to die. I could nvr understand wat tis guys wan from me... can't they just take my word for it dat i've did wat i could ... why??? WHY????!!!! Have i've ever let them down in anything b4 so far?? I'm a man of my words so if i said dat i've done something then i've done somehitng ... so could all of u act like an adult n grow up. Damn.... I was thinking to msg n explained but Jess told me not to... since she added those words "I know coz i'm a girl" so i listened to her.
At the end of the lecture i wanted to collect everyone together n tell them wat they wanna know n ask them to get off my back but i wasnt able to get them together... so instead i just tell those who were there to forget it and i left... Seriously there n there i just feel like just going home after class, switch off my phone and just b off the world radar. I just feel like not attending my own bday celebration coz of them. I totally SO dissapointed in them. I mean come on, i dun have to answer to any them rite. Wat i do, wat i've said, wat i intend to do or say... i dun have to answer to them, i dun even have to answer to my family so WTF do they make themselves having authority towards my life n actions. Tis is ridicurious.
Later while walking away i remember dat i need to talk to Tong bout my society activity so i went up to DSA just to find dat its actually lunch time... i left n went to the library to do wat i think i'm able to do (wif tis fire within me.. i'm suprised dat i diun kill any1) Anyway back to wat Kah Wai told me bout DSA holding my activity coz the activity will make a loss to the society i was like ... WTF.. When i wanna make money for the society they say no; now i wanna spend my society money they say no. WTF... wat is this? I really dunno wat do they wan from us as society EXCO?? I dun wanna do activity they say kenot.. now i wanna do activity they give me shit ... damn... life sux... big time.
Later when class resumes, Thin ask me whether will i join later, during dat instant i really wanted to say no and just walk off but seeing dat it's also CCL big day so i just went wif it, even if i dun feel like it anymore. Later i send a sms to Sc to ask her to join us later but i din get any reply.
At 5, I went to Windz place and around 7 i went to JS place for dinner.. we went to Kenny Rogers for dinner hahaha there's bird flu around and i'm having chicken hahaha. I later got a phone call from Sc applogizing bout not seeing my msg etc haha... well at least i'm getting a warm welcoming voice .. so i guess i'm still in the clear. Anyway after finishing our meal we stayed awhile longer n we chit-chatted bout a lot of rubbish stuff.
We got back JS place, coz we need to wait for the digicam. At around 1030++ we finally got the camera and we went to Windz place. Me having a camera was happy snapping away photos of everyone... i guess i'm a trigger happy type of person hahaha.. They brought out the cakes .. 1 for me and another for CCL. Well i think i'll continue on tis part later when i get the photos. Tis is the best part of my celeb .. CCL and i did some funny n stupid things hahaha...
Before i end i wish to comment once again... ...
I attended the damn thing coz of CCL, if it weren't coz he's bday is so unique i would have gone home straight after class not giving a damn bout my bday; personally i din give a shit anymore coz i'm still upset wif them for wat they've done.
Well having lunch the ladies came by and well.. they wanna make it big, initially i think they just wanna fool aroud wif me so i din care a damn bout them n continue eating. When we've finish they went to buy some drinks and to my amazement the ladies were havign their lunch nearby, witing hearing distance. The gang of course weren't content wif making my life miserable they wanna see me crack down n die... they keep on forcing me to say ask them to join us... din do anything bout it. But they keep on yapping on and on and on bout it dat i left n walk to the bus stop to wait for them. Then something really unbelievable happen... they did somehting dat i myself feel like slapping each and every1 of them to the ground and grind them using a bulldozer.. they've "helped" me to convey the msg.. At least dat is wat i manage to find out later in class.
DAMN... coz of their stupid actions i was so bloody angry dat i couldn't concentrate in class. Listening to wat Niranjan wish to convey is hard enuf but have to listen to Dr. talk bout Nyquist criterion n explaining everything is a killer... i need to give my fullest concentration to grasp wat he says but coz of them... i could even hold myself together... i can't even concentrate on wat Dr wish to convey... I was like wat we chinese say "fire blocking your vision" damn i was angry. I totally just wanna screw them up the wall n leave them there to die. I could nvr understand wat tis guys wan from me... can't they just take my word for it dat i've did wat i could ... why??? WHY????!!!! Have i've ever let them down in anything b4 so far?? I'm a man of my words so if i said dat i've done something then i've done somehitng ... so could all of u act like an adult n grow up. Damn.... I was thinking to msg n explained but Jess told me not to... since she added those words "I know coz i'm a girl" so i listened to her.
At the end of the lecture i wanted to collect everyone together n tell them wat they wanna know n ask them to get off my back but i wasnt able to get them together... so instead i just tell those who were there to forget it and i left... Seriously there n there i just feel like just going home after class, switch off my phone and just b off the world radar. I just feel like not attending my own bday celebration coz of them. I totally SO dissapointed in them. I mean come on, i dun have to answer to any them rite. Wat i do, wat i've said, wat i intend to do or say... i dun have to answer to them, i dun even have to answer to my family so WTF do they make themselves having authority towards my life n actions. Tis is ridicurious.
Later while walking away i remember dat i need to talk to Tong bout my society activity so i went up to DSA just to find dat its actually lunch time... i left n went to the library to do wat i think i'm able to do (wif tis fire within me.. i'm suprised dat i diun kill any1) Anyway back to wat Kah Wai told me bout DSA holding my activity coz the activity will make a loss to the society i was like ... WTF.. When i wanna make money for the society they say no; now i wanna spend my society money they say no. WTF... wat is this? I really dunno wat do they wan from us as society EXCO?? I dun wanna do activity they say kenot.. now i wanna do activity they give me shit ... damn... life sux... big time.
Later when class resumes, Thin ask me whether will i join later, during dat instant i really wanted to say no and just walk off but seeing dat it's also CCL big day so i just went wif it, even if i dun feel like it anymore. Later i send a sms to Sc to ask her to join us later but i din get any reply.
At 5, I went to Windz place and around 7 i went to JS place for dinner.. we went to Kenny Rogers for dinner hahaha there's bird flu around and i'm having chicken hahaha. I later got a phone call from Sc applogizing bout not seeing my msg etc haha... well at least i'm getting a warm welcoming voice .. so i guess i'm still in the clear. Anyway after finishing our meal we stayed awhile longer n we chit-chatted bout a lot of rubbish stuff.
We got back JS place, coz we need to wait for the digicam. At around 1030++ we finally got the camera and we went to Windz place. Me having a camera was happy snapping away photos of everyone... i guess i'm a trigger happy type of person hahaha.. They brought out the cakes .. 1 for me and another for CCL. Well i think i'll continue on tis part later when i get the photos. Tis is the best part of my celeb .. CCL and i did some funny n stupid things hahaha...
Before i end i wish to comment once again... ...
I attended the damn thing coz of CCL, if it weren't coz he's bday is so unique i would have gone home straight after class not giving a damn bout my bday; personally i din give a shit anymore coz i'm still upset wif them for wat they've done.
Friday, February 24, 2006
Cont: My Cny Holi Part 2
Well i said dat i'll tell ya how i spend my CNY hole rite.. hehe, yea i know CNY was erm... bout 2 mths back?? (http://aleech.blogspot.com/2006/02/my-cny-holi.html) ><" well i was bz so... well better late dat nvr rite?
Well it was in the morning around 7+ where i make a trip to Meng's place... then we took our bags and took a bus to Pudu. Bought bus tickets to Ipoh to meet up wif KT. While waiting for the bus i got a phone call from mum... OMG i forgot the bring along the forms dat i need the hospital to fill in for my insurance claim, well its dat time i got hospitalized in Penang for allergy. So dad rushed down to Pudu wif the form. Luckly my bus was late... well not exactly lucky.. Meng went to the ticket seller again to ask whether has our bus arrived and she ask us to go take another gus instead... The bus left Pudu around 10, it made a pit stop at a petrol station to refuel and then at bout 1030 we were on our way to Ipoh hehehe... All my life i've spend my CNY in KL tis time i'm able to celeb it outside of KL hahahaa... happy hahhaha
We got to Ipoh almost 1 and waited for KT to give us a ride. Later i start calling Thin asking him to met us, n ask him when he's going to Pg. He previously said dat he's going on the 5th day and dat day is the 5th day. He ended telling me dat he went ther ytd and he won't b meeting us coz he's bz... oh well... wat can i do ... So KT, Meng and i went for lunch... After lunch bout 340 we start our journey to PG. I called every1 up just to find out dat there's no place for us to crash for the night ... WTF... previously every1 was so pump bout the idea and now this??? :'(
After a few more phone calls... i decided to ask CK since i've told him dat i'll be going to PG to met him. W/o question he has agreed to my little request and i was happy wif it. But the prob now lies wif KT, since he dunno CK so he dun feel rite going there... well i can understand wat he mean.. Anyway while i was calling CK, KT called Phoon n told him dat we r going to his place. So we detoured to Kamunting.
Got to Kamunting, and went to the bus terminal coz KT wanna quit our little plan, so i called Windz asking him to give me a lift since he's in the area (he's still in perak) . Then we went to Phoon's place. Over there we sat there like a few lazy piglets haha... coz the afternoon was hot and it was cool inside ... just sitting there ... wahh.. dunno wat to say.. Bout 440 we went out for "dinner" haha, I had to call Windz to cancel my request coz i was half way to town and he's almost there... Had roast duck rice.. it was just marvelous. It was at a stall belonging to Phoon's uncle and his fren. We were there around 5 and by 530, business was starting to pick up; I can only imagine how's it gonna b like at night.
Got back to Phoon's place where we all took our bath. His hse was big after renovation so there was enuf bathroom for all 3 of us to utilize. After dat we stayed indoor talking, then Meng suggest we "Chor Dee" and play for money.. i was scared... whenever i play money i sure lose but since they so into it so i played.. After dunno how many round i only won once and almost won twice. The round i was coz i got wat we call as a "Dragon" which was obtaining all the cards from Ace to King, one a piece, all 13 of them... haha i automatically "fried" all of them earning a total of 11.80 but i still lost back most of them.. At the end of the game i've only pick up bout RM5.
After card game we went for dinner (wat dinner again???) We went ... er.. well i oso dunno where but the food was good and it was relatively cheap. 4 of us ordered fish, oyster like thingy, vege, n crabs. In fact we orded those crabs wif eggs in it and the other .. well dat i dunno how to say coz they called it soft shelled crabs. When we wanted to wash our hands we found out dat there weren't any water supply there... but a funny thing is dat there is a pipe who is flowing water but when i approach it the flow stopped... tis happen each time i go towards it... all of us were laughing dat there was a sensor there dat will not allow ppl to get near it. After all those food the bill only came to bout RM120 which was vry cheap. I dun think i'm able to get this amount of stuff wif dat anount of cash back in KL.
After dinner we went home, around 1 when we were about to go to bed; Phoon ask us to go down n have durians... i was thinking . "Wat??? Durians at tis hour?? how r we gonna sleep???" Anyway we can't say no so we went n ate. His dad open the durian just using his bear hands and i was totally stunned and amazed. The durian was simply marvelous... wow wonderful, wonderfully tasty. After eating we just sat there and talk with his family... tis went on till bout 230 b4 everyone went of to sleep...
Since we planned to go fishing the next day so we really need to get some shut eye... so ZZzzz...
Well it was in the morning around 7+ where i make a trip to Meng's place... then we took our bags and took a bus to Pudu. Bought bus tickets to Ipoh to meet up wif KT. While waiting for the bus i got a phone call from mum... OMG i forgot the bring along the forms dat i need the hospital to fill in for my insurance claim, well its dat time i got hospitalized in Penang for allergy. So dad rushed down to Pudu wif the form. Luckly my bus was late... well not exactly lucky.. Meng went to the ticket seller again to ask whether has our bus arrived and she ask us to go take another gus instead... The bus left Pudu around 10, it made a pit stop at a petrol station to refuel and then at bout 1030 we were on our way to Ipoh hehehe... All my life i've spend my CNY in KL tis time i'm able to celeb it outside of KL hahahaa... happy hahhaha
We got to Ipoh almost 1 and waited for KT to give us a ride. Later i start calling Thin asking him to met us, n ask him when he's going to Pg. He previously said dat he's going on the 5th day and dat day is the 5th day. He ended telling me dat he went ther ytd and he won't b meeting us coz he's bz... oh well... wat can i do ... So KT, Meng and i went for lunch... After lunch bout 340 we start our journey to PG. I called every1 up just to find out dat there's no place for us to crash for the night ... WTF... previously every1 was so pump bout the idea and now this??? :'(
After a few more phone calls... i decided to ask CK since i've told him dat i'll be going to PG to met him. W/o question he has agreed to my little request and i was happy wif it. But the prob now lies wif KT, since he dunno CK so he dun feel rite going there... well i can understand wat he mean.. Anyway while i was calling CK, KT called Phoon n told him dat we r going to his place. So we detoured to Kamunting.
Got to Kamunting, and went to the bus terminal coz KT wanna quit our little plan, so i called Windz asking him to give me a lift since he's in the area (he's still in perak) . Then we went to Phoon's place. Over there we sat there like a few lazy piglets haha... coz the afternoon was hot and it was cool inside ... just sitting there ... wahh.. dunno wat to say.. Bout 440 we went out for "dinner" haha, I had to call Windz to cancel my request coz i was half way to town and he's almost there... Had roast duck rice.. it was just marvelous. It was at a stall belonging to Phoon's uncle and his fren. We were there around 5 and by 530, business was starting to pick up; I can only imagine how's it gonna b like at night.
Got back to Phoon's place where we all took our bath. His hse was big after renovation so there was enuf bathroom for all 3 of us to utilize. After dat we stayed indoor talking, then Meng suggest we "Chor Dee" and play for money.. i was scared... whenever i play money i sure lose but since they so into it so i played.. After dunno how many round i only won once and almost won twice. The round i was coz i got wat we call as a "Dragon" which was obtaining all the cards from Ace to King, one a piece, all 13 of them... haha i automatically "fried" all of them earning a total of 11.80 but i still lost back most of them.. At the end of the game i've only pick up bout RM5.
After card game we went for dinner (wat dinner again???) We went ... er.. well i oso dunno where but the food was good and it was relatively cheap. 4 of us ordered fish, oyster like thingy, vege, n crabs. In fact we orded those crabs wif eggs in it and the other .. well dat i dunno how to say coz they called it soft shelled crabs. When we wanted to wash our hands we found out dat there weren't any water supply there... but a funny thing is dat there is a pipe who is flowing water but when i approach it the flow stopped... tis happen each time i go towards it... all of us were laughing dat there was a sensor there dat will not allow ppl to get near it. After all those food the bill only came to bout RM120 which was vry cheap. I dun think i'm able to get this amount of stuff wif dat anount of cash back in KL.
After dinner we went home, around 1 when we were about to go to bed; Phoon ask us to go down n have durians... i was thinking . "Wat??? Durians at tis hour?? how r we gonna sleep???" Anyway we can't say no so we went n ate. His dad open the durian just using his bear hands and i was totally stunned and amazed. The durian was simply marvelous... wow wonderful, wonderfully tasty. After eating we just sat there and talk with his family... tis went on till bout 230 b4 everyone went of to sleep...
Since we planned to go fishing the next day so we really need to get some shut eye... so ZZzzz...
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Just lay off ok...
Did something which, till today, i'm not sure whether is the right thing. Deep down i feel dat its a right thing to do but somehow i now worry bout the aftermath. Sometimes i think i'm a little to hard to understand yet sometimes... i dunno, anyway to tell some1 something that u really mean is quite difficult dun u all agree. Its like even if u wanna say "I'm sorry" to some1 it would b vry hard to actually spill out the words so dun even get to other things.
Got a call from G on 1xth asking wat do i mean with those things i said... as the timing is not right i have to stop G from persuing the answer... I was gonna have a test the following day so i have to study not to mention i was actually at a fren's place which makes it even more inapproprate for me to say anything ... made another statement to clearify but i've yet to get anynews... i dunno... its making me kinda worry, not to mention scared... Help me plz....
Been getting this pesky remarks from the gang lately dat really starts to piss me off. How come they dun hold their end of their bargain? I hate it when they just say the things out as if it's something dat other ppl should know. Have they ever consider my feelings?? Have they ever think of the consequence of their words? Do they even respect me ? I'm really start to get fed up wif them; which is y i made a point to talk to them trying to speak some sense into them again. The problem is that do they understand wat i meant? Getting vry frustrated with their actions lately dat really almost made me explode. Of all the things in ther world... could they just get of my back for a few weeks?!!! Dat is all i'm asking of them and wat to F do i get ...
Quote "I'm trying to help u" ...
WTF!!! If u guys really wanna help then just lay off ok... I have enuf problems just to cope wif my studies, i dun need all these things right now. I made such a simple request and u can't even comply
Just fired at one of them over the net... dun really wish to do it but ... ... well i'm really getting fed up with their actions. Would like to apologize to him now but i couldn't coz i'm really frustrated at them.
Above all else i just hope dat all things will go as i hope. I would also hope for a happy ending for every1
Got a call from G on 1xth asking wat do i mean with those things i said... as the timing is not right i have to stop G from persuing the answer... I was gonna have a test the following day so i have to study not to mention i was actually at a fren's place which makes it even more inapproprate for me to say anything ... made another statement to clearify but i've yet to get anynews... i dunno... its making me kinda worry, not to mention scared... Help me plz....
Been getting this pesky remarks from the gang lately dat really starts to piss me off. How come they dun hold their end of their bargain? I hate it when they just say the things out as if it's something dat other ppl should know. Have they ever consider my feelings?? Have they ever think of the consequence of their words? Do they even respect me ? I'm really start to get fed up wif them; which is y i made a point to talk to them trying to speak some sense into them again. The problem is that do they understand wat i meant? Getting vry frustrated with their actions lately dat really almost made me explode. Of all the things in ther world... could they just get of my back for a few weeks?!!! Dat is all i'm asking of them and wat to F do i get ...
Quote "I'm trying to help u" ...
WTF!!! If u guys really wanna help then just lay off ok... I have enuf problems just to cope wif my studies, i dun need all these things right now. I made such a simple request and u can't even comply
Just fired at one of them over the net... dun really wish to do it but ... ... well i'm really getting fed up with their actions. Would like to apologize to him now but i couldn't coz i'm really frustrated at them.
Above all else i just hope dat all things will go as i hope. I would also hope for a happy ending for every1
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
St. Valentine's Day
Before the clock strike twelve,
Before the feelings dwell,
Before time goes by,
Before cupid says goodbye,
Before the day come to an end,
Happy Valentine to all my frens.
Before the feelings dwell,
Before time goes by,
Before cupid says goodbye,
Before the day come to an end,
Happy Valentine to all my frens.
~~ Composed by yours truly... ... Leech ~~
Hope u find it to your liking :)
Monday, February 13, 2006
Hopefully its a good sign dat things r begining to change
Well i complained dat 2006 sux.. well.. i think things jsut started to change for the good ... i think... i said dat i lost my IC but i've now found it ... i've drop it in the hospital when i went to get some forms fill up last sunday... ytd i got a phone call from the hospital saying dat they've round my IC and i'm damn relieved. Well hope tis is a good sign.
I wonder has CK pick it up for me... better give him a call ...
I wonder has CK pick it up for me... better give him a call ...
Friday, February 10, 2006
I've had it....
I'm here to announce dat 2006 sux!!! Its only february n i've wave n waves of bad news n bad stuff happenning around me.... #sigh#...
Let me list down some of the reason y i say wat i said:
1. WY can't promote to Y3S3
2. After i came back from internship i got news dat Hong Yee got involved in accident n got seriously injured;
3. my aunt with her sickness;
4. Quarrel wif Sum about society related issue dat almost torn down DSA
5. On 2nd day of CNY one of my primary skool fren got killed in a road accident
6. Lost my IC (only found out today and the last i saw it was last Sun)
Damn damn damn... !!! and AJ said dat 2006 is a good year especially to those 23yr old boar... hahaha ... wat a joke... No offence AJ
But above all those mishap... i still manage to have something sweet happen.. like my little reunion wif the Redang gang.. haha.. well hopefully wat i wan i'm able to execute...
Yea i wanna share some of my stupid work too hahaha... its for my Multimedia Technology paper. My assignment, actually we only need to prepare 1 but i've made the 1st 1 only using half of my face, the lecturer wan the entire face so i edited another
My initial photo but it got shot down ...
So i came up wif this haha...
Lastly i wanna say tis... I dun wanna b lonely anymore on St. Valentine's Day.... well been saying tis since... last year??? hahahaa ... i dun remember
Let me list down some of the reason y i say wat i said:
1. WY can't promote to Y3S3
2. After i came back from internship i got news dat Hong Yee got involved in accident n got seriously injured;
3. my aunt with her sickness;
4. Quarrel wif Sum about society related issue dat almost torn down DSA
5. On 2nd day of CNY one of my primary skool fren got killed in a road accident
6. Lost my IC (only found out today and the last i saw it was last Sun)
Damn damn damn... !!! and AJ said dat 2006 is a good year especially to those 23yr old boar... hahaha ... wat a joke... No offence AJ
But above all those mishap... i still manage to have something sweet happen.. like my little reunion wif the Redang gang.. haha.. well hopefully wat i wan i'm able to execute...
Yea i wanna share some of my stupid work too hahaha... its for my Multimedia Technology paper. My assignment, actually we only need to prepare 1 but i've made the 1st 1 only using half of my face, the lecturer wan the entire face so i edited another
My initial photo but it got shot down ...
So i came up wif this haha...
Lastly i wanna say tis... I dun wanna b lonely anymore on St. Valentine's Day.... well been saying tis since... last year??? hahahaa ... i dun remember
Monday, February 06, 2006
My CNY holi
1 thing is for sure, tis CNY has been a vry wonderful cny... i've been celebrating my CNY in KL for as long as i can remember but tis time hahaha... really enjoyed myself but in between i got another bad news... .... ...
On the 3rd day, Yee Cheng MSN me telling dat an old fren of ours from 2ndary was killed in an accident the previous day. There was a newspaper article on the web. After looking thru it i was shocked... Tham is gone... Once a close fren of mine... now... gone... according to the newspaper, he n his frens were on their way back from Genting when their car collided wif a lorry, him n a fren who was on the back seat was killed while the driver and the passenger survived but was injured quite badly too. Having to be at home the whole day all alone with nothing to do i was already in a bad mood and when i heard this i in a even more bad mood... couldn't believe wat had happen. Soo asked me whether do i wanna go to pay Tham a last respect, i would like to but is jsut dat its CNY so it would b vry good. Sorry Tham.. i might not b there to pay u a last respect but in my heart... well hope u understand my fren.
Started on the 4th day when i went for movie. Watched Memoirs Of A Giesha w/ HC and SC. They were the only available person in KL who is willing to entertain me hahaha... Had a bad start... leave the hse at 1230 only to get soaked by the rain, when i turn back to change n get a raincoat the rain stopped.. #^%^($!^)!$ Got there around 130 jsut to find dat SC was here lining up for the movie tickets so went to look for her. The show was a bit cold i would say, out of the 28x seats only bout 80 odd seats was sold, mayb coz its kinda old movie.
Overall the show was good, but just dat i din quite like the ending.. saiyuri had a good ending ... the show was suppose to describe how terrible her life is as a giesha but ... ... well.. nothing i can say about it haha... still is a good show haha. After the movie we went for dinner in a Vietnam restaurant. The food was ok n not too expensive. After dinner we went shopping awhile b4 went to the entertainment park (or izzit a theme park). Had a Datona race and later went to play the dancing game. HC went 1st... she selected the tutorial thingy which was really a tutorial, teaching her wat to do etc hahaha... I was laughing at her some point in the game as she looks funny wif her post hehe so after she finish she forced me to go. I was trying my best to push SC to go for it too but i failed. After much "persuasion" i went to have a go too. To my suprise i did quite well too hehehe... After the game we went strolling around Leisure mall b4 saying goodbye to each other. HC n i walk SC to her car and later i walk HC to her car b4 leaving on my bike. B4 i got to my bike i got a phone call from Soo saying dat he n -V- will meet up as planned previous nite.
Got home to find dat i dun have a car, so MSN them telling my situation. So in the end Soo came to pick me up. To my suprised Suresh joined too. All 4 of us just hang out near my area to chat. After hrs of chatting, they left around 2+. I got home n started packing for my Pg trip.
Anyway i just got back from Penang tis evening around 7, i wanna write wat happened there but for now i wanna update myself wif my uni stuff... so i'll blog bout it later ok...
On the 3rd day, Yee Cheng MSN me telling dat an old fren of ours from 2ndary was killed in an accident the previous day. There was a newspaper article on the web. After looking thru it i was shocked... Tham is gone... Once a close fren of mine... now... gone... according to the newspaper, he n his frens were on their way back from Genting when their car collided wif a lorry, him n a fren who was on the back seat was killed while the driver and the passenger survived but was injured quite badly too. Having to be at home the whole day all alone with nothing to do i was already in a bad mood and when i heard this i in a even more bad mood... couldn't believe wat had happen. Soo asked me whether do i wanna go to pay Tham a last respect, i would like to but is jsut dat its CNY so it would b vry good. Sorry Tham.. i might not b there to pay u a last respect but in my heart... well hope u understand my fren.
Started on the 4th day when i went for movie. Watched Memoirs Of A Giesha w/ HC and SC. They were the only available person in KL who is willing to entertain me hahaha... Had a bad start... leave the hse at 1230 only to get soaked by the rain, when i turn back to change n get a raincoat the rain stopped.. #^%^($!^)!$ Got there around 130 jsut to find dat SC was here lining up for the movie tickets so went to look for her. The show was a bit cold i would say, out of the 28x seats only bout 80 odd seats was sold, mayb coz its kinda old movie.
Overall the show was good, but just dat i din quite like the ending.. saiyuri had a good ending ... the show was suppose to describe how terrible her life is as a giesha but ... ... well.. nothing i can say about it haha... still is a good show haha. After the movie we went for dinner in a Vietnam restaurant. The food was ok n not too expensive. After dinner we went shopping awhile b4 went to the entertainment park (or izzit a theme park). Had a Datona race and later went to play the dancing game. HC went 1st... she selected the tutorial thingy which was really a tutorial, teaching her wat to do etc hahaha... I was laughing at her some point in the game as she looks funny wif her post hehe so after she finish she forced me to go. I was trying my best to push SC to go for it too but i failed. After much "persuasion" i went to have a go too. To my suprise i did quite well too hehehe... After the game we went strolling around Leisure mall b4 saying goodbye to each other. HC n i walk SC to her car and later i walk HC to her car b4 leaving on my bike. B4 i got to my bike i got a phone call from Soo saying dat he n -V- will meet up as planned previous nite.
Got home to find dat i dun have a car, so MSN them telling my situation. So in the end Soo came to pick me up. To my suprised Suresh joined too. All 4 of us just hang out near my area to chat. After hrs of chatting, they left around 2+. I got home n started packing for my Pg trip.
Anyway i just got back from Penang tis evening around 7, i wanna write wat happened there but for now i wanna update myself wif my uni stuff... so i'll blog bout it later ok...
Saturday, January 28, 2006
The Memoirs Of Leech 2005
Well i got tis idea of writting my past yr events n ativities after reading my fren's blog, found dat it's kinda fun recap wat had happen throughout the yr... the ups and downs, turn n turbalance dat had happen in my life througout 2005.
Well let me start wif my experience as the Vice Chairman of the faculty Orientation Committee which came by suprise.
Orientation Jan 2005 Main Comm
Well it did came as a suprose, I was previously just the asst. sect for the Talent Nite thingy, but after DSA decide to have a total reshuffle of all the committees... well guess wat.. Ram (the officer then) promote me to VChairman of the orientation committee... haha he said dat it'll b a waste if i were to go now n asked me whether was i interested. Since i was working on the event so long now, it is a little heartbreaking for me to drop everything so i accepted but nothing is w/o its cost, the existing working committee for the TT walk out, every single one of them except Cat, Danny, SiewFai and Toma well not forgetting me so 5 of us just have to start all over again from nothing. Anyway as the VChairman i was only asked to supervised the TT coz i know the thing while Carien took care of the rest. Anyway nobody in the committee actually knows dat i'm the new VC so i just act like normal helping out in everything and getting my neck in everything. I still remember when I was asked to give a briefing to the students and some of the committee asked me why am i giving the briefing, when i told them dat i'm the VC all of them were shocked and ask me when i got promoted hahaha.. its been more dat a mth since i'm the VC n still nobody knows bout it hahaha... talk about low profile.
Well not only i was involved in TT i was also involved in the IceBreaking where i was put as a facilitator for the Kiwi group. Well b4 i was even assign a grp i got to know a freshie.. Liz.. hahaha.. she's... well she's noisy.. damn noisy hahah.. we just introduced to each other n we r already fighting hahaha... talking "friendly" hahaha.. anyway, to makes matter worse, Liz was in my team... ^_^"" ... just my luck hahaha... anyway we have a slogan of "Win, win, win... Kiwi win, win, win" haha... which was came up by SC haha... SC was a vry shy girl who seldom talk but we manage to exchange some words hehe... and guess wat, just bout 2 mths back i found out dat liz actually hates it, n she kept on bragging at SC for coming up wif dat slogan hahaha
My Little Team from IceBreaking Jan2005 (during Read My Body Language)
B4 we said good bye
Really enjoy myself leading the team, although they were a bit too pasive... even me as the best freshie of May 2004 wasn't able to bring out their mood... #sigh#
The gang in "Read My Body Language"
Aunty Khoo n her team
Anyway, it was during dat too where windz and gang was the GM for 1 of the games... wtf they purposely wanna make fun of my team where they ask us to do wat the birds did in "Finding Nemo" they wan us to "mine" our way into the game... ><" sigh.... .... ... Then aunty khoo (tis is another game station) did something even worse.. she ask me to sing after MY team WON the event... wat the... how come wining team need to sing ??? But i have to sing coz she's the station master so if i dun do it then we might lose... ARRRRRR... teruk... but still it was fun hahaha...
Yea.. not to forget a quite memoriable event... the time where i was treated a lemon by a freshie... a pretty n fair lady whom i have no idea off... it was coz my so-called-buddies challage me to go to her n ask her for her name and contact number, which i failed hahaha.. damn dat felt bad ... hahaha ... stupid stupid me hahaha...
Oh.. there was also the time where i represented the Ice breaking and talent nite committees and fire at the DSA student event manager. W/o going thru Carien who was the chairman, i represented both the team n fire the manager for poor management, poor coordination, and poor guidelines for event... both Ice Breaking and Talent Nite team was broken coz of her last minute decision to reshuffle the entire Orientation committee from top to bottom.. with dat decision alone a lot of ppl was hurt and many things left undone. All of us made sure dat she heard us out and loud so dat the same thing won't happen again to the next batch of committees.
After Ice Breaking, it was the talent nite. I dunno y i volenter to b the emcee for the event. Well i like emceeing coz i like to talk.. well after the committee walk out we have to rebuild the team from nothing. Well the event was tough... a lot of bumps .. but we pull thru. In the event i saw how danny train up the contestant, how Cat coordinated the things, got to know Camy who later caused ma tonnes of trouble hahaha and a whole lot more. During TT there was a slot where me and annys will interview the contestant, while i was interviewing SC she actually shed tears right in front of me... i still remember when i ask her do she have anything to say to Cat and she said dat she wanted to thank Cat for giving her words of encouragement when she almost given up on the event, then in the back stage cat hugged her and i can see Cat cried too.. Then in the finals when i interview the last two... i accidently put my arm around Camy (who was the HOT dancing queen) and disaster strucked... 99% of the students almost riot coz of dat hahaha... and due to dat i was called... aihhh... dun wanna say la ..ahahaha... still it was for a good caused, at least the students got entertained .. anyway wat is wrong for putting my arm over a girl?? After the talent nite was over... I attended the other faculty Talent nite, at FAM i bump into Connie, wow she's still as stunning as ever... anyway at the FAM talent nite, an incident happen when they suddenly have a power shortage coz they were sharing the same power point for the spot lights and the PA i guess.. it draw too much current dat the fuse trip i think... anyway after the thing, the SoTalk gang, Carien, alxis and a few more went for satay at kajang haha.. it was fun... we ate and chat a long time too hahaha
Me as the Emcee of the event in FES
The SoTalk + FICT + FES gangs in kajang for satay yum yum hehehhe
After the FAM TT, i remember going out wif nightcat to go watch Phantom Of The Opera at Midvalley... damn good movie haha, really loved it and i'm glad dat there is actually some1 else who liked it too if not it'll b a bored move. I remembered dat i actually bump into Mr n Mrs Thum, damn... it'll b hard to explain to them wat am i doin here wif a girl... arrrrr. Then I think is CNY celeb... dat time i went out wif Grn to watch Constantine oso at Midvalley it was nice movie... like the movie.
Let me see... wat happen after CNY... basically nothing much i think.. if not mistaken the next available event was my 22nd bday. It was a wed if not mistaken, in the morning i had a meeting wif all the societies and Ms Sum, it is on the society thing, as on today my UTAR Engineering Society is officially established well wif pro-tem committees of course. Anyway dat night, i remember the gang said to met at 10pm, so i LEFT my hse at 10 and arrived at the place at around 1020... n guess wat happen... NONE of them showed up yet... i was thinking to myself tis guys r hopeless.. aihhh anyway iI got a big suprised Jessie showed up, i was thinking who invited her to come??? Well she did call me bro so i din mind dat she was here just dat who ask her to come??? i was puzzled.... the gang bought a terimisu (izzit the correct spelling??) cake and my dear fren KY push my head into the cake.. in the end 60% of the cake remained on my face... well i dun mind coz i've said dat i'll play by the rules but the thing is dat KY expect me to resist which i didn't so .. hahaha he felt bad after the thing hahaha... but still it was fun...
Bout a mth later i got a big news... my dear fren Mr Pang is actually dating my sis Jessie.. wtf... the fellas actually gang up on them forcing them to admit the thing... and the best part is.. I weren't there!!!! they forced the truth out of them w/o me being there... i missed a good show. I also found out dat they officially started on the 4th, 2 days after my bday... so tis explains wat happen dat night... Mr Pang... u r good .. using me as reason to ask her to come out ... but i dun mind, i feel happy for them too.. well not actually but still i'm happy for them... i just worry bout 2 of them... hahaha...
Well i think i'll end here for now... i still need to rearrange some details b4 i continue hehe.. stay tuned
Thursday, January 26, 2006
War .. war ... war!!!!
Did a proud thing today... i actually fought with the Ms. S hahaha... i was so loud dat i think the entire room dun dare to say anything i even slam on the table dun think any student in uni has ever done dat to her b4, luckly i'm not the student rept if not ... well all i could say is dat she's gonna have hell of a time hahaha.. felt good heheh... but no matter wat, it was for a failed caused, in the end, i wasn't able to fight for wat i wan... aihhh... I might won the battle; but i've lost the war.
Feeling frustrated after the meeting wif her... really feel like closing down the society now. How am i suppose to ask ppl to come in the society when i got nothing to give??? She wan us to have some activities but HELLO!!! wake up n smell the roses, the uni is basically a dead town during sept to jan where most of us we either on holi o was in intrnehip how the hell u wan us to have activity?? Ask us do newsletter?? hahah y waste the money, the student dun even read their notes, do u honestly think dat they'll even care about ur newsletter?? U no need a brain to tell u dat. So in the end... i just wanna quit tis damn job, shut down the society and refund the money to my members so dat they won't feel cheated.
She wan tis but dat is now wat student wan so how to do?? I've been talking to my members n asking wat they wan etc, so who knows wat they wan more?? aihhh... talk dun listen, listen dun execute, execute wrongly, know wrong dun change, change wrong again... wat they hell the student affairs can do for the society exco members?? u tell me ....
Feeling frustrated after the meeting wif her... really feel like closing down the society now. How am i suppose to ask ppl to come in the society when i got nothing to give??? She wan us to have some activities but HELLO!!! wake up n smell the roses, the uni is basically a dead town during sept to jan where most of us we either on holi o was in intrnehip how the hell u wan us to have activity?? Ask us do newsletter?? hahah y waste the money, the student dun even read their notes, do u honestly think dat they'll even care about ur newsletter?? U no need a brain to tell u dat. So in the end... i just wanna quit tis damn job, shut down the society and refund the money to my members so dat they won't feel cheated.
She wan tis but dat is now wat student wan so how to do?? I've been talking to my members n asking wat they wan etc, so who knows wat they wan more?? aihhh... talk dun listen, listen dun execute, execute wrongly, know wrong dun change, change wrong again... wat they hell the student affairs can do for the society exco members?? u tell me ....
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Wasted 3 precious hours of mine
Today was quite a bz day for me .. having 2 meetings wow.. i really cant stand it. Had the 1st sessionat 9 then another at 2... so basically i hve no time to take my breakfast nor lunch. After the meeting i feel a bit odd as now my society have not more activities. Previously i had a few thing arranged for Feb but now ... well it'll b luckly dat we even have 1... i'm so confused... not to mentioned tired .. life sux
Got a little reminder when i went to lib to return a book from Florence dat the ladies will gonna perform in the canteen today, so ask me to go promote around... and whie Florence told me dat, YK was looking at her with the "i'll-kill-u-4-tis" look. When i said dat i'll b there she have even larger set of eyes haha.. then i went telling her dat i'll even skip class for it just to show support. She became "overwhelmed" haha in fact she keep on tellng me not to show up hahaha...
At 1pm i went to the gents n caught up wif windz... he wanted to walk off not attending lecture .. he went taking me to the canteen when i told him dat there will b a show there. So in the end i still went to canteen to watch the ladies performed although i din plan it... Well the did ok.. vry entertaining... hehe funny too ahahha...
After my 2nd session meeting it was a bit too late for anything ... so CCL and i went to library to do some stuff... I went to print some of my assignment related stuff... then went to continue wif my studies... while waiting for 530 coz KT said dat we'll go do some soldier work awhile hehe (i.e call of duty 2) hehehe . At 515 i msg him asking to confirm the time etc but in the end nothing ... at around 6 i got a call from JS saying dat windz was tired after their badminton session so wanna take a nap will meet us at 7. CCL and i agreed to dat so we went to TBR and had our lunch... i tried my best but i still finish my plate early... at around 7 i got another phone call saying dat windz need another half hr b4 he can arrive... so it'll b 730... when i heard tis i was way over my top... i dun believe this fellas... i went telling ccl dat if it wasn't for him i would have went home n leave them to die.
Went back to the old block to kill time. I was reading my things while ccl slept. We actually spend more dat 1 hr there... At around 820 CCL got fed up and wanted to leave so i give them a call and they ask us to go tbr now. When i saw them all i was able to say was just @#$%^&*%)*&^(... .i can't believe dat they made us waited for 3 bloody hours .. plz... if i were to use dat 3 hrs i would have done a lot of stuff but in the end .. wtf... nothing i really cant stand this fellas... no sense of time .. .shit ... shit shit .
LAter tonight while chatting wif liz and HC i dunno wat happen and i stepped onto their tails and now they wanna boycout me... wah... i dun even noe wat i did wrong if i did then it would still b ok but now ... well if they wanna play it tis way so be it... I'll let them know y i was call the emotionless back in my ol' skool days .. they wanna play boycout.. so i'll play wif them... it't not the 1st time i did something like tis anyway.. I've try to apolize to them but they still wanna continue wif it so fine... let's play ball.. u mess wif the wrong person at a wrong time .. i'm burning up and u still wanna play wif fire izzit.
Got a little reminder when i went to lib to return a book from Florence dat the ladies will gonna perform in the canteen today, so ask me to go promote around... and whie Florence told me dat, YK was looking at her with the "i'll-kill-u-4-tis" look. When i said dat i'll b there she have even larger set of eyes haha.. then i went telling her dat i'll even skip class for it just to show support. She became "overwhelmed" haha in fact she keep on tellng me not to show up hahaha...
At 1pm i went to the gents n caught up wif windz... he wanted to walk off not attending lecture .. he went taking me to the canteen when i told him dat there will b a show there. So in the end i still went to canteen to watch the ladies performed although i din plan it... Well the did ok.. vry entertaining... hehe funny too ahahha...
After my 2nd session meeting it was a bit too late for anything ... so CCL and i went to library to do some stuff... I went to print some of my assignment related stuff... then went to continue wif my studies... while waiting for 530 coz KT said dat we'll go do some soldier work awhile hehe (i.e call of duty 2) hehehe . At 515 i msg him asking to confirm the time etc but in the end nothing ... at around 6 i got a call from JS saying dat windz was tired after their badminton session so wanna take a nap will meet us at 7. CCL and i agreed to dat so we went to TBR and had our lunch... i tried my best but i still finish my plate early... at around 7 i got another phone call saying dat windz need another half hr b4 he can arrive... so it'll b 730... when i heard tis i was way over my top... i dun believe this fellas... i went telling ccl dat if it wasn't for him i would have went home n leave them to die.
Went back to the old block to kill time. I was reading my things while ccl slept. We actually spend more dat 1 hr there... At around 820 CCL got fed up and wanted to leave so i give them a call and they ask us to go tbr now. When i saw them all i was able to say was just @#$%^&*%)*&^(... .i can't believe dat they made us waited for 3 bloody hours .. plz... if i were to use dat 3 hrs i would have done a lot of stuff but in the end .. wtf... nothing i really cant stand this fellas... no sense of time .. .shit ... shit shit .
LAter tonight while chatting wif liz and HC i dunno wat happen and i stepped onto their tails and now they wanna boycout me... wah... i dun even noe wat i did wrong if i did then it would still b ok but now ... well if they wanna play it tis way so be it... I'll let them know y i was call the emotionless back in my ol' skool days .. they wanna play boycout.. so i'll play wif them... it't not the 1st time i did something like tis anyway.. I've try to apolize to them but they still wanna continue wif it so fine... let's play ball.. u mess wif the wrong person at a wrong time .. i'm burning up and u still wanna play wif fire izzit.
Friday, January 20, 2006
BW = Fmax - Fmin
Given Fmax = 24 , Fmin >24. Calculate the Bw of this system?
Tis is currently the most difficult i've yet to solve. I din even know how to start calculating hahah... After 3 long months of internship, i'm now back to my uni life. To get things straight out, i need to follow up on the my society, pushing for activities. I've already got members screwin the society for not doing anything for the past year. The prob is dat when we got elected it's almost to the finals so no activities there, later it was the intrnship.. wtf..
Now dat i've planned some activities DSA came to me saying dat some of the activities kenot approve... wahhhhhhh.... been bz preparing for meetings and proposals for events and all Tong is able to say is dat?? Well i dun blame him coz its he cant' approve them.. still .. aihhh
I can't swallow wat he told my bout the camp cant b approved coz it doesn't not goes inline wif the society's constitution... i just told him straightly... Students need to have fun too right?? Student also wanna get to know other ppl rite?? So wat do they intend us as course based society to do??? just do Talks, seminars, exihibition and factory visit ar?? walau if like dat how to attract members to come in?? Use some brain power la ... the officers really eat till blur izzit?? Well if they wan more "technical" related so i'll just add in a knowledge sharing slot in the camp, make it as a outside class activity somehting like a non-formal class la. See how they wanna say.. i'll execute tis damn thing. Ask the manager to talk to me la .. give tis stupid reason.. see i fight o not, tis not the first time i did it so wat .. i dun care, i wanna exercise my rights as society chairman.. dun care a damn bout them.
Really getting worked up on this, i spend my study time to prepare a proposal and now they r telling this .. wahhh.. where won't get angry, my time oso precious leh Wanna reject can just reject ar... i'll fight till the end... it kinda makes me wonder y i din go for student rep election last time hahah... well i glad i din go coz if i did then i might have to carry 2 burden hahah...
Tis is currently the most difficult i've yet to solve. I din even know how to start calculating hahah... After 3 long months of internship, i'm now back to my uni life. To get things straight out, i need to follow up on the my society, pushing for activities. I've already got members screwin the society for not doing anything for the past year. The prob is dat when we got elected it's almost to the finals so no activities there, later it was the intrnship.. wtf..
Now dat i've planned some activities DSA came to me saying dat some of the activities kenot approve... wahhhhhhh.... been bz preparing for meetings and proposals for events and all Tong is able to say is dat?? Well i dun blame him coz its he cant' approve them.. still .. aihhh
I can't swallow wat he told my bout the camp cant b approved coz it doesn't not goes inline wif the society's constitution... i just told him straightly... Students need to have fun too right?? Student also wanna get to know other ppl rite?? So wat do they intend us as course based society to do??? just do Talks, seminars, exihibition and factory visit ar?? walau if like dat how to attract members to come in?? Use some brain power la ... the officers really eat till blur izzit?? Well if they wan more "technical" related so i'll just add in a knowledge sharing slot in the camp, make it as a outside class activity somehting like a non-formal class la. See how they wanna say.. i'll execute tis damn thing. Ask the manager to talk to me la .. give tis stupid reason.. see i fight o not, tis not the first time i did it so wat .. i dun care, i wanna exercise my rights as society chairman.. dun care a damn bout them.
Really getting worked up on this, i spend my study time to prepare a proposal and now they r telling this .. wahhh.. where won't get angry, my time oso precious leh Wanna reject can just reject ar... i'll fight till the end... it kinda makes me wonder y i din go for student rep election last time hahah... well i glad i din go coz if i did then i might have to carry 2 burden hahah...
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Tired tired tired
Wow... jsut the had the best day of my life.. a 10 hour marathon... Started my class at 8am and it was all work ... During lunch hr i've arranged a society meeting, which by most is not very pleasent to everyone but that is the only time dat our advisor is free... so wat the hack... after the meeting at 2, i got another lecture till 4. After 4 have another replacement lecture till6... wahhh 8 - 6 non stop... no break... all i had was bread to keep me alife... wow.. dunno i was able to take it ... hope i dun have to do it again
Felt great coz the society meeting went on smoothly, with a well set agenda and time management, i was able to settle everything in one short.. but everything was just in brief; will have another meeting to get into details
Tmr is bout the same too... after class at 1 have a replacement class till 2 then meeting till 330.. hope it won't drag till 4++ like always.
Felt great coz the society meeting went on smoothly, with a well set agenda and time management, i was able to settle everything in one short.. but everything was just in brief; will have another meeting to get into details
Tmr is bout the same too... after class at 1 have a replacement class till 2 then meeting till 330.. hope it won't drag till 4++ like always.
Friday, January 13, 2006
Y??? I just dun get it
Been having mood swings lately, dunno izzit coz of Hong Y's thing.. well.. hope it'll end soon...
Dad just return from Johor today after visiting my aunt, she's sick, vry sick. This really makes me feel down... she's one of family dat i really feel close to. Dad told me dat she's not had any solid food to her stomach since Nov 27... it's been more dat 6 weeks now. Ytd she had one scoope of white rice and she was so happy dat.. well i could say dat it feel like she struck a gold mine. At night she felt sick, so sick dat she was rushed into hospital. She insist not to stay in hospital, the Dr only give her pain killers and she went home.
According to dad, her small intestine is spoiled, almost like rotting inside her body. Hearing this almost drove tears to my eyes. Dad oso said dat she's been suffering from this pain for the past 10 yrs, but she din tell any1 and keep it to herself until dat time where she was rushed to the hospital and the Dr checked using an endoscope. At the small intestine the scope can't go further so they have to do an operation on her n finally the truth was revealed. If she had went to the doctors earlier then may be, she wouldn't have this problem. She always says dat she wanna see me and my bro get married, dat she wanna cook a big dinner for everyone as she likes cooking for the event etc... but now, she's so weak dat ... ... suddenly feel like going there and see her, but i got my studies and work to do in uni.. well.. Tai mo, please get well soon, i wanna see u for the many, many chinese new year more... ...
I think wif this my mood swings will continue for a bit longer...
Dad just return from Johor today after visiting my aunt, she's sick, vry sick. This really makes me feel down... she's one of family dat i really feel close to. Dad told me dat she's not had any solid food to her stomach since Nov 27... it's been more dat 6 weeks now. Ytd she had one scoope of white rice and she was so happy dat.. well i could say dat it feel like she struck a gold mine. At night she felt sick, so sick dat she was rushed into hospital. She insist not to stay in hospital, the Dr only give her pain killers and she went home.
According to dad, her small intestine is spoiled, almost like rotting inside her body. Hearing this almost drove tears to my eyes. Dad oso said dat she's been suffering from this pain for the past 10 yrs, but she din tell any1 and keep it to herself until dat time where she was rushed to the hospital and the Dr checked using an endoscope. At the small intestine the scope can't go further so they have to do an operation on her n finally the truth was revealed. If she had went to the doctors earlier then may be, she wouldn't have this problem. She always says dat she wanna see me and my bro get married, dat she wanna cook a big dinner for everyone as she likes cooking for the event etc... but now, she's so weak dat ... ... suddenly feel like going there and see her, but i got my studies and work to do in uni.. well.. Tai mo, please get well soon, i wanna see u for the many, many chinese new year more... ...
I think wif this my mood swings will continue for a bit longer...
Thursday, January 12, 2006
A little present
Well i've finally manage to give SC the little late xmas gift i promised, i wonder wat will i get in return hehehe. SC promied me a present if i prepare 1 hehehe. It came a little difficult to actually pass her the thing... i mean previously there we so much thing going on dat ... well.. if i were to give it to her it'll just b worse. Today just my luck i found her alone so i quickly gived it to her.. .#smack myself on the head# i should have put a little message along wif the thing too.. aihhhh .. .stupid stupid me well nvm la ... Just hope she liked it..
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Are my co workers crazy?? haha if u r refering to the EVians then
Is Your Coworker Crazy?
CH, your coworker is The Unknown Comic
Hey, have you heard the one about...? Yep, you've heard it. A few times. You're working with the life of the party. From whoopee cushions in the conference room to bawdy email jokes and a never-ending stream of one-liners, this coworker just wants to have fun.If it seems like all too often your colleague is the only one laughing, remind yourself that all work and no play makes for a looooong day. Keeping things light in the office can help make the workday go faster and more enjoyably. After all, laughter is the best medicine. And that's no joke.
Hahaha.. another funny outcome from the test
CH, your coworker is The Unknown Comic
Hey, have you heard the one about...? Yep, you've heard it. A few times. You're working with the life of the party. From whoopee cushions in the conference room to bawdy email jokes and a never-ending stream of one-liners, this coworker just wants to have fun.If it seems like all too often your colleague is the only one laughing, remind yourself that all work and no play makes for a looooong day. Keeping things light in the office can help make the workday go faster and more enjoyably. After all, laughter is the best medicine. And that's no joke.
Hahaha.. another funny outcome from the test
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Steamboat party
Well... windz was saying dat he wanna do a steamboat. It was previously planned to compensate for the amout of unsuccessful plans we made during our 3mths. First we say we wanna go Langkawi which ends up in smoke, then we say wanna do some climbing which end up wit nothing; not forgetting during the 3-day christmas holi where i was told dat we'll met up but in the end only me, windz n meng aihh. Last but not least the little plan of going to Genting whih also ends up with nothing.. LOL this is the best 'airplane'rs i've ever met.
Anyway, I asked windz since Sat saying dat if he needs help then let me know and i'll come by earlier to help him setup stiff and all he said was ok, sure. Then on the faithful day itself i called but he din pick up, then i sms him but no reply, so i called again.. and again he din pick up I was starting to loose hope... Later i got a call from JS asking me to go their place and ask me to pick up CCL too. After picking up CCL i got a call asking to go wait at uni instead, so i went. At uni we waited for more dat an hr for every1 to finally show up. When they did we went for lunch, at 2+ . While eating we were bragging whether can we make it in time and we manage to blabber out us being the "Last-minute-King"
After lunch, all met back at windz house for further planning. When windz went out to do shopping for the food, i was left stranded coz i have no idea wtf can i do there. 1st being not my house then i have no idea wat else can i prepare with so limited resources. They got back the house around 430+ and they start to prepare. The best part is dat it was suppose to start at 6o'clock hahaha. A trival question here, we are suppose to start at 6 but currently at 430+ almost 5, we basically have NOTHING. Do u honestly it is possible to make it in time to start the meal at 6??? U got 5 sec to ans ... .... ...
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Correct, it is virtually humanily next to almost imposibble to get it done by dat time. We still have chicken wings to fry and it is not even properly seasoned yet.
During the round 1 of the preparation, it was the guy team who was doing the work. We were washing n preparing the veges, fixing the stove etc. I ended up saying dat a grp of engineers and we can't make a decent meal for everyone hahahaha, windz replied with a simply replied, we're engineers not cooks hahahahah... wat chaos hahaha well not really chaos but just a bit rush and worried coz nothing is actually prepared. Later WY, Irene n I were asked to go out n do some shopping to get some kitchen utilities to speed things up, went to WY's hse to get the stuff then off to Mr. & Mrs Smith's place, only to get the actual reason y they dun wanna come, they r in th living room and their keys is in their room... locked ... ><" Got back the appartment, bought water n everything n rushed back up.
While the ladies was bz in the kitchen hehehe
Another look at us, loitering around waiting for food
Tis time we were more prepared... but not long after we got home, the kitchen got invaided by Irene's frens and the only remaining person from the initial grp was MC.. she was the commander, she can work wonders in the kitchen.. wow... Well i still try to help all i could in tis round, coz i'm starting to get hungry so the earlier they finish, the earlier i can eat.. I was holding the pan filled with the tom yam soup for so long dat the next time i did it again my right arm was shaking and tis continue for almost the entire night hahaha.. felt like i'm a parkinson hahaha (touchwood) Well in between time i took the camera and start snapping away, the ladies at work, the guys at play hahahahaa... but try to keep myself out of the way so dat i won't b a pest to them (although i think i am one)
All the food #slurrrp# but cant start... coz no soup
The soup is STILL here ar??? walau... i'll die of hunger soon :'(
Alas, at around 1030 we can start hahahah the 6o'clk even can finally start.
Finally the soup and the food are in the right place... wait wait .. not yet... the correct place is in my stomach heheheh. Dig in guys
Most of us were hungry i can tell, but i dare not say it out coz it would b bad but some of us were already complaining, quite loud too. I feel dat they shouldn't coz the ladies were cooking n they din even help so ... .... well its their mouth anyway, nothing i can say bout dat. Anyway although we start but the ladies still finishing up on the chiken and fish but they ask us to start 1st so wat the heck hehehee.. windz and JS took up some food for their lovely other half. I was bz eating hahaha...
Then we clear out our food to prepare for round 2 for the ladies, we put in stuff into the pot and tell them to eat. I was again trigger happy and snap photos of every1 eating, crapping, gaming etc hahaha... wat a way to spend a holiday i would say. With bounch of frens who is on the same channel... nice nice.
The ladies turn to the food after a hard days work
While eating i went to the balcony to have some fresh air n a piece of mind. I really like the night sky especially from somewhere high. The view of the night, the silence.. simply marvelous... really like this kinda feeling... I go out the balcony almost everynight back in penang ... just too bad dat its different here in KL haha. Come to think of it.. its been a week now since i got back from penang... do miss those jokers there hahha.. just remembered i wonder wat was sister sizzling reaction towards my email of wat i remembered bout the EVians haha hope she won't wanna kill me when c me next time hahaha. Hey miss emotion if u reading tis pls update me wilya hehehe thx wo haha
Wat a nice view from here ... haha.. really like the feel... cool, silent... well.. just like it
Well we ate a lot.. especially me, i din even stop, the others was watching Gundam Seed episode 51 which got them glued to the screen. Wow... round after rounds of food haha.. i even did wat i did last time when Pierre treat us to steamboat " I'm full... I'm full" (i was stuffing my mouth when i said dat) hehe... basically it was vry much guys to Gundam and the ladies to the food. The ladies talk n laughed... vry loudly too hahaha... we have to ask them to lower down their voice as it's quite late already.
After meal, its already around 1 if not mistaken coz i din notice the time coz there is no functional clock at his place. We clean up and then went for gaming. Spend around 2 hrs gaming till every1 is half dead when all retire for the night .. or should i say day hahaha .. damn i'm sleepy hahah luckly tuesday is a public holi hehehe
Anyway, I asked windz since Sat saying dat if he needs help then let me know and i'll come by earlier to help him setup stiff and all he said was ok, sure. Then on the faithful day itself i called but he din pick up, then i sms him but no reply, so i called again.. and again he din pick up I was starting to loose hope... Later i got a call from JS asking me to go their place and ask me to pick up CCL too. After picking up CCL i got a call asking to go wait at uni instead, so i went. At uni we waited for more dat an hr for every1 to finally show up. When they did we went for lunch, at 2+ . While eating we were bragging whether can we make it in time and we manage to blabber out us being the "Last-minute-King"
After lunch, all met back at windz house for further planning. When windz went out to do shopping for the food, i was left stranded coz i have no idea wtf can i do there. 1st being not my house then i have no idea wat else can i prepare with so limited resources. They got back the house around 430+ and they start to prepare. The best part is dat it was suppose to start at 6o'clock hahaha. A trival question here, we are suppose to start at 6 but currently at 430+ almost 5, we basically have NOTHING. Do u honestly it is possible to make it in time to start the meal at 6??? U got 5 sec to ans ... .... ...
...
...
...
...
Correct, it is virtually humanily next to almost imposibble to get it done by dat time. We still have chicken wings to fry and it is not even properly seasoned yet.
During the round 1 of the preparation, it was the guy team who was doing the work. We were washing n preparing the veges, fixing the stove etc. I ended up saying dat a grp of engineers and we can't make a decent meal for everyone hahahaha, windz replied with a simply replied, we're engineers not cooks hahahahah... wat chaos hahaha well not really chaos but just a bit rush and worried coz nothing is actually prepared. Later WY, Irene n I were asked to go out n do some shopping to get some kitchen utilities to speed things up, went to WY's hse to get the stuff then off to Mr. & Mrs Smith's place, only to get the actual reason y they dun wanna come, they r in th living room and their keys is in their room... locked ... ><" Got back the appartment, bought water n everything n rushed back up.
While the ladies was bz in the kitchen hehehe
Another look at us, loitering around waiting for food
Tis time we were more prepared... but not long after we got home, the kitchen got invaided by Irene's frens and the only remaining person from the initial grp was MC.. she was the commander, she can work wonders in the kitchen.. wow... Well i still try to help all i could in tis round, coz i'm starting to get hungry so the earlier they finish, the earlier i can eat.. I was holding the pan filled with the tom yam soup for so long dat the next time i did it again my right arm was shaking and tis continue for almost the entire night hahaha.. felt like i'm a parkinson hahaha (touchwood) Well in between time i took the camera and start snapping away, the ladies at work, the guys at play hahahahaa... but try to keep myself out of the way so dat i won't b a pest to them (although i think i am one)
All the food #slurrrp# but cant start... coz no soup
The soup is STILL here ar??? walau... i'll die of hunger soon :'(
Alas, at around 1030 we can start hahahah the 6o'clk even can finally start.
Finally the soup and the food are in the right place... wait wait .. not yet... the correct place is in my stomach heheheh. Dig in guys
Most of us were hungry i can tell, but i dare not say it out coz it would b bad but some of us were already complaining, quite loud too. I feel dat they shouldn't coz the ladies were cooking n they din even help so ... .... well its their mouth anyway, nothing i can say bout dat. Anyway although we start but the ladies still finishing up on the chiken and fish but they ask us to start 1st so wat the heck hehehee.. windz and JS took up some food for their lovely other half. I was bz eating hahaha...
Then we clear out our food to prepare for round 2 for the ladies, we put in stuff into the pot and tell them to eat. I was again trigger happy and snap photos of every1 eating, crapping, gaming etc hahaha... wat a way to spend a holiday i would say. With bounch of frens who is on the same channel... nice nice.
The ladies turn to the food after a hard days work
While eating i went to the balcony to have some fresh air n a piece of mind. I really like the night sky especially from somewhere high. The view of the night, the silence.. simply marvelous... really like this kinda feeling... I go out the balcony almost everynight back in penang ... just too bad dat its different here in KL haha. Come to think of it.. its been a week now since i got back from penang... do miss those jokers there hahha.. just remembered i wonder wat was sister sizzling reaction towards my email of wat i remembered bout the EVians haha hope she won't wanna kill me when c me next time hahaha. Hey miss emotion if u reading tis pls update me wilya hehehe thx wo haha
Wat a nice view from here ... haha.. really like the feel... cool, silent... well.. just like it
Well we ate a lot.. especially me, i din even stop, the others was watching Gundam Seed episode 51 which got them glued to the screen. Wow... round after rounds of food haha.. i even did wat i did last time when Pierre treat us to steamboat " I'm full... I'm full" (i was stuffing my mouth when i said dat) hehe... basically it was vry much guys to Gundam and the ladies to the food. The ladies talk n laughed... vry loudly too hahaha... we have to ask them to lower down their voice as it's quite late already.
After meal, its already around 1 if not mistaken coz i din notice the time coz there is no functional clock at his place. We clean up and then went for gaming. Spend around 2 hrs gaming till every1 is half dead when all retire for the night .. or should i say day hahaha .. damn i'm sleepy hahah luckly tuesday is a public holi hehehe
Monday, January 09, 2006
2 Hp missings wat the heck
Wat a day.. 1st chris then CC .. both oso lost their hand phones... chris say she go washroom them missing, dunno how dat happen... CC.. well on CC's case i feel a little responsible..if i were to left the hse earlier then may be, just may be the phone won't got snatched... he was replying a msg near his hse when a bike came n snatched it. It could be some1 from his neighbourhood.
Next time i think i'll keep my phone in my pocket and only bring it out when i'm sure no 1 is watching ... well dunno how he'll handle it la, say going to take EL to go maxis tmr...
Oh ya.. i finally saw where the 10e-3 came from hahaha... i din notice that there is a "m" next to the given value hehehe... dat explains the 10e-3 hahaha i was thinking how come i dunno how to differenciate the damn thing haha. impossible i've grown so stupid
Next time i think i'll keep my phone in my pocket and only bring it out when i'm sure no 1 is watching ... well dunno how he'll handle it la, say going to take EL to go maxis tmr...
Oh ya.. i finally saw where the 10e-3 came from hahaha... i din notice that there is a "m" next to the given value hehehe... dat explains the 10e-3 hahaha i was thinking how come i dunno how to differenciate the damn thing haha. impossible i've grown so stupid
Friday, January 06, 2006
EM ... Solid state.. aihhh... not to mention the uni cheat me
Got a "exciting" news when i was in the office after lunch.. We were suddenly told dat our internship WILL be graded... walau, previously say it won't be graded only PASS/FAIL now say got grade.. lucky i did my report nicely.. but it wasn't perfect coz i got lazy at some point but if know its gonna b graded then no matter how lazy oso do my vry best la... hope can get an A for it.. then my CGPA got chance to see light again ... if not.. aihh... coz of tis almost need to sit it over a cup of tea wif the dean, althought i did spend a lot of time talking to him.. aihh.. not student rep oso like tis already, if i were the student rep then more worse ... so dat decision to not to get involve is the right 1 hehehe
Had the most extruciating class, my dear dr.. can u speak in a different manner ??? u r so monotoneous, n the best part is dat u teach while ur siting down... wtf... aihhhhhh i dunno whether will i b able to survive in ur class... wat to do .. wat to do
Was working on 1 of the eg from the book.. OMG.. after 3 mths i've fogetten how to differentiate ARRRRRRR!!!! any1 know how to differenciate 4 sin 10e6 t ?? how come is not -4 (10e6) cos 10e6 t??? how come it is given as -4 (10e-3) (10e6) cos 10e6 t... where did the 10e-3 come from???!!!! arrrrrrr i wanna cry already ... if tis so simple i oso kenot do then no need to continue already... HELPPPPPP!!!!!!!
Got a miss call from liz, and when i called back all she said was "I'm sorry" which i have no idea wat had happen until i talk to SC it was coz i look damn serious dat it scared them hahaha she worry bout wat happen ytd bout the little joke she pulled on us. While talking to SC, she was saying dat i like to act "wei ta" (mandrine)... well i dunno.. mayb i guess, but it has been a way in me since long long ago. #sigh# its not easy to put up a face dat would make ppl feel at ease. I tend to act like mr invurneable, i dun get hurt, not feel sad and can work 24/7. Seriously, i dunno y.. i jsut do... its not easy to be me ... i oso wanna find some1 to talk to when i'm sad etc but the problem is dat it's almost impossible for me to open my mouth to actually express wat i feel. I would also wanna find some1 dat i can talk to n share my feelings but the fact is, it is not easy... if it were i dun think i would have tis blog lol.. i guess tis is my only space to express my feelings i guess. hahaha...
Got me thinking too y izzit dat we hardly talk when we see each other in uni?? hahaha weird indeed... according to her is dat if she talk to me then the ladies there will start bombardment hahahaah.. dunno dunno dunno hahaha
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I can't pretend i wasn't lonely
Solitude is all i knew
I was so afraid of pain
So afraid to let luv in my life again
U dun have to b an angle
I protect u as u are
Loving u for love own sake
Let me hold ur heart n it'll nvr break
I do understand
A woman n a man
The strength in tenderness
There's a power in luv
U have given me
A vision out to see
I believe luv
Just bcoz of u...
Lyrics from I believe in love from James Ingram and Sally Yeh
just feel like writing it suddenly hahaha... i really like tis song, too bad i dun have it
Had the most extruciating class, my dear dr.. can u speak in a different manner ??? u r so monotoneous, n the best part is dat u teach while ur siting down... wtf... aihhhhhh i dunno whether will i b able to survive in ur class... wat to do .. wat to do
Was working on 1 of the eg from the book.. OMG.. after 3 mths i've fogetten how to differentiate ARRRRRRR!!!! any1 know how to differenciate 4 sin 10e6 t ?? how come is not -4 (10e6) cos 10e6 t??? how come it is given as -4 (10e-3) (10e6) cos 10e6 t... where did the 10e-3 come from???!!!! arrrrrrr i wanna cry already ... if tis so simple i oso kenot do then no need to continue already... HELPPPPPP!!!!!!!
Got a miss call from liz, and when i called back all she said was "I'm sorry" which i have no idea wat had happen until i talk to SC it was coz i look damn serious dat it scared them hahaha she worry bout wat happen ytd bout the little joke she pulled on us. While talking to SC, she was saying dat i like to act "wei ta" (mandrine)... well i dunno.. mayb i guess, but it has been a way in me since long long ago. #sigh# its not easy to put up a face dat would make ppl feel at ease. I tend to act like mr invurneable, i dun get hurt, not feel sad and can work 24/7. Seriously, i dunno y.. i jsut do... its not easy to be me ... i oso wanna find some1 to talk to when i'm sad etc but the problem is dat it's almost impossible for me to open my mouth to actually express wat i feel. I would also wanna find some1 dat i can talk to n share my feelings but the fact is, it is not easy... if it were i dun think i would have tis blog lol.. i guess tis is my only space to express my feelings i guess. hahaha...
Got me thinking too y izzit dat we hardly talk when we see each other in uni?? hahaha weird indeed... according to her is dat if she talk to me then the ladies there will start bombardment hahahaah.. dunno dunno dunno hahaha
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I can't pretend i wasn't lonely
Solitude is all i knew
I was so afraid of pain
So afraid to let luv in my life again
U dun have to b an angle
I protect u as u are
Loving u for love own sake
Let me hold ur heart n it'll nvr break
I do understand
A woman n a man
The strength in tenderness
There's a power in luv
U have given me
A vision out to see
I believe luv
Just bcoz of u...
Lyrics from I believe in love from James Ingram and Sally Yeh
just feel like writing it suddenly hahaha... i really like tis song, too bad i dun have it
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Frens... #sigh# [feel like changing the title now...]
I'm getting vry irritated by my frens here ... those bugger shouted out my name again.. like wat they did for Ms Yap's lectere, and to make matter worse, i was asked to go to ICT to get the lap top for Dr Yeong so he can start his class... if i drag then the class no need to start already... %(*@^ wif frens like them who needs enemies... aihhh
A funny thing happen in lib... well i was bz wif my things coz i ned to settle quite a lot of unfinished business wif the society since its been sleeping for the past 3 mths, i'm begining to feel sorry to Dr Ng... anyway i was in the ICT printing somehting when i got a call from liz asking me to go down to the 1st floor asap... so i quickly finish up my printing then went down, i din even pack coz she sounds urgent... on the 1st floor... the 1st thing i heard was "here he is" ... ... ... i was dumbfolded... wat just happened here??? only then i know.. they r playing green.. then liz start to twist her words.. wahhh really beh tahan la ... i was laughing away. Later she say she wanna go.. but after awhile she came back .. ?_? wat happen .. wat she wan?? anyway liz still keep up wif her jokes and i was really laughin.. hahha really cant stand tis ladies.. aihhh
ANyway, talk to tzong jye about the camp thing today, dunno how my guys gonna react to it wif the new changes he planned.. hope they'll accept it nicely .. well see how it goes. Went gaming wif the gang later , w/o ccl.. it;s kinda different w/o him.. but wat to do, he neeed to do his report .
Was IMing wif a few frens here ... and i heard of a terrible news from my CCC; its 23.01 on tis faithful day ... a close 2ndary sr of mine... got involved in an accident last wed... now.... he... ... ... he... is ... unable to walk anymore... ... he got a broken spine... i'm greatly shaken by this.... dun talk about feeling.. currently i can't even put on a smile even if u were to tell me dat i won a million dollars...
well some of u might say, "hey look on the bright side, he's still alive" ... .. well if u wanna put it tis way then i got nothing to say but i just can't think of it dat way; i just cant. I know the guy, heart to heart ... wow... there is no words dat could express my feelings now... it feels like a total void here... Last i saw him was in TARC on a career fair, he was working in Genting .. now... tis news.. wow... ... really makes u think, how fragile our body is...
some how i think i'll b a gloomy for the next few days... i think i'll tell bro about tis when he returns later...
A funny thing happen in lib... well i was bz wif my things coz i ned to settle quite a lot of unfinished business wif the society since its been sleeping for the past 3 mths, i'm begining to feel sorry to Dr Ng... anyway i was in the ICT printing somehting when i got a call from liz asking me to go down to the 1st floor asap... so i quickly finish up my printing then went down, i din even pack coz she sounds urgent... on the 1st floor... the 1st thing i heard was "here he is" ... ... ... i was dumbfolded... wat just happened here??? only then i know.. they r playing green.. then liz start to twist her words.. wahhh really beh tahan la ... i was laughing away. Later she say she wanna go.. but after awhile she came back .. ?_? wat happen .. wat she wan?? anyway liz still keep up wif her jokes and i was really laughin.. hahha really cant stand tis ladies.. aihhh
ANyway, talk to tzong jye about the camp thing today, dunno how my guys gonna react to it wif the new changes he planned.. hope they'll accept it nicely .. well see how it goes. Went gaming wif the gang later , w/o ccl.. it;s kinda different w/o him.. but wat to do, he neeed to do his report .
Was IMing wif a few frens here ... and i heard of a terrible news from my CCC; its 23.01 on tis faithful day ... a close 2ndary sr of mine... got involved in an accident last wed... now.... he... ... ... he... is ... unable to walk anymore... ... he got a broken spine... i'm greatly shaken by this.... dun talk about feeling.. currently i can't even put on a smile even if u were to tell me dat i won a million dollars...
well some of u might say, "hey look on the bright side, he's still alive" ... .. well if u wanna put it tis way then i got nothing to say but i just can't think of it dat way; i just cant. I know the guy, heart to heart ... wow... there is no words dat could express my feelings now... it feels like a total void here... Last i saw him was in TARC on a career fair, he was working in Genting .. now... tis news.. wow... ... really makes u think, how fragile our body is...
some how i think i'll b a gloomy for the next few days... i think i'll tell bro about tis when he returns later...
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
End of internship back to skool
Aihhh... Got to know dat i have classes every morning from 8 to 5 ... hahahaha.... almost like last time back at Intel... but the only difference is dat i dun get to scan my badge for morning bread and coffee heheheh.... aihh.. sure miss dat crazy place in the lab hahahaha Oh well, its another chapter in my life anyway so i guess i just have to live wif it rite?
1st day back in uni.. haha..meeting a lot of my ol' classmates again, kinda funny not seeing them for 3 mths... we've basically have spend the entire yr together hahha... now wif everyone of us after attending training i think we have a much more different mindset now, well at least dat's wat i think since we've now seen n learned different stuff but hey... every1 is different rite?
Met the "ladies" again and hahaha.. started the greeting wif some meows which really got HC really irritated hehehe well wat to do 3 mths din c her hehehe.. then i took off her shoes too ahah.. i'm kinda mad hahahahhaahahahahahaha.... fooled around wif YK too
Got a lecturere from India..wow... he's slang.. simply marvelous.. hahah i can hardly catch some of words hahaha... wow... i've heard stories about being taught by an India guy b4 but tis is the 1st time dat i'm actually gonna experience it hahaha.. hope i can catch him in class if not its gonna b a long long long semester ^_^
While waiting for the next lecture, i bumped into Liz hahaha.. well give her a few "greetings" and then i rush to class hehehee.... after lecture she was complining to her grp and i took the advantage to give her a few more "greetings" heheh. I think i still haven't got the EVians virus cleared yet hehehehe....
Anyway mostly the day in uni is kinda slow... mayb coz there is not much classes yet (hopefully is coz if tis) hope dat next week will b better if not i really dunno how i'm gonna pass my day... ... ... well i'll find a way, i always do.
1st day back in uni.. haha..meeting a lot of my ol' classmates again, kinda funny not seeing them for 3 mths... we've basically have spend the entire yr together hahha... now wif everyone of us after attending training i think we have a much more different mindset now, well at least dat's wat i think since we've now seen n learned different stuff but hey... every1 is different rite?
Met the "ladies" again and hahaha.. started the greeting wif some meows which really got HC really irritated hehehe well wat to do 3 mths din c her hehehe.. then i took off her shoes too ahah.. i'm kinda mad hahahahhaahahahahahaha.... fooled around wif YK too
Got a lecturere from India..wow... he's slang.. simply marvelous.. hahah i can hardly catch some of words hahaha... wow... i've heard stories about being taught by an India guy b4 but tis is the 1st time dat i'm actually gonna experience it hahaha.. hope i can catch him in class if not its gonna b a long long long semester ^_^
While waiting for the next lecture, i bumped into Liz hahaha.. well give her a few "greetings" and then i rush to class hehehee.... after lecture she was complining to her grp and i took the advantage to give her a few more "greetings" heheh. I think i still haven't got the EVians virus cleared yet hehehehe....
Anyway mostly the day in uni is kinda slow... mayb coz there is not much classes yet (hopefully is coz if tis) hope dat next week will b better if not i really dunno how i'm gonna pass my day... ... ... well i'll find a way, i always do.
Monday, January 02, 2006
The Leech is back
Well been back in KL for 2 days now... it seems like i'm still having some difficulities adjusting myself hehehe... well i have my dinner around 6++ to 7 but back here my dinner time is around 830+ so its kinda hard hehehe.... I need to keep FIT hahaa.. i'm now FAT, how do u change the view of the A so dat it would look like an I from the sides ?_? hehee i wanna know, any1 willing to share the secret??
Its kinda nice having people ACTUALLY reading my blog hehehe... initially i just wanna use as a my online diary but now hehehe.... thx chien n emotional for supporting hehehe now it would be more exciting when i check on my blog... hehehe btw i think i forgot to share wif u some of the intern's face
Me, SW, SY n EC... the EV's intern :)
Was reading emotional's blog... make me really miss the EVians, well its been 3 whole months there so can't help it dat i start to develop feelings for them rite? Had dinner wif Maz ytd and talk about tis n dat hahh... he almost blurted company secrets hehehehe i should have recoreded it then send to meng chai heheheh well anyway its just for fun la hahaha...
Will start skool tmr... dunno will i b able to cope wif the "new" environment again hahaha.. wish me luck... my aim tis sem, well its like my previously sem, push my CGPA up again... its been falling like our malaysia stocks .. :'(
Its kinda nice having people ACTUALLY reading my blog hehehe... initially i just wanna use as a my online diary but now hehehe.... thx chien n emotional for supporting hehehe now it would be more exciting when i check on my blog... hehehe btw i think i forgot to share wif u some of the intern's face
Me, SW, SY n EC... the EV's intern :)
Was reading emotional's blog... make me really miss the EVians, well its been 3 whole months there so can't help it dat i start to develop feelings for them rite? Had dinner wif Maz ytd and talk about tis n dat hahh... he almost blurted company secrets hehehehe i should have recoreded it then send to meng chai heheheh well anyway its just for fun la hahaha...
Will start skool tmr... dunno will i b able to cope wif the "new" environment again hahaha.. wish me luck... my aim tis sem, well its like my previously sem, push my CGPA up again... its been falling like our malaysia stocks .. :'(
I'm so confuse...
3 and half months in penang and all i'm able to come up are those little things?? Well actualyl there r just a lot of things i would like to write down in my blog but is just dat .. well some of the things i seem to have forgetten or its too hard to write down... #sigh#..
It's like tis.. on my 1st day i arrive at Pg, at dinner i was't able to order water coz i dunno how to speak hokkien.. tis are the things i wish to write down but some of the things r so vague now.
1st day at intel? Arrive at shinca at 730 just to find to b trap in the rain at the car park's shuttle station... damn intel is SOOO big... well this are the things dat came to mind on my 1st day hehehe.. realyl stupid then.. dunno wat is wat, where is wat etc hahhaha but after bout 1 week there can run already hehehee... but now... i cant even go back there coz i dun have my ID wif me aih...
let me see.. anymore interesting things dat i wanna share... ... well there is the "Jinggle Bell" song dat i sang especially for CS hahaa... Hey MG ur too young to listen to those kinda lyrics :p hehehehe hope they like it hahhaha dat only happen 3 days ago if not mistaken hehehe.
On my last day, well.. its kinda sad. Got to know my team mates so well and now its time to say good bye... sigh.. I actually bring along my eye drop just in case there is a sceen dat need me to cry and i can't find tears hehehe... Anyway had a farewell lunch together at Secret Reciepe just too bad there were no photos , some1 got a camera but forget to bring it out.. aihh... The food was good n filling too, after eating we just sat there and talk... had a few good laughs usually bout MG hehe... dunno y, it seems dat everything dat happens there will always be MG's name on it hahaha.
Bout 240 we went back to office... got there, well basically i just slack there coz there is just nothing left for me to do... i've finished my report, got everything signed for... just dat i've not gotten the company stamp and submit my attendance to payroll. After doing all dat its time to go. At 5 got bro's call saying he's here, i went up to cub coz MG is going to escort me out. Got there took some photos in and around the cub and then around CKT. Gonna miss every1 .. especially Li Shun... she's a funny fren hehehe.. like to disturb her hahahaha, she kept her promise of letting my leech stay on her white board till my last day of internship... will miss her blur blur laughs :) ....
I actually spend another 50 odd mins b4 leaving PG2 coz i know after this dunno when will i b able to come back, o will i even b capable to come back... hahahaha this 14 weeks has been a blast... good food, wonderful environment and excelent company of frens wat more can i ask for
It's like tis.. on my 1st day i arrive at Pg, at dinner i was't able to order water coz i dunno how to speak hokkien.. tis are the things i wish to write down but some of the things r so vague now.
1st day at intel? Arrive at shinca at 730 just to find to b trap in the rain at the car park's shuttle station... damn intel is SOOO big... well this are the things dat came to mind on my 1st day hehehe.. realyl stupid then.. dunno wat is wat, where is wat etc hahhaha but after bout 1 week there can run already hehehee... but now... i cant even go back there coz i dun have my ID wif me aih...
let me see.. anymore interesting things dat i wanna share... ... well there is the "Jinggle Bell" song dat i sang especially for CS hahaa... Hey MG ur too young to listen to those kinda lyrics :p hehehehe hope they like it hahhaha dat only happen 3 days ago if not mistaken hehehe.
On my last day, well.. its kinda sad. Got to know my team mates so well and now its time to say good bye... sigh.. I actually bring along my eye drop just in case there is a sceen dat need me to cry and i can't find tears hehehe... Anyway had a farewell lunch together at Secret Reciepe just too bad there were no photos , some1 got a camera but forget to bring it out.. aihh... The food was good n filling too, after eating we just sat there and talk... had a few good laughs usually bout MG hehe... dunno y, it seems dat everything dat happens there will always be MG's name on it hahaha.
Bout 240 we went back to office... got there, well basically i just slack there coz there is just nothing left for me to do... i've finished my report, got everything signed for... just dat i've not gotten the company stamp and submit my attendance to payroll. After doing all dat its time to go. At 5 got bro's call saying he's here, i went up to cub coz MG is going to escort me out. Got there took some photos in and around the cub and then around CKT. Gonna miss every1 .. especially Li Shun... she's a funny fren hehehe.. like to disturb her hahahaha, she kept her promise of letting my leech stay on her white board till my last day of internship... will miss her blur blur laughs :) ....
I actually spend another 50 odd mins b4 leaving PG2 coz i know after this dunno when will i b able to come back, o will i even b capable to come back... hahahaha this 14 weeks has been a blast... good food, wonderful environment and excelent company of frens wat more can i ask for
Sunday, January 01, 2006
How time flies #sob#...
Little dat i know it, it's been 3 whole months i stayed in penang, away from my family. Well undergoing this internship was fun, i learned tonnes of stuff, met tonnes of ppl and having loads of fun. 1 word... amazing. The team... lol... i'll show u wat they did n u'll be the judge of dat
This was me when i initially join the team
And tis was wat became of me after i went in... (Notice i'm actually wearing the same shirt)
Those guys in EV are monsters i tell ya .. they almost rip me limb to limb hahaha luckly i manage to survive tis ordeal hehehe... wat dat dun kills u only makes u stronger MUAHAHAHAAHa
Well enuf of crap, actually i really do enjoy myself there, had tonnes of fun. My seniors treat me like ... well basically everyone in the team treats everyone like family so i dun have any problem joining them and having fun.
Really wanna thank my "buddy" CS, he thought me tonnes of stuff, gimme a lot of advice and remind me a lot of my childhood stuff, its like anything i know he knows too hahaha vry in sync hehe;
Mazlan: wonderful friend, nvr hessitate to teach ... just a great guy to hang around wif;
MG: a naive looking girl, but dun be fooled by it she will say things like bridges ^o^ .. really like the tone of her voice so really like talking to her
Jason: Next to CS he's the largest joker around. There will always b a talk of shit wif him and MG around hehehehee, have the best impersonation of MG dat will really laugh ur sox off hehe
SL: The dangerous one heheh.. always like it when i give her massage hehee
Juo: Another crappy guy haha... can play a fool like there's no tmr hehe
Zul: well.. another joker dat is always smilling
Tis are jsut a few of my closest seniors in the lab... they r just wonderful to be around wif, can learn a lot from them so i truely cherish their frenship... thx guys.. n girls , hope dat will b able to join all u guys for another round of fun n exciment in the future
Funny, i never felt anything when i left for Pg, i dun miss anyone or anything... at all.. but when its time to return to KL... i just feel... sad, its like the "i dun wanna leave" kinda feeling well there r just too many things dat have happen there dat is really nostalgic to me. The time i spend wif the team and not forgetting my wonderful fren kelly... just feel like dat there's a void in me now whenever i think back on the things i did there... well talk about being emotional...
The EV team
Has, Jason, SL, KJ, Maz, Juo, Zul, SY, BH
MG, Me, Randy, AK, David, CS, Pierre
MIA: SW, EC n Irene
Thx for everything ...
This was me when i initially join the team
And tis was wat became of me after i went in... (Notice i'm actually wearing the same shirt)
Those guys in EV are monsters i tell ya .. they almost rip me limb to limb hahaha luckly i manage to survive tis ordeal hehehe... wat dat dun kills u only makes u stronger MUAHAHAHAAHa
Well enuf of crap, actually i really do enjoy myself there, had tonnes of fun. My seniors treat me like ... well basically everyone in the team treats everyone like family so i dun have any problem joining them and having fun.
Really wanna thank my "buddy" CS, he thought me tonnes of stuff, gimme a lot of advice and remind me a lot of my childhood stuff, its like anything i know he knows too hahaha vry in sync hehe;
Mazlan: wonderful friend, nvr hessitate to teach ... just a great guy to hang around wif;
MG: a naive looking girl, but dun be fooled by it she will say things like bridges ^o^ .. really like the tone of her voice so really like talking to her
Jason: Next to CS he's the largest joker around. There will always b a talk of shit wif him and MG around hehehehee, have the best impersonation of MG dat will really laugh ur sox off hehe
SL: The dangerous one heheh.. always like it when i give her massage hehee
Juo: Another crappy guy haha... can play a fool like there's no tmr hehe
Zul: well.. another joker dat is always smilling
Tis are jsut a few of my closest seniors in the lab... they r just wonderful to be around wif, can learn a lot from them so i truely cherish their frenship... thx guys.. n girls , hope dat will b able to join all u guys for another round of fun n exciment in the future
Funny, i never felt anything when i left for Pg, i dun miss anyone or anything... at all.. but when its time to return to KL... i just feel... sad, its like the "i dun wanna leave" kinda feeling well there r just too many things dat have happen there dat is really nostalgic to me. The time i spend wif the team and not forgetting my wonderful fren kelly... just feel like dat there's a void in me now whenever i think back on the things i did there... well talk about being emotional...
The EV team
Has, Jason, SL, KJ, Maz, Juo, Zul, SY, BH
MG, Me, Randy, AK, David, CS, Pierre
MIA: SW, EC n Irene
Thx for everything ...
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
My 1st Team Building... resulted in an injured Leech
Wow... My 1st team building exp, it was fun n wonderful. Partly is coz every1 there r frendly so its easy for me to join in n play. Of all my life playing telematches, i've nvr been on a winning team b4 n ytd it was my 1st. we won 4 out of 5 matches and was the only team dat was able to draw ALL other teams hehehe (the drawing is the punishment) YEAAA!!!! ^_^ but nothing is w/o its price... i'm currently an injured leech... to make matters worse, it's chirstmas :'( ... ... ... A lonely Lonely christmas for a lonely n injured leech... :'( One of the best wins is the sand deco game, where we r required to dress up some1 in the sand hehehe we made a vry large Man-Spider 
Injured myself in the dodge ball game when i try to stop myself. Dragged my foot on the cement floor, a rough surface cement floor, and injured my toe; it was a cut quite deep cut. Yet i din know dat i'm injured so i continued to play... it was until later when i start to feel pain where i look dat its bleeding but i still continue playing and after holding back for about 10 more mins, i had it... i have to call for a switch... arghhhhh... how can i withold the pain for so long??? haha its ez, been in worse pain dat tis hahahaha.. I'm invurnable hahahahaha :p... tak tau mati punya budak hahaha
After the telematch we had lunch... KFC for every1. After lunch we went for canoeing. Since i've nvr try it b4 so I MUST go for it hehe. Shared a boat w/ Irene, it was bit tough in the beginin coz both of us dunno how to go about on it. But in the end w/ some guidence from AK, we were on our way hehehe. It was fun... the cool wind, the sea.. just magnificent hehehe... really wonderful exp. We went around going to the next beach, ramming into ppl just for fun hahahaha. We even touch the buoy for the feel of self accomplishment hehehe.
After canoeing, I did a stupid mistake... Jason n gang was on the beach calling ppl, so i went. Bearing the beach they asked a question, "Do u have xtra cloths to change?" and i said yes, then... WE got attacked by the "Pirates Of Penang from Intel" wahhhhhhhhh. It took them a couple of try b4 being able to capsize us, we manage to balance the boat for awhile, but as their number grows... well "MEN DOWN!!!!". Later jason wanted to throw me into the sea, luckly i manage to lock my arms around Hazizol hehehe.. see how u throw me hahahahahaaha, i'll just drag zul along hahahahahaha. Luckly i've learn to curl my arms around ppl hehehehe
When i finally got bck to the beach, MG was still dry.. It cant be... all of us r wet how can she b dry... Almost every1 there gang up on her splashing water onto her hahahah then she's all wet too hahaha, all she manage to say was "It's salty!" hahaha, wat u expect from sea water hahaha... Since i'm wet so i joined the pirates too, looking for innocent victims. When LiShun came back, she too got a taste of being wet hahahah.
After some rest, Irene n I went for round 2 of canoeing. Tis time we try to approach the fish breading thingy. When we try to approach the sea mosque (it's build on top of the sea supported by pillars) the wave kept pushing us back and when we apporach the mosque our canoe is too near other larger boats tied there i afraid we might hit it, so we turn back. Later Irene suggest we try the single canoe too so we went back to the beach, only to b attacked again... After the 2nd attack i've given up on the canoe and became a full-time pirate.
After some more attackes there were no more targets so we change to self attack, spalshing water at every1, MG got the most hits hahaha. She seems a bit upset too i think. I begin tellin her dat she looks better when she's wet so i kept on splashing her w/ water hahaha, she copied my line and splash back ... Too bad there we no photos of us fighting hehehe or was there any photos of the wet ver of MG hahaha.
Later at about 5 we help to collect all the canoes, oars n life jackets and brought them back to the sport center. Then cleaned up, took photo and it was the end... every1 went home.
Irene drop of AK, MG, n YC back at Intel and she give me a ride home. B4 dat we wnet for dinner. Had tis vry nice cheese-naan.. really good, unlike other places dat i had where u can only taste the cheese on certain areas tis 1 i'm able to taste it all around the naan.. really good. After dinner Irene suggest for some dessert and there was 1 place she wanted to go. After numerious rounds around PG town we finally got there hahaha.. good way for site seeing hehehe. Anyway, after dat i had to go home coz i still got a bucket of cloths waiting 4 me and a bag more on the way. Sea water and cloths dun give a vry good combination hehhe.
When its time to sleep, i have some problem sleeping... tend to wake up for no particular reason, but the funny thing is dat i know i'm awake but i'm still lying there wif my eyes closed ?_? hahahaha.. well it's a good day hehehe
Let me share some of my moments here
Breakfast at Kasim er.. dunno d full name
The sky so blue today .. hehehe
My group during Team Building
Injured myself in the dodge ball game when i try to stop myself. Dragged my foot on the cement floor, a rough surface cement floor, and injured my toe; it was a cut quite deep cut. Yet i din know dat i'm injured so i continued to play... it was until later when i start to feel pain where i look dat its bleeding but i still continue playing and after holding back for about 10 more mins, i had it... i have to call for a switch... arghhhhh... how can i withold the pain for so long??? haha its ez, been in worse pain dat tis hahahaha.. I'm invurnable hahahahaha :p... tak tau mati punya budak hahaha
After the telematch we had lunch... KFC for every1. After lunch we went for canoeing. Since i've nvr try it b4 so I MUST go for it hehe. Shared a boat w/ Irene, it was bit tough in the beginin coz both of us dunno how to go about on it. But in the end w/ some guidence from AK, we were on our way hehehe. It was fun... the cool wind, the sea.. just magnificent hehehe... really wonderful exp. We went around going to the next beach, ramming into ppl just for fun hahahaha. We even touch the buoy for the feel of self accomplishment hehehe.
After canoeing, I did a stupid mistake... Jason n gang was on the beach calling ppl, so i went. Bearing the beach they asked a question, "Do u have xtra cloths to change?" and i said yes, then... WE got attacked by the "Pirates Of Penang from Intel" wahhhhhhhhh. It took them a couple of try b4 being able to capsize us, we manage to balance the boat for awhile, but as their number grows... well "MEN DOWN!!!!". Later jason wanted to throw me into the sea, luckly i manage to lock my arms around Hazizol hehehe.. see how u throw me hahahahahaaha, i'll just drag zul along hahahahahaha. Luckly i've learn to curl my arms around ppl hehehehe
When i finally got bck to the beach, MG was still dry.. It cant be... all of us r wet how can she b dry... Almost every1 there gang up on her splashing water onto her hahahah then she's all wet too hahaha, all she manage to say was "It's salty!" hahaha, wat u expect from sea water hahaha... Since i'm wet so i joined the pirates too, looking for innocent victims. When LiShun came back, she too got a taste of being wet hahahah.
After some rest, Irene n I went for round 2 of canoeing. Tis time we try to approach the fish breading thingy. When we try to approach the sea mosque (it's build on top of the sea supported by pillars) the wave kept pushing us back and when we apporach the mosque our canoe is too near other larger boats tied there i afraid we might hit it, so we turn back. Later Irene suggest we try the single canoe too so we went back to the beach, only to b attacked again... After the 2nd attack i've given up on the canoe and became a full-time pirate.
After some more attackes there were no more targets so we change to self attack, spalshing water at every1, MG got the most hits hahaha. She seems a bit upset too i think. I begin tellin her dat she looks better when she's wet so i kept on splashing her w/ water hahaha, she copied my line and splash back ... Too bad there we no photos of us fighting hehehe or was there any photos of the wet ver of MG hahaha.
Later at about 5 we help to collect all the canoes, oars n life jackets and brought them back to the sport center. Then cleaned up, took photo and it was the end... every1 went home.
Irene drop of AK, MG, n YC back at Intel and she give me a ride home. B4 dat we wnet for dinner. Had tis vry nice cheese-naan.. really good, unlike other places dat i had where u can only taste the cheese on certain areas tis 1 i'm able to taste it all around the naan.. really good. After dinner Irene suggest for some dessert and there was 1 place she wanted to go. After numerious rounds around PG town we finally got there hahaha.. good way for site seeing hehehe. Anyway, after dat i had to go home coz i still got a bucket of cloths waiting 4 me and a bag more on the way. Sea water and cloths dun give a vry good combination hehhe.
When its time to sleep, i have some problem sleeping... tend to wake up for no particular reason, but the funny thing is dat i know i'm awake but i'm still lying there wif my eyes closed ?_? hahahaha.. well it's a good day hehehe
Let me share some of my moments here
Breakfast at Kasim er.. dunno d full name
The sky so blue today .. hehehe
My group during Team Building
Monday, December 19, 2005
King Kong...
Started the day wif the heart to go to watch King Kong... When we wanted to leave we had to "encourage" Meng to go n watch wif us but there is only 1 problem, there are only 5 tickets for 6 of us... So let's take a gamble n try to get a ticket when we arrive ...
left the hse around 1 but reached Gurney around 230 due to the long "dragon" of cars outside... y izzit dat every1 oso go Gurney??? Well went we got to the cinema to get our tickets, the movie has already sold out... walau... so HOT meh??? Even the single seat next to our reserved seat is taken... ><" so in the end Andrew, FS and YH went for the movie while meng, KT and i went n do something else... Did something quite stupid during lunch.. forget to ask the waiter at Nando's to split the bill coz i got tis voucher dat i can exchange for xtra 1/4 chicken aihh.. stupid stupid me ... wasted 1/4 of a chicken liao ...
After lunch 3 of us went "site seeing" at Gurney... stopping at shops looking .. we spend some time at Toys'R Us. I wanted to get something for the xmas gift exchange at office but i couldn't think of wat i wanna buy dat is within my budget... I'm broke ... so in the end i din buy it
After dat we spend our remaining time at SenQ looking at electrical applicance and then spend the balance of our time at the arcades ... and we went to A&W for a rootbeer too hehee
After 3+ hrs went home and ... well sleep la hahaa
left the hse around 1 but reached Gurney around 230 due to the long "dragon" of cars outside... y izzit dat every1 oso go Gurney??? Well went we got to the cinema to get our tickets, the movie has already sold out... walau... so HOT meh??? Even the single seat next to our reserved seat is taken... ><" so in the end Andrew, FS and YH went for the movie while meng, KT and i went n do something else... Did something quite stupid during lunch.. forget to ask the waiter at Nando's to split the bill coz i got tis voucher dat i can exchange for xtra 1/4 chicken aihh.. stupid stupid me ... wasted 1/4 of a chicken liao ...
After lunch 3 of us went "site seeing" at Gurney... stopping at shops looking .. we spend some time at Toys'R Us. I wanted to get something for the xmas gift exchange at office but i couldn't think of wat i wanna buy dat is within my budget... I'm broke ... so in the end i din buy it
After dat we spend our remaining time at SenQ looking at electrical applicance and then spend the balance of our time at the arcades ... and we went to A&W for a rootbeer too hehee
After 3+ hrs went home and ... well sleep la hahaa
Friday, December 16, 2005
DMH gathering
Started the day wif a mission... a mission to take photos of Maz for CS but it turned to become a short movie clip as there were a lot of photo of CS making funny faces and it comes in a sequence hahaha... Still oi got beaten up again :'( ... it's not ez to b an intern :'(
Last nite, I got a little farewell for chris so i've asked Kelly, JeChih along. While waiting for Kelly, my hp ran out of battery so i can't recieve her call. Later CS showed up (thk god) so i called her up asking y she called me, leter CS went in to pg 12 and i was left alone waiting for her. Bout 10 mins later Kelly showed up.... .... and so did CS... ^_^"" i think i'll have a hard time in the lab today... :'(
In the car i heard that even Ah Wei and Emily oso come.. hahah long time no c faces from DMH haha... and i was told that we plan to catch a movie together. When everyone showed we chatted for a vry long time... mostly catching up w/ each other and some of our coursemates, and in the end we forgot about the movie hahaha saved $$$ hehehe. Wei and JeChih talked about their UK exp, Chris and Emily cathing up... me and kelly... haha well i was basically dumbfold coz there we jsut too talking that i wasn't included in any of them, Kelly.. well chris did include her in their ladies discussion.
After dinner, i manage to steal RM 10 from JeChih haha.. well and i forgot to return it to her .. .. oops ehehehe, luckly we having a gathering tonight if not i would have owe her dat money...
Well hopefully i would survive today in the lab.. help me god
Last nite, I got a little farewell for chris so i've asked Kelly, JeChih along. While waiting for Kelly, my hp ran out of battery so i can't recieve her call. Later CS showed up (thk god) so i called her up asking y she called me, leter CS went in to pg 12 and i was left alone waiting for her. Bout 10 mins later Kelly showed up.... .... and so did CS... ^_^"" i think i'll have a hard time in the lab today... :'(
In the car i heard that even Ah Wei and Emily oso come.. hahah long time no c faces from DMH haha... and i was told that we plan to catch a movie together. When everyone showed we chatted for a vry long time... mostly catching up w/ each other and some of our coursemates, and in the end we forgot about the movie hahaha saved $$$ hehehe. Wei and JeChih talked about their UK exp, Chris and Emily cathing up... me and kelly... haha well i was basically dumbfold coz there we jsut too talking that i wasn't included in any of them, Kelly.. well chris did include her in their ladies discussion.
After dinner, i manage to steal RM 10 from JeChih haha.. well and i forgot to return it to her .. .. oops ehehehe, luckly we having a gathering tonight if not i would have owe her dat money...
Well hopefully i would survive today in the lab.. help me god
Monday, December 12, 2005
Oops... Sorry
Today... well today the only thing i did is house keeping... lol... well it is kinda funny but it's ok. I have no idea there are so much stuff just in NY, CS and Maz's bench... it took me almost 3/4 of the day to clear everything up rearranging it. It's sure better that doing nothing right....
U know... sometimes i get fed up wif my friends... I was asked to send out emails to get their concern on the supervisor meeting thing, so i asked them to vote and what they did?? They just gif me grandfather stories and goes on and on and on... WTF... Is voting SO difficult??? Its only after some "pep-talk" that they finally give me respond... aihh... y me???!!!! Sometimes i think i just get too much so-called respect to do all these idiotic stuff... y do i even bother wif them?? I got my own life to get straighten up too... #sigh#
After lunch and clearing everything up I begin to compile my monthly... I need it to be signed tmr when i meet my manager... so have to rush it. After finishing about 50% i went for a drink and when i came back i did something bad to MG and i felt bad about it too... i guess my childishness got the better of me... i shouldn't have played around wif the chair.. i forgot dat it can hit u back.. and it HURTS.. ^_^ Well no more "happy tree frens" for me i guess... .... ... lala lala ~~ lalalala.... (happy tree frens theme)
U know... sometimes i get fed up wif my friends... I was asked to send out emails to get their concern on the supervisor meeting thing, so i asked them to vote and what they did?? They just gif me grandfather stories and goes on and on and on... WTF... Is voting SO difficult??? Its only after some "pep-talk" that they finally give me respond... aihh... y me???!!!! Sometimes i think i just get too much so-called respect to do all these idiotic stuff... y do i even bother wif them?? I got my own life to get straighten up too... #sigh#
After lunch and clearing everything up I begin to compile my monthly... I need it to be signed tmr when i meet my manager... so have to rush it. After finishing about 50% i went for a drink and when i came back i did something bad to MG and i felt bad about it too... i guess my childishness got the better of me... i shouldn't have played around wif the chair.. i forgot dat it can hit u back.. and it HURTS.. ^_^ Well no more "happy tree frens" for me i guess... .... ... lala lala ~~ lalalala.... (happy tree frens theme)
Friday, December 09, 2005
Such words to say to me ...
Well i just had it just about to my head... how dare he say such a thing to me just bcoz i din confirmation w/ them. I was asked to go gaming and i just delayed my confirmation by 1 day and i got fired by my fren for no bloody reason... damn i feel hot, i could almost break off their neck. Unlike them i got a report to finish so it can be reviewed by my manager but do they understand .. NO!!! all they could come up is "It's all your fault dat it got canceled" , WTF!!! say all u wan, i dunno and i dun care. It's already a headache for me to finish up the damn thing, staying up everynight for the past 2 weeks for it. Dun let me hear them asking for a reference coz if they do i'll just say NO... a big N O.
Well another thing happen today... MG got food poisoning hahaha no wonder i could see her "cute" face today, well mayb it's the combination of food we had ytd. Tomyam, durian, mangosteen, rambutan ... hahaaha... well get well soon MG, still wanna c ur face in the lab n sorry to laugh at u ahahahahhaha. Oh ya... thx for the markings on my blog hehehehe... but its not fair.. u r reading my story but i get nothing in return here :'(
Not much thing to do in the lab lately, i've been spending time on my report during office hours. Thx to Maz for teaching me stuff on USB if not i dun think i got anyting to do at all. Coz its too bored went back at 430, a time where i hardly see myself leaving the office but i had too. I wanna get myself a tshirt coz the other ones i saw and liked all got sold out so if i think more then i dun think i'll be able to get any souveiur for myself .. ... ..
Well another thing happen today... MG got food poisoning hahaha no wonder i could see her "cute" face today, well mayb it's the combination of food we had ytd. Tomyam, durian, mangosteen, rambutan ... hahaaha... well get well soon MG, still wanna c ur face in the lab n sorry to laugh at u ahahahahhaha. Oh ya... thx for the markings on my blog hehehehe... but its not fair.. u r reading my story but i get nothing in return here :'(
Not much thing to do in the lab lately, i've been spending time on my report during office hours. Thx to Maz for teaching me stuff on USB if not i dun think i got anyting to do at all. Coz its too bored went back at 430, a time where i hardly see myself leaving the office but i had too. I wanna get myself a tshirt coz the other ones i saw and liked all got sold out so if i think more then i dun think i'll be able to get any souveiur for myself .. ... ..
Flower?? Bridge?? Penang bridge ar??
Actually quite a number of things happen that i really wanna write it down but the problem is that all it happen 3days back (6/12/2005) and i dun remember it well, all things but 1 specific event, i could nvr thought that a person such as MG will say out such thing hahahaha... well it started with me and Juo start to fire at each other and she overheard us. She then asked wat that word meant... i was relectant to tell her, so i asked her to directly translate the word and... ROFLOL.... the expression on her face when she found out what that meant hahahaah, simply priceless... CS, Juo. me and Jason all heard it and was laughing uncontrollably. MG's innocence image in every1 has now been corrupted... and she still dares to say that she's an innocent soul hahahaha.... if she's an innocent soul then i must be micheal's right hand man hahahaha...
P/S MG if u r reading this let me say... I'm proud of wat i did hahaha... u should thank me for teaching u such "politeness" it is something u can say when u r frusrated and angry w/o offending other ppl hahahaha... U should thank me hahahaha
P/S MG if u r reading this let me say... I'm proud of wat i did hahaha... u should thank me for teaching u such "politeness" it is something u can say when u r frusrated and angry w/o offending other ppl hahahaha... U should thank me hahahaha
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Departure of Randy and David
If u think wat happen ytd was bad.. listen to this. In the morning i attended part 3 of the Pico probing session where i missed the meeting with randy. After the training it was lunch time. We went out at about 1230 and came back.. well u'll nvr guess... 330 hahhaha...
Had some ala~ bangkok style lunch where randy n david came wif some KFC hot n spicy.. after lunch we went to snake temple coz they wanan get the Takro ball (it's a kinda ASEAN game) , while there they got themselves a souvenier. I was telling Juo n MG that the snake temple has a lot of snake hahaa... the fact is WE are the snake hahahahaha...
After the temple we went to a some place which i have no idea where it was to have fruits. Had king of the fruits and the queen of the fruits. Since Randy been here b4 so he was ok wif it, David.. well he was really enjoying himself wif the fruits, he haven't seen most of the fruits we showed him. We all had durian, mangosteen and rambutan. After that they left coz they have a flight to catch and we came back to the lab... by then it is almost time to go home hahahaa.
Back at the company i notice that the chocolate that i got from david has melted IN MY PANTS ><" so the stuff in my pocket was covered wif the chocolate, luckly it din completely melted its more like it got squashed... have to spend some time to clean my pocket.. hahaha... life sux hahaha.
Since KT went home, I hve to wait for andrew... by the time he finish his work it's already 7. I started telling Maz and MG dat i'm goig home soon but in the end i spend another extra hr hahaahah
Had some ala~ bangkok style lunch where randy n david came wif some KFC hot n spicy.. after lunch we went to snake temple coz they wanan get the Takro ball (it's a kinda ASEAN game) , while there they got themselves a souvenier. I was telling Juo n MG that the snake temple has a lot of snake hahaa... the fact is WE are the snake hahahahaha...
After the temple we went to a some place which i have no idea where it was to have fruits. Had king of the fruits and the queen of the fruits. Since Randy been here b4 so he was ok wif it, David.. well he was really enjoying himself wif the fruits, he haven't seen most of the fruits we showed him. We all had durian, mangosteen and rambutan. After that they left coz they have a flight to catch and we came back to the lab... by then it is almost time to go home hahahaa.
Back at the company i notice that the chocolate that i got from david has melted IN MY PANTS ><" so the stuff in my pocket was covered wif the chocolate, luckly it din completely melted its more like it got squashed... have to spend some time to clean my pocket.. hahaha... life sux hahaha.
Since KT went home, I hve to wait for andrew... by the time he finish his work it's already 7. I started telling Maz and MG dat i'm goig home soon but in the end i spend another extra hr hahaahah
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Randy n David visit
I have no idea what i did today... in the morning we were required to attend a short training with randy in the morning from 9 - about 1030 then at 11 we have meeting, later i got training with David.. all this combine i've spend about 90% of my working hours attending trainings hahaha. Liked the Pico probing thing, vry interesting as it is something that i believe will nvr be taught, well i should say not even heard off in uni hahaha... wonderful exp. How r u going to land a probe 1/10 of the diameter of ur hair onto something even smaller??? ans, vry carefully. the probe is not cheap lol...
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