My lady frens

Today is another round of FYP presentation for my frens from Biotech and i've promise one of them i'll be going to show my support not to mention give them a suprise (which turns out to be a failure since some1 sold me out... sigh) I've miss quite a few of their presentation since most of them were on wed.

I went in to watch the cat present. Well honestly i couldn't give high marks to her since her performance is below par, she was talking too fast since she was rushing thru her materials and she can't explain well. I got scolded by Liz n Green for such comments and warn me not to tell HC this coz it will crush her.. wat can i say, i dun wan to pour salt on other ppl's wound so i kept quiet.

After HC and YK's presentation it was photo fever, everyone was taking photos thus i was in my trigger hapi mode again. Well i wasn't as trigger hapi as i normally would since i wasn't even the "official" photographer today, i was erm... a last minute part-timer?? lolz.. anyway i din take as much photo as i normally would and as usual there weren't excatly that many photo of me, i was the guy behind the camera.

Here is a photo of me after saying something bad wuakakaka...

This is me after got busted :'(

This is when everyone is around ...

So guys, the lesson here is DUN mess wif the ladies hahaha... actually they are not as aggresive as u see here. Its just a trend of us taking photos, i always get beaten up haha.. we've never taken a serious photo together haha. Too bad 1 of them is missing from this last pic. haha.. They remain my best lady frens i have in uni.. really like their company a lot. :)

After the "photo session" we went for lunch at PizzaHut. After finishing out pizza we sat there n had a long long chat. Topic?? everything under the sun. Had a few good laughs.. A nice day i would say hehe.. really miss their company, miss my uni days ... sigh~~

The oni thing that could make tis photo even better is with everyone there.. but too bad it wasn't.. hope that the next time we can get together is with all of u... Miz ya all :)

There are some vry nice photos that i really like but i'm kinda afraid to show coz i might not live to see the next sunrise if i did wuakkakaka...

Long time no see?

Some days back chris told me that she'll be in KL for a few day so i took the oppurtunity to arrange a meeting wif her, since its been awhile since i last saw her. It wasn't not too long ago where we would see each other in uni almost everyday but we seldom talked... and now, after we've graduated it seem like its impossible to see each other again. I really was looking forward in seeing her again coz its been almost 3months since i last saw her.

Got to Brickfields to pick her up and then we were off to Midvalley. We went to bought tickets for The Simpson and then we went for dinner. Over dinner we talked about a lot of stuff, mostly cathing up on lost time. Updating each other on virtually everything from the weather to our luv life not that i have any right now.. sigh.... Its a wonder how 3 months could change a friendship. And as much as i hate to admit it, i have to accept that we r no longer students and we r on a different path now.

The Simpson was a nice movie, its a short movie but its a nice movie... we basically laugh from the minute the movie begins till the credits, it was hillarious hahahaa. To those who in nid of a laugh i would really recomend Simpsons hehe.

Anyway after the movie it was getting late so i sent chris home and it wasnt until i was on my way home that i remember that we did not take photo.. sigh... how stupid of me... i guess i would have to wait till next time for that photo... i wonder when will that be~~

To my frens who are reading this, please do keep in touch wif me, if u r reading tis blog then u'll know that i'm alive so let me know that u are too... leave me a comment to update me of u k.

Cute or dependable?

I got a phone call from a fren just now saying that she's well.. technically not in a vry good mood. A lot of things on her mind and she was wonderin whether she can find some1 to talk to or not... well as usual i din turn her down n become her listener. She told me a lot of problems she is currently facing, with uni stuff, wif relationship, wif herself... we chatted abuot 20mins b4 she wish me gud nite...

I cant help to wonder y did she decided to call me up n tell me all this? I mean usually girls won't find a guy when expressing their sadness right? Even a guy will find his guy frens if he is down; so why me? I went to ask one of my "sis" and she told me that i am a dependable person that she could trust. I oso ask her wat other criteria will look at b4 finding somebody to express her sadness to. She oso say if she sad she will talk to her fren that can cheer her up... so am i a dependable person or amd i some1 that could cheer ppl up??

Will i ever find some1 whom i can express my sadness to?? Wat criteria would i look for when expressing myself??

My worse week ever

I couldn't believe how unlucky i've been this week.. well i can't say unlucky but i can say its has not been a good week for me. Initially i thought it was going to be a good week cause i dun nid to see my boss and my leader since they went to attend a training on wed n thurs while i was in North Plant on mon n tue so imagine 4 days without seeing your boss face hahahaa... but my laughter was kinda short lived.

It was Wednesday 615pm, i was leaving the office. Not long after i left the Sg Besi toll, i saw a queue started... me being a smarta** i went to use another route home. I branch off the the MRR2 hoping there won't be much traffic. But my nightmare started as soon as i approach the exit... the jam has started... i couldnt believe the amount of cars that are there. So there i was... in the middle of wat it seems to be an endless que of cars. There were cars queuing up for as far as ur eyes can see and the jam was terrible. Driving my bro's car that day there weren't much i can do inside so all i could do was to sit it out. After about 1hr of jam i found myself less than 10km from where i was the hour before. I begin calling some of my frens hoping i can sit it out with them but it was in vain. I called Green as i approach cheras at approximate 8pmbut she was having dinner wif her family. So all i could do is to continue on. I begin to open up some of my reserve snack to kill time. So there goes my Japanese cookie.

At about 930 i found myself in Ampang and i couldnt do it any more.. i called up my "sis" but she too was on her way home so i was lost. I got too fed up so i make a U turn n make my way to Pandan Indah again to find CCL for dinner. It was the best decision i made that night. We called up Kwai and we ate n chit chat till about 1230 b4 i made my journey home. The jam was over and so is my bed time... i practically doze off without bathing coz i was too tired to do something else but sleep. In the morning when it was freezing mad i took the worse morning bath i had in ages... i was so cold that i was jumping in the bath...

To those who say lightning will not strike the same place twice, well think again. Again i make my journey home at 615 that day and this time the jam started at the toll itself. I was stuck there for almost 50mins i have to make some drastic 90degree turn to switch lanes and when i thought it was going to be a smooth journey home i was struck again by another jam... this time at the Sentul exit.

That night i got home at 840 another 2 and half hour to add to my total time spend in traffic. That 2 night i've spend a total of 6 hours in the car, tired, sleepy, hungry and poor since i nid to refuel my car after this massive jam... life sux~~~~

Lozer??

Today is the 2nd day we are at North Plant in the cell line.. ytd was a "ball" where we stand from 8 - 6, today was a little better, we only stand from 8 - 3+ but tis is because there weren't too many sets. Anyway that is nt wat i wanna talk about, wat i wanna talk about is wat Vin said.

It was 330 and Lee and i was still bz helpin Nishiya-san wif the set, i think we were closing the set n preparing for adjustment when Vin said something to Lee. He congratulated him on something, when lee asked wat is he congraluting him about Vin said it short, he say that HY n SW will consider him... and then there was a short silence and then we were back to work. As if nothin happned.

Wat got me a little upset was not wat he said but was how it felt that moment. It felt like i was the rejected one... I know they dun mean anything like that in anyway and i 'm not keeping any grudges on them but hey to say things like this could have some negetive impact on a person's self-esteem. Why do i always have to be on the loosing side when it comes to the ladies .. am i such a loser?? I'm a hero in the office but i'm a zero in front of the ladies. Like i always tell my frens, i'm not tall n strong, i'm not smart, i'm not athletic, i'm not rich and most importantly i'm not good looking so in conclusion i'm pathetic loser when it comes to the ladies. I guess there is just something that u can never run and escape from and just to my "delight" that thing is wat i just mentioned.

Am i so bad?? Am i so low quality? Am i only good for a laugh ?? Am i oni good for task ? Will there be a day where i find someone who will see me and accepts me for who i am? Who will that be and when will that day come? Another famous quote from me

"I dunno, i dunno, i dunno"

and with that.. gud nite to all.. time to hit the sack

The confused one

Please choose one and tell me which suits me best. Please, feel free to express yourself, good or bad i'm ready for anything u wish to say.

A) Sloppy, indecidesive, childish
B) Matured, competent, hardworking
C) Workaholic, uncompasationate, harsh
D) Others?

Good or evil?
Black or white?

I came a long way to be who i am today, from the cold, iron-fist and ruthless keeper of justice, Lee to the current idiotic lookin, organized yet lazy person, CH. I always tell people, "I am who i am today because of what i did and who i was yesterday." So my days in secondary had really mold me into who i am.


Who?? Who am i?
Am i so much inferior to others that i'm nothing more but a mere person? A guy on the street? Can't i be considered special? One thing is for sure, i'm unaffectionate person but who can i blame for this other than myself.


I'm tired of asking myself this question and yet i can't help it but to question myself of my actions. Sometimes i do things beyond the comprehension of others and yet i sometimes i do stupid things that i know is not worth doing. As i quote the lyrics from a song by All Saints, "All the answers to my questions, i have to find"


To invest time on something that u might not get any return, will you do it? If u do, will u do it full-hearted? Am i only second best?


How do you define "a worthy cause"? Who is qualified to say how or what is a "worthy" thing to do? The first party? Second party?? Or maybe the 3rd party then?? Ain't it enough that the do-er thinks it worth it?? Either way, i do not know..

I come as i like,
I go as i please,
I do what i want,
I take what i need.

Tis is something i came up during my college/uni days and that has been how i've lived my life. I've always done things the way i wants it, when i want it because i've never what other thinks of me, and as long as i manage to deliver then i'm in the clear.. i still believe in this but somehow, it doesn't feels as real as it used to could it be due to the fact that i'm no longer a child, that i need to strive n fight for my own recognition. Again... i dunno, i just dunno.


Old?? Am i starting to feel old? I'm not sure about old but i know i'm getting tired... getting tired of myself, trying to understand myself, wat do i want from myself, wat do i want to do for myself... "Life is never fair, so live wif it" i tell this to my frens whenever some injustice happens to them but does it mean that i can swallow it when the injustice happen to me? NO, of course not, i'm oni human, i wan to be selfish and greedy too.


Why do i always have to be to good guy, be the hero that comes to the rescue. Why can't it be someone else? Why there aren't anybody there to come save me when i needed a hero? Why?? I too wish to be the weakling, wish to be the one being rescued but could i?


Izzit due to this reason that i've learned to keep all my feelings bottled up, put on a confident smile even when i'm down in the dumps, show that i'm Mr. Incredible and the invincible Leech even i got the whole world on my shoulders; that it felt that i dun nid help? And now... now i can't even be sure of wat or who i am. I know that i'm not good in verbal expression thus i chose this as my medium to express wat i'm feeling now so i guess being a workaholic is the only way i can keep myself focused n know who i am.


Would i allow myself to hold that role? No.. i wouldn't allow myself to take up that role, not in a million years. I've been displaying my strength so much that showing my weakness seems to make me looks... ... looks... ... so weak. My pride won't allow myself to do such a thing. It is my own pride that lifted my up from the dumps, it ws my pride who give me confidence, it was my pride who lead me to be who i am today. People once said;

A man's greatest enemy is himself

Believe it or not, this is true. My greatest enemy is non other than my personal pride but if it weren't for it, i would be who i am today. It is my greatest enemy and my closest friend.


My group leader once pass me an article, and i can remember this quite clearly,

We must be able to manage our own morale

We can be down and unhappy but no matter what happens, we still need to stand up and face the world again. And this is exactly wat i'm am doing. I'm managing my own morale using my own pride. And its this relationship that got me lost. Lost of feelings and emotions, lost of the ability to be affectionate, lost the ability to show my weakness even when i'm down.


Am i now unhappy, angry and frustrated? No i'm not but i am confused, i'm confused about me being me.


Some of you may be thinking "Man, tis guy must be vry depress lately to come up with something like this", but the fact is, i'm not sure what i'm feeling. Its just a mood swing i'm having (that's the closest thing i can come up with) so bear wif me awhile longer, i doubt i can make this post longer that its already is hehe.

A begining of... ... ... ???

Well deep down i am hoping for something to happen but i do not know that probability or the likelihood of it happening... should i keep my spirits up or should i just blow out the candle n assume nothing?? Am i doing the right thing?? Should i be even thinking with this paradigm?? oni time will reveal the truth and i will oni know the answer when it happen...

DTS dinner

I've oni joined DTS for about 7 weeks and i've begin to fit in. Everyone is vry friendly, helpful and vry willing to share wif u their knowledge makin it a vry nice place for fresh graduates like me. Tis actuallybrought me to another dilemma which i'll discuss later, for now i wanna talk about the dept dinner that we had which has really got me close to my fellow colleagues.

Throughtout the day, we (the MTPs) were asked to prepare some presentation or games for the dinner. While Lee dod came up wif a stupid idea (it was actually a joke) for a sketch, i went n further elobrate to make it a funny story. The problem was that most of the MTP just dun wanna get involved so somehow it just ended there.

All of us (the MTPs) left office at 610 n begin our journey to Shangri-la Purtajaya. HunYee was together wif Wong, SM wif Lee while Cheryl wif me. Not knowin where it is actually situated we had to follow each other's lead to get there. It awas kinda unbelievable that we are there in about 20mins. Its about 11km from our office.

The place looks vry nice, n enjoyable. Vry green n peaceful environment... just nice

The entrance to the hotel

A view from the hotel's concorde

To those of us who were here early, we start wif some nice shots of the view.

The Early Birds (L to R): ShwuMing, HunYee, Cheryl, Wong, Thong, KP, Leech and Lee (the camera man)

Lee n Lee

The dinner??? Well the food is not something i wanna talk about coz basically there's not much to talk about, I heard from JinWen that the food on weekends is marvelous but the food we ate today in the weekday.. well its below par even for my standards.. sigh.. so i've decided not to spend time on the food part.

During dinner, we were asked to intro ourselves (the MTPs) and finalyl i got to know that Cheryl is the youngest among all of us wif me being the eldest... sigh~~ I'm the eldest pig among the new-comers :'(

Well after dinner we start wif some photo shooting frenzy.. we basically aim n shoot at everyone in every pose and we started taking photos for all categories. Wearing specs, marrried, wearing black shirt, wearing black pants, brought bags, etc etc etc~~~ all type of funny categories. I dun even wanna start posting the photos coz it jsut eats up my blogger space hahaha.. anyway the list is vry long.

Since its getting late so i guess i just end tis post wif tis funny photo.

U see the reaction from their faces. Tis is actually coz while i was helping them taking the photo, there was a car coming right from behind me and it almost (well it was still a good 5 feet away from me) hit me. So everyone was damn worried about me hahaha.. anyway i'm still ok else u won't have seen tis post right? lolz

Feelin betta??

Ytd I went to run some errands for my dad so i decide to take the chance to look up my dear fren to check on her condition since her place was on my way home. I called her up and ask her out for dinner. I was a little nervous as i was waiting for her near her hse, i dunno wat to expect when i see her but luckily for me, she look like her normal self again.

I saw her walking towards me (i couldn't recognize her then since i wasn't wearing my specs) as usual she was walking with that "la~la~la" tune like music behind her. She was wearing a pinkish shirt with skirt which almost made me wanna pinch her face and call her cutie but i din hehe, coz i dun dare ;p

We went to U-Lake for dinner where i we had some "chee chong fun" so it was kinda a light dinner for me. While eating i tried to strike some conversation with her but it just so predictable of me to begin wif "How's ur thesis coming up?" of all things i nid to start wif things like this. From talking about thesis i begin talking about a lot of stuff, i even brought back some things she told me once such as a forgotten xmas present which made her face red a little since she forgotten to give me mine. It almost made me feel bad for bring it up. She say that she'll make it up to me tis year haha.. ok, we'll see ...

After dinner i sent her home coz we got no where to go, while driving we were talking until the radio was airing Sukiyaki by 4PM. It was a nice song that i really like then as i say tis, she too said that she liked tis song so we stopped talking n enjoy the song. The next song was by Faith Hill the OST from Pearl Harbour which was favourite song haha.. i guess i was tuning in to the right station.

Overall, from the dinner i can tell that she has pretty much her ol' self again so i guess there is nothing much to worry about her now. I betta pay more attention to myself, my task list has grown from nill to short to medium to now, long... really long hahaha... wish me luck and may zues bless me with his thunderbolt wuakkaiaka...

Please don't... just don't

Yesterday i did something that i've never did b4 in all my life, no its not anything heroic or was it anything extraordinary (well it was to me haha). I got a call from a fren at about 620pm ytd asking me to go out for dinner. When i got the call i sense something was wrong... the voice is not the normal voice, the tone was very disturb and when i suggested that i might be able to go, my fren seems like urging me to go.. without a doubt something is definately wrong and is terribily wrong. Without much consideration i quickly drop wat i was doing, told mum that i won't be home for dinner (althought she has already started cooking, sorry mum) took a quick bath and i was on my way. While driving i can't help but to try to filter out the possible problems that caused my fren to react the way she reacted and there was one conclusion that keep popping up in my head althought i keep on dismissing it. Anyway i got there as quick as i could and when i got there, i noticed something that i've not seen in for quite sometime.

She was crying... all alone in her car... she was there, just crying

She was crying like the whole world collapsed on her, i was able to feel that something within her was shattered into a million pieces and that she was totally lost and broken. And I... well i was totally lost, i din know wat i can or could do for her right there n then. She was trying to tell me something but i wasn't able to understand her. All i could do was hold her hand, try my best to be as sympatatic and give her as much comfort as i could and calm her down. Looking at her like that i felt broken myself... i din wanna jump to any conclusion so while i was keeping her calm, i was trying to keep myself calm. I've never seen any of my frens as shaken n broken as her before, not in my entire life; it almost felt like somebody died and she has lost it.

After calming her down, she ask me wat do i wanna eat and being the jerk that i am i left it for her to decide. Seeing her like tis i could help but to offer to driver instead. She still trying to pull a joke saying "U afraid that u'll get invoved in an accident?" i said "Ya, i still cherish my life." all she did was smiled and started driving.

When we got to the first traffic light she said that her thesis got bounced back and that she nid to redo it they she said something about not being able to graduate etc... although i'm hearing tis from her but i know that tis could not have been the reason for her to react the way she reacted and even if it was, i would not have been her 1st person to talk to so my suspision was becoming more and more real but i still kept it to myself din wanna trigger her even more. At the second traffic light she suddenly ask me to drive instead so i got to the drive seat n joked that i do not know how to drive an auto which i accidently forget to release the handbrake, and that manage to made her laugh.

After parking the car she asked me wat do i wanna eat, knowing that tis could be a long night i answered "Somewhere less people coz i dun like too crowded places." (Tis is the truth, i hate vry crowded places). We went to "Old Town" for dinner and after ordering the food, she told me the problem behind her tears. And yes... to some of you who are readin, u might have guessed it. She broke up wif her bf. To make matters worse, she kept blaming herself for tis incident which really got me furious. Nothing in this world is caused by one party alone; it takes 2 to tango u know. As she told me tis, tears start to built up again. I just could bear myself to see her like tis.

As we are eating, she start to tell me more n more about what happened and each time she kept saying that she caused it. Being new to tis kinda situation, all i could do was to listen to her story, letting her to say out all there is to be said but as patient and sympatic as i could, i can't accept the fact that she kept blaming herself; each time she said tis i would tell her that i wasn't and she kept going on that it is. Seeing this lil injured white bunny like tis i couldn't just raise my voice so it took me a considerate long time before i could get it into her thick skull that it wasn't totally her fault. And took me even longer to stop her blamming herself.

I was analyzing to her wat happened and what caused her to do wat she did, although it might sound like i'm trying to shift all the blame to the guy but the fact is, i wasn't. I was just pointing out that as much as it could be her fault, the guy has his share of responsibilities too. How could you make your own gf feel like she is inferior to other girls?? If you have decided to begin tis relationship with her you should have accepted the fact that she is who she is.. there are just things that you just have to accept... a person is a package, and to accept a person is to accept the whole package regardless the good or the bad. This actually got me more worked up because i just couldn't forgive people who make other people feel bad about themselves or imply that they are inferior to others because i know how bad it feels to be unappreciated by people and being made to feel small and inferior to others. I just couldn't accept it.

After succeded in convincing that it wasn't totally her fault, i tried to lift her spirits again. Try to spark the inner fire within her again. I did my best in sharing with her some of my secrets to my survival, sharing with her some of my past to make her understand that we are who we made ourself to be. I wouldn't, i couldn't be who i am today if weren't of what i understand and do what i did previously. I try to make her understand wat i learned from a movie, "Dun live for others, but live for yourself." She is this shattered because she is living not entirely for herself but is because of her bf, so when the relationship ended, her life ended with it. I know that some of you might think that tis thinking is kind of cold but if u put some thought in it, u will begin to understand wat i'm trying to say. When you put too much hope into a person, u'll begin to rely on that person for your everything, he/she has become your spritual and moral pillar of support if one day, something were to happen to this person... could u begin to imagine wat will happen to you? Tis is the message i try to convey to her. I nid to remind her once again that there are more to love than the love of a lover, there are the love of a family and there are also the love of a fren. Just because the relationship ended it doesn't mean that there are nobody in this world who don't love you anymore at least there is still frens like me.

After i feel that she has stable and settled down i begin to sway from this kind of serious stuff to try to keep her mind of this topic. I talk about myself, talk about her, talk about the time we met in uni and in the event. Talk about everything that may or may not be important at that moment in time. We talk about a lot of stuff and once awhile i will include some "Leech's survival tips" to try to enrich herself. Once she has return to her normal self again i was reliefed.

As it was getting late we got the bill and left, back to my car i offered to see her off back home (well basically i stayed behind her car till she got home). After seeing her to her home i went on my way to find my stupid egg sis but that is another story.. All i know is that i manage to get TTL and Pek damn angry at me coz i was suppose to find them for gaming that night. I had to send them a rain check because of this matter. They did called me to urge me to go but i just couldn't leave a fren when they nid me. They even ask me to bring my fren along so that they can help to cheer him up (i din mention to them that it was a he or a she) I couldnt believe tis guys, for as long as they've known me they still dun understand me... Yea, i've promised them that i'll go find them but given if u were in my shoes what would u have done? Come one man.. where is your sense of priority??? Find someone who is there JUST for fun and games or to accompany someone who is in need of a company? Tough choice?? I dun think so, i would have done the same for anyone but they kept going on that i did wat i did because it was a girl, and i din even tell them that it was a girl. Sigh~~~ and they called themselves my buddies.

They are more that meets the eyes, they are robots in disguise

A famous saying from an ever famous cartoon which has imortalized and imprinted itself in the hearts of virtually any late 70s and early 80s babies, i've even cited tis name in my thesis to show how important tis name it is to me. Optimus Prime and Megatron are among the first things when u even hear tis name, and its none other than Transfomers.

It was wednesday and i'm going to watch it in Imax and it goes without saying how excited i am to go to watch tis movie. Jessica and i had promised each other that we will watch it together when it comes out and we did, along wif Alexis and another fren, well its Alexis fren anyway, Venoth. When Alexis intro Venoth to me, he actually reminded me of my Venoth ( V for short) . He was as tall and well built as V and i can't help to mistake him for V haha.. but its cool to got to know him.

It was the first time i step into Imax and i was suprised... vry suprised, the place is huge but the seating arrangement is kinda bad... if ur seat is in the middle it'll take u ages to walk in there as there are no walkway in the center row. The screen is huge, so huge that when the movie started i was having trouble seeing the whole screen. For RM15 it was worth it and for this movie it is even better. The robots are just so damn big... it is almost like seeing that damn thing.

I saw some reviews from my fren's MSN nick, some say its damn good, some say it had a stupid plot but i say.. if u dun look at the pesky human the movie is really good. I was so into the movie that i din even care how well the actors acted, i was too bz admiring the Autobots (not to mention the Decepticons)

Just my 2cents on the movie. WARNING, if u haven't watch Transfomers and u intend to watch (which i think its a must watch if u are catagorize in the group as i previously mentioned) then Please, DUN read tis portion of the blog coz its some spoiler. You have been warned. Megatron looks like the Megatron from Beastwar Gen2 and that tank sure reminds me of Tankor from Beastwar too. Another thing about Megatron, if he's been in the ice for so bloody long how the hell did he get his "transform" mode?? Then how come all the sudden the Decepticons can speak english?? WTF, did i miss something in the movie @_@??? Prime, well.. he is just TOO in.. i mean he's too hip-hop look haha.. but sorry to say tis, when i see that he dun have that shield on his mouth i was kinda dissapointed.. it kinda spoiled my image of Prime, ya.. the mouth-piece came out in the end but it just din felt right when i saw it in the first place. And if i remember correctly from the Transformers:The Movie (which was actually the original Transformers cartoon movie) i thought oni Prime can fuse the Allspark into his Spark too destroy it... but how come it ... well its different. To those of u who knows tis please enlight me.

@_@... my headache is back so i guess i'll end here.. nitez to all who is reading it at nite haha =p

For the first time~~~

It's actually a portion of a lyrics but it seems to suit wat i wanna share tonite. I quite a number of first time at work today; some good ones and some not so good ones.

B4 i go into wat happen at work i just wanna talk about something stupid i did today.. i guess i was kinda bored in the morning so out of curiousity i went to google oot's nick. And i found something nice to read; it was something warm, sweet and memoriable about oot. I read it b4 work start and it left a sweet feeling in me, well i was kinda jealous but... ... hehe Oot, dun kill me wuakakaka, i'm good but i'm also evil at the same time :p

Anyway about work. For the first time, my seniors finally found out that i'm currently driving my car to work instead of my bike haha. I manage to hide tis fact away from them for a month, and if it weren't for HuayWoon who saw me tis morning i think i could have kept it a secret for another month hahaha.

Today in the group meeting, i am assigned additional task to add to my calander. I dun feel bad for having extra work, it sure beat sitting in front of the PC just looking at it... as i were saying it yesterday's MTP presentation i wanna see my knowledge being utilize because it feels good to know that wat u've learn did not go to waste. But i guess i am saying tis now coz its just the begining, when the task finally catch up to me i'm sure i'll end up cursing my day over n over again. I just know myself too well in tis area. Next during the meeting, PS show the result of the personality test that we did last week, and when she showed Cheryl's result it reflect her as a dominant figure and she share the traits as PS... for me hahah... well i'm kinda a odd case.. I actually weight average in all field, i got a 27% 23% 25% 25% for the 4 catagories. All of them were kinda suprise about my results and KimPong joked about me having no personality at all. Well like i always tell myself, i always see myself as a scale, as in the Libra scale.. but i call my scale the Enigma Scale. The reason being i dun actually understand myself that well, and i dunno who i am, but i do know that i'm a fair and balance person and today it has finally proven itself hehe. Cheryl commented that i can adapt vry well in situation and i can easily break the ice between people, i take that as a compliment so thx Cheryl (if u found tis site n u are reading it)

Approaching lunch, everyone decide to go LeongSze in Kajang Hospital as he was diagonise wif Denggi. He has red spots all over him and he said that the doctor took 4 samples of blood from him ytd, the doctor poke the needle into his veins so much that most of his veins just won't give out blood now. We stayed till about 2 before we went for lunch. Mind i remind all u fellow readers that our lunch is only 80mins and out lunch begin at 110pm today. We went to the Old Town in Metro Kajang, oh.. which brought me to another first time. I've not been into Kajang town before, even while i was visiting my uncle or last time when HY and gang went to visit Dr Alvin. Anyway after lunch (which was about 3) we went back to the company thinking of reasons to give if the guards decides to stop n questions us. When we got back we quickly walk in and the guards din even care haha that's good coz i heard if u get caught the guards will note ur name and some actions will be taken. Then at 4pm there was a July month bday celebration so today went kinda short. Meeting + our extended lunch + bday celeb has took about 60% of our working time today hehehe.

My last first time is that i was able to troubleshoot a problem in trial today. The Vedio 2 sound failed in the test and Thong assigned my to troubleshoot it. It went a bit slow and it wasn't until around 5+ when i finally got the solution. The parts was mounted wrongly onto the board causing open connection in a few locations, so no signal was passed into the main IC. I was looking at the schematics and had my doubts when i started but since its my 1st unguided troubleshooting i wasn't vry confident with my findings. Later Thong ask me to confirm my findings with the designer and violla... problem solved. It felt good, and it has give me confidence in troubleshooting. This case was kinda easy since all i did was refering to the schematics and comparing with the actual board. Still it felt good that i'm able to do it on my own.

The time now is 1020pm and i think i nid to start on my programming again, else i dun think i'm able to finish it in time to present to my manager.. aihh.. i'm bringing my work home on a friday nite =_= i know its not fun but i have to do my work... hope that i can manage my time evenly tis weekend :p

Too close for comfort

Its 7.40am on my pc clock and about 45-50 mins back i was in a near death (literally) accident. I was on the Mahameru highway travelling around 90km/h and just before the exit to Bangsar, below the bridge, a stupid Wira came into my lane.... luckily my reflexes jump in; i floor the brakes, steer my car to the side almost hitting the divider in the process. My car went to a small wobble, almost drifting and it was like 90 - 50 km/h in 2sec. We were about 1 feet away from a collision. I think i left skid marks on the road too. Then in a flash that idiotic Wira floor his acclerator and took another exit. To my suprise i was still too calm to even start cursing as i saw him leaving. Just as i collected my thoughts i began cursing n swearing my heart out in the car. I mean i was in the fast lane and he tried to cut into my lane... i think that bugger must have doze off, else its way too illogical that he even think of trying that feat.

i got 1 message to say to that fool right now
"@$^*%^)*$!%*^!_($ GO N GET YOUR EYES CHECKED OUT U FOOL...
You are as bad as those Mat Rempits if not worse; if u wanna, go ahead but dun die in front my car, i dun wan ur blood to stain it."

And yes, tis goes out for those Mat Rempits in and around the glode. If u think your Ghost Rider i.e. Johnny Cage, then here is another reality check for u.. ... ... "YOUR NOT!!!" so stop acting like you are a stun daredevil. Its people like you that worries me when i drive my bike at night, if i were to be stopped by a police officer while you monkeys are doing your stunts then how would i answer to the officer?? Nobody will believe me.

Back to my near accident... ... i was lucky that it was a new car.. ie new tires. Not to mention i have ABS, else i would have kiss that Wira's butt, like i was telling my frens its a worth it investment; nvr compromise safety. Not forgetting my delayed panic reflexes that allowed my to remain calm and my quick reaction to floor the brakes.

Well enough of bullshiting, its now 8am. Time to work. I nid to get my C++ codes up by tis week else i'm toasted...

Cameron Trip P4

A fresh photo for a fresh post

Well seeing that i've noting much to blog about recently other than my newly added colleagues to my frenster there were some sizzling photos of themselves and there were some self info that allowed me to get to know them a little more better. Anyway as i were saying, there's not much to say recently so i decided to continue wif my Cameron Trip bloggie. In today's post i'll talk about day 3 of my trip (2nd day in Cameron) .

I got up about 830 in the morning a little later after Meng got up where he went back to bed.. after brushing my teeth etc, i went to the playstation n find some games to pass my time. I began playing the game "Avatar, Last of the Airbender". Later, Meng came round n soon SK too. We ate some bread for breakfast n soon 1 by 1 got out of bed (we were getting noisy haha). We decided to have our lunch 1st b4 leaving since its kinda troublesom to come back later and after lunch we went to our 1st sight seeing around cameron.. we begin wif the Strawberry park.

Out 1st group photo in Cameron

Yup, ultraman post.. my way of showing my maturity =p

Next we headed up to Boh Plantation, we parked our car at the foot hill n begin hiking our way up. The last time i did tis was my school trip to cameron which was also the last time i went to cameron.. that was when i was in primary 5, its been about 15 years since i went to cameron.

At the "peak" well ... its at the factory basically.

Look carufully... u can find something that is out of place in tis pic hahaha

I din know the Boh factory had changed soo much.. it now has a sight seeing post where u can enjoy a good cup of tea... the view is magnificant, it was an all green mountain view.. beautiful. Come to think of it, kinda regret dat i din take a photo of the viewing station.. anyway its that brown thing in the pic.. really nice view.

After resting and tasting a cup of fresh tea, we begin to descent, but not without some shots of the tea plantation.

A shot i took about 100+ meters away so the quality its kinda low, i've yet to got use to the camera controls. A good camera in the hands of a noob, wat do u expect >.<

Then we went to some guys's strawberry park (i remember its an indian name), oni sells fresh strawberries, although its a bit expensive but its worth it.. its really fresh hehe.. tis is me posting wif the strawberry haha am i cute?? ^o^

The cute leech in action wuakaka.. tak tau malu punya budak di sini

After the strawberry park it was about 530 and most of the tourist spots are closing down 1 by 1 so we went to get some vege n went back home. When we got home JS, KT n i went out awhile later to pick up Desmond. He's our tour guide for tmr's event. We are goin up to bukit brincang to view the sunrise at 4am.. yup 4am. But b4 that, lets have dinner.. todays menu is bbq.

There's everyone bz prepering for the meal and again i'm there taking photos hahaa.. lazy lazy leech =p, hey its a dirty job but some1 have to do it, else there won't b any pic to share rite hehe

After some photo taking.... while everyone is bz cooking by the grill i took some time off n help myself to some food wuakakaka...

Busted.. punishment from above, The Spears of Death.

walau, eat some beehoon oni no nid to poke me to death right??

Actually i was just finishing up the noodle we cooked for lunch since nobody wanna finish, and the pic u see above is basically taken b4 i started on the noodle haha... anyway its funny how it matchs together. During the bbq SK ate 2kg of potatos i repeat...2kg~!!! We bought 3kgs, and the balance... hahaha well to those who did follow my adventure. We had another card game that nite, and the loser hahaha eat 1 potato haha, imagine u r so full u can hardly swallow, but if u lose, 1 potato. YES we are cruel but no pain no game haha...

We basically play card till about 2+ b4 some of us decide to catch 40 winkers and so did i... by the time i woke up, its time to move up bukit brincang... i'll leave that in my next post.

A sudden thought

Was looking at Camy's frenster photos and something came to mind. I remember last time when i met her, cathrine was giving them (the participant for FES Talent Nite) singing pointers, now Camy is give the dance clubs dancing pointers... but wat that really caught my attention was.. ... .. have i ever given anybody any lessons?? Once i thought of finding an apprentice to teach someone all i know, all i've gained from uni and i did got a name but in the end i din actually went and do it coz it will be funny not to mention crazy to actually to call him/her my apprentice. I mean who am i to have an apprentice?? lolz.. but to be honest, i feel that its kinda a waste to actually lose all this knowledge. There were so many of us who were good in dealing wif uni officers but when we leave, our successor can't seems to get the-trick-of-the-trade then the clubs/society just seems to lose its .. .. .. power?? i'm not sure whether is there anyone who understands me but its just a feeling that i have. A student body should be in the control of the students, not the officers but the officers and students just don't seems to get it. They just obey n listen without knowing how to retalliate. I manage to get Su pumped up n to challange the officers, so i guess not all is loss.. i hope ><

Quick updates

I've not been updating my blog recently basically i'm kinda occupied recently, was at Deric's place then went gaming wif TTL... anyway nothing much worth blogging there except that i got conned on sun when TTL n pek told me last min that they got additional plans after our gaming session which left me totally lost. I've promised mum that i'll b home for dinner but thanks to them i almost got killed my my mum =_= wif frens like them, who nid enemies...

Anyway some recent updates.. Its been almost a month now since i got my car... and i've not wash it yet hahahaa, not to mention i've clocked 1000 KM in 3weeks of driving, imagine 90km a day for 4 days... i'm still wondering whether should i drive my car to work on fri. The highway is a scary place on fridays >.<"

I remember telling a fren that all the sudden i feel like a senior in uni, i nid to support wy wif his projects, then there are juniors asking me about projects but wat i dun understand is how come some of them tend to think that i know a lot?? Do i look like a know-it-all?? I dun mean it in a bad way, its just that i feel that i might not be the best person to answer some questions sometimes, i worry i might bring them to "holland" and i wonder wat makes them think that i'm able to help?? I din know i'm so capable haha.. Ytd some1 added me to his msn and start asking me about projects, i was shocked, where the hell did tis guy got my contact?? My thesis is not even been released, how come he knows that i'm doing robotics?? How do he know i'm doing software?? And how come there are so many robotics projects lately??

At work, i've found out that there is some1 who basically dun quite enjoy my presence... according to her, i those who like to blow-their-own-trumpet type of person o.O?? i mean am i??? huoywoon seems to enjoy my presence.. i'm wacky enuf to make her laugh wif my stupid yet creative lines such as "put ur eyes long long n see" and my "cute and adorable" looks hahaa.. i seems to know how tis feeling arise but all i have to say is that i have my principles to uphold n protect so i'll now bow to her words but at the same time i respect her thoughts... tis is a free country, if i were to be misunderstood for upholding my personal principles then so be it... I'm now learning C++ all over again and its really a killer >.<>.<"

Well thats all from me for now.. suddenly i've ran out of stuff to write about, not to mention i'm kinda sleepy.. its a brain drain to read text book all over again.. sigh~~~

Sleepy~~ I am so sleepy~~

Sleepy~ I am so sleepy
Is there anybody
That can wake me please~~
Sleepy~ I am so sleepy
Working is just so eery
So help me please~~
Ohh sleepy~~~
[sing to the rhythm of Lonely by Akon]

Today is the 1st day i drive my bike to work tis week and it din turn out good... ytd i went out to the mamak wif Pek n TTL and got home about 1240 which was almost 1hr pass my bed time. As soon as i got home i doze off almost instantiously and b4 long its morning =_=

Was in a dilemma to whether to drive my car o my bike coz its friday and the KL-Seremban highway is going to be flooded wif cars but on the other hand, it is rainy season so the probability of it raining is vry high, in fact the sky was cloudy n dark tis morning.. i came to work wif a grim feeling inside me, praying tat it won't rain. For now, i'm in the comfort of the office waiting for the group meeting at 8 n later my test at 3... sigh~~ test again, i dunno how will i fair tis time; my score should be better since its the same question... aih

Well i better sign off now, my group just arrive n i dun think its good for her to see me blogging in the office hahaha =p
Ciao~~

Thursday's Random Thoughts

Actually i thought of this stuff just b4 i wnet to bed last nite but since its gonna be written on thursday so let it be thursday's random thoughts. Since i got to office vry early today 7.02 haha... damn i could have stayed in bed for another 10 mins ^o^

I just have things going into my head , in and out, in and out.. its kinda troublesome sometimes, especially when there r things that u dun like but there is nothing u can do about it.

My latest trouble is actually my grades.. I remember posting saying that i'm glad that i graduated with the grades that i wan, but not exactlythe grades i wan but its the level that i wan. Sometimes i wonder whether the big guy up there likes me o not. I see myself as an achiever, a doer, so i set goals for myself and strive to achieve them regardless wat it takes. In terms of my studies i've set 2 goals and i've achieved them but why does it have to me the margin of my goals?? Y can't it be better than wat i've set?? For my degree i've set my goal of 2nd upper and in the end i got 3.02 =_= ... Y cant it be 3.1 why does it have to be 3.0?? I just dun understand. Does it feels good to achieve ur own personal goal?? Of course but not tis way.. not like tis, if it were a better grades then i would hve feel better coz then it wouldn't look like i'm not serious about my studies; soem of my coursemates hardly studies and their grades is Way WAY WAY~~~ better than me. WAt do i lack in myself that limits me to b better than the oters?? can somebody tell me?? Please~~~

Well its getting late.. its now 741 and i'm suppoer to start work at 730 =p i guess i'll sulk till here for now.. will continue sulking after working hrs =_=

Where are you~~~???

Usually when i use titles such as tis i will be asking for a girl friend but not today. Has work changed me or has i changed due to work? Remember the days where i will go around telling people that nothing will change my passion for gaming? Well today i'm looking for that passion. Here i am, 1040pm in front of my computer trying to figure out wat do i wanna do while usually i'll be indulge in a game blowing my enemies to hell with my soilders but not today... Currently i have WarHammer 40000: Dawn of War - Winter Assult, WarHammer 40000: Dark Crusade, W3R:FT, Total War:Rome, C&C3 and Simcity on my pc but i dun feel like engaging in any of them.

WAT IS WRONG WIF ME???? o.O??? Where is the gamer in me?? Where are u my gamer-self?? are u lost?? :'(

I really nid to find another passion, else there will be no reason for me to return home, i might as well stay in office n do my work till god know when. I dun wan to be a workaholic, i wanna change my workaholic personality in me. I wanna be like a normal guy-next-door and, go out, hang out, and flirt around.

I'm loosing myself to the cruel world .. please help tis leech.. plllleeeaaassseeeeeeeee~~~~ :'(

Again???

Tis is the 2nd time i went to find WY to help him wif his projects.. i asked him to go met me in uni but he din show up n he wants me to go find him instead >.< he nids my help yet he is making demands?? wtf...

Anyway went to uni to find uncle ho and to my suprise, i saw sister Song. After some catching up i got to know she is now working in an consulting firm doing electrical stuff which was kinda suprising, i mean we are electronics students... she said that she will b registering wif BEM n later sitting for the professional exam. Well i mean she should her line of job requires her to do so; as for me, i'm bout to give up on my professional exam goal.. but i'm still considering i'll see how it goes b4 making decision.

Not long after i got to WY's hse i got down to business, he dun have much time n yet he is still .. .. well he's still WY, how could he be so steady in time like tis. I really dun understand him if it were me i'll be jumping out of my socks. I try to guide him as much as i could, i just hope that he will not dissapoint me. I dun wan to see him as a 3 generation senior in uni but i could oni do so much.. My lecture to him went a bit long winded.. it drag till bout 4pm b4 we went for our lunch >.< lunch at 4pm.. i was too hungry to move.. we got to Ayer Panas and just as we begin to eat, it rained... it rained cats n dogs, no.. its more like pouring instead of raining. I mean the amount of water that fell to the ground was immense. We just sat there n ate slowly coz we cant go anywhere due to the heavy raing and the place starts to get flooded wif rain water. Whenever i would go find WY it would rain gheeze.. and each time the rain will dragged till late at nite. When the rain died down a little we rush to the car n headed back to WY's place. I got to know Irene moved again, n i was kinda suprised, it was not long ago when we help her to shift hse n now she shifted again.... aih, somethings i'll never understand.

Later that evening, WY got a phone call from a fren.. its adelle. She's in KL n she called WY for a gathering, me on the other hand felt kinda lost, coz i wasn't actually invited but i was so damn hungy.. i haven't had my dinner yet and its 9++ almost 10. We went to met adelle n her fren for err.. supper?? Well its nice to see her again, she haven't changed much jsut that she lost weight. I got to know she's working in Sg. Anyway meeting her tonite brought me to my regret.. i din bring my camera AGAIN!!! missed again... it would be nice to take some photos wif her, we dun see each other often. I think we last saw each other was more than a year ago and i wonder when will we met again next time???

Seeing her again really brought me thinking. We r frens n we oni met by chance the last occasion was oso by chance n later when WY goes back to PG then i'll lose that chance too... I'm really loosing my frens 1 by 1 and there is nothing i can do to change tis. Why is that?? o.O ??Y izzit my closer frens are all from other states, Pg in particular?? Has i brought tis on myself?? Sigh~~~ =_="

Its time to grow up n face the music i guess.

T.... i.... r....e....dddddd......

Its the 3rd day that i've been in the production floor and its really taking a toll on me. Standing 8hrs a day is not exactly my definitation of a working environment. Everyday is the same thing, whenever it approach 5 o'clock the sets will begin to NG and we nid to troubleshot it n bring it back up again... sigh~~~ and today is not excatly my day... i actually forgot to bring my wallet and i oni notice it after i got to my office. I am so numb from driving that i din even know that i din bring my wallet. After searching invain i went straight to south plant n start working. Hve to borrow money for food O_o" (nvr done that for some time)

When i got home i begin to look for my missing wallet n still i can't find it... i was like WTF~!!! where is it???

Then i look in my car n i found it.. i place it in the drawer ytd after taking out sometings from my wallet hahaah... clumsy me hahahaa. =p

Well i'm too tired to cont.. so adious

Cameron graduation trip 3

Roses taken from the apartment in Cameron

From where i left off. We stock up on vegetables n then headed straight for our apartment. As soon as we got there every1 started gettin lazy.. All was laying around doing nothing especially the drivers, KT n JS; they went to take a nap (or should i say sleep) haha.

Caught in the act haha

Well while some were resting, some of us started preparing for tonite's dinner.

KT doing the fish

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Giap doing the veges

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While i was bz snapping photos hahahaa actually i did help just that no1 came n help take a photo of me :(

And in the end... dinner is served~~~ The calm b4 the storm ATTACK~~!!!!

Later since we still have a lot of leftover soup we decided to settle it wif some round of cards. The loser will drink a bowl of soup.. tis went of for awhile that later all of us was so full we din wanna drink anymore haha. Js wanted to be a gud guy by preparing a small bowl but KT return the favour wif a BIG bowl haha. Classic..

Cameron graduation trip P2

Well as i say in my previous post, i hardly slept and it was rainin -_- sigh... anyway we still went to have our dim sum breakfast. When we got there, js n the others was already full. We quickly gobble down some food b4 KT suggest going for some noodles, so i slow down on food awaiting the next round hehe.

We went down the road to tis place where they sell authentic hakka noodle. Well nothing much to be said other than its cheap.. each bowl is oni 70cents and the taste?? Nice, haha like i say its authentic hakka noodle ^_^ After breakfast we went to the town's wet market to buy raw material for tonite's dinner on the mountain top hehe. Like i said it was raining so the traffic is kinda slow (but still relatively fast compare wif kl hehe)

The shop we had our hakka noodle hehe

After the market we waited for the full gang, BoonKwan n Meng is arriving at ipoh that day. When av1 has arrive we went for lunch n for some soya bean n coffee b4 heading uphill

The tau fu fa is marvelous as it's really smooth, a must try in Ipoh town, but the milk is nothing special.

White coffee anyone?? lolz

After coffee it was the uphill journey. KT's 22year old Colt has prove the be the stonger beast on the road than JS's 2005 Civic (tis show's the power of manual over automatic gear) KT was flying uphill, since his car is kinda old he nid to maintain its monentum to go uphill. There were some incident where his car got slowed down that it took him awhile to regain the power. So he can't risk losing the power.

We stop halfway for a toilet break n to regroup. We nid to discuss on our activity. We decided to get some vege then go get our apartment to rest.

Phone check???

Cameron shopping

Arriving at Cameron we went to get some vege for tonite's steamboat. We got some corn n lots of vege. 1 stall offer us 12vege for RM10 then the next stall quickly offered 13 for the same price >.<

Plants looks so much betta n fresh in Cameron.. i wonder y @_@ ??

Cameron graduation trip P1

Beautiful morning mountain view from Gunung Brincang (i'm not sure of the spelling)

Well this actually happen about a month ago, i actually went for tis trip on 14th of May as a graduation trip. As always among team pilot, the attadance is not always full. Windz din go coz according to him he's kinda bored wif Cameron, Mr n Mrs Thief din go coz they r going to Genting. So in the end it was jz CCL, KT, Meng, JS n I then to add to the suprise there was Giap, SK and the largest suprise of all... Ice.

Like all gud story, i shall begin my lil advanture from the top. Ccl n i agreed to go on the 14th which was on a monday to ipoh coz the advanture was suppose to begin on tue morning so we went there a day earlier so we din have to rush the next day. Not knowing that the Purta Line has change or should i say extended its bus route, i was late in meeting Ccl. It was kinda embarrassing tat i din even know that the bus has extended its route. So i got to Pudu bout half hr late. We had our lunch then we went straight to get the bus ticket. As usual its a warzone there in pudu plaza wif ppl yelling n trying to "convience" u to buy from them. We found out that they oni earn bout 60cents per ticket sold no wonder they work so hard.

We got onto the bus n we were on our way. Its kinda exciting since its been awhile since i took a bus to other states to find my frens. The last time was during CNY where meng n i went to Pg. Anyway the bus ride was kinda scary coz halfway on our journey, it rained vry heavily, the rain was so heavy that we could hardly see the road and i felt that the bus did rock a little due to the wind. There were bout 10 cars parked on the side of the road not moving coz its impossible to see more than 10feet in front of u. But luckily that oni lasted awhile, after the stretch of the road the rain died down. We got to Ipoh town kinda late. The bus journey took us 3hrs instead of the normal 2hrs and it weren't due to the rain, its due to the bus driver was vry safe n steady. I dun think he drove more than 90km/h n we were riding Konsortium which is well known for late departure but early arrival. As soon as Kt pick us up it was eating journey all the way. Since we arrive around 530 we had a light tea b4 going in for the kill at dinner.

We stop by for coffee somewhere in town b4 moving on to wan tan mee, kue chap nsome fry chicken. Then we went to the pasar malam near kt's ol skool to have some Ipoh pan mee. It does taste good n the portion of the noodle is simply scary... we ordered 2 bowl n share among 3 of us n it was still too filling.. and it oni cost us RM3 u can hardly fill ur stomach for that price in KL. Next we headed back to KT's place to rest b4 heading our for supper at midnight. Basically we just had some "kai si ho fun" i dunno how to translate to english.. chicken noodle?? lolz

The attack of the killer pan mee of Ipoh sorry i can't rmb the place

Anyway after supper we headed home again since its kinda late. While driving KT said that the car felt different, the steering was kinda heavy, we suspect that he got a flat so we went to find a petrol station to pump the tire. We ended up going around ipoh town looking for a working pump. Most of the station had pull out the pump, in desperation i remembered wat dad told me bout pumps, "Pertolnas pump r usually in working condition". So we quickly went looking for a Pertolnas gas station and dad was right.. it was still working haha. We were suppose to sleep early coz we nid to go our for some dim sum the next day but after supper and our bath it was 4 almost 5. Ccl was helping Kt doing some pc maintance where later ccl got into a game of DotA. I was oni able to catch some Zs coz there was constant chatting between KT n CCL and sometimes they will ask me questions.. how can a guy sleep in tis conditioin??

In the morning as we were leaving to find JS, it rained.. it was raining on a cool morning where none of us actually slept!!! It was torture, all we wanted was to sleep then n there but we couldn't coz JS was approacing Ipoh n we can't be late.. sigh~~~ but in the end we arrive late to met JS n the others hahaaha...

1:1 ; Good : Bad

Well ytd in work was bad.. PS give cheryl n i an assesment test and it was tough... it was a 2hr test consist of 20 pages of fill-in-the-blanks type questions (big BIG font size) . I was ok in the technical stuff but when it comes to operations, i could hardly answer any of them. I mean some of them i dun even know where to begin. Wat is the TVOPA process flow.. i have no idea wat so eva... Cheryl n i was struggling inside the room cracking our heads for answers until both of us give up. There was question from all sort of areas involved in our work. The job flow of TVOPA, the job flow of DTS, identifications of parts, acronyms, production output calculation, SST manual sortings.. and the list goes on n on n on ~~~~~

B4 the test i was in the bank to apply for a new ATM card since i've lost my previous card, so i din have time for lunch. Then i nid to go n do tis test which was a total mess ... to make it even worse is that my PC is giving my problem agian (my company pc). I kenot run the SST program again, i got tht problem last time, and in the end i changed to another PC n now the same problem occur again, PS was suggesting that it could have been due to my "actions" but i hardly check my personal email at work, and i dun even surf in office. I oni google for infomations; but this is my words against hers where her words r so much louder than mine. To makes matters, while Leslie is helping me to resolve my problems, some how Microsoft give me some problem and my Outlook inbox got deleted which was a shock to me since i got some unread emails. Afte some clicks, somehow i got my emails back when i saw that PS wan us to resit the test again.. :`( I totally give up on that day... and i thought the day sux.

On my way home i stopped by McD to get a cheap burger to supress my hunger and that was a wise choice, as usual the traffic is "magnificant" and most ppl thinks that traffic dun affect motorcyclist but they r all wrong. I mean when cars get jam up, they will find alternatives which usually meant cutting over to the next lane or driving on the emergency lane which basically serves as a motor driveway and not to mention other bikes which flys by just like that, i mean how fast can u go in conditions such as tat? So on that day, it took me 1hr 30mins to arrive at my home which usually takes oni 50mins on normal days.. sigh i can't imagine how would it be like when i start to drive my car to work. I vowed not to drive to work on Fridays and some times monday.. i hate traffic... it wastes time n not to mention the expensive resources, the petrol.

When i thougt the day was bad i got a good news from n unexpected source.. my uni. Our results were released today so i went to check my grades and .... ... ... ... YES~~~ i manage to achieve my goal of an 2nd upper honours. I was a little dissappointed as i did hope to be on the Dean list at least once in my years of study and yet i failed but i'm kinda happy that my goal of a 3.0 is achievable.

So that's its... 1 good vs 1 bad. Wat do u think?? Hv the lord shown me some mercy?? Maybe... may be not.. but who am i to judge, i'm oni human.

I'm scared~~~

Today in work, as soon as i open my email i got a scary notice from my grp leader.

"Since next week is the trial so we will have the assesment test on this friday" (not the exact words but tis is wat it meant anyway)

I was like "WHAT~~!!!! >.< "

Gan (my manager) said it ca be until 22nd June but now... now... arrrrrrrrrr. Then to make matters worse, of the 4 things that we are going to be tested on, i oni know 1 of them.. sigh~~~ I try to study all the other 3 topics today but in the end all i got was a major headache. I nid to study the design specs and the safety regulations which i have no totally no idea wat it is about.

I'm suppose to be studying the notes i brought home but i just dun feel like doing it... i dun wanna study ~~~ i wan play game~~ i wan blog~~ .. wait.. i am blogging hahahaa ; i wan msn chatting.. i wan everything but study~~~!!!! help~~~~!!!! :`(

I heard that PS is a vry detail person and that she likes going deep into stuff.. shit, all i know is just the surface of everthing, will i be able to survive tmr's ordeal??? Will this be the end of the undying Leech??? Am i being too dramatic? may be, but i just feel frustrated, i thoguht skools over but wtf, i still nid to take a test, so cham.

Better go back to my notes now.... :`(

Tension + scare = mix emotions

Today is the day where i actually worry about getting to work, ytd i was out gaming till 1+ (thx to vince) i wanted to leave at 12 but i got draged along for another round of DotA which dragged till1.. sigh.. on my way to work, it started raining and it was like a horrible nightmare. See tis equation to understad why

if
motorbike * accident = ouch
motorbike * rain = ouch
so if i factor out the motorbike thingy
rain = accident = ouch

so i can conclude that rain is as bad as being involved in accident, both r bad for a motorcyclist anyway its like the "guy" up there knows... the rain stopped about <5 mins later haha.. so i ended up in office, in a raincoat which is completly dry haha.

Nothing much actualy happen at work today, just that LS and i got a bit closer to that new girl SMeng who is the jr to Han Yi. Both of them r from nuclear physics so we were joking abuot them making a bomb to blow us up if we mess around wif them hahaha.. kinda funny hahahaa

Just b4 i got pack to come home, i was clearing my email when i notice the email from Gan (my manager) he just reminded us about the assesment and to my suprise, out of the 4 things that i'm gonna be tested on.. ... .. .i oni know 1 of them.. 1/4 that's like 25% and its like a sure fail thing.. GOD~~~!!!! wat am i to do???? help~~!!!! I guess i'm gonna bug leslie tmr hahaha .. try to soak up all i could in tis 2 days since next week it's gonna b a bz bz bz BZ week . going to production again for the next trial run.... plz let it be like tis monday.. smooth sailing all the way.. i'm keeping my fingers crossed >.<

Its a Cold cold morning~~~~

U know wat.. i'm currently blogging at work hahaha.... well its morning and work has not start to pile up so i'm taking lil' time out hehe. ^.^

I hate mornings... today morning is so cold, and the oni logical thing to do is to continue sleeping yet i nid to come to work :s sigh... wasted a good sleep... hopefully i can sneek away early today, i'm kinda sick always doing OT at work, especially when i dun even have work to do hahaa.... i rather go home early n continue my Warhammer 40000: Dark Crusade ^.^ yeaaaaa~~~

Better get back to work b4 someone sees me heheh

Its blogging time

i've just found my lost passion for blogging again hehe.. previously i did enjoy blogging but its just that after awhile n knowing that no1 actually reads it, well it de-motivats u to continue but now thanks to Oot n bobdog i found that passion again hehe arigato

I just got a comment from a little bobdog ytd saying that my recent post is vry work related >.<
Wat do u mean by too work related??? @_@"

Well when come to thing of it.. its kinda work related, coz i've been talking about my work place and my work life recently. To me, its the most related things i could talk about, i mean since i started work.. or should i say, ended my studies, not much exciment happen in my life. Everyday is just wake up - eat - gaming - sleep... but now since i've started work things changed a little... tis reminds me... i still got a post that i've yet to finish, its about my little trip to Cameron, hehe its actually my graduation trip wif the gang but it din went as well as i hope it would, but still... i had a gud time... .... i guess hahaha... anyway will start on that post asap.

Well my lil' bobdog, if ya reading.. let me share wif u something that just happened tis weekend. B4 i more on, i wanna express my regret. I regret that i din wear my specs that saturday, and the other thing is that, i din have my camera ready... sigh..~~~~

Last sunday was KK's bday, and deric n frens planned to celebrate it wif him; but the fact is, it was planned by Chai Ping hahah .. talk about a cheeky suprise hahaha. Anyway i was the uninvited guest there and tis wat wat happen....

I was at Deric's place helping him out wif his progress report which was suppose to due 2 weeks AGO . But my fren there was so relaxed that time that he din even hand in that report. Talk about courage, he sure have guts... ^_^" anyway, i was conned into helping him. Ended up i was telling deric that, whenever he is in deep shit, w/o fail, he will sure to contact me to lend him a hand. WTF~~~!!! since when i become a superhero?? If i'm Superman, could i have some1 else be Lois?? Damn i dun wan to have an episode of BBM.. @_@.

Anyway, the sky started raining and i couldn't go home, soon deric told me that it was KK's bday and he asked me whether do i wanna join them to celeb. Well... ... ... it got me thinking for awhile, i mean we r frens but we were never close frens; if i go would it be appropriate?? Then Deric started wif his brainwash (i couldn't believe i actually fell for it... sigh....) In the end i went wif Deric and... ... it was fun.

We went in a little late, around 1230 (due to some miscalculations), we went to Feeling and the singers there even started a bday song for us (there were another party celebrating bday too haha) . We give KK a suprise and its fun... i mean i've not given any1 a suprise b4 and personally i was nvr a fan of suprises coz each time i get 1, its usually something bad so its kinda a phobia for me hehe... Later we sat down and started chatting. Oh~~ Did i mention there was actually 2 other girls there.. well i dunno how they got to know them but there were Deric's "sisters" (not related wat-so-eva) and their frens. Well both of them are atteactive in their own way. One of them have beautiful eyes, they were BIG and the other.. well, she have some childish feeling around her that makes u really wanna melt haha.. but i guess the attraction factor is their pure heart?? well they r kinda naive in some way, and i guess being naive is a girl's attraction points. i was nvr gud at describing girls haha... i grew up in a all boys environment so dun kill me =p. At the end of the whole ordeal... Deric actually went up stage and performed a song for us hahaha.. well i dunno wat's the title but he did it..

Sometimes i can't help but to wonder... is this the same deric i used to know?? he's no longer the same guy i used to know. He is more confident in himself now, previously he nvr do tis kinda stuff but now.. he can flirt like there is no tmr... sigh~~ seeing him like tis makes me miss my skool dayz.. it makes me feel old.......... ~~~ :`( Oh... tis oso brings me to the reason y i'm kinda upset. i din wear my specs so i my vision that nite was a little blurry hehe.. and i went to a bday celeb without a camera!!! god... the is a bad... i mean there were a lot of magical moment that i missed... ARRRR~~~~~ talk about being unprepared... sigh~~~

Well after Feeling we went for another round.... no its not DotA tis time. We later head up to KK's place for a round of hard liquor. CY brought along a bottle of Absolute Vodka which was vry vry vry strong. CY pass me the cup and ask all of us to the first cup, neat. As soon as that liquid touches my tongue, i felt its power and as i swallow it... my throat was almost like burning. There is oni 1 word to describe wat i went through... Wow. From that glass onwards, i decided not to have it neat again... wtf the thing is so strong that my little ulcer in my mouth actually healed after i woke up (and i hardly slept).

The so-called drunk party was initially between few of us until the girls, noman n nbt came along.We ended up playing card games n the loser is required to drink the vodka. There we were playing card games till morning.. we started around 4+ and we end at around 7. I was so tired that i fell asleep as soon as i game in the final round. Hey gimme a break, i was working the day b4 u know. The card game was fun, seeing retnouc, kk n cy trying their best to pin the girls round after round hahaha.. well it was fun.. a nice memory. But alas, in the end of the whole night, i still hardly know the girls hahaha... mainly coz the girls were bz wif kk n others (they know them best) and i was the alien there... well nvm, i enjoyed the moment, not tie girls anyway hahaha.. and NO i din get drunk tis time, i've learn my lesson and i hold my liquor vry well tis time, i was fit enuf to drive my bike home after it was all over.

Life as a Peon

Haha.. tis is something i wanted to say last week, i mean after working for a week but i've been bz last weekend; have lunch wif zoe, then yamcha wif frens then on sunday nid to help Irene move hse, so i have to postpone tis little post till today.

Anyway, the first thing i wanna say is that i nid time to adjust myself. U can say that Intel spoiled me.. i'm use to the US work culture that when i join Sony i nid some time to actually remind myself that everything is not the same. I mean back in Intel, when they say flexi-hours, they really do mean flexi-hours (or at least i think they do) but in Sony we nid to clock in and clock out each day, and that is something that i've not done since my days back in ACE. To add to that, their break time is also vry different from what i've experience ... ... but it still ok i guess, if i compare to ACE, i dun have break time back then hahaha... anyway enuf of complains i'm now a member of Sony so like it or not, i nid to go wif the flow.

Let me talk about my colleagues.. PS, my team lead, nothing much to say other that she's vry happy looking person.. likes to smile a lot, can really bright up ur day. Then is KP, he's my senior in MBS hahaa.. he's from the class of 1994 hahaha.. 2 years b4 i even went in to MBS hahaha. Next is Leslie... he reminds me of Richard, dunno y but he just do not to mention Thong, my immediate senior, he's like ah Wah ... he's vry good in hardware debug and troubleshoting. HW... well she.. .. she dun remind me of anyone but she's ok, she's frenly and ... ... ... hahah nothing else coz i dunno much about her (not to mention anyone else on my team) and last but not least, Cheryl... when i first saw her, she remind me of 2 person. AiLing (Vincent's fren) coz she resembles her and next she also reminds me of Suyi coz of her make up.. well dun hate me for this but she just do.. hahaha.. too bad u dun have a camera phone else i might take a photo of her and do some photo editing to compare their faces hahahaha.

1st week in Sony?? Tiring if nothing else... for my 1st week, i've spend about 52+ hours working hahaha... wtf... i dunno how am i going to manage the balance of my days there. I usually dun mind the hours but its vry tiring having to drive all the way back to my hse.. its almost 50 mins drive and on a motorbike... it can really wear u out. Well hopefully when i get a car i won't feel tis tired... haha maybe i'll be more tired coz of the traffic hahaha... talk about a double edge sword hahaha ...

Gambate at Sony leech ... ^_^

Telinga bengkak~~~~

MUhahahahaa... i believe i'm using malay for my title... but the fact is, i'm slowly but sure being turned in to a malay. I've joined a company where out of the 5km radius, u KENOT, i repeat KENOT find chinese food. Wat nightmare~~~!!! Althought i've been trained or should i say survived as a malay b4... but after all this time being in college and uni, i've been 100% transformed back into a chinese but now ... i nid to turn myself into a malay again???? hahahaa i'm having a double personality again hahahahaahaha ....

Well i dun actually suffer from a swollen ear, its just that today i've been listening to briefing from 8am down right to 6pm. Although its not a continous "lecture" but its enuf to break u. We fill in the form at around 8 then it was briefing all the way, by HR then by security then by HR again... i pity my ear. At around 4 after the last briefing from HR. I was brought to my dept.

To my suprise.. my dept is way way way way deep in the plant.. it was a good 5- 7 mins walk from the HR dept. When i got there... suprise it look like.. well i dunno how to say.. just that if u compare it to the place where i did my intership, it can't be compared. I have a feeling that i would nid a lot of will power to phyco myself to remain in this company. Like i was saying in my previous post, if given a chance, i will go to penang. I will go there to pursue my little goal... and hopefully it would come true, but that is on the condition that I do go to Pg hahahaa...

Hopefully tmr will be a better day than today and hopefully someday i'll be able to completly phyco myself to accept this working condition and perform. hahaha... to those who are reading, care to share wif me some words of encouragement?? I realy nid some if i were to convience myself about this.

Oh ya.. another thing to add b4 i end my post... there is something that i wanted to tell a fren but i dunno should i even say it... sigh~~ i hate ambiguity. To be or not to be

Work work~

That is what a peon from warcraft3 would say when u click on it... i'm begining my days as an working adult in a few hours time... nid to report for work tmr at 8am and now ... now i'm trying to saviour the last moments as a student. Trying to recall the things that made we enjoy as a student... well i complete my goal of completing the C&C 3 b4 i start work... finished the NOD and the Scrin campain today hehe... i reckon there is not much time for me to do tis kinda stupid thing later on.

Sometimes i wonder... is this the job i really wan ?? Actually I wanted to get a job in Penang. Why?? Well for a few reasons...
1st coz i'm kinda sick wif KL life style.
Then most of my closer frens are Penang fellas.
3rd. Pg offer better pay hehee
and last but not least... ... ... well this i dun wanna disclose =p coz tis is really a personal reason

Too bad i can't get a job in penang... i din wanna ask JS for help coz i wanna get it wif my own abilities n not coz ppl help me. Am i stupid?? but i got my own principles to follow so i guess i'm stuburn hahah ... well i better hit the sack now @_@ nid my beauty sleep so i won't fall asleep at work tomolo hahahaa ...

Wish me luck~~~